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ChapterOne

Nash

-TwoYearsEarlier

SalivafilledmymouthasIwatchedCarly,mybestfriend’shardlylegaldaughter,strutherstuff

pastmeoutbythepool.Ihadshownuptotheirpoolpartythinkingthelittlebratwouldn’tbehere.Man,

hadIthoughtwrong.

Grippingontothearmrestsofmychair,Itriedtoreasonwiththemanthatshetemptedat

everyturn.

Youcan’thaveher.

Isuckedinadeepbreathoffreshoxygenbeforeclosingmyeyestoregainsomeofmy

sanity.Thegirlhadbeenteasingmeformonths.Wearinglittletonoclothingaroundme,andgoingasfar

astorubherselfagainstmeinplacesI’msureshehadn’tevenexploredyet.

Shehadvirginwrittenalloverher,andI’llbedamnedifthatalonedidn’tmakemewanther

more.Theneedtotrulyfindoutifshewasasnaïveassheappearedtobeseemedtoconsumemy

thoughts.

Fuck!Ishouldn’tbethinkingaboutthis,abouther.I’dknownCarlysincethedayshewas

bornandnowaycouldIlieandsayIhadn’tbeensuckedintothosebigbrowncoloredeyesofhers.

Still,lookingathernow,thattinylittlegirlhadallbutdisappeared.Shehadcurves,andtits,

andfulllipsthatneededtobewrappedaroundmycock.

“Doyouwantadrink,Nash?”Kyleasked,pullingmefrommyverybadthoughtsofhis

daughterbeforeitcouldgoanywhere.

“I’lltakeabeer…”Irasped,myeyesbeingdrawnbacktoCarlyacrossthepool.Shewas

sittingwithafriend,listeningtoherfriendgushaboutsomemundanebullshit.Probablycollegeorhigh

schoolshit.

“Hereyougo,bud.”KylehandedmethebottleofBudLight,twistingthecapoffforme.As

ifIwasapussyorsomeshit.ItwasgettingharderandhardertobearoundKylewhenhisdaughterwas

justwithinarmsreach.

“How’sthingswithSarahgoing?”Iasked,beforetippingthebottlebackandlettingthebeer

coatmythroat.

Heshrugged,andthenflippedtheburgershewascookingonthegrill.Ifeltbadfortheman,

andnotjustbecausehewasmyfriend.Itwasnevereasytolearnthatyourhighschoolsweetheartwas

cheatingonyouwithyourownboss.WhichiswhyIalwaysfucked,andneverstayed.

Itwaseasierthatway.Lessmess.Lessheartache.

“She’snotgoingtotherapyanymore,andsheisn’tevenmakinganefforttoseethekids.I

thinkit’sstartingtoeffectCarly.”Igroundmyteethtogether.Fuck.ThebeautifulbrunettewasallIcould

thinkaboutasitwas,nowherfatherwantedtotalkabouther,withmenoless.

Ishookmyheadlightly,takinganotherswigfromthebottle.Iwasgoingtoneedtwenty

moreoftheseifIplannedontalkingaboutCarlyanymoretonight.

“I’vebeenyourfriendalongasstimeKylesoI’mgoingtosaythisasnicelyasIcan.She

mightbethemotherofyourchildrenbutshe’saragingbitchforteachingherkidsit’sokaytocheat.”I

blinked,havingnotrealizedwhatactuallycameoutofmymouth.

Kylejusthuffedoutalaugh,adjustinghisglasses.Ilovedthemanlikeabrother,whichonly

madethefacthisdaughtergavemearagingbonerthatmuchharder.IfheeverdiscoveredhowIfeltabout

her,hellifsheeverdiscoveredit,wewouldbothwescrewed.

“AtleastIstillgotyou!”Heslappedahandonthebackofmyshoulder.Wavesofguilt

crashedintome.Iexcusedmyselftogotothebathroom.Ineededaminuteortwoawayfromeveryoneto

clearmyhead.

Islippedthroughtheslidingglassdoorsandintothelavishcondo.Theplacelookedlikeit

belongedinafuckingmagazine.Itwasallbrightandcleanandwaytoofuckingfancyforme.

MybootsslammedloudlyagainstthetilefloorasIwalkeddownthehallinthedirectionof

thebathroom.Ihadjustgrabbedthedoorknobtotherestroom,whenIheardthequietpitter-patteroffeet

behindme.Feelinglikeasickfuckerdeepdowninside,IturnedonmyheelseventhoughIshouldn’t.

“Youaren’tleavingyet,areyou?”Shetwirledastrandofhercaramelbrowncoloredhair

aroundherfingerwhileshestaredatmewithfuckmeeyes.Mycockstiffened,andmyhandsachedto

touchher.

“No,Carly.I’mheadingtotherestroomandunlessyou’dliketoholdmycockforme,or

suckit,thenyou’renotneededhere.”Iforcedasmileandturnedbackaround,feelingconfidentIhad

scaredheraway.Ididn’twanttobeadicktoher,butIneededtoprotectbothofusandbeingadickwas

theeasiestwaytodoit.

Thefuckinggirlneededsomesenseknockedintoher.Iwashellonwheels,andthekindof

guythatbrokeheartslikehersstraightdownthemiddle.Ididn’tdocommitmentsoranythingalongthose

lines.NottomentionthefactthatIwasnearlytwentyyearsolderthanher,andherfatherwasmybest

friend.

Fuckme.Thiscouldn’thappen.ButIwanteditto.

“MaybeIwanttosuckyourcock,Nash.”Herhandlandedagainstmyarm,haltingany

furthermovementfromme.Iwasfacetofacewithhernow,andIsqueezedmyeyesshut,prayinglikehell

thatwhenIopenedthemthatIcouldresisthersweettouch.

“Sorrysweetheart,butamanlikemeknowswhenawomanlikeyourselfisavirginto

everythingincludingsuckingdick,sounlessyougotsomethingelsetotellme,runalong.”Ipoppedmy

eyesopen,hopingshewouldtakethehintandwalkaway.Insteadshemovedincloser,herchestrubbing

againstmine.Icouldfeelherhardnipplespebbleagainstthefabricofherbathingsuittopandthe

sensationshotstraightthroughme.

“Iwantyouthough,andIknowforcertainyouwantme.”Shenibbledonherbottomlip,

temptingmeandmysteelhardcock.Iinhaledthroughmynostrils,herscentnearlyknockingmeover.

Lavender.

Thesweetfloralscentfilledmyairwaysandtookovermybody.Shesmeltlikeafucking

freshlypickedflower.

“No,Carly.I’mwaytobadforagoodgirllikeyou.Nowstoplustingaftermeandhell,

betteryet,stopteasingme.”Ihissedout,lettingalittlebitofmycontrolslip.Herhandwasstillresting

againstmyforearmandIcouldn’tlieandsayIdidn’tlikethefeelingofherbodyagainstmine.NotwhenI

likedita-fucking-lot.

“Carly,haveyouseen…”Kyle’svoicestungmyears,asIshruggedoffCarly’shand.She

twirledaroundtofaceherDadandItookthatmomenttoslipintothebathroom.IheardCarlysighand

walkawayfromthebathroom,tellingherdadsomethingtoholdhimoverforthetimebeing.

Igrippedtheendsofmylongishjet-blackhairinfrustration.Iwasagrownassmanlusting

afterayoungwomanthatIhadnobusinesslustingafter.

Thefactthatshehadallbutbeggedmetofuckherdidn’thelp.Ihadbarelyresistedherjust

now.Whatwouldhappennexttime?

Ishouldjustleave.Thiswasallwrong.Mewantingher.Herwantingme.Iwaslikean

uncletoher.Ishouldn’tbethemanpoppinghercherry.

Idrainedthetankandwashedmyhands,staringatthemanupthatreflectedbackatmeinthe

mirror.Ihadatinybitofstubblethatmarredmycheeksandchin.Mydarkeyeswerevacantofanyreal

emotion,andIlooktiredasfuck.

IletoutaraggedbreathandhopedlikehellthatCarlyhadfinallytakenthewarningand

walkedaway.RelieffloodedmeassoonasIopenedthedooranddidn’tseeher.Thankfuckherfather

hadshownup,thenagainIcouldn’timaginewhatthehellhethoughtweweredoinginthehallwayso

closetoeachother.

“Ican’tthankyouenough,Nash.Forbeingmyfriendandhelpingwiththekids.”Kyle’s

voicestartledme,freezingmeinplace.Ididn’ttakeanotherstep.Ijuststoodtheirshell-shocked.What

couldIsaytohim?

Ishrugged,playingitcool,becausehonestlyIdidn’tknowwhattosay.

“You’repracticallyfamily,man.Noneedtothankme.”Iwasn’tlying,hewaspracticallyfamily.

Myfamilywasn’tverysupportiveofmylife,andwhenIsignedaten-yearcontractwiththeArmy,

whateversupporttherehadbeenhadevaporatedintothinair.

“Nope,thankyou’saredefinitelyinorder.Carlytoldmewhatyouguysweretalkingaboutbefore

youwentintothebathroom.LetmejustsaythatI’mgladtohavesomeonelikeyouprotectingmydaughter

fromanythingbadinthisworld.”Hecameoutfromaroundthemarbleislandandgavemeahug.

Thatbad,badgirl.Asmirkpulledatmylipsasmyeyesglancedouttheslidingglassdoorsand

outtothepoolwhereshewasstandinglookinginatherfatherandI.

Shemighthavehadhimfooled,andmaybeevenmeforashorttime,butnotanymore.Iknew

exactlywhatitwasthatshewanted,andexactlywhatIwouldhavetodotoendthisbetweenus.

“I’llalwaysbehere.Nomatterwhat.”Iconfessed,andletthewordslingerasweseparatedso

thatwecouldgobackoutintotheheat.AllIcouldseewasCarlyandallIcouldfeelwashersmallhand

againstmyskin.

Ineededtoleave.Ineededtoendthis.

Thehourstickedby,thesunfinallystartedtoset.Itwasbeautiful,anarrayofreds,blues,and

orangespaintingtheskyline.

“Don’tdenyme.”Carlyslippedintotheseatnexttome,hervoicesoft,sosoftthatIalmostmissed

whatshesaid.

“Thiscan’thappen,Carly.Notnow.Notever.”Itoldher,watchingthelightfleefromhereyes.I

hatedbreakingherheart,butthiswasforthebest.IhadnootheroptionbuttoleavebecauseifIstayedI

wouldgrantherthatonefuckingwishshehad:tobewithme.

“Iwon’ttell.”Shebitherbottomlip,whiteteethsinkingintothefleshthatImyselfdesperately

wantedtobite.Iclenchedmyfisttogether,mycockgrowinghardonceagainbecauseofthissweetgirl

whodidn’tknowwhatshewasaskingfor.

“Iwill,though.YourdadthinkstheworldofmeandIwon’ttarnishthatview.Iwon’tfuckwith

yourlife,babygirl.”Iraspedwantingnothingbuttotakeherbacktoherroom,stripherbare,andfuckher

likeacrazedman.

Hereyesflickedtoherfatherwhowasstandingbyherbrotherattheedgeofthepool.Heloved

hisfuckingkids.Theywerehisworld,andIcouldn’tdoanythingthatwouldfuckthatup.

“Iwantyouthough,andIdon’tcareifwecan’tbetogether.Itonlyhastobeonce.”Shewas

desperate,anddeservedmorethansomeonelikemetakingfromherwhateverIwanted.Iwouldn’tbethat

fuckerevenifIwantedtobesofuckingbadly.

“No.It’snothappening.Iwilltellyouthis,though.You’rebeautifulandhaveanentireworld

beforeyou.Don’tgiveyourvirginitytosomeoneyouthinkshouldhaveit.Beinlove.Okay?”Iwhispered

undermybreath,gettingupfromthechairbeforeIdidsomethingrecklesslikekissheruntilneitherofus

couldbreathe.

“It’sstillgoingtobeyou.Tomorrow.Nextweek.Intwoyears.I’llwait.”Ishookmyhead,forcing

thewordsshehadspokenfrommymind.Icouldn’tthinkaboutanyofthatshitasIwalkedoutofherlife

forthefirsttime.Ineededthedistance.It’stheonlythingthatwouldkeephervirginityintactandmyface

frombeingbustedup.

“I’mheadingout,Kyle.”Isaidgruffly,clearingmythroat.Emotionsswarmedme.Kylewavedat

meashepushedhissonTannerintothepool.Iopenedtheslidingglassdoorandtookinonelastlookof

thebrown-eyedbeautybeforeclosingthedoor.

It’sforthebest.

Shewouldsurvive,andfindlovesomewhereelse.

ChapterTwo

Carly

-PresentDay

MybodylituplikeaChristmastreewhenmyfathertoldmeNashwouldbecomingtomy

graduationparty.IthadbeentwoyearssinceIhadlastseenhim,andmybodyreactedthesamewayit

alwaysdidwhenIheardhisname.MyheartwaspoundinginmyearsasIracedupourlongass

driveway,thesunjustcomingupoverthehorizon.

IhadmadeupmymindasIranthetwo-miletrailsaroundthehouse.Iwasboundanddetermined

tokeephiminmylifethistime.TherewasnowayinhellthatIwasgoingtolethimleavemebehind

again.

Iopenedtheslidingglassdooroffthesideofthehouse,ashriekeruptingfrommythroatwithin

secondsofcrossingthethreshold.

There,onthecouchinthehousemyfatherhadboughtme,sattheonemanthatIlovedmorethan

life.Istaredathimforalongmoment,drinkinginhimlikeacoldglassofwater.

“DoyouknowwhatI’vedoneinthelasttwoyears?”Herasped,hisvoiceallgravely.Hisback

wasstilltome,andIwantedtoseehisface.God,Ineededtoseehisface,justtomakesureitwasreally

him..

“Howdidyoufindthisplace?”ThequestionleftmylipsbeforeIcouldstopit.Iwantedtoknow

hecamebecauseheneededtoseeme,becauseheneededmeasmuchasIneededhim.

Agrufflaughlefthislips,andIwalkedfurtherintotheroom,untilIwasdirectlyinfrontofhim.I

couldfeeldropsofsweatslidingdownmychestandontomybreast.MypussyclenchedwithdesiresI

didn’tquiteunderstandyet.Ihadheldontomyvirginityforhim.

“ItoldyourfatherIhadagiftforyou…”Heliftedhishead,hisdarkeyesmeetingmygaze.I

couldseeastormofemotionsbrewinginhim.IknewtemptinghimasbadlyasIhadtwoyearsago

pushedhimovertheedge.Itforcedhimtoleave,butnowhewasbackandIcouldn’tthinkaboutthepast

withhimrightinfrontofme.Heshovedfromthecouchfasterthanexpected,forcingmetotakeastep

back.

ButbeforeIcouldmoveevenaninchhehadmeagainsthischest,hisstrongarmswrappedaround

me.

“Youcameback…”Ididn’tknowwhatelsetosayinthatmoment.Hisscentsurroundedme,

warmingeverysinglecellinmybody.Hesmeltliketheoutdoorsmixedwithahintofsmoke,sultryand

intoxicating.

Ijustwantedtoreachuponmytiptoesandpressmylipstohis.Ididn’tcareifhewastwenty

yearsolderthanme.Orthathewasmydad’sbestfriend.IjustknewIwantedhim.

“Itriedtostopmyself,Carly.Itriedtomoveonandfindsomeoneelsetobewith,butIjust

couldn’tdoit.Icouldn’tforgetyou…”Hiseyesmetmine,ashishandsnakedupmyarm,stoppingatmy

cheek,wherehecradlediteversosoftly.Histouchwasgentleandwarm,andGoddidImissit.

“Idon’tcareifmyfatherfindsoutaboutus.Idon’tcarethatyou’reolder.Iwantyoujustasmuch

nowasIdidthen,ifnotmore.”Iconfessed.Timehadn’tchangedadamnthingbetweenus.Hestill

lookedthesame,andmyfeelingsforhimwerestillthesame.

“I’vedeniedmyselfforsolong…”Heleanedintomyface,hisforeheadagainstmine,ashiswarm

breathfannedagainstmycheek.Mytonguedartedoutovermybottomlip,wettingitinanticipation.With

littleeffort,Itippedmylipsupwardsandplacedthemgentlyagainsthis.Assoonasourlipstouched,

somethingsnappedinsideofhim.

Oneminutewewerestanding,andthenextIwaswrappingmylegsaroundhiswaist,allowing

himtowhiskmeupandtakemewhereveritwashewanted.

TheworldcouldshatterintoamillionpiecesaroundusandIwouldn’tletgoofhim.Nothingwas

goingtostopthiskiss,nothing.

Hedevouredmylips,mybackslammingintoanearbywall.Icouldfeelthepainofthehitradiate

upmyspinebutNash’skissessootheditallaway.Histeethnibbledonmybottomlip,beggingformeto

lethiminside,andwhenIdidpassionconsumedme.Mylegswobbledwitheverysinglestrokeofhis

tongueagainstmine.

Itwaslikehewastellingmeastorywithnothingbuthislipsandtongue.Weavingasecretthat

onlyheandIwouldknow.Iwrappedbothmyarmsaroundhisneckandheldonfordearlife,refusingto

letgoofthemanIlovedandhedidthesame.Icouldfeeleverymovementofhishandsasiftheywere

mappingoutmyentireface,andIwonderedifhewasdoingitsothathecouldremembermejustasIwas

rightnowlateron.

“Pleasedon’tleaveagain.”Iwhisperedbetweenkisses,begginghimtostay.Mybreathswere

comingoutinpants.Ihadkissedamanbefore,butneverlikethis.NeverlikeNashwaskissingme.With

somuchexperienceandneed.Firefilledmybelly.

“Never.”Hegrowled,kissingmeharder.Icouldfeelhislipsimprintingonmysoulandknewhe

wasn’tlying.Theemotionsinhiseyesspiraledoutofcontrol,andjustwhenthingswerestartingtoget

good,hepulledaway.

Bothofuswereleftshakingandbreathless,hishandsrubbedupanddownmyarmsashewaited

formetocomebackdowntoEarth.

“Iwanttofuckyou,Carly.Takefromyouwhatyou’vetakenfrommealltheseyears.Makeyou

beg…”Hislipspressedagainstmythrobbingpulse.“Makeyoupleadformore.”Isighed,literally

sighed,againsthischestfeelinghisentirebodyshakewithlaughter.

Noneofthiswasfunny,andespeciallynotthewayhewasmakingmefeelrightnow.Iwantedhim

toripmyclothesoffmybody,andtakemyvirginityrightnow,notlaughatme.

“It’snotfunny.”Iwhined.Helaughedharder,movinghislipsfurtherdownmythroatandontomy

chest.AflimsysportsbrawastheonlythingcoveringmychestandIwanteditgone.

AwarmthlikeIneverfeltbeforepooledbetweenmylegsashegentlypushedoneofthestrapsof

mysportsbradown,exposingoneofmylargebreasts.Imoaneddeeplyassoonashishetookmynipple

intohismouth.

“Yes.Yes.”Ipanted,histongueflickingagainstmynipple.Mypussyclenchedandmyentirebody

shookwithpentupneed.Hecontinuedtoflickhistongueagainstthesensitivenippleuntilmylegswere

wobblingandmyentirebodywasonfire.

Thenhereleasedmytitwithaloudpop,hiseyesrakingupanddownmybodybeforecoming

backuptomyface.TherewasaquestionlingeringinhiseyesandIknewhewasseekingapprovalfor

whateveritwashewantedtodo.

“I’mgoingtomakeyoucum,babygirl.Okay?”Hestated,droppingtohiskneesbeforeme.Fear

ofwhatwasgoingtotakeplacecoursedthroughmyveinsforafractionofasecond.However,the

momentNash’sfingersgrippedthewaistbandofmyyogapantsallfearevaporatedintothinair.

Thiswashim.MyPrinceCharming.Myexperiencedhero.Ihadnothingtobeafraidofwhenhe

washere.

Hepeeledthetightfabricoffmylegspainfullyslowly,agrinthesizeofTexaspullingathislips

ashewatchedmesquirmabovehim.Withthefabricwrappedaroundmyanklesandhimbetweenmy

legs,Iwasathismercy.

Nashgavemeonelastfleetinggrinbeforedisappearingbetweenmylegs.Heheldmeupagainst

thewallwithhisshoulders,andthefactthathecoulddosojustturnedmeonmore.

“Nash…”Isighedhisnameandwasrewardedwithakisstotheinsideofmythigh.Myhands

wentintohisjet-blackhair,asIgrippedthestrandsgently.

“Areyouasuntouchednowasyouweretwoyearsago?”Thequestionvibratedagainstmypussy.

HewassocloseIcouldfeeleachbreathheexpelled.

“I’vesavedeverysingleexperienceforyouNash.Iwantyoutobethefirsttotasteme.Thefirst

tofingerme.Thefirsttofuckme.”Myvoicewaswobbly,andnervous.Whatifhedidn’tbelieveme?

“Good,becauseI’mgoingtoowneverysinglepieceofyourbodyincludingyourtightlittleass.”

Asscaryasallthiswas,IknewitwasonlybecauseitwassomethingIhadneverdonebefore.

GrippingtheblackthongIwaswearing,hepulledthefabrichardandasnappingsoundmetmy

ears.

Didhejustripmythongoff?

Icouldn’tevencomprehendwhatwastakingplace,becauseassoonasIfoundthewordsIwanted

tosay,hewasonme,histonguesinkingintomypussyasheatemeout.

“Oh.Dear.Lord.”Imoaned,asherubbedsmallcirclesaroundmyclit.Ihadtouchedmyselfafew

timesbeforebutnever,notevenonce,diditfeelasitdidrightnowwithNash.

“Fuckmyface,baby.I’lltakecareofyou,Ifuckingpromiseyouthat.”Hiswordsrumbled

againstmyentranceandbeforeIcouldmusterupevenonewordhewaslickingmetoptobottom,oneof

hisfingersenteringmypussyeversoslowly,stretchingmeinadeliciousway.

“Nash.Nash.I’veneverfeltthiswaybefore.”Iscreamedout,feelingthingsdeepinsidemy

bellythatIneverhadbefore.Mytoescurledasheflickedhistongueagainstmyclitrelentlessly.He

ownedme,worshippingmypussyasifitwasthequeenofeverythinginhislife.

“Fallapart,babygirl.Givemeyourrelease.Letmetastethosesweetjuicesofyours.”His

dirtywords,mixedwiththefrictionofhisfingerenteringmeandtheflickofhistongueagainstmyclit

pushedmeovertheedge.MyorgasmslammedintomeharderthanIexpected,knockingthewindrightout

ofme.

“Fuckyou’resotightandjustperfect.”Helappedupeverysingledropofcum,histongue

scrapingagainstmyclitharder.

Mylegsshook,andmyhandspulledNash’shairasIgroundmypussyintohisface,taking

everysinglepleasurableclenchandwavefromhim.

“Nash.Fuck.”Islammedmyheadbackagainstthewallagain,painradiatingthroughmy

scalp.Hekeptuphispaceuntilhenolongerfeltmeclenchingaroundhisfingerandwhenhefinallydid

pulloutofme,coldnessfilledthespacewherehehadjustbeen.

“I’vethoughtaboutdoingthatsincethedayIleftyouhere.Whatyouwouldfeellike,how

yourpussywouldtaste.”Heplacedmyfeetontheground,movingfrombetweenmylegsandintoa

standingposition.Myentirebodywasshaking,wavesofpleasurablewarmthstillfillingmybelly.

“Wasitasgoodasyouthoughtitwouldbe?”Iasked,outofcuriosity.Ihadsavedthis

momentforhim.

Helickedhislipsandthensuckedthefingerthathadbeendeepinsideofmejustmoments

ago.Theeroticlookinhiseyeshadmewantingmore.

“Itwasmorethangood,Carly.ItwasthebestfuckingpussyI’veevereatenandthebest

fuckingmealI’vehadinalongtime.”Joyfilledmyveinsandburnedthroughoutmybody.Myheart

poundedinmychest,andIsmiled.Ismiledfromeartoear,becauseafterallIhadheldontooverthelast

twoyears,itallfeltworthwhile.

“Good,becausethereiswaymorewherethatcamefrom.”Iboasted,watchingashiseyes

grewwidewithexcitement.

Nothingcouldtakehimawayfromme.NotnowthatIhadfinallysunkmyteethintohim.He

shuckedhisleatherjacketasIadjustedmysportsbra,puttingmyboobbackinside,andpulledmyyoga

pantsbackup.

MyeyesrakedoverhisbodyasIlookedforanychanges.Hewasstillthesamebuffguyhe

hadbeenbefore,maybewithalittlebitmoremusclemassnow.Hedefinitelydidn’tlooklikehewas

overfortythough.

Darkinkpeekedoutfromunderthesleeveofhist-shirt.Thatmostdefinitelywasn’tthere

before…ItooknotemakingsureIexploredthatareaofhisbodynext.Yeah,hewasstillthesame

devilishlyhandsomemanhehadbeenwhenheleft.Theonlydifferencenowwasthathewashardened

moreandIwaspositivethathadeverythingtodowithme.

“I’mnotleavingthistime,Carly,andifIdoI’mtakingyoursweetasswithme.Irefusedto

giveintothefeelingsIhadforyoutwoyearsago.Irefusedtogiveyoutheonethingwebothwanted,all

becauseofwhoyourfatherwas,andbecauseofyourage.Butnowyou’renineteen,andnolongerunder

yourdaddy’sthumb.”Thankfullythewallwasbehindme,becauseIwasn’tsureIwouldstillbestanding

ifitwasn’t.

“That’sallI’veeverwanted,Nash,forustobeabletobetogether.Yeah,I’moldenough

now,but…”Ididn’twanttotellhimthattherewasapartofmethatwasscaredofmyfatherknowing

now.MyfeelingsforNashhadneverchanged,notevenonce.Butifmyfatherfoundoutaboutusnow,asI

wasabouttoleaveforcollege,Iworriedhemightpullallthemoneyhehadgivenmeforcollegefrommy

checkingaccount.Leavingmetofootthebillforschool.

“Hecan’tdoanything,Carly.Hecan’tstopusfrombeingtogethernow.I’veheldoffaslong

asIcould,sweetie.I’veforcedmyselftostayawayfromyou,togiveyouthechancetofindsomeone

else.Youdidn’t…andthatwastheonlychanceyouweregetting.”HebeckonedmetocometohimandI

did.Icouldn’tdenythemanthatIlustedafterforyearsandnowloved.

Iwouldsavethatlittletidbitforlater,whenthemomentarose.Fornow,Iwasgoingto

enjoythetimeIhadwithNash,andthewarmthofhistouchonmyskin.

“Imissedyou.”Iwhisperedintohischestashewrappedmeupinhisarms,cradlingmeto

hischest.Alltheshithehadsaidtometwoyearsagowasalie,Iknewitfromthestart.Iwasjust

thankfulhehadfinallycometohissenses.

“NotasmuchasImissedyou.It’sbeenalongtwoyears,butnowthatI’mhereagain,I’m

staying,darlin’.”Mybodymeltedintoapuddleassoonashislipsrestedagainstmyforehead.Nash

consumedmeandevenifIwasworriedaboutmyfatherandwhathewouldsay,Iwasmoreworried

aboutlosingNash.Iwouldgiveupanythingtobewiththisman.Evencollege.

ChapterThree

Nash

Iwasbad,sofuckingbad…IhadclaimedtheonewomanIknewIcouldn’teverhave.NowIjust

neededawaytobreakthenewstoherfather,mybestfriend,becausehonestly,Icouldn’tcarrytheburden

ofeatinghisdaughter’spussyoutforlong.Iwasanhonestman,andonewhotookwhathewantedwhen

hewantedit.IknewKylewouldbepissed,hell,Iwouldbepissedtoo,butloveislove.

Ilovedhertwoyearsagowhenshewasateenagerwhowasjustfillingout,andIlovedhernow

asthenineteenyearoldwithtitsandanassthatmademewanttospillmyseedinsidemyjeans.

“Yeah,okaySarah.Youdowhatyouneedtodo.It’salwaysbeenaboutyouandneveraboutyour

damnkids.”KyleyelledintohiscelljustasIwalkedintohisoffice.Irappedagainstthewooddoorframe

lettinghimknowIwashere.IhadeveryintentionoftellinghimwhatwasgoingonbetweenCarlyandI,

rightnow.

“Selfish.That’swhatyouare.I’vedoneeverythingIcantotakecareofCarly.I’vehelpedherget

intothecollegeofherchoice.I’vedoneitallandwhathaveyoudone?”Icouldhearthevenominhis

wordsandignoredtheangryragethatcontortedhisfeatures.

ThelongerIlistenedtothisconversation,themoreguiltIfeltfordoingwhatIdidwithCarlythe

otherday.IhadonlybeenbackintownafewhourswhenIdecidedtopounceonher.

“Whatthefuckever!”Kylegroundout,hittingtheendkeyonhiscell.Partsofmeunderstood

wherehewascomingfrom.Hisexwifewasaragingbitch.Thatalonewouldmakeithardformetowant

anythingtodowithher,letalonesharecustodywithher.

“Iwouldsayhow’sitgoing,butafterlisteningtothatlittlebitofconversationrightthereIcantell

thatitain’tgoingallthatswell.”Ismiledlikeajackass,onlybecauseIknewitwouldbringasmiletohis

facetoo.

Herolledhiseyes,smiled,andblewoutabreath.“She’snotgoingtomakeittoCarly’s

graduationorherparty.It’slike,howthefuckcanyounotmakeittosomethingsoimportant?”Firefilled

mybelly.Honestly,thatenragedme.

“Whythefucknot?”Thequestioncameoutabitmoreangrilythenexpected.Kyledidn’tseemto

noticethough,ashewasclearlyfarmoreenragedthanIwas.

“She’sgotplanswithherboyfriendthatnight.Sheclaimsshewillmakeituptoher,butyoucan’t

makeupwatchingyourdaughtergraduatefromHighSchool.”Kylewasright.Youcouldn’t.Sarahneeded

awakeupcall.

“WhatareyougoingtotellCarly?”Iwasworriedaboutmygirlrightaway.Thiswouldbreakher

heart,andIdidn’tlikethat.Nottheleastfuckingbit.

Kylesaggedintohisseat,hisshouldershunchedandhisheadhunglow.Iknewhefeltlikea

failureandlikeashitdad,allbecauseofsomeoneelse’sactions.Allofthisweighedheavilyonmy

shoulders,stoppingmefromtellinghimwhatIhadcomeintohisofficetosay.

WitheverythinggoingonwithSarahandthedefeatthatKylewasfeeling,addingthiswasn’tgoing

toearnmeanybrowniepoints.Itwasjustgoingtomakehimfeellikemoreshit.

“Youdidn’tcomeheretoaskmeaboutmyrelationshipwithmyex-wife,didyou?Becauseifso,

I’mgoingtohavetotellyoutogetthefuckout.”Icoughedupalaugh,completelytakenbackbythe

humoroussmirkonisface.

“Fuckthatshit.IjustcametoaskyouwhatIshouldgetCarlyforhergraduationpresent.”I

changedthesubject,eventhoughitbroughttheattentionbacktoCarly.KyleknewIlovedher,hejust

didn’tknowitwasmorethanjustasmybestfriend’skid.

TheloveIfeltforherwasmorealongthelinesof-letmefuckyouuntilwe’rebothweakand

passedoutfromexhaustion.DaddyDearestdidn’tknowthatyet,though.

Kyle’sstrikingblueeyeslitup,sparklingwithexcitement.Carlywashisprideandjoy,theone

thingthatheldhimtogether.Knowingthatonlymadethissituationharder.Iwouldbeforcedtotellhim

whatwasgoingononewayoranother,butthatcouldwaitforanotherday,maybeonewherethere

weren’tasmanyproblems.

“Likeanywoman,shelovesjewelryandshehasanewfoundloveforbooks,andallthingsHarry

Potter.”IknewexactlywhatitwasthatIwasgoingtogether.Ijustneededafewdaystimetoorderit.

“Alright.Well,that’sallthatIcameinherefor,youknowme.I’mnotgoodwiththeladies,

sotryingtofindsomethingthatshelikeswouldbelikebangingmyheadagainstthewallforanhour

straight.”Isnickered,butitwasforced.IwouldbelyingifIsaidIwasn’tuncomfortableatthispoint.All

Iwantedtodowasescapetheroomandtakeinsomefreshair.

Ileanedagainstthedoorjam,myeyesgoingtoapicturethathehadofCarly,hangingonthe

wallbehindhim.Itwasblackandwhite,andaccentedhersoftfemininefeaturesverywell.Itwasa

simplephoto,justofherface,andshewassmilingbigandwide,liketheworldhadn’tbeenfallingapart

aroundherforthelasttwoyears.

“I’mafraid,Nash.Scaredoutofmymind.Carlyismylittlegirlandshe’sgoingoffto

college.She’sgotboysinterestedinher,andshe’snolongermybaby.She’sawomannow.”Icouldhear

hisheartbreakingashespokeandallIcouldthinkwas,I’mtotallynotthepersonforthis.

Still,myearscaughtonthewordboys,anditmademewonderexactlywhatitwasthatshe

hadbeendoinginthelasttwoyears.Icouldn’texpecthertonotmoveonwithherlife.Imean,thatwas

theentirereasonIlefttobeginwith,butIneededtomakeitknown,nowmorethanever,thatIwasn’t

fuckingaround.

NoothermanwouldworshipherbodylikeIwould,andiftheytriedIwouldbreaktheir

dickoffandshoveitdowntheirthroat.

“You’reakickassdad,Nash.Don’tdoubtyourself.Yourlittlegirlisanadultnowandwith

thatcomeschange.It’sahardadjustmentbutonethathastobemade.It’llgeteasier.I’msure.”Iskirted

aroundthesubject,becauseinreality,IhadnofuckingcluewhatIwastalkingabout.Kylewasagood

dadbuteverythingelseIjustwinged.

“Waittillyouhavekids,Nash.You’lltotallybefreakingout,rockinginthecorner,andI’ll

betheonegivingyoulittlespeeches.”Irolledmyeyesandflippedhimthebirdbeforesteppingoutofhis

office.Hehadnoideawhathewassaying.

TheonlywomanIwouldeverbeplantingmyseedinwasCarly,andifshewantedme,and

wantedtohavekids,thenthatwouldmakeKyletheirgrandpa,sotechnicallythejokewasonhim.

“I’llseeyoulater,asshole.I’mgoingtogopickupsomeChineseandchilloutfortherestof

thenight.”Ididn’taddthefactthatIwouldbedoingsoathisdaughter’shouse,butsomethingswere

betterleftunsaid.

WhenIdidn’thearamumbledgoodbye,Itookthatasmysignaltogetthefuckoutofthere,

beforehestartedlayingontheguilt.IneverexpectedtofallforCarly.Hell,Iwasn’tevenattractedtoher

tillshestartedthrowingherselfatmeandIwasforcedtonoticethatshegrownup.

ShewastheperfectkindofforbiddenandIwasrulebreaker.Wewerethemeanttobe.I

joggedouttomymotorcycleandhoppedon,revvingtheengineforafewsecondsbeforeshootingofflike

arocketdowntheroad.

IwasgoingtosurpriseCarlytonightandmaybe,forthefirsttimeinmylife,sleepnexttoa

womaninbed.MythoughtsshiftedtoallthethingsIhaddonetotryandstayawayfromher.Ihadtried

dating,anditalwaysendedinfailure.Icouldn’tforcemyselftohavesexwithanotherwomanwhenmy

heartbelongedtoCarly.

IgottheChinesefoodinaflash,wrappedupinaplasticbagwithaboutapoundofsoy

sauce,andIwashurtlingtowardsCarly’scondo.

AngerfloodedmeasIpulleduptothehouse,parkingmybikeattheendofthedriveway.

Therewasanothercarhere,onethatmostdefinitelywasn’tCarly’s,sinceherswasalreadyparkedonthe

othersideofit.

Ididn’twanttobe“thatguy”;theonethatbecameconsumedbytheirlover,butwhatwas

minewasmineandifanyoneelsethoughttheyhadachanceoffuckingwithwhatwasminethentheyhada

rudeawakeningcomingtheirway.

Isteppedoffthebike,mybootedfeetslammingagainstthehardconcrete.Thetakeoutbag

hungfromonehandwhiletheotherwasclenchedinatightfist.IwasgoingtofucksomeoneupIcould

feelit.

“Thankyousomuch,Jeremy.”Carly’ssoftvoicemetmyears,meltingawayallmyanger.I

shovedthroughthefrontdoor,uncaringifIknockedornot.Ididn’tneedtoknock,notwhenshewasmine.

ThehousegrewsoquietIcouldhearapindrop,thelittlefuckertooknoticeofmeright

away.Hiseyesgrowingwidewithfear,probablythinkingIwasherdadorsomething.Wrong,punk,I’m

herfuckingboyfriend.

“Nash.”Isweareverytimemynamefellfromthosepinkfulllipsmycockhardened.Iloved

thescaredlookinJeremy’seyes.

“Hi,sir.Iwasjustdroppingoffthepaperthatshowedourfinalgradeontheprojectwe

workedontogether.”Hisvoicewobbled.Whatafuckingpussy,andtothinkIleftsothatshecould

exploresomethinglikethat,withsomeinexperiencedfucklikehim.

“Getout.”IorderedsmirkingasIwatchedhimscurryfromthecondolikesomeonehadlita

fireunderneathhisass.CarlygavemeasternI’m-angry-at-you-lookandIsighed,placingthetakeoutbags

onthekitchencounter.Thislittlegirlhadnoideahowcrazyshemademe,butshewasabouttofindout.

“Youdidn’thavetodothat.Heprobablythoughtyouweremydadorsomething.”She

reachedforthetakeoutbox,butIstoppedherhand,wrappingherupinmyarmsinstead.Icouldfeelthe

poundingofherheartagainstmineandwonderedifitwouldbelikethisforever.

“Idid.Youdon’tunderstandhowdeepmyfeelingsforyourun.I’mconsumedbyyou.Ieat,

breathe,andsleepyounow.Iwanttofuckyou,andkissyou,anddevoureverysinglepartofyou.Idon’t

giveafuckaboutthatassholeandifthatmakesyoumadthenfine,butyou’remineandIrefusetohide

thosefeelingsfromanyone.”

Iwasjustabouttoreleaseherwhenthewordsfellfromherlips.“Exceptmydad?”Iground

myteethtogether.HowdidsheknowIhadn’ttoldhimyet?

“Iwenttotellhimtoday,butcouldn’t.Notwitheverythingelsealreadygoingon.Iwantto

tellhimongoodterms,Carly.Iwanttobethemanhewantsyoutohave,evenifIamhisbestfriendand

probablythelastpersonyoushouldbewith.”Ikissedherlongandhard,mylipstellinghereverythingmy

wordscouldn’t.Ididn’twanthertothinkIwashidingusorthatIwasafraidofherfather,becauseI

wasn’t.

IwasmoreafraidofhurtingKylethanIwasofafraidofhimbecauseIknewthemomenthe

foundoutaboutCarlyandI,hisentirelifewouldcrumbleintoamillionpieces.

Carlywasn’tdaddy’slittlegirlanymore,shewasmine.

ChapterFour

Carly

“Iwanttohearyousayit,babygirl.”Nashnippedatmyearlobe,thepainofhisteeth

grazingagainstmyskinaddingtothewavesofpleasurethatwereknockingintome.Ihadneverfeltso

exposed,andatthemercyofamanbefore.

“Fuck!”Icursed,grindingagainsthishandharder.Hewasfingerfuckingmeonthecouchin

mylivingroom,hishandsundermydressasIsatonhislap.Twodigitspumpedinandoutofme

furiouslyasImeteachofhisthrusts.

“Youwantmetosuckonyourtits?”Hesmirked,nippingatmyalreadypebblednipple

throughmydress.Icouldfeelthebiteofhisteethashenippedatthelittlebud.

“Please.”Ibegged,findingmyvoicefareasierthistime.ThatwasthethingaboutNash.He

wasvocalandhewantedmetobevocaltoo,soifIwantedtocumIwasgoingtoneedtotellhimexactly

whereIwanteditandhowbadlyIneededit.

“Pleasewhat,babygirl…”IcouldslaphimsillyforaskingbutIdidn’twanthimtostop,

notwhenIwasthisclosetocummingalloverhishand.

“Fingerfuckmeharder!”Iordered,andassoonasthewordscameoutofmymouth,hewas

owningmypussy,andbrandingmewithamarkthatonlyhecouldsee.Iwassoclosetofallingapartthat

whenhesnuckhispinkyintomyasshole,Ididn’tevennotice.

Thefeelingofbeingcompletelyfullcoursedthroughme,givingmethefinalpush.My

muscleslockedupandmypussyclencheduncontrollably,squeezingthefuckoutofhisfingers.Thesmall

intrusioninmyassdidn’tbotherme,notwhenIwasn’tpayingattention.

“Godyourpussyissofuckingtight,almostastightasyourasshole.”Hegrowled,stilltrying

tomovebothhisfingersdeepinsideme.Ilovedhishardstrokes,asmuchasIlovedhissoftstrokes.

Nashplayedmelikeamusicalinstrument,tuningmetotheperfectcord.

“Ican’twaittofeelyouinsideofme.”MycheekswarmedasIdishedbackalittledirty

talk.EvenifIwaslettinghimfingerbangme,Istillhadashysideaboutsomeofthesethings.

“It’sgoingtohappenawholelotsoonerthanyouthink.I’mgoingtoclaimbothyourpussy

andasswithmycock.”Iwhimperedwhenhepulledhisfingersoutofmemybodymissingtheintrusion

assoonasitwasgone.

“Iwantyourcocknow.”Ipouted.Ihadalreadywaitedtwoyears,andIwasn’tsurethatI

couldwaitanylonger.Nashgrippedmebythechin,forcingmyeyestomeethis.Hisgraspwasfirmbut

gentle.

“Ihaven’tbeenwithawomansinceIleftyou,thethoughtoftryingtofucksomeoneelse

whenmyheartbelongedtoyoumademefuckingsick,soIknowhowitfeelstowant.Iknowhowitfeels

toneedsomethingsobadlyitliterallykillsyou.”Iwaswrappedupinhiswords,hisscentswirling

aroundme.

Iwastrappedinhissnareandneverwantedtoescape.Iknewmydadwouldbeupsetonce

hefoundoutaboutNashandI,andevenmorepissedthatIhadsavedmyselfforhim,butIwashappyand

that’sallthatshouldmatter,right?

“I’msorry.Ijustwantyou.”Ipurred,myfingernailsscrapingagainstthefabricofhiswhite

t-shirt.Myhormonesweregoingcrazy,andallIcouldthinkaboutwasundressingthisdeliciousmanand

exploringhisbodyuntiltheendoftime.

“Don’tbesorry,darlin’…”Hegrabbedmyhand,bringingitdowntosteelhardcockthat

wastryingtobreakfreeofhisjeans.“Youfeelthat…howhardIamforyou?HowreadyIamtotake

yourvirginity.Iwantyou.”IneededthismomentwithhimandIwouldtakeit.

Iwouldneverdoubthisfeelingsforme.Movingoffofhimandontothecouchcushionnext

tohim,Iflickedthebuttononhisjeansmyeyesdartinguptohis.

“Iwanttotasteyou.”Ilickedmylipsandhisdarkeyeslitupwithexcitement.Ismirkedas

soonasIpulledthezipperdownandheliftedhishipsmovinghisjeansdownoverhiscock,stopping

oncehewasfullyexposed.

“Holyshitwhatisthat?”Iwasn’tnearlyassurprisedbyhimwearingnounderwear,asI

wasthefactthathehadapiercingattheendofhiscock.

“That,sweetheart,isthethingthatwillbringthatsweetpussyofyourstothebrinkof

destruction.”IwouldbylyingifIsaidIwasn’talittlebitintimidatedbythepiercing.Ontheundersideof

hiscockwasaballattachedtoabarbellthatpiercedthroughtheheadofhiscock.Icringedthinkingabout

thepainhemust’vefeltwhenhegotitdone.

“Didithurt?”Iasked,notwantingtoruinthemomentbutneedingtoknowoutofpure

curiosity.HewatchedmewithlustfuleyesforasecondasIexaminedthepiercingbeforeansweringme.

“Ithurtlikeamotherfucker,butthat’sjustit.Ithappenedandthenitwasdone.IgotitwhenI

wasyounger,thinkingitwascool.Istillkindofthinkit’scool,butmorethanthat,Iuseittopleasureany

womanthatgetsluckyenoughtoseemygoods.”Heflashedmeaboyishgrinthatmadehimlookyounger

thanhereallywas.Idecidedthentoflipthetables.

Iwasn’tsurehowtogiveablowjob,butIwasgoingtotrymyhardest.Cuppinghimgently

bytheballs,Iflickedmytongueagainstthecoldmetal.IcouldhearNash’sbreathingspeedup,andmy

heartstartedtorace.Hewasatmymercy.MytouchwasbringinghimtohiskneesandIwasgoingto

enjoyeverysecondofthis.

Flickingmytongueoverthesensitiveheadagain,IlookedupathimtomakesureIwas

doingitright.Afterall,Ididwanthimtoexperiencesometypeofpleasure.Heliftedhishandandslidit

underneathmydress,movingacrossmyass,andstoppingattheapexofmythighs.

“I’matyourmercy,sweetgirl,somakebestofthetimeyouhave.Ifyoudon’t,Imightjust

flipyourightoverthiscouchandtakeyoufrombehind.”HewassobrashandIfuckinglovedit.

Wrappingmyentiremoutharoundhishead,Isuckedasmallamountofhimintomymouth.Mytongue

wiggledaroundthepiercingforafewminutes.NashwasagoodeightinchesinlengthandIwascertainI

wasn’tgoingtobeabletofitthatmuchinmymouthallatonce.

Imoanedoutinpleasureashedughisfingersintomythigh,histouchalmostbruisingashe

urgedmeon.Breathingthroughmynose,Iswirledmytongueupanddownhiscock,andoverthehead

andpiercingafewmoretimes,beforeencouragingmyselftotakeanothertwoinchesofhim.Myeyes

watered,andfearfilledmybellybecauseIdidn’tknowifIwasdoingitright,thatisuntilNashstartedto

thrusteversolightlyintomymouth.

Awickeddirtyglintshowedinhiseyes.“GodIwanttofuckthatsweetmouthofyoursso

bad.Iwanttocarryabrightredrimaroundmycockeverydayfromyourlipstick-coveredlips.It’llbeour

littlesecret,soeverytimeItakealeakI’llknowyouwererightthere.”Hiswordsonlymademewant

himmore.Mypussywasthrobbingwithneed,asIgaggedonhiscock.Nashfistedhishandinmyhair

encouragingmetotakemoreandIdidbecausepleasinghimandgivinghimhisreleasewasallthat

matteredtome.

“Ohfuck…”HewhisperedintomyhairasIgentlyslidmyteethalongthesidesofhisshaft.

Withintwominuteshewaspullingoutmymouth,andhisreleaseofwarmsemensputteredacrossmytits.

Ishould’vefeltdegraded,ormaybeevenalittlehurt,butIdidn’t,notintheleast.Thefact

hecameonmytitsmademefeelalive.Itwasaneroticgesture,andIwantedmoreofit.

Havingnevertastedcum,Islidmyfingeroverasmallamountandplaceditinmymouth.

Nash’seyeslitupashewatchedmesuchmyfingerintomymouth.

“You’resuchafuckingnaughtygirl,andyouclaimtobeavirgin.IfIhadn’tfingerfucked

yourpussymomentsagoandfelthowfuckingtightyouwere,Iwouldn’tbelieveit.”Heshookhishead,

placingakissagainstmyforehead.Thesaltytasteofhisreleaseexplodedagainstmytongue.Itwas

unlikeanythingIhadevertastedbefore.

“DidIdogood?”Iaskedshyly,myeyesdartingtothefloor.Iknewhecamebutthatdidn’t

meanitwasgood,orasgoodasIwantedittobeforhim.Iwantedittobeperfectforhim,asperfectas

hemademyreleaseforme.

“Carly…”Thewayhesaidmynamewasalmostpainful.“You’reperfect.Inexperienceisn’t

badatall.Youwereawesome,fuckIcame,+thatshouldshowyouhowgooditwasforme.”

“Ijustwantedyourreleasetobeasperfectminewas.”Igavehimaweaksmilewondering

forthefirsttimeeverifIwasreallygoodenoughtotameNash.Hehadanentirelifetimeofexperience

andromanceandIhadnothing.

“Don’tsecondguessyourselfbabygirl.”HepurredlettingalltheanxietyIwasfeelingmelt

away.Hewalkedtothebathroomandgotsometissuesohecouldwipeupthemesswehadmade,and

thenhewrappedmeupinhisarmsandtookmedownthehalltomybedroom.

Iwasexhaustedandsobeyondreadytosnuggleintohiswarmarms.Iunzippedmydress

andletitfalltothefloor,standingbeforehiminnothingbutmybraandpanties.

“Fuck!”Nashgroundout,shuckinghisjeans,andpullingoffhist-shirtforthefirsttime.My

eyeswentstraighttohisperfectlysculptedchestandabs.HehadthickblacklinesofinkthatIwaspretty

sureweretribal.Thetattoowentfromhisshoulderdownonesideofhischest,andthendownhisarmina

fullsleeve.

“Ditto.Younevertoldmeyouhadtattoos,orabs,ortattoos.”IwasbasicallydroolingandI

wasn’tevensorryaboutit.

“Oh,getinbed.YouhavealongdaytomorrowandIcan’thavemybabygirltired.You

needtobewellrested.”Ilistened,eventhoughItotallywantedtotraceallthetattoolinesonhisbody.

“SomedayI’mgoingtogetatattoo.”Iannounced,pullingthecomforteruptomyhead,

movingoversohecouldslideintothebednexttome.AllIhadwasaqueen,andgivenhowlargeNash

was,IknewIwasgoingtoneedtogetakingsoon.

Irolledoverinhisarmsasheadjustedmeagainsthischest,spooningme.Nothingcould

touchmewhenIwasinNash’sarms.

“I’mprettysureI’mfallingforyou,babygirl,andIhaven’tevenclaimedyouyet.”His

remarkmademesmile,andassoonasthelightsinthebedroomwereshutoffandtheonlythingthatcould

beheardwasourshallowbreathing,Iresponded.

“I’vealwaysbelongedtoyou,Nash.Always.”Iwiggledmyassintohisgroinandmysmile

grewbiggerasIheardhimgroanintomyear.

“Fuck,Carly.You’regoingtokillmewithallthisteasing.”Heplacedahardkissinmyhair

andwrappedanarmaroundme.Iwouldneverbedoneteasinghim,never.

“BettergetusedtoitbecauseI’mgoingtomakeyoupayforleavingmeforthelasttwo

years.”Ithreatened.

“Ilookforwardtoit,babygirl.Nowshhh.”AndwiththatIslowlyslippedintoadeep

sleep,feelingasclosetoNashasIcouldpossiblyget.

ChapterFive

Nash

“IloveyouNash,andIwanttohaveababywithyou.”Carly’ssweetvoicemesmerized

me.Shewantedababy,withme?Icouldn’tbelieveit.Ineversawmyselfasparentmaterialoraman

thatshewouldwanttohaveafamilywith,butIlovedher,andIwouldgiveherwhatevershewanted.

“Comeherethen.Letmemakelovetoyou.”Sheclimbedintomylap,andIpeppered

kissesalloverherthroatandchest.Iwastheluckiestmanintheentireworld,becauseIhadCarly.

“Nash.”Carly’ssleepyvoiceenteredmyears.Icouldhearthepanicinhervoiceandshot

straightupinthebed,myeyesmeetingherbrownones.Shelookedworried,reallyworried.

“What’swrong,baby?”Iasked,reachingforher.Sheshookherheadno,andplacedafinger

toherlips.Whatthefuckwasgoingon?

“Mydadishere.”Shewhispered,andeverythingstartedtomakesense.Igrippedthe

comforterthatsmeltjustlikeCarly.

“Wheredoyouwantmetogo?”Iwastickedoff.IhadplannedonmakingCarlybreakfastin

bed,andtheneatingmyownbreakfast,theoneshekeptwarmbetweenherlegs.

“I’llgooutanddistracthim.Youcangointhebathroomandpretendlikeyouwerejust

usingtherestroom.Ifheaskswhyyou’reherewewilljusttellhimyoustoppedbylastnight,anditwas

lateandItoldyouthatyoucouldn’tdriveyourmotorcyclehomethatlate.”Shesmiledatme,andItook

themomenttocapturehermouthwithmyown.Carlyhadnoreasontolietoherfather,noneatall.

Ishould’vebeenmanenoughtoalreadyhave,toldherdaddyaboutus.ExceptIdidn’twant

tobreakhisheart.

“You’resofuckingperfect,baby.”Inippedherlipsoftlywithmyteethandshemeltedinto

me,herchestpressingagainstmine.Shewaswearingalongsleepshirtandapairofshortsthatwereso

shorttheycould’vebeenjustunderwear.

“Wehavetotellhimthough,andwehavetodoitsoon.”Carlyurged,pushingaway,butjust

barely.

“Whereisdaddy’slittlegirl?”Kyle’svoicefilteredintomyears,whichmeanthewasclose

by.

“Justaminute,Dad.”Carlyyelledback,hereyesmeetingmine.Icouldtellshehated

keepingthisasecretbutIjustneededuntiltonight.ThenIwoulddowhatIneededtodoandtellhimand

nomatterwhathesaidIwouldremainwithCarly.

“It’stoobadDaddy’shere,Iwasgoingtodevourthatsweetpussyofyoursthismorning…”

Ismirked,throwingthecoversoffmybody,revealingmymorningwood.Carly’seyeslookedmeupand

downstoppingatmycockformorethanjustaglimpse.

“Likewhatyousee,Daddy’slittlegirl?”Imockedherfather,standingfromthebedand

invadingherspace.Carlybitherbottomlip,andIwasclose,sofuckingclose,tothrowingherdownon

thisbedandmakinggoodonmypromisetopossessherbodyineverysinglewaypossible.

“Nash.”ShemoanedmynamesosoftlyIalmostmissedit.Weavingmyhandintoherhair,I

ownedhermouthonceagain..Iwantedhertorememberwhoitwasthathadjustkissedherwhenshe

wentouttotalktoherdaddy.

“Iownyou,babygirl,andIownthis.”Islippedmyotherhandunderneathhersleepshirt

andcuppedherpussythroughhershortshorts.Shearchedintomytouchandspreadherlegswider.I,of

course,smirkedknowingexactlywhatthesweetvirginneeded.

“Later,darlin’,later.Nowgetouttherebeforehecomesinhereanddecidestoinvestigate

what’stakingsolong.”Iwhisperedinherear,bitingthesensitivefleshofherearlobe.Shemewedlikea

catinheat,andIreleasedher,eventhoughIdidn’twantto.

Shescurriedfromthebedroomwithpinkcheeks,andasoakingwetpussy,I’msure.We

weretheperfectmatchofchaosandbeauty.Iwasabadboyinlovewithhisbestfriend’sdaughter.Carly

wasayoung,naïvevirgin,inlovewithamanthathadthepowertoruinher.

“Fuckusboth.”Ihuffedundermybreath,slippingmyjeansandt-shirton.Iwasbeating

myselfupaboutallofthisfornoreason.Carlywasnineteenandmorethancapableofmakingherown

choiceswhenitcametoherlovelife.Igaveherthechancetomoveon,andleftfornearlytwoyears.

Comingbackwasn’tsomethingIplannedondoing,butIhadtoknowifshehadmovedon.If

theteasingshehaddoneallthoseyearsagowasjustasmallinsignificantcrush.SoIshowedup,andasit

turnedoutIwasright.Shehadalwayswantedmeandshewasmorethanwilling,shewaswaiting.

Iheldmyheadinmyhandsforasecond,remindingmyselfthatthiswasallworthit.Carly

wasspecialandIwasn’tgoingtojustgiveherup.Iwouldhavetotellherdadaboutustonight,becauseI

plannedontakinghervirginityandIwouldn’tcrossthatlinewithouthimknowingthatweweretogether.

Hearingtheirmuffledwordsdownthehall,Ipulledopenthebedroomdoorjustenoughso

thatIcouldlistentotheconversationtheywerehavingandmakesurethatKylewasnowherenearher

bedroom.

“Ihavetotellyousomething,sweetheart.Yourmomwon’tbeatyourgraduationtonight.

Shehassomepersonalthingsgoingon.”IrolledmyeyesatKyle’sexcuse.Hewastheirfather,andI’m

notsayingheshouldslamSarah,butheshoulddefinitelylettheirkidsknowtheirmomwasaselfish

bitch.

Icreptfromthebedroomandintothebathroomquietly,notevenlettingthedoorcreakasI

shutit.

DaddyDearesthadfuckedupmyentiremorning,nottomentionruinedmyepicdreamabout

Carlywantingmetofuckababyintoher.

DidIwantkids?Previously,no.AnythingbeforeCarlythathadsomethingtodowithkidsit

wasano.Isimplywantedtofuck,butshewasdifferent.Iwouldgivehereverything.Thering.Thebaby.

Thehouse.Iwouldgiveherallofit,andIwouldtakegoodfuckingcareofher,too.

IexhaledabreathlookingatthetinylittleclockthatCarlyhadsittingonthelargevanity.It

showedtenminutespastnine.WhythehellwasKyleheresoearly?Scrubbingahanddownmyface,I

knewIwasgoingtohavetoleavethisbathroomsoon,andwiththatwouldcomeamillionandone

questions.

“Nash,wherethefuckareya,buddy?”Kyle’sloudfootstepsbouncedoffthewallsofthe

hallandIdecidedthenthatnowwastheperfecttimetopopout.Atleasthesoundedcheerful.

“Hey,dude.”Ipulledopenthebathroomdoorandpoppedmyheadoutintothehall.Kyle

wasstandingrightoutsidewhatmust’vebeentheguestbedroom.

“Carlytoldmewhatyoudid.You’resuchagoodfriend.”Kylepulledmeintoatighthug

andIfroze.Toldhimwhat?WhatdidIdo?Whenthehugended,webothheadedoutintothekitchen

whereCarlywasmakingbreakfast.Thescentsofeggs,bacon,andfreshlybrewedcoffeefilledtheair.

Ismirkedatherandwhenoureyescollidedthewarmthinhercheeksseemedtogrow.

That’srightbaby,thinkaboutallthewickedthingsI’mgoingtodotoyourbody.

“We’vegotasuperlongdayaheadofus,andIwanttomakesurethateverythinggoes

accordingtoplan.Graduationistonight.Dinnerisat4.You’remorethanwelcometostaythenightagain

Nash?”Shedidn’tevenlookatmeasshespokeandIknewithadeverythingtodowiththelookIwas

givingher.

Iwantedtodevourher.Instead,Igrabbedacoffeecupandpouredmyselfsomejoe.WhenI

movedacrossthekitchen,Ibrushedupagainsther,lettingherknowIhadthegutstoshowherdaddyjust

howcloseherandIwere.

“Ican’tbelieveI’mgoingtohaveanadultchildwhograduatedfromhighschool.”Kyle

spoke,clearlynotpayingattentiontothewayhisdaughterwasreactingtomypresence.

“I’malreadyanadultdad.I’mnineteen.Icanbuycigarettes,andgamble.”Carly’seyes

clashedwithmineassheslidmeaplatewithallthefixingsonit.Igazeddownatitandthenbackupat

her.

“Thankyou,Carly.Iwasgoingtohavesomethingsweeterforbreakfastbutthisshould

work…”Itaunted,knowingshehadtobethrobbingformebynow.Iwoulddefinitelybebringingherto

herkneesoverandoveragainlatertonightandIwouldn’tstop.Notuntilherbodywasshaking,andmy

cockwasbruised.Ihadwaitedwhatseemedlikeafuckinglifetimetobewithher.

“Idon’tthinksweetsareaverygoodthingtohavethisearlyinthemorning,Nash.Maybe

youshouldlayoffthesugar?”Sheteasedback.Kylewasstaringatsomethingonhisphone,probablya

workemailorsomeshit.

“Layoff?I’veonlystartedeatingsugarforbreakfastandafterhavingtasteditonce…”I

leanedinabit,myeyesdartingtoKylebeforeIfinishedspeaking.“I’mprettysureIwillbehavingit

everysinglemorningfromhereonout.”

“Really,Nash?”Kyle’seyesmetmineandinthemIcouldseesometypeofconcern.“Sugar

isreallybadforyouinthemorning.We’realwaystryingtotellJasethatbutheneverlistens.Thekid

cracksaMountainDewopenthesecondhewakesup.”Ishookmyhead,takingabiteoutofthecrispy

bacon,lettingthesaltyfatoverwhelmmytastebuds.Howlonghaditbeensinceawomanmademe

breakfast?

“Jasehasalifetimetodrinkcoffeeandhaveproteinshakesandweirdshitlikethat.Lethim

drinkaDewinthemorningifhewants.”IsmirkedatKyle.IfeltliketherewasthisinvisiblelinethatI

wasonthevergeofcrossing,andI’llbedamnedifIdidn’twanttostomprightonitandcrushitto

smithereens.

“It’sagoodthingyoudon’thavekids.Iwouldbeafraidofyourparenting.”Kylelaughed,

andImerelysmiled,myjawclenchingbecause,honestly,whathesaidpissedmeoffabit.Iwantedkids,

butonlywithCarlyandwhenthathappenedIwouldbethebestfuckingdadintheworld.

“Anyway,whatdidyoustopbyfor,Dad?”CarlycouldtellIwasgettingpissedandevenif

Kyledidn’tnoticeit,hehadtoknowhiswordsstungmealittlebit.Wewerebestfriends,afterall.

“This.”Hepulledoutablackboxfromhispocket,handingittoCarly,whowassittingon

theothersideofhim.Ihadtoleanovertoseewhatitwas.

Carly’sfacelitupwithjoyasshetooktheboxfromherdad.Iwashappybutonlybecause

shewas,notbecauseKylehadboughthersomething.

Sheflickedopenthebox,andcoveredhermouthwithonehand.Icouldn’tseethepieceof

jewelryatfirst,butknewitwassomethingthatsheloved,simplyfromthelookonherface.Sheplucked

whatlookedlikeanecklacefromtheboxandheldituptoherchest,showingherfatherandIwhatitwas.

Insterlingsliver,itwasspeltoutloudandclear,withonelittlegemstoneoneachside

accentingthewords.

Daddy’sGirl

Fucker!IchewedthebaconinmymouthlikeitwasthetougheststeakIhadevereaten.He

justhadtogoanddosomethinglikethat.

“Thankyou,Daddy!Iloveit.”Carlygushed,andKylehelpedherputiton.MaybeIwould

ripitoffofherwhenshewasridingmycock?Ididn’thateherdad,notintheleast,butCarlywasmine.

Nash’sgirl,andaftertonightIwouldmakecertainthateverysinglepersonknewit.

“Look,Nash!”ShemovedfromherseatcomingoverbymesothatIcouldseethenecklace

thatsatperfectlyagainstherchest.

“It’sbeautiful.”Imusteredupthewords.Kylesmiledlikehehadjustsolvedalltheworld’s

problems.Iclenchedmyfist,controllingtheburnthatcoursedthroughmyveins.

“Iknow.Thankyouagain,Dad.”Carlymovedawayfrommeandgaveherdadagiantkiss

andhug.AllIcouldthinkwhileshedidso,washowthatsweetlittlevirginmouththatshewaskissingher

daddywithrightnowwaswrappedaroundmycocklastnight,thatlittletongueofhersflickingagainstmy

PrinceAlbert.

Hisdaughterlovedme.Shealsolovedmycock.

ChapterSix

Carly

IknewNashhatedthenecklacethesecondhesawit,soIpretendedtolikeitforbothofus.

Itwasamiraclemyfatherhadn’tcaughtontoourshenanigans,andanevenbiggermiraclethatIhadn’t

draggedNashintothebathroomtogivememyrelease.Themanwassexonastick,andheknewexactly

howtomakemeweakintheknees.

“You’retellingmeyoucan’tgotoapartywithmetonighttocelebrateourgraduation

becauseyouhaveadatewithanolderman?”Avery,oneofmybestfriends,mockedme.Iknewshewas

jealousofthefactthatIwasgoingtobesleepingwithanolderman,andhonestlyIdidn’tseetheappeal.I

lovedNashbecauseIhadwantedhimsinceIwasachild.Mycrushchangedovertheyears,butIhad

alwayswantedtobewithhim.

“Yes.Ihaveplans.I’llbeatyourhouseforthepartynextweek,butIhaveplanstonight.”

Welinedupforgraduationlikeitwasasimpletaskandnottheendofatwelve-yearcareeroflearning,

growing,andadjustingtonewthingsinlife.Iwasexcited,eventhrilled,tohaveeveryoneminusmymom

withmeheretonight.Ihadmetupwithmydadfordinneralready,andwassadtodiscoverNashwasn’t

there.

“Holyfuck,Carly.Whoisthattallglassofhandsomestandingnexttoyourdad?”Averywas

almostdrooling,andallIcouldthinkwas,that’sthemanI’mgoingtobewithtonightinsteadofgoing

toyourparty.

“HisnameisNashandhe’smydad’sbestfriend.”Iwantedtoaddmyboyfriendinthere,

butweweren’texactlyofficialyet.

“Wellhellohunkofhandsome,I’mAvery.”Shepurred,andthenmeowed,makingclaws

withherhands.Thefactthatshethoughthewashandsomeonlythrilledmemore.I’mgladshedidn’tsee

himlikeshesawmydad.

“He’sgorgeous,Iknow,butcompletelyofflimits,I’veheard.”Iwhisperedtoheraswe

madeourentranceintotheauditorium.IcouldfeelNash’seyesboringintomine,theheatofhisstare

doingcrazyassthingstomybody.IwantedhimandIhadallday.Mypussywasdrenchedandthrobbing.

Ihadalreadychangedmypantiesoncetoday,andIevensenthimatextmessagetellinghimthat,butI

hadn’theardanythingbacksoIassumedhedidn’tlookatityet.

“Offlimits?Excuseme,butwhy?”Averysmiled,aswestoppedforphotosandassoonas

wemadeitupthestepsandontothestagetogether,Idecidedtotellher.

“Becausehe’sshackingupwithme.”Thewordsslippedoutjustintime,becauseshewas

goingonewayandIwasgoingtheother.Iwatchedoutofthecornerofmyeyeasragesurfacedonher

face.Icouldn’teventellyouhowhilariousitwas.Iofcoursewouldpayforitlaterbutnoneofthat

mattered,itwasfunnyforthetimebeing.

“Thankyoueveryone,andgoodevening.Itisanhonortohaveallofyouherewithus

celebratingthegraduatingclassof2016.”PrincipleEcklebrughannounced,allchipperlike.

Therewerehootsandhollersfromthecrowd,butmyeyesweregluedononepersonand

onepersononly:Nash.Hewatchedme,drinkingmein,savoringeverylookhecouldget.Ididn’tcare

aboutthesepeoplesittingnexttomenearlyasmuchasIcaredabouthim.

Icouldn’twaittogetmyhandsonhimtonight.IhopedlikehellwasreadyformebecauseI

wasreadyforhim,andhadbeenforyears.Theceremonycarriedonforawhatseemedlikeforever,

membersofmyclassgoinguptothepodiumandspeakingabouttheirfavoritetimestogether,while

teacherssnuckinacommentorstoryaboutsomethingoneofusstudentshaddoneintheirclass.

IfIwasbeinghonest,allthebullshitcouldstopnow.Thankfully,theprincipalannouncedin

thenextsecondthathewouldbedoingthedeliveranceofdiplomas.Thefirstrowstood,andEcklebrugh

startedsayingnames;everypersoncrossingthestage,shakinghishand,andtakingtheirdiploma.The

secondandthirdrowsdidthename,andthenitwasmyrow’sturn.Butterfliesfilledmybelly.Thiswas

it,thelastthingthatseparatedNashandI.

NowthatIhadgraduatedmydadcouldn’tsayanythingaboutusbeingtogether.Istood,and

asthelinemoved,thenumbersofpeoplethatstillneededtogoacrossthestagedwindleddown.

“CarlyMarieMiller.”Ecklebrughcalledmyname,andIclimbedthestairstakinghishand

inmine.Theoldmanwasnearretirementoratleasthehadtobe.HesmileddownatmeandImovedon

toshaketherestoftheschoolboardmembers’hands.Therewereabunchofwhistlesandhootsfromthe

crowdasImademywayoffthestageandbacktomyseat.

Asmilewasplasteredonmyface.Ihaddoneit.Iwasfree.Westoodtogetherasonein

celebrationasballoonsfellfromtheceilingandsillystringwassprayedfromplasticbottlesthroughout

theclass.

Ipulledawayfromthegroup,slippingthroughthesidedoorofftomyright.Itwouldtake

mebackstage,andoutbytherestrooms.IknewNashplannedontellingmyfatheraboutusrealsoon,Ijust

hopedthathehadn’tyet.

AssoonasIsteppedthroughthestagedoor,Iwasgrabbedfrombehindandpulledinto

anotherroom,probablyastoragecloset.

“I’msurprisedIrestrainedmyselfthislong…”Nash’shuskyvoicefilteredintomyearsand

mybodyrelaxedagainsthischest.

“Iwasjustcomingtofindyou.IwassoupsetwhenIfoundoutyouweren’tcomingto

dinner,andthenItextedyouandyoudidn’tanswer…”Isoundedlikeoneofthoseclingygirlfriends.“I

thoughtyouweremadatme.”Ifinished,feelingdefeated.

“Shhh,babygirl.”Hisroughtongueslidagainstthesideofmythroat,andmykneesbuckled.

Ohfuck,howeroticwasitforhimtotastemyskin?

“Ahhh.”Imoaned.“Nash…”Butmywordswerelostinthepassionofitall.Heslipped

pulledupmygraduationgownandmadehiswayunderneathmydress.Werewereallydoingthisright

here,rightnow?

“YouknowwhatIwasdreamingaboutthismorningbeforeyouwokemeup?”Ishookmy

headno,hisfingerstracingtheseamofmypanties,thefeatherlighttouchofhishandwasdoingcrazy

thingstomybody.

“Idreamtthatyouaskedmeforababy,youwantedmetobeadaddy.”Hesoundedsoproud

andthatpridewasthereinhistouch,whichgrewmoreeager.Ineededthis,aftereverythinghehadputme

through,Ineededsometypeofrelease.

Pushingmypantiestotheside,heenteredmewithtwofingers,stretchingmeinthemost

deliciousway.

“Ohfuck,Nash.”Islammedmyheadbackagainsthischest,andfelthiswarmbreath

caressingmyskin.Hewasturnedon,waymorethanIexpectedandIknewthat,notonlyfromhisquick

movements,butalsofromthesteelrodpokingmeintheback.

“Yes,Carly.That’swhatweregoingtodo.Fuck.I’mgoingtoplantmyseedinyourbelly

andwatchitgrow.I’mgoingtogiveyouwhatyouwant…Youwantthat,don’tyou?”Hecoaxedthe

wordsfrommylips.

“Yes,Nash.Yes!”Iwasbreathlesswitheachslipofhisfingersintomytighthole.Mybody

wasonfire,andeverybreaththatfilledmylungsburned,butIheldon,lettinghimgivetomewhathe

wanted.

“I’mcumming…”Iscreamedintohisshirt,andamuffledlaughslippedfromhislipswhile

mypussyclenchedaroundhisfingers.Ihadneverdonesomethingsobad,sonaughtyintheschoolwith

allmyclassmatesbutafewfeetaway.

“Squeezemyfingerstight,justlikeyouwillmycocktonight.”Nashdirtytalked,asanother

waveofpleasurecrashedintomeandpulledmeunder.OrgasmswithNashwereinsane,andtothinkI

hadmissedoutonthisfeelingforyears.Thefreefallingfeeling,aseverysinglehaironyourbodystood

onendforafewseconds.

“Ahhh…It’ssogood.”IwhisperyelledafraidthatwemaygetcaughtifIdidn’t.Nashkept

uphispace,pumpinginandoutofme,helpingtobuildanotherorgasm.Itwasn’tuntilheturnedhis

fingersrealsharpandrubbedinacircularmotionupwardsthatIwasshaking,myentirebodygoingweak,

asmykneesgaveout.Nashclutchedmetohischesttightlyholdingmyweightastheorgasmfromheaven

seepedintomybones.

“Holyshit.”Imumbled,barelyabletogetawordout.Iwasprettysurehehadmadeupfor

alltheteasinghehaddonethismorning.

“It’scalledag-spotbabygirl,youbettergetusedtothatfeeling,becauseit’sgoingto

happena-fucking-lotoncewestartfucking.”Nashpromised.HistouchconsumedmeandIneverwanted

toletgoofit.StillashegentlypulledoutofmeIfeltlesscoldinsidethanIdidbefore,becauseatleast

tonightIknewwewouldbecomeone.

IwatchedthroughtheshadowylightthatpeekedintotheroomasNashshovedbothfingers

intohismouth,suckingoffthesaltytasteofmyrelease.Helappedathisfingers,dragginghisteethover

hisskin.

“Yourtasteissofuckin’sweet.Likeanagedwine,youtastebetterandbetterwithtime.”It

wasmyturntolaughatthesentiment.Hewasadorable,andthefactthathelikedtotastemefromthe

insideoutwastotallysomethingIwasonboardwith,especiallyifhelookedatmelikehewasrightnow

allthetime.

“Laughitup,sweetheart,butwebothknowit’llbemebringingyou,sweetCarly,toyour

kneesoverandoveragaintonight.”Hethreatened,pressingakisstomyhead.Ismirked,knowingthatI

maybebroughttomykneestonightbutwhathedidn’tknowwasthathewasgoingtobecomingright

downwithme.

ChapterSeven

Nash

BeforeIcouldgiveCarlyherpresentandtakehervirginityIneededtotalktoDaddy

Dearest,alsoknownasKyle,mybestfriend.Ialwaystoldhimeverything,exceptthis.

Idialedhisnumberandletthephoneringandringandwhenhedidn’tanswerIhungup.

Beforeleavingtheschool,Igavemygirlalittlesomethingtoholdheroverandthenslidouttheback

doorlettingherknowIwouldbeoverataroundninetonightwithtakeout.

Ididn’tseeKylethenbutIcouldonlyassumethathewouldbeattheoneplaceIwasgoing

tobegoingtolater,andeventhoughIdidn’twanttoannounceCarlyandIbeingtogetherthereinher

homeinfrontofwhoevertheyhadinvited,Ineededtonipthisshitinthebud.

Iwasamanofmyword,andthatmeantIwouldstandtoetotoewithmyfuckin’girl’sdad.

Startingmymotorcycleup,IsmiledatthethoughtofbuildingahomewithCarlyandwatchingasmyseed

grewinsideher.IrevvedtheengineandthenshotofflikeabulletinthedirectionofCarly’shouse.

Thedrivewasshort,andanxietytickedawayinsideofmelikeaclocktickingdownona

bomb.Whatwouldhesay?Wouldhebecoolwithit?Ihopedso,becauseIwasn’tgoinganywhere.Carly

wasmine,andIhadalreadyshowneveryonebuthimthat.Ipulledintothedriveway,parkingmybike

neartheroad.

Justfuckin’tell’himyouloveher.Myconsciencesputteredout.Istompedupthedriveway

andtothefrontdoor.Ididn’tneedtoknock,butitfeltliketherightthing.Isqueezedmyeyesshut,and

scratchedatthebackofmyheadinfrustration.IwasnoPrinceCharmingandthiswasn’tafuckin’

fairytale,butIwasmorethanreadytogiveCarlyherhappilyeverafter.

Grippingthedoorhandleinmysweatypalm,Iturnedit,openingthedoor.Allthevoices

insideseemedtocometoanabrupthalt.IsmiledasIsteppedthroughthedoor,mybodylightingupasI

noticedCarlyfirst.Shewassittingonthesectionalinthelivingroominapairofyogapantsandt-shirt

thatsaidsomethingaboutabookboyfriend.

“Howdy.”IwavedahandatthegirlsittingnexttoherandJase,whowassittingontheother

endofthesectional.

“Nash.”Carlypracticallysighedmyname.

“Where’syourpops?”Iquestioned.ShehadtoknowthatIwasgoingtobetellinghimnow.

“Ineedtotalktohim.Ihavesomethingimportanttotellhim.”Iaddedjustincaseshehadn’tcaughton.

Carly’seyesgrewwide,assheshookherheadbackandforthasiftosayno,notnow.What

shedidn’tknowwasthatIwasdonehidingwhatwewere.Iwasreadytotakeustothenextlevelandthat

meantlettingeveryoneknowaboutus.

CatchingaglimpseofKyleashewalkedpasttheslidingglassdoors,IknewwhatIhadto

do.ItookmaybefivestepsinthedirectionofthedoorandCarlywasinfrontofme,oneofherhands

reachinguptostopme.

“Mymom’shere,Nash.”Shewhispered,lookingovermyshoulderatherfriendandbrother.

Iblinked.IgotwhatshewassayingbutthisneededtobedoneandanyproblemshimandSarahwere

havinghadnothingtodowithCarlyandI.

“Idon’tcare.Thisisaboutus,baby.Aboutyouandme.I’mdonehidingthis.Idon’tcareif

I’molder,oryourdad’sbestfriend.AllIcareaboutisyou.”Ituckedastrandofhercaramelbrownhair

behindherear,andsilentlypleadedwithhertoletmedothis.

“HowdidIgetsolucky?”Sheasked,reachingupontohertoestopressakisstomylips.I

smirkedather,andshemovedoutoftheway,lettingmegooutside.Igrippedthehandleontheglassdoor,

watchingtheclusterfuckknownasSarahandKyleoutside.Theywerearguingbackandforth.Kyle

lookingbeyondpissed,andSarahlookingfrustratedashell.

“Selfishisallyou’veeverbeen.”Kylegrated,justasIslippedoutthedoor.Ihadnofucks

togivetoeitherofthem,Kylelethersleepwithothermenforyears.IwouldneverdothattoCarlyor

allowhertodothattome.Shewasfuckin’mineandifIcouldn’tpleaseher,thenIdidn’tdeserveher,but

thatdidn’tmeanshegottodowhoevershewanted.

“Hi!”Islippedmyhandsintothefrontofjeans.

“Whatthefuck,Nash.”Sarahwasthefirsttocommentonmebeinghere.

“Nicetoseeyou,too.”Imumbled,directingmyattentiontoKyle.HewasthemanIneeded

totalkto.

Kyleshookhishead,confusionetchingintohisfeatures.“Whatthehell,Nash.Issomething

goingon?”Hetuggedathistie,looseningitmoreasifhefeltlikehewassuffocating.

“Ineededtotalktoyou,preferablyalone,butsinceSarahishereIdoubtthatwillbe

happening.”Iremainedcalm,becauseifIdidn’tshitwouldhitthefan,thatandIdidn’twanttoruintoday

forCarly.

“Fuckoff,Nash,youneverlikedmeanyway.”Shegrowled,andIcastaglareinher

direction.Noshit,Ihadneverlikedher.Howcouldsheevenlikeherselfafterallthatshehaddonetoher

family?

“Whilewhatthehellisgoingon?Imean,isitsomethingthatcanwaittilllater,because

honestlyIalreadyhavemyhandsfull.”Kylesighed,andIknewIwasgoingtomakeanassoutofmyself

hereinasecond.

“Itcan’twait.Idon’tcareaboutwhateverproblemsyoutwoarehaving.Ijustwantedyou

toknowthatCarlyandIaredatingnow.Ididn’twanttogoanyfurtherinourrelationshipwithouttalking

toyoufirst.”ItwassoquietIcouldhearthecricketschirpingacrosstheyard.Kylelookedatmelikehe

sawaghost,andSarah’sfacewasvoidofanyemotion.

“Tellmeyoudidn’tjustfuckingsaywhatIthinkyoudid?”Kyleslammedhisfistdownon

thepatiotable.Iexhaledabreathbeforespeakingagain.

“Ilethergotwoyearsago.Idon’tcarewhatyouthink,orsayaboutit.Ijustdidn’twantto

hideitfromyouany…”TherestofwhatIwastryingtosaygotlostintheimpactofKyle’sfistsramming

intothesideofmynose.

Mytongueslidacrossthefrontofmyteethasthemetallictasteofbloodfilledmymouth.

Okay,Ideservedthatone.Iwouldgivehimthat,butnomore.CarlysawthewholethingandIwatchedas

shewrenchedopenthedoorandscurriedtomyside,hersmallarmwrappingaroundme.

“Daddy,no.”Shecriedout,andKyledidn’tcare,Icouldseethevacantstareinhiseyes.

“I’llgiveyouthathit,man,becauseIknowallofthisisalottotakein,butifyouhitme

againI’mtakingyoutotheground.CarlyandIloveeachotherandIplanonmarryingheroneday.”I

confessed,feelingCarly’sarmsqueezemetighterasIspoke.Kyleheldhishandtohischest,defeat

showinginhisfeatures.

“You’reovertwentyyearsolderthanher,Nash.You’reafuckingadult,andshe…She’sjust

achild,barelylegalage,andyou’resupposedtobemybestfriend….”Hewasspiralingoutofcontrol.

“Ageisjustafuckin’number,Kyle.Don’tplaythatcard.LoveisloveandIloveCarlyso

fuckin’much.IlefttwoyearsagotoletherfindsomeoneelseandwhenIreturnedandsawshewasalone,

andhadn’tmovedonfromwhatIthoughtwasacrush,Ipounced.She’sminenow,andthereain’tshityou

candoaboutit.”Idaredhimtotry.Ilovedtheman,butCarlycamebeforeanythingthathimandIhad

now.

“Tellmethisain’ttrue,sweetie…”KylebeggedCarly,takingastepawayfromallofusas

ifhecouldn’tstandtobethisclosetous.

“IloveNash.I’velovedhimsinceIwasthirteen.Don’tblamehimforthis.Icameontohim

foryearsandhedeniedme.Ifanything,thisismyfault.I’lltaketheblameforbringingustogether,butI’m

notbreakingupwithhimandIdon’tregretdecidingtobewithhim,either.”

Myegoandpridewerestillverymuchintactbecauseofthisbeautifulgirl.Shehelpedme,

andheldmetogetherwhenIwasworriedIcouldn’tfollowthroughwiththis.ThelastthingIwantedtodo

wasendmyfriendshipwithKylebutthiswassomethingthatneededtobedoneandneitherCarlyorI

couldhideourfeelingsanymore.

“SeeKyle,thisisthekindofshitthathappenswhenyouhavecustodyofourkids.Youlet

ourdaughtersleepwithapervert.”Sarahyelled,throwingherhandsintheair.Iwasseethingbecauseof

hercomment,soIdirectedmyangerather.

“Shutthefuckup,Sarah.Todayisyourdaughter’shighschoolgraduationbutinsteadof

beingthereforit,youwereridingsomerichguysdick.Soshutthefuckupandgobacktowhateverhole

youcrawledoutof.”VenomdrippedfrommywordsandevenifIdidn’tmeantocomeoffasacomplete

asshole,IknewnoneofthiscouldgoassmoothlyasIplayeditoutinmyhead.

Kylescrubbedahanddownhisface.“Thiscan’tbereal.Myex-wifeisawhoreandmy

daughterishookingupwithmybestfriend,whoistwentyyearsolderthanher.”Heshookhishead,more

thanlikelygoingintoshock.

“Kyle,wecanstillbefriends.”IhateddoingwhatIwasdoingtohim.Iknewhehadenough

goingon,butCarlyandIdeservedourveryownhappilyeverafterandifwedidn’ttellhim,wewould

nevergetit.

“No.”Helaughedlikeacrazyperson.“Wecan’t.Iwon’tbefriendswithamanthatis

fuckingmydaughter.”Iguessputtingitthatwayseemedabitdegrading.Ishrugged.Hewouldcome

aroundtoallofthis.

“Well,thisishowit’sgoingtobefromhereonout,Kyle.I’mgoingtomarryher,andhavea

familywithher.Ifyouwanttobeapartofanyofthat,thenyou’llhavetogetoverthis.”Iannounced,

wrappingCarlyupinmyarms,hersweetfloweryscentwashingoverme,makingiteasiertofocusonthe

goodinsteadofthebadthatthisconversationbroughtout.

“No.Iwon’tfuckingbeapartofanyofthis.”Hepointedafingeratallofus,signifyingjust

howdonehewas.Withoutevengivingusanotherbackwardsglance,hestompedintothehouseandthen

outthefrontdoor,theroaringsoundofhisMercedestoldmehewasleaving.

“Thisisgoingtokillyourfather,Carly.Ihopeyouunderstandthat.”Sarahadded,stomping

towardsthedoor,clearlyjustasmadasKyle.

“No,youalreadydidmom.Youkilleddadwhenyoudecidedyouneededmorethanjust

yourkidsandahusband.Youmadeaselfishchoiceanddestroyedthisfamily,soleave,walkawayit’s

literallytheonlythingI’veseenyoudointhethreeyears.”IwantedtohighfiveCarlysobadly,hermom

stoppeddeadinhertracksandtwistedonherheels,anevilsneeronherface.

“IdidwhatIneededtodo,Carly,andIhopeyouneverhavetogothroughanythinglike

that.”SarahtriedtothreatenCarlyandscareher,butthatwasn’tokaywithme.

“Sheneverwill,becauseshehasmeandI’llnevergiveuponlovingher.”Igrowled,

holdingCarlytomychest.Sarahturnedaroundandwalkedintothehouse,flippingmethebird.Shedidn’t

giveafuckaboutCarly.

ThiswholetimeIwasworriedaboutrippingafamilyapartandhurtingpeople,whenthose

thingshadalreadybeendone.Ifanything,Imadeatleastoneperson’slifebetter,andthatwasallthat

mattered.

“I’msorry,babygirl…”Iturnedherinmyarmsandpressedmylipstoherforehead.Iwas

sorry.Sorryshehadashittymom,andsorrythatherdaddidn’tunderstandourlove.

“Don’tbesorry.Itwasallgoingtohelllongbeforewedecidedtobetogether,Nash.”She

assuredme,lacingourfingerstogether.NowthatthetruthwasoutCarlyandIdidn’thavetohide

anymore.Wecouldbetogether.Wecouldbehappy.Wecouldgetmarriedandhavekids.

“Iloveyou.”Iwrappedmyarmsaroundherandtookadeepbreathofherscent,lettingthe

smellcalmmyfurioustemper.Noonewasgoingtohurtmybabygirlanymore.

“Iloveyou,too.”Shewhispered,lettingmeliftherupintomyarms.Iwentintothehouse,

hopinglikehellthateveryonehadscattered,becauseIplannedonowningthiswomanineveryway,right

now.

ChapterEight

Carly

AfterNashmetAvery,heallbuttoldherandmybrotherthattheyneededtoleavebecauseheand

Ihadunfinishedbusiness.Iwasgiddywithemotiontheentiretimehewasonthephone,orderingtakeout.

IhadnowhereIneededtobe,whichmeantneitherofuswouldbeleavingthishouse,ormybed,anytime

soon.

IhadsavedmyvirginityforhimandIplannedonlettinghimunwrapmelikeIwasapresenton

Christmasmorning.

“I’vewaitedforthisdayforover660days,Carly.Itried.Ifuckin’triedsohardtostayawayfrom

you,andletyougo.”Iwantedhimalready,andhehadn’teventouchedmeyet.

WeweresnugglinginmybedwiththeTVon,butneitherofusplannedonwatchingit.Igazedup

athimwatchinghiseyesdarkenasIreachedforthebuttononhisjeans.Hewasabadboywrappedupin

atightbowandIhadeverysingleintentionofgettingthedirtymantomakeanappearancewithme

tonight.

“You’replayingwithfire,Carly.I’verestrainedmyselfforaverylongtime,butmypatienceis

verythinrightnow.”Icouldtellfromhisclippedvoicethathewasn’tlying.Whathedidn’tunderstand

wasthatIdidn’twantthepatientNash.IwantedtheroughandwildNash,themanthatwouldbreakme,

andpiecemebacktogetheragain.

“MaybeIwanttoplaywithfire.MaybeIwanttogetburned.”Itaunted,thebuttononhisjeans

comingundone.MymouthwaswateringasIpulledthefrontofhisjeansdown,exposingtheverytopof

hisgroin.

“Oh,really?”Hegrowled,andinasecondIwasonmyback,withNash,thebigbadbeast,

hoveringaboveme.Heshuckedhispantsinlessthanthirtyseconds.Withthedramawithmydadoutof

theway,Ifeltmorethanreadytogivemyselfovertohim.Nashwasmine,andnowwecouldbetogether

withouthidingit.

“Whatareyougoingtodotome?”Iasked,mynailsrakingoverhischiseledchest.Icouldfeelthe

tighteningofhismusclesbeneathmyhands.Heleanedintomyface,takingmybottomlipbetweenhis

teeth.

Imoanedintohismouth,thebiteofpainmakingmybellyflip-flop.Hekissedthepainawaywith

aroughslamofhislipsagainstmine.Nashmademefeelwhole,evenashepeeledmyclothesfrommy

bodyexposingmefromtheinsideout,forthefirsttimeever.

Slowly,myyogapantswereremovedandtossedtothefloor,followedbymyt-shirt.Ilaid

beneathhiminnothingbutmybraandpanties.Mypussytightenedashepulledhisshirtoff,givingmea

goodlookathisbodyagain.

“I’mgoingtoexposeyouandpeelbackallthelayersofwhoyouare.Nothingisevergoing

toseparateusagain.”Heannounced,rollingmeovertounclaspmybra.AsIlayonmyback,hisfingers

trailedalongmyspine,hisfeatherlighttouchcausingmybodytoshiver.

“I’mreadyforyou,Nash.Iwantyou.”Ipawedatthebedsheets,myassarchingintohis

touch.Mybodyknewexactlywhattodoandhowtoreacttohistouch.Icouldfeelthewarmthofhisbody

heatonmybackandIdesperatelywantedtorolloverandtouchhim.

“Letmetakecareofyou,babygirl,becausewhenitcomestimesformetofuckyou,Iwant

ittobeperfect.Iwantyourpussytobeslickanddrippingforme.”Icouldn’tevencomprehendthe

emotionsIwasfeeling.

OnesecondNashwasaboveme,andthenexthewasunderme,liftingmyhipsandplacing

mypussydirectlyonhisface.

“Nash…”Iquestioned,apprehensivetothefactthatIwassittingdirectlyonhisface.What

ifIsuffocatedhim?

“Ridemyface,baby.”Hisvoicewasmuffled,asheflickedhistongueagainstmyclit.I

rearedup,pullingmyselfupoffhisface.Itwasn’tthefirsttimehehadeatenmeout,butitwasthefirst

timeheaskedmetositonhisface.Hishandscameup,wrappingaroundmylegs,holdingmeinplaceas

hebroughtmebackdownontohistongue.

ThistimewhenIcamedownhewasrelentless,histonguelickingmeupanddownuntilI

startedtomoveallonmyownagainsthistongue.

“SweetBabyJesus!”Icriedout,myhandsgoingstraighttohishair.Icouldfeelhimsmile

againstmypussyandwantedtoslaphim.Hewasteasingme.

OnceheknewIwasn’tgoinganywhere,headjustedme,usingoneofhishandstofingerfuck

me.Histhickdigitslidingthroughmyfoldsandintomypussywithease.Iwassaturated,drippingfucking

wet.

“Icouldspendhoursbetweenyourlegs;teasing…sucking,sipping,andtastingyou.”Ifell

apartrightthereonhisface,mymusclesquiveringashecontinuedhisdeliciousassaultagainstmypussy.

Eachpleasurablewavehitmedirectlyinthechest,makingithardtobreathe.Igripped

Nash’shairtightlybetweenmyfingers,willinghimtostop,butbegginghimtokeepgoing.

Thebuildingofanotherorgasmcoursedthroughmyveins.Iwasfloating,myentirebodyas

lightasafeather.AllIcouldfeelwasNash’stongueandfingersowningmybody.

“Cum.Now,Carly.Iwanttotastethosesweetpussyjuicesonmytongue.”Ihadnevercum

oncommand,butNash’sdeepdemandingvoicepushedmeovertheedge.Igrippedontohisshoulders,my

nailssinkingintohisfleshasIheldonfordearlifewhilehesuckedmyclitsohardIwassurehewas

goingtoswallowit.

“Fuck.Fuck.Fuck!”IcouldonlymusteruptheoneswearwordasIgroundmyentirebody

weightagainsthismouth.Mylegsquiveredandeverymuscleinmybodyclampedup.Myheartthudded

loudlyinmyearsandIwonderedhowonEarthitcouldgetbetterthanthis.

“Mmm…I’llnevergettiredoffeastingonyou,babygirl.”Hemuttered,slitheringoutfrom

underneathme,leavingmeclutchingontothesheets.Iwasontheedgeofpleasure,andsensitiveashell.

Nashrolledmeover,adarkbutextremelygentlelookinhiseyes.

Helookedasifhewantedtodestroyme,butsavormeatthesametime.Iunderstoodhis

need,becausethatsamefeelingpumpedthroughmyveins.

“I’mready,Nash.Takeme.Ownme.Destroyme.”Imoaned,andhedid.Herolledoneof

mynipplesbetweentwoofhisfingersandIarchedintohistouch.Mybodywasonfire,andtheburnthat

consumedmerefusedtobeextinguished.

“It’sgoingtohurtlikeabitch,baby,butIsweartoyouI’lldobetternexttime.Everysingle

timeafterthiswillbeamazing.”Nash’svoicewascoolandcalmandInoddedmyheadinunderstanding

ashecenteredtheheadofhiscockatmyentrance.Icouldfeelthecoldmetalofhispiercing,and

wonderedifitwouldhurtwhenitwentinside.

“Ohfuck…”Ipurred,ashesuckedoneofmynipplesintohismouthwhilehemessagedthe

otherone.Iwasoncloud9whenhefinallystartedtoslipbetweenmyfolds.Hewasbig,andIwastight,

soitwouldbeapainfulfit.

MybreathscameoutinpantsasIwatchedNashpushtheheadintomytighthole.His

musclestightenedasherestrainedhimself,movingintomeasslowlyashumanlypossible.

“OhGod!”Thepaindevelopedinmybellyandradiateddownthroughmypussy.Iwas

morethanready,Iwasdripping,butthefactthatmypussyhadneverbeenspreadsowidebeforecaused

mostofthepain.

“I’msorry,baby.I’msosorry.”Hemoaned,hiseyessqueezingshutashisforeheadpressed

againstmine,hiswarmbreathfanningagainstmycheeks.Tearsprickedmyeyesasheslammedintome

hard,atightpinchingandsearingheatfloodedme.

Mylipsquiveredaspaintookoveranyremainingpleasure.Ifeltnothingbutasearingheat

inmybelly.Nashwasimprintinghimselfdeepinsideofme,hiscockowningeveryounceofwhoIwas.

“Nash.”IwasbreathlessasIlookedhimstraightintheeyesandurgedhimtokeepmoving.

Iwantedthistobedonenowthatithadstarted.Afterafewsecondsofnomovement,hestartedmoving

again,hismovementsslowandjerkyasmypussyclenchedhiscocktightly.

“You’resofuckingtight,Carly.Yourpussyismilkingmycockofeverythingithas.”His

dirtywordshelpedrelievesomeofthepainandasitrecededhespedup,hispacequickeningasIstarted

tomatchhimthrustforthrust.

“Yes!Yes!Yes.”Nashgrippedmeundertheassasheslidintomeoverandoveragain.The

hardmetalofhiscock-piercingrubbedagainstmyg-spot.Iunderstoodwhyhesaiditwouldbemy

damnationnow.ItwasthemostintensepleasureIhadeverfelt.

“Fuckme.I’mcumming,baby.Yourpussyissotight.”Nashgrowled,histeethsinkinginto

myshoulderashebitmehard,thepainfromhisbiteandthethrustofhishipsintominewasdelicious,but

notenoughtomakemecum.

IcouldfeelNash’scockpulsingdeepinsideme,hishotcumfillingmytighthole.Ihad

neverfeltsowholebefore,myentirebodywashumming,myheartbeatinglikeajackhammeroutofmy

chest.

Nashcradledmeagainsthischest,pepperingsoftkissesagainstmyface,shoulders,and

throat,untilhisdickwentlimpinsideofme.

Longmomentsofsilencewherenowordswereneededformedbetweenus.Anythingthat

wecouldsaytoeachotherwealreadyhadwithourbodies.

“ItwaseverythingIexpectedittobe.”Iwhispered,feelingacrampingbetweenmylegsasI

moved.Therewasasmearofbloodagainstthebedsheetsbutitdidn’tscaremetoseeit.Iknewwhatto

expect.

“Ifuckin’careforyoulikeIneverhaveanyoneinmylife,Carly.Iloveyou,andI’mso

blessedthatyousavedthispartofyourselfforme.Doyouunderstandme?I’mhonoredtobeyourfirst,

babygirl,andIpromisetobringyoupleasureeverysingletimewefuck,ormakelove,fromthisday

forward.”Hespokeintomyhair,spooningmefrombehind,hissteelhardcockpokingmedirectlyinthe

ass.

Igroundmypussyagainsthiscockagain,wantingtoseeifitwouldfeelbetterthesecond

timearound.

WhatIdidn’texpectwasforNashtogripmyhiptightlyandhaltanyfurthermovements.I

lookedathimovermyshoulderinquestion.

“You’resoreandIknowit,babygirl.Don’thideit.Therewillbetonsoftimeforustofuck

andmakelovebutdon’tpushit.I’mrestrainingmyselffromtakingyouagainrightnow,andyougrinding

yourpussyonmeismakingitalotharderthanitneedstobe.”Nashgroundout.Hewasn’tannoyedwith

me;infactitwasquiettheopposite.Hewantedme,anditwaskillinghimnottohavemeagain.Knowing

IhadteasedhimenoughovertheyearsIlistenedtohim,settlingintohisarmsandlettinghimholdme

tight.

Myfamilydramamightbethroughtheroof,butattheendofthedayIhadsomeonehereto

takecareofmeandmakesurethatIwasokay.

“Thankyouforbeingsosweet,andthemostperfectmanever.”Hesnickered;thesmellof

ourscentsclashingtogethermixedwithsexintheairrelaxedmefurther.

“It’snotmethat’sperfect,baby,it’syouandthat’sthereasonIamthewayIam.”Nash

wasn’tperfect,hewasflawedjustlikeanyoneelseinthisworldbutinmyeyes,hewouldalwaysbethe

mostperfectlyflawedperson.

ChapterNine

Nash

ClaimingCarlywasthemostintensethingIhadeverdone.Shewasundermyskinandin

everysinglethoughtIhad.IthadonlybeenaweeksinceweslepttogetherbutItriedmyhardesttokeep

mydistancefromher,becausebeingsoclosetoherbutnotbeingcloseenoughwasdrivingmecrazy.

TodayIhadplansofdoingsomethinggreaterthanfuckingCarly,though.Ineededtomake

amendswithKyleandthatmeantgoingtohim.Ihadsealedourfates,butthatdidn’tmeanIwantedthings

togobadwithKyle.Givinghimsometimetodigestourrelationshipwastherightthing,andthebetter

thingwasgoingtohimagainandtryingtomakethingsright.

Idrovemybikeuptohishouse,knowingIwaseithergoingtogetthrownoutbythepolice

orwelcomedinside.Iparkedontheroad,andthenwalkedthesidewalkuptothefrontdoor.

Istopped,thinkingforasecondaboutthethingsthatwehadbeenthrough.Thefights.The

parties.Thegirls.Kylehadeveryreasonintheworldtobescaredofmebeingwithhisdaughter,after

all,heknewmebetterthananyoneelsedid.

Whathedidn’tknowthough,wasthatmyloveforCarlyrandeeperthananythingelse.I

wouldworshipthegroundshewalkedon.Iwouldprovideandprotectherunderanycircumstances.

Sheownedme;mind,body,andsoul.

Iraisedmyfist,knockingloudlyonthedoor.Secondspassedandthenthedoorwasflung

open,anangryKylestandingbeforeme.

“Whatthefuckdoyouwant?”Hedemanded.Thescowlonhisfaceandthesleeplesslook

inhiseyesshowedhowmuchhehadbeensuffering.

“CanIcomein?”Iasked,notwantingtohavethisargumentoutinthestreet.

“Sure.Comein.Takeovertheplace.Idon’tcare.”Hereallywasdefeated.Isteppedinside

thecondo,takingnoticeofthedisastrousstatethattheplacewasin.Clearly,Ihadn’tthoughtthroughthe

damagethatmyadmissionwouldcause.

“Inevermeanttohurtyou,Kyle.I’mnotheretoreplaceyou.I’mstillyourfriend.Ijustlove

yourdaughter.”Iremainedcalm,knowingthatangerandragewouldn’tgetmeanywhere.

“Younevermeanttohurtme?”Heturnedonhisheels,fireflickeringinhiseyes.Istood

verystill,remainingcalmandremindingmyselfthatthisneededtobefixed.ThatKyleandIcouldn’thate

eachotherifwebothwantedtohaveapartinCarly’sfuture.

“No.Lovingyourdaughterwasneverpartoftheplan.Ididn’texpecttofallforher,Kyle.”

Anguishhitmeinthegut.IneverexpectedtowantCarlylikeIdo.Tofallinlovewithherwasevenmore

foreign,butshewantedmeandIwantedherandIwasn’tgoingtotellhernojustbecauseDaddydidn’t

approve.

“Iknowyou,Nash.Iknowhowmanywomenyou’vebeenwith.Yourtrackrecord.”Hewas

pissednow,ashecrossedtheroomgettingrightinmyface.

“Itrustyou,butIdon’ttrustyouenoughnottobreakmydaughter’sheart.”Hisvoicewas

lowandsinister,andithitmethen.Hewasn’tmadatmeforbeingwithCarly,hewasmadbecausehe

thoughtIwasgoingtodestroyherandIwasn’t.

“Iloveher.Ifuckin’loveher.Iwouldlaydownmylifeforyourdaughter.I’vefuckedupin

thepastanddonesomereallybadshit,butthat’sdonewith.I’mwithCarlynow.Iwanttomarryherand

havekids.Iwantwhateverthehellshewantsoutoflife.”Ipushedback,lettingmywordssinkdeepinto

histhickheadedskull.

“Youdon’tloveher.”Kyletookastepbackawayfrommeandinthedirectionofhisbar,

whereemptybottlesofbourbonlinedthewoodcounter.

“Idofuckin’loveherandevenifyoudon’tacceptusbeingtogether,werestillgoingtobe.I

justwantedtotryandmakeamendswithyoubecauseIknowCarlycaresaboutyou.Ididtherightthing,

Kyle.Ididn’tsleepwithher.Ididn’tfuckherlikeIwould’vehadshebeenanyoneelse.Irespectedyou.I

didrightbyyou,andIwilldorightbyCarlytillthedaythatIdie.”Iwasdone.Ifhedidn’tbelieveme

thenthatwasonhim,butthewayIfeltabouthisdaughterwasn’tgoingtochange.

Carlywasmygirl,notDaddy’sanymoreandifhecouldn’tswallowthatpill,thenhedidn’t

needtobearoundeitherofus.

Iswiveledaroundheadingforthefrontdoor,myhandclaspingontothemetaldoorhandle

justasKylespokeagain.

“She’smylittlegirl,Nash.Treatherright.”Ipausedwaitingtoseeifhewouldsayanything

else.“I’mnotinaplaceinmyliferightnowtohandlethis,butIpromiseyouonedayI’llcomearound.

Justdorightbyher…Promiseme?”Kylewasheartbroken,soIdidasheaskedofmebeforewalkingout

thedoor.

“I’lldorightbyherforever.She’smygirl.”Withthatsaid,Ileft,lettingKylefigureouthis

lifeonhisown.

Carlywouldbefinewithmebyherside.Ifanyonewouldensurethatshehadagoodlife,it

wasme.

Iwouldgiveherkids.Marryherandprovideherwitheverysinglewantandneedshecould

possiblyhave.Iwouldspoilandnurtureher.

Iwouldloveher.

Epilogue

1yearlater

Carly

Iwasliterallythesizeofahouse;myfeetwereswollenandmybellywasswollenandyet

NashstillthoughtIwasgoodenoughtoeatdayinanddayout.

“Idon’twanttogotodinner.Can’tIjustsitathomeinmyyogapantsandeatdoughnutsfor

dinner?”Ipouted,steppingintoasummerdressthatjustseemedtomakemyalreadyhugebellybigger.

“Carly,Iwillpaddleyourbehindifyoudonotgetyourassouthereinadressinfive

seconds.”Ismiled,adjustingmyhairknowingthathemeantandwouldcomeinhereandpaddlemy

behind,whichwouldthenleadtosex,andusbeinglate.

“Carly.”Hesaidmynamewithawarning,andIdecideditwouldbeagoodideatojustgo.

Waddlingoutintothelivingroom,myeyescaughtonablackboxthatsatinhishand.Whatwasthat?

“What’sthat?”Iquestionedeagerly,walkingfasterovertothecouch.Hesmirkedlikean

asshole,pullingtheboxjustoutofmyreach.

“Yourpresent.”

“Wellifit’sminethengiveittome.”Iraisedaneyebrow,challenginghim.Ilovedthis

gamethatweplayed,pushingeachothereveryday.

“Sitdown,Ms.Impatient,orI’llgiveyousomething,alright.”Igiggled,takingtheseatnext

tohim.

“Sitting.”Icommented,withanopenhand.Heshotmeayoumustwantspankedlook.

“Igotthismadeforyoulastyearbutnevergaveittoyou.NotbecauseIdidn’twantto,but

becauseIwantedtosaveitforouroneyearanniversary.”Iswooned.Iseriouslyhadthebestboyfriendin

theentireworld.

HeplacedtheblackboxinmyhandandwatchedmewithexcitementasIpoppedthebox

open.Myeyeslandedonasterlingsilverbraceletwithlittlelettersattachedtoit.Ipluckedthebracelet

fromtheboxandeyedit,readingeachletteruntilIcouldmakeitallout.

“Nash’sGirl.”Istaredatit.MydadhadgivenmeanecklacethatsaidDaddy’sgirlonit

lastyeararoundthistime,aswell.

“Nowyouhaveapieceofusbothwithyou.”HeunderstoodthatIlovedmydadandthatmy

relationshipwithhimwasimportant,butthattheloveIhadforhim,andhimalone,wasadifferentkindof

love.

Tearsprickedatmyeyes,thingswithmydadwerestilltensebuttheywerebetterthanthey

were.NashandImovedintoabiggerhousesoourfamilycouldgrowandIwasworkingonmydegreeat

thecollegeacrosstown.

“Nash.Ifuckin’loveyou.”Icried,lettinghimplacethebraceletonmywrist.Hewasright,

nowIhadsomethingfrombothofthem.

“AsdoI.Iloveyou.Ourunbornson.Thishome.Ourrelationship.Yourpussy.”Hewinked.

“Butmostlythefactthatyougaveyourselftomewhenyoucould’vegivenyourselftoanyoneelse.”

Whenhislipstouchedmine,myentirebodylitup.AirfilledmylungsandCohenstarted

kickingagainstmybelly,knowingMommywasgettingallhotandbotheredbyDaddy.

“Cohensayshelovesyoutoo.”Iwhisperedagainsthislips,andNashpulledawayfromme

forasecondtotouchmybellyandfeelhiskicks.

“Ican’twaittomeetyou,littleguy.”Hespokedirectlytomybelly,hislipsskimmingover

thefabricofmydress.Iwasluckyandinlove.Agewasnothingbutanumberwhenyoulovedsomeone.

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ChapterOne

Isabella

IsighedatmyKindleasthenextdoorneighborslammedahammeragainstsomethingforthe

hundredthtimetoday.

“Whattheabsolutefuck?”Igrowled,shovingmysunglassesupontomyheadandeyeingthe

fencethatseparatedourhouses.Annoyedwasn’tevenawordthatIwouldusetodescribehowIwas

feelingatthispoint.Threedaysworthofconstructionandtheystillweren’tdonewithwhatevershitit

wasthattheyweredoingoverthere.

Withahuff,IshovedfromthehammockwhereIwassupposedtobereadingtwoARCsfor

authorsIlovedandwalkedinsidethehouse.Iwasgoingtoseeifmymotherwouldtakecareofthisissue

soIcouldgetbacktomyregularprogrammedreadingschedule.

“Icannotfocuswithallthedrillingandhammeringgoingonoutthere,”Icomplained,leaning

ontothemarbleislandwheremymotherwasslicinglemonsforthefreshlemonadeshewasmaking.

Sheliftedhersoftbrowneyestomine,“Maybethat’sagoodthing.Allyoueverdoisread.I

thinkyoushouldusthistimetodosomethingmoreproductive.”Okay,sonowIwasmoreannoyed.

“Readingisproductive.Justbecauseyoudon’tread,doesn’tmeanit’sauselesshobby.”I

scoffedupsetthatshewasn’tseeingthisforwhatitreallywas,acompleteandutternuisance.

Sheplacedtheknifedownonthecuttingboardandpickedupthelemons,placingtheminthe

pitchernexttoher.Then,shepickedupthewoodenspoonandstirredthecontentsofthedrinktogether.

“Isabella,readingisagreathobby,whenitdoesn’ttakeupyourentirelife.Nowdomeafavor,

sinceyouseemtobesoannoyedwiththeArmstrongtwins,whodoexcellentworkbytheway,andbring

thispitcheroflemonadeovertothem.”

Myfaceturnedtostone.Shehadtobekiddingme.Thefatesweren’tonmygoddamnside,that

wasforsure.

“Hereareacoupleofcups.Nowgetgoing.They’vegottobethirstywiththeheatoutthere

today.”Sheallbutshovedmeoutthedoor,thecontentsofthepitchersloshingagainstthesidesofthe

glasswiththemovement.Iwantedtotellhertogodoitherself,butIlovedmymomandrespectedher

morethanthat.Whensheaskedmetodosomething,Ididit.

SowhileIwasunhappythatIhadtodoit,Istillmarchedmyhappyassovertherefullyreadyto

providetheso-calledArmstrongtwinswithsomefreshlymadelemonade.

Ifollowedthefencelinetothefrontofthehouseandthenslippedovertotheothersideofthe

fenceintotheyardtheywereworkingon.Therewerenumeroustoolslyingonthegrass,somanythatI

hadtowatchwhereIwassteppingsoIdidn’ttrip.Withmyeyesontheground,Ididn’tnoticethe

deliciousmalespecimenbeforeme.Instead,Iranheadonintohim,mychestcollidingwithhissweaty

one.MyeyesliftedalmostimmediatelythegripIhadonthepitcheroflemonadeslippingfrommygrasp.

Hecaughtitjustinthenickoftime,takingthepitcheroutofmyhandssoIwouldn’tspillit.

Ashedidso,hisfingersgrazedmineandboltofelectricityranthroughme,sendingathrobbing

sensationstraighttomycore.

Icouldn’ttakemyeyesoffthebeastofaman,whowasshirtlesswithabodytodiefor.My

eyesslidupanddownhisbodynumeroustimestakinginhisolivecomplexionandeverytightmuscleand

diphehadondisplaybeforecomingtoastoponhishandsomeface.Hisfeaturesweremanly,older,and

rough.Hehadslightstubblethatmarredhischeeksandchin,andapairofdarkcoffeebrowneyesthat

werefilledwithwonderashelookeddownatme.

“Ummm…”Istumbledovermywords,completelytakenabackbythishandsomeashellman.

Heloomedabovemeatleastafoottallerthanmyfivefoottwostature.

“Oooo.Lemonade.”Anothermalevoicemetmyearsandatinglewentdownmyspineasmy

eyeshonedinontheownerofsaidvoice.MyheartthuddedloudlyinmychestasIswallowedpastthe

lumpofcouragethathadescapedmeandfoundanewhomeinmythroat.

SweetbabyJesusinamangertheywerefuckingtwins,andidenticalonesatthat.Icouldfeel

mycheeksheatingasIogledtheothertwinjustasmuchasIhadhisbrother.Theylookedexactlythe

same,theyevenhadthesameeight-packabs.

“Thisisforusright?”Thebrotherinfrontofmequestioned.Withaneyebrowraisedanda

devilishgrinformingonhislips,hebroughtthepitchertohislipsandtookagulpofthesweetlemonade.

Oh,howIwishedtobethatdamnpitcherrightnow.

“Uhyes,”Imumbled,mypalmssweating.Ithadtobetheheat,becausetherewasjustnoway

thatthesetwomenwerecausingmetofeelallhotandbothered.

“Good.”Twinnumbertworippedthepitcherawayfromhisbrother,takingasloppydrink,

causingsomeofthelemonadetomisshismouthanddripdownhischinandontohischest.Ibittheinside

ofmycheek,stoppingmyselffromlickingmyownlips.Oh,howIwantednothingmorethantorunmy

tongueagainstthemusclesofhisstomachandchest.

Forfuck'ssake,Ineededtogetmyovariesundercontrol,betteryetthesepeskyhormonesof

mine.

“Thankyou,sweetheart.”MyheartthuddedloudlyinmyearsandIswearIwasasecondaway

fromwipingthedroolthatwassurelydrippingfrommylips.Holyhellthereweretwoofthem.

“You’rewelcome.Mymothermadeitforyou.Shesaidtheworkyoutwodoisexcellent.”Ihad

noideawhyIsaidthelastpart.Iwasjustbabbling.Thetwinslookedateachother,thenbackatme.I

couldseeamischievousglintinboththeireyes.

“I’mLogan.”Twinnumberonewhoseemedtobethewell-manneredoneofthetwoannounced.

Thenhehookedhisthumbinthedirectionofhisbrother.“AndthatassholeisLuke.”

Icouldn’thelpbutsmile,eventhoughontheinsideittotallyfeltwrong.Iwasn’tthehappygo

luckytypeandIdefinitelywasn’tthetypetofawnovertwomen,butthesetwowerewaytoogorgeousto

notnotice.

“Andyournameis?”Luke,whowasdefinitelymoreofabadboyquestioned,leaninghisarm

againsthisbrother’sshoulder.Theybothstaredatmewaitingforananswer.

“Isabella.”Iquipped,movingfromfoottofootnervously.Iwasanaturalintrovertwho

normallyspentallhertimeinafictionallandcreatedbyauthors.Iwasprettysuretheycouldseethe

anxietyrollingoffofmeinwaves,becauseLogantookthetwoglassesIhadbroughtandplacedthemona

nearbybrick.Hetookthepitcherfrommeandpouredsomelemonadeineachindividualglass.

Whenhewasdone,hepassedthepitcherbacktomewithatight-lippedsmilethatsaidGetout

ofhere,SweetCheeks.But,yousee,Iwasagluttonforpunishment,andhadthisdesiredeepdowninmy

bellytogettoknowthesetwobetter.

Thefeelingsoflustanddesiretheyweregivingmewerealmostoverwhelming.Yet,Iwanted

themasthegirlIwas,theintrovertwithhervirginitystillintact.Howwasthatevenpossible,beingthe

personIwas?

Pretendyou’reher,thegirlinthebook.

MysubconsciouswasadirtylittlebitchsometimesandifanyoneaskedIwouldblamethe

thingsIwasabouttosayonher.

“Mymomhassomeoldpiecesoffencethatneedtobereplacedandthenpainted.Doyouthink

youguyswouldbeupforthejob?”Ifitgavememoretimewiththemthenmaybe,maybe…

“Psh,thequestioniscanyouhandleus,babe?”Luketaunted,liftinghiseyebrows.Myeyes

roamedoverhisbodyoncemore,takinginthefactthathewaswearingnothingmorethanasnugpairof

bluejeansandworkboots.

Menwholookedthisgoodshouldn’tbeallowedtoroamtheEarthwithoutatleastashirton.

“Um,comeovertomorrowatnine.”Ibitmylip,aredblushcreepingupmycheeksasI

realizedIhadjustorderedthemtodosomething.Withoutthought,Iturnedonmyheelsandheaded

towardsthegatetoleave,myflip-flopsslappingagainstthebrickwalkwaytheywereworkingon.

“Heynow…”Loganexclaimed,hishandlandingonmyshoulderstoppingmefromgoingastep

further.“Howoldareyou?”Heasked,hisvoicedeep,husky,andalluring.Iwantedtowrapmyselfupin

hisvoice.

“Eighteen.Why?”Iretortedoutofcuriosity,wantingtoknowexactlywhymyagewasafactor

inanything.

“Oh.Noreason.Wejustwantedtomakesurewecouldbehomealonewithyouifyourmom

wasn’ttherewhenwecametomorrow.”HishandfellfrommyshoulderandIfeltthewarmthleavingmy

bodyasitdid.Iwasavirgin,awomanwhohadneverfelttruepleasure,butwhenhetouchedme,Icould

feelsomething,somethingdeep.Itbloomedinmychestandradiateddownmybody,settlingintomycore.

Ilickedmylips,“Shehastoworktomorrow,butI’llletherknowyou’recomingover.”

“Good.Good.”Hesmiled,steppingawayfromme.Myinsideswereburning,mybodybegging

metoreachoutandtouchhimagainorlethimtouchme.Ignoringthefeeling,Iwalkedtowardsmyown

house,thepitcheroflemonadeinhand.AssoonasImadeitintomyownyard,myeyescastaglareatthe

pitcher,intheveryplacewherethetwinshadplacedtheirlips.LipsthatIwantedonme.

FuckingChrist.Iwasscrewed.

“Niceboy’saren’tthey?”Mymother’svoicestartledme,causingmetojostlingthepitcher,

whichinturncausedittospillacrossmychest.WorstofallIwaswearingawhitet-shirt.

“Goodnessgracious,Mom.Pleaseletmeknownexttimeyou’regoingtopopupoutofthinair.”

Igrowled,angrilyplacingthepitcheronthepatiotable.ThenIpulledmyshirtoffovermyhead,catching

oneofthetwin’sfaceslookingoverthefenceanddirectlyatme,averyshirtlessme.

“I’vebeenstandinghereforsometimewatchingyoueyemypitcheruplikeitcrackedyour

Kindlescreenorsomething.”Iwasarousedandembarrassedallatonce.Howthefuckdidthishappen?

ThetwinduckedhisheadbackbehindthefenceandIturnedaroundtofacemymom.

“Yeah,they’reniceboys…thoughtheylooktobemorelikemen,butIsupposethat’smyown

opinion.”Ipickedthepitcherupoffthetableandhandedittoher.Shestartedatmeforamomentbefore

speakinginahushedvoice.

“Don’tyoueventhinkaboutstartingsomethingwiththem.They’remucholderthanyou

Isabella,andyoudon’tneedyourheartbroken.”Irolledmyeyesather,knowingdamnwellanythingshe

toldmeIcouldn’tdo,Iwould.

I’dtakebothofthem.Oneinmymouth,andoneinmycunt.Then,Iwouldbreaktheirhearts.

ChapterTwo

Logan

Ihadahardonthemomentsheleft,andthathardononlyseemedtogrowharderasIpeekedover

thefencecatchingaglimpseofIsabellainnothingbutherbra,andshortdenimshorts.

“Fuck!”ThewordcameoutinahissasIstrokedmycock,fistingitroughlyinmyhand,all

whileimaginingIsabella’stightcuntaroundit.IfIthoughtaboutitlongenoughthenmaybeitwouldcome

true,right?

Shutup,she’sbarelylegal.ThethoughtpoppedinmymindjustasIfoundmyrelease,hotcum

sputteringoutofmeandagainsttheshowerwall.Tinglesofpleasurewentupanddownmyspine,andfire

filledmybellyasIcontinuedtostrokemycock,eversogentlymilkingmyreleaseuntiltherewasnothing

left.

“Stopbeatingoff,andhurrythefuckup.Wegottobeatthatchick’shouseintenminutesandif

youaren’tinthetruckandreadytogo,I’mgoingtosinkmycockintohervirginpussybeforeyoudo.”

Luketeased.

Ishutthewateroffandopenedtheshowercurtaingrabbingthetoweloffthevanity.Iwrapped

itaroundmymid-sectionandopenedthebathroomdoor,angernowreplacingthepleasurethatwasjust

consumingmesecondsago.

Onlymytwinbrothercouldruinagoodhandjob.

“Firstoff,thejobwouldn’tevenbeoursifitweren’tformeandtwo,howthefuckdoyou

knowshe’savirgin?”Iwasaladiesmanandhadsleptwithalotofwomenbutavirgin,orbetteryeta

barelylegalvirgin,wassomethingIhadnevertaintedbefore.Themerewordcomingfromhismouthwas

theonlythingIcouldthinkabout.Ididn’tevencarethatheaccusedmeofbeatingoff,it’snotlikeit

wasn’ttrue.

LukesmiledatmelikeheknewsomethingIdidn’tknow.“Logan,Logan,Logan.Myyoung

Padawan,thefactthatshe’seighteenandlooksasifshewouldratherbeburiedinabookthanstuck

servinglemonadetotwomennextdoorjustgivesheraway.Thatandsheblushedasshewaseyeingus

up,anywomanthat’sbeenwitharealmanwouldn’tblushovertwohandsomestudslikeourselves.”I

couldn’tevenstopmyselfifItriedfromrollingmyeyes.Hemust’vethoughtIwaseitherhighorfucking

dumb.

“Justbecausesomeoneblusheswhenyoutalktothemdoesn’tautomaticallymakethemavirgin.

IfuckedLilydowntheblockthreeweeksago,andIcantellyourightnowsheisn’tavirgin,noteven

close,andsheblushesafuckinglot.”Ifinishedwalkingawayfromhimandintomybedroomwhile

dryingoff,hopinghewouldtakehisstupidtheoryandshoveituphisass.Isabellawaswaytoofucking

beautifultobethatpure.

IpulledonmydarkgreenHenleyandsteppedintoapairofwornbluejeans.ThenIdriedmy

hair,leavingitadisheveledmessandputonsomedeodorantandcologne.Iwasn’tasvainasmybrother

Luke,whospentatleastahalfanhourstaringathimselfinthemirrordaily.

“Hurrythefuckupbeautyqueen,we’regoingtobelate.”Lukeholleredacrossthehousejustas

Idescendedthestairs,andbecauseofhiscommentsaboutIsabella,Ineededtomakemymotivesabout

hercleartohim.Sometimeswesharedwomen,andIhadnoqualmsaboutit,butifIsabellawasaspure

asLukeclaimedhertobethenshewasmine,allfuckingmine,andanychanceofhimfuckingherbefore

mewasslimtonone.

“Iwanttomakeitclearnow,justsothereisn’tanybadbloodbetweenus,ifIsabellaisaspure,

andnaïveasyouclaimhertobethenshe’sminetotake.YoucanhaveherafterItakeherbutIwon’t

shareLuke,notthistime.”Thewordsrippedfrommythroatfiercely.Ididn’tevenknowwhyIwas

feelingthesefuckingemotions,especiallywhenLukewasprobablywrong.

Lukegrinnedatme,“Iwantherjustasbadbro,butsinceyou’rethemoregentleofthetwoofus

I’llletyouhaveherfirst,butafterthat,ifshesays‘Iwantyourcock,Luke,’thenI’mgoingtogiveherall

eightthrobbinginchesofmyself.Understand?”Icouldn’tevenhelpthesmilethatformed,norcouldIhide

it.WhenmybrotherandIfuckeditwasusuallythesamechick,onceortwice.Neitherofushadtimefor

love,sowhenwedidscrewsomeonetheyknewtheterms.That’swhyifIsabellawasavirgingettingher

toagreetosaidtermswouldbehard,hellgettinghertolowersovirginalpantiesatallwouldbehard.

“Thencomethecomethefuckonasshole,let'sgoseethebarelylegalvirgin.”Islippedmyfeet

intomybootsandlacedtheminrecordtime.MybodywashummingbythetimeImadeitouttothetruck.

Lukewasdrivingtoday,andthatwasagoodthing,becauseforsomeoddfuckingreasonIwasallshaken

up.

Mypalmsweresweating,mystomachwaschurning,andifIwasbeingcompletelyhonest,I

wonderedifshewouldevenletmetouchher.Aroughedupconstructionworkerwithalessthanstellar

pastthatshedidn’tknow.Ifshewassmartshewouldn’t.

“Don’tover-fucking-thinkit,bro.We’vefuckedgirlslikeherbeforeandyouknowshewantsit.

Didyouseethewayshestaredatus?Thewayherpinktongueslippedoutoverherbottomlip?Icould

practicallyseeeverysinglefantasyshe’severhad,onherface.Icanreadherlikeabook.She’sreadyfor

us.”LuketriedtoconvincemeeventhoughIdidn’treallyneedmuch.

IwasjustworriedaboutthefeelingsIwashavingtowardsher.Sincethemomentsheshowed

upwiththatpitcheroflemonade,Iwantedtogettoknowherandtokissherandseeifherbodywould

meltintomytouch.

WhenIlookedintoherhazelcoloredeyestherewasastorythatwasbeggingtobetold,asecret

justformeandthedesiretounravelherwasconsuming.Iwasthankfulasfuckwhenshetoldmeshewas

oflegalage,andevenmorethankfulIwouldgettoseeheragain.

WhenwefinallypulleduptothecurbbyherhouseInoticedherMom’scarwasgone,andfor

somesinisterreasonthatmademewanttojumpforfuckingjoy.WouldIgettotouchherforthefirsttime

today?Wouldshetasteasgoodasshelooked?Allthesethoughtsranthroughmindatlightningspeed.

Iopenedthetruckdoor,myeyeszeroinginonIsabellathroughthebigbaywindowthatlookedout

onthestreet.Mycockalreadygrowinghardatthemerethoughtofbeinginherpresenceagain.

Lukewasgrinningfromeartoearaswewalkedupthewalkwaytothefrontdoor.Heknewjust

howfuckinghardforherIwasandhewasgoingtouseitagainstmeateveryturntoday.

“Hi…”Isabellagreetedusatthedoorhervoicealmostmeek,asparkofexcitementforminginher

eyes.

Yeah,baby,beexcited,I’mabouttorockyourworld.

“Hi,Isabella.Wanttoshowuswherewe’regoingtobeworkingtoday?”SomehowIwasableto

stringwordstogetherthatdidn’tincludeshucktheyogapantsandbendoverforme.

Shesmiledandmyheartexploded,herwhiteteethfullyondisplay.Herskinwasdarkandyou

couldtellitwasn’tafakeandbakekindofthing.ShewasnaturallytanjustlikeIwas.Myeyesraked

overherface,hersoftfemininefeaturessettingmybodyonfire.Imademywaydownherbody,overher

perkytitsandslim,yetcurvywaiststoppingonceIcametohersandal-coveredfeet.

“Umm,ohyeah.Followme.I’llshowyou.”Sheturnedonherheelsandreleasedherholdonthe

door,allowingustofinallystepinside.Lukewasthefirsttocrossthethreshold,hiseyesclearlyon

Isabella’sass.

“It’smine,fucker,”IgrowledundermybreathcatchingupwithhimjustasIsabellaenteredwhat

seemedtobethekitchen.

“NotifIclaimitfirst.Ibetyouherassisavirginifherpussyisn’t.”Lukeboastedlikeheknew

everything.

“Whatwasthat?’Shetwistedbackaroundherdark,almostblack,hairflippingoverhershoulder

withthemovement.

“Nothing,wewerejustadmiringthebeautyofthehouse.”Lukesmiles,throwingawinkinmy

direction.Acidfilledmyveinsasanger,anemotionIhadn’treallyeverfeltformybrother,startedto

build.

Isabellasmiled,hereyesmeetingmine.“Ilovethishouse.MymomandIhavelivedheresinceI

wasfive.Everythingyouseedonehereshehasdoneherself.”Iadmirethewayshetalksabouthermother

andIcouldtellrightoffthebatthattheloveshehadforherwasgenuine.

“Thenhavingusdothisworkforherwillbeablessing,right?”Iconceded.Shetippedherchinup

anddown,beforeturningaroundandguidingustherestofthewayoutside.

Thetemperaturewasalreadyrisingandhotterthanitwastenminutesago,soIknewitwasgoing

tobeawarmone,andnotjustbecauseIwasinIsabella’scompany.

LukeandIlookedoutontothehugebackyard.Therewaslushgrassthatcoveredthegroundanda

five-footwoodenfencethatwasindefiniteneedofpaintandattentionthatlinedthepropertyline.Asmall

storageshedwassituatedofftotherightsideoftheyard.

Focus,dude.

Anyotherdayitwould’vebeeneasytofocusonthetaskathand,exceptfortodayoranydaythat

Isabellawaswithintenfeetofme.HowthefuckwasIsupposedtooperateadrillwhenallIcouldthink

aboutdoingwasdrillingher.

“I’llgetthesuppliesfromthetruck.Doyouwanttowalkthefencelineandseewhatboardsneed

tobereplaced…?”IcouldhearLuketalking,butmyeyesweregluedonIsabella.

“Logan…?”Lukeurgedmeonwardwithashovetotheshoulderasheslippedbackintothe

houseleavingIsabellaandmealoneatlast.Thewayshewaslookingatmerightnowmademewantto

takeherintothetinylittleshedanddoverybadthingstoher.

“Letmeshowyouwherethepaintis.”AsifoncueshestartedinthedirectionoftheshedandI

knewthenwewereboththinkingthesamedamnthing.Assoonassheopenedthedoorandsteppedinside

Ididsoaswell.

Iwantedher,neededher,cravedherfuckingbody,andIwasgoingtotouchandlickeverysingle

pieceofherfleshonewayoranother.

“It’srightdownhere.”Shebentover,givingmeafullfewofherass.Iscrubbedahanddownmy

facetellingmyselftotakeadeepbreath.Ineededtoeaseintothis,notjustpossessherlikeacrazedman,

atleastnotyet.

“IfI’mreadingyouright…”Ibentoverhersmallframemybodypressingfirmlyagainsthers,my

cockcenteredagainstherass.“ThenIthinkyou’reattractedtome.”Ipantedinherear,hersweetfucking

virginalscentcascadingovermysenses.Shesmeltpure,likethewhitestdaisyinthegardenuntouchedby

thewindorrain,aflowerthathadyettobepicked.

Shebackedherassupintomygroinandmyhandsmovedallontheirowngrippinghercurvyhips

tightlyholdingherinplace.

“That’sbecauseIam.”Shepurred,lookingatmeoverhershoulder.Myfingerssunkharderinto

hersoftfleshastheimageofmepoundingdeepintoherpussyformedinmymind.

“Watchit,sweetheart.I’mapatientman,butwithyourpussymeremillimetersawayhidden

behindascrapoffabricthatcouldeasilyberippedaway,Iwouldn’tpushmemuchharder.Thatisunless

youwantfuckedrighthere,rightnow?”Iquestioned,aneyebrowraised,asInippedattheskinonthe

backofherneck.Shemeltedintomytouch,hersoftmoanofpleasurenearlymakingmecreaminmy

jeans.

“WhatifIsaidyes?”Thesoundofhervoiceandthewordsshesaidcausedsomethingtosnap

insideme.Withoutthoughtmyhandsnakedaroundthefrontofherbody,claspingaroundherthroatasI

forcedherbodytomovewithmineintoastandingposition.OurchestswereflushtogetherandIcould

feeleverybreaththatenteredandexitedherlungs.Herpussywasrightthere,probablysoakedformy

cock.Ididn’tknowforsure,butIwasabouttofindout.

“Areyousure?I’mnotsureagoodgirllikeyoucanhandleacocklikemine.”Igrowled,feeling

thejumpofherpulseagainstmyfingers.

Shewiggledherassagainstmygroin,andadeepgroanofpleasurerippedfrommythroat.FuckI

wantedher,sowhywasIholdingback?

“Iwantyou.”Shewhimpered,oneofherhandsfindingitswaybetweenourbodies,whereshe

grippedmycocktightlyinhersmallpalm.Myheadfellbackagainsttheshedwallasherfingersexplored

mycockthroughmyjeans.IfitwasthisgoodwithmypantsonthenIcouldn’timaginewhatitwouldbe

likewithnoclothingon.

“Iwantyourcock,Logan.”Icouldn’tseeherface,butIcouldpictureherlustfuleyesinmymind

andknewIneededtotouchher.Ireleasedmyholdonherthroatandtrailedmyhanddownoverherchest,

whereIsqueezedonetitinmypalm.ShehadtobeatleastadoubleD,andIcoulddefinitelyworkwith

that.

“Ihavetoknow…”Ipanted,releasinghertitroughly,myhandfindingthebandofheryogapants.

“Areyoureallythispureorisitallagame?”MybreathfannedagainsthercheekasIpulledhertighter

againstmychest,myhandslippingintothefrontofherpants.

“Whydon’tyoufindout.”?Shetauntedme,knowingthatIwaswithinasecondofclaimingher

withmyfingers.

“Ifyouwish,”Iwhispered,takingherearlobebetweenmyteeth.Myfingersdriftedoverthefront

ofhercottonpanties,adevilishsmilepullingatmylips.Shearchedherfurtherintomytouch,asoneI

drewlazycirclesaroundherclit.Notfullytouchingitbutnotignoringit.

“Ahhh…”Herpantofpleasurewassosweet,sointoxicating.Iwantedtoeatherrightthefuckup.

“I’mgoingtomakeyoucomesohard,Isabella,”IwarnedherlettingherknowwhatitwasthatI

hadplannedforher.WitheveryshredofmypatiencegoneIshovedherpantiestotheside,myfingers

grazingagainstsilkysmoothskin.

Fuckyes.Ilovedasmooth,cleanlyshavedpussy.

Myhandcreptlowerfindingherhoneyholeinstantly.Shewasdrenchedinherjuiceshadtohave

beensoakingthroughherpanties.MygringrewwiderasIsankonefingerknuckledeepintohertight

hole.AsIdidsoshemewledlikeacat,clearlypleasedwithwhereIwastakingthings.

“Doesyouruntaintedpussywantmore?”Igrowled,myfingerslippinginandoutofherwithease,

hertightholesqueezingmyfinger.Pleasurefilledmyveins,asIcontinuedtopumpinandoutofher,

waitingforhertobegformorebecauseIknewshewould.

“Harder.Faster.Ineedmore.”Shecroakedhervoicecrackingasshebeggedmetogiveher

exactlywhatsheneededforherrelease.Icouldfeelherentirebodytighteninmyarms.

“Logan…”IcouldhearLukecallingouttome,hewasoffinthedistancebutitwouldn’tbelong

untilhewasrightontopofus,andasbadlyasIhatedtoIneededtospeedthingsupabit.AsIslippeda

secondfingerintoher,Icurleditupwardstryingtofindherhiddengem.

“Logan…He’scoming…”ShepantedandIcouldhearthefearinhervoice.Thethoughtofbeing

caughtscaredher.

“Nobaby,youare.”Ipurredintoherearjustasherpussytightenedaroundmyfingers,herentire

bodyconvulsedasshecame,herwarmjuicescoatingmypalmwithhersweetmuskyscent.

Iinhaledthroughmynostrilstakinginherscentonelasttimebeforereleasingherpullingmyhand

outofherpanties,andputtingthetwofingersIhadinsidehermomentsagorightintomymouth.

SheturnedaroundandInoticedthenthathereyesweresleepy,butfilledwithexcitementasshe

watchedmesuckherjuicesoffofmyfingers,hersaltytastelingeringonmytonguelongafterIswallowed

everysweetdropofherrelease.

“Nexttime,I’mgoingtofuckyou,andyou’regoingtoscreammynamesoloudthateveryonewill

knowthemanthat’smeetingyoureveryneedisme.”Iforcedmyselftostepawayfromherandoutofthe

tinylittleshedbeforeIdidsomethingcrazylikeripeveryshredofherclothingawayandburymyselfto

thehiltinherpurepussy.MyeyescollidedwithLuke’sacrossthelawn,thatknowitallsmirkformingon

hisfaceonceagain.

Icouldn’tlieandsayhewaswrong.Herpussywaswaytootighttohavebeentakenbyanother

man,hellmytwofingersbarelyfit.

Yeah,Iwasabastardfortakingfromher,butIgaveherarelease.Igaveherpassion,and

rawness.ShehadnoideajustwhatIhadinstoreforher.

ChapterThree

Isabella

MybodyhummedandlightningflashedbeforemyeyesasIfellapartinLogan’sarms.Hisfingers

playedmagicallyagainstmyclitandpussyasifIwasaninstrumentthatwastobeplayed.

WhenhepulledhisfingersfrommypussyIfeltlostandcoldinside,thatisuntilIwatchedhimlap

upmyreleaseoffhisfingers.Hesuckedthemuntiltherewasnothingleft,andnotasingledropofjuice

remained.

Firefilledmybelly,thedesiretolethimtakemerightherewithhisbrotherwatchingwasall

consuming.IneededhimlikeIneededair,andIdidn’tevenknowhim.Notintheleastbit.ButIwould

gettoknowhim,insideandout,becausewhathadjustoccurredbetweenusamomentagowouldhappen

again.

Healreadyannouncedthatbystakingclaimonmyvirginity.Knowingthatourlipswouldn’tbe

touchingandhishandswouldn’tbedriftingatleastforafewmorehoursIwalkedslowlyacrosstheyard

andintothehousegrabbingmyKindleoffthekitchencounter.

Iwouldread,oratleasttryto,whiletheyworked.Iploppeddowninoneofthepatiochairsand

turnedmyKindleon.MyeyeswanderedacrosstheyardtowhereLoganpaintedthedrabcoloredfence

withanewredstainwhileLukeremovedtheoldwoodenboardsthatlookedliketheywereabouta

secondfromfallingover.

WhatareyoudoingIsabella?Thethoughthitmeoutofnowhere.WhatwasIdoing?Lettingan

oldermanrockmyworldlikenotevenImyselfcould.Havingthemcomeoverhereandworkwithout

tellingmymother,shewasgoingtokillmeanditwasonlygoingtogetworseoncewereceivedthebill

fromthem.

“Fuck…”Ibentoverholdingmyheadbetweenmylegs.MaybeIcouldworksomethingoutwith

themsotheywouldletthepaymentgo.MyeyesmetLogan’sacrossthelawn.Hewasstaringatme,

watchingme.TherewasapossessivenesstothewayhelookedatmeandIlovedit.Itmademewanthim

more.

“IsabellaRodriguez,whatisgoingonhere!?”Ihadn’theardmymotherpullintothedrivewayor

openthefrontdoor.IwassodistractedbyLoganthatanythingotherthanhimslippedmymind.

“Mom!”Irushedfromthepatiochair,meetingherattheslidingglassdoors.“Iuhh,havea

surpriseforyou?Atleastitwould’vebeenhadyounotshownupoutoftheblue.Iaskedthetwinsifthey

wouldcomeoverandfixthefenceforyou.”Shelookedangrilyatthetwinsandthenme,oratleastIwas

sureshewaslookingatthem.

“Isabella,Idonothavemoneytopayforserviceslikethis.It’sverythoughtful,sweetheart,but

youandIcould’veeasilydonethisononeofmydaysoff.”Irritationwasrollingoffofherinwavesand

mypulsespedupatthethoughtofhertellingthembeforeIcould.

“It’s….It’sokayMom.Iaskedthemiftheycoulddonatetheirtime.Theyweresothankfulfora

cooldrinkyesterdaythattheyhadnoproblemhelpingremoveacoupleboardsandpaintthefence.”I

smiled,lyingthroughmyteeth.Iwantedtofeelbadfordoingso,butcouldn’t.

Notwhentheonereasontotellawhiteliewascurrentlyinmybackyard,shirtless,stainingmy

fence.

“Isabella.”Mymother’sSpanishaccentgrewthickasshestartedsputteringoffingibberish,

whichbasicallymeantshewaspissedoffaboutitbutthatshewouldletitslide.Whichmademejumpfor

joybecauseIcouldtellthetwinsonmyowntermswhatwasgoingonwithoutmymotherheretomakea

bigscene.

“Sinceyouinvitedthemhere,makethemlunch.Itwouldbethenicethingtodo.”IknewIwould

bedealingwithapissymotherforacoupleofdaysbutitwouldbeworthit,eventually.AfterIgotLogan

betweenmylegsagain.

Asfastasmymothercame,shewasgone,havingtogetbacktothehospitalwhereshewasdoing

adoubleshiftasanurse.

Igaveherahuggoodbyeandpulledoutthelunchmeat,cheese,lettuce,mayo,andtomatofromthe

fridge.ThenIgrabbedtheloafofbreadonthecounterandstartedmakingsandwiches.Imadetwoeach

forLoganandLukeandthenoneformyself.Grabbingtwobottlesofwater,andthenthesandwiches,

whichIhadplacedinZiplocbags,Imademywayintothebackyard.

Lukewasthefirsttoturnaround.SweattrickleddownhischestandthoughIdidn’twanthimas

badlyasIwantedhisbrother,IknewLukewouldbejustassatisfyinginbedasLoganwould.

“Icomebearinggifts.”Igreeted,handingthemeachaZiplocbagandwaterbottle.Logandidn’t

sayanything,hejuststaredatme,hiseyeseatingthroughmyclothingandintothedeepconfinesofmy

chest.

“Well,that’sdifferent,becauseusuallywhenIcome,it’smewhoisbearingthegiftsbut…”Luke

wascutoffLogan’srobustvoicechiminginoverhis.“Eatyourfoodandbedonewithit,bro.”

IcouldtellfromthelookinLogan’seyesthatsomethingwasbotheringhim;Ijustdidn’thavethe

couragetoaskhimwhatitwasyet.

“Thankyouforthefood.Iseeyourmotherstoppedby.”Sweatformedagainstmypalms.He

noticed,fuck.

“Yesshedid.Shesaidyouguysweredoingareallygoodjobandshecouldn’twaittoseethe

finishedproduct.”Nervousnessthickenedinmybelly,mypulsespikingbecauseIcouldtellheknewI

waslying.

Lukeraisedaneyebrowatme,“Shesoundedawfullymadforasecond,though.Whatwasthatall

about?”Hedidn’tseemtooeager,orreallythatinterestedinknowingtheanswer.Itwasmorehim

mentioningsomethingthathenoticed.

“Ohthat,shewasjustupsetwithsomethingthattookplaceatwork.Iwasjusttalkingheroffthat

cliffthatparentsgetonsometimes.”Ilaughed,butitwasfake,andIwasprettysuretheybothcouldsee

rightthroughit.

“Hmmm….”Loganstarted,justasLuketurnedaroundtwistingthecapoffhiswaterbottleand

downingtheliquid.“Lyingisn’taverygoodthingtodo,Isabella.Infact,itmakesmyhandabit

twitchy…”

Oh,fuck.Mypussyclenchedandmybodyhummedwithneed.Thefirehehadstartedinmybelly

earlierreignitedtheflameslowlyresurfacing.

“Lying?Me.Never.”Icooed.Logangrinnedfromeartoear.

“Ohyou’relying,andbothLukeandIknowit.Theproblemiswedon’tknowwhatitisthat

you’relyingabout.”Iwasn’tafraid,notofLogan.Iknewhewouldn’thurtme.Therewassomethingabout

himthatpromisedpleasureandnothingelse.

“Well,Iguessyou’llhavetotakemeoveryourkneethentofindout,huh?”Itaunted,wantinghim

tospankmyassuntilitwascherryred.Yeah,IwasavirginbutIwasn’tanun.IknewwhatIlikedand

didn’tlike,andIhaddonenearlyeverythingotherthanfuck.Iwasjustsavingitfortheperfecttime,and

theperfectman,ormen.

“Oh,youwantyourassspankednowdo,ya?”Lukechimedinthistime,awickedglintofpleasure

inhiseyes.Theheatofthesunbakedagainstmyneck,andmybodygrewhotterwitheverypassing

second.

Inoddedmyheadyes,unabletospeak.

Lukelickedhislipsasifhewasreadytotakemeacrosshiskneerightthissecond.Logan,onthe

otherhand,lookedlikehewouldratherfuckmeinstead.

“Tomorrow,prettygirl.Wehavesomeworkthatneedstobefinishedhereandthenanotherjobto

doafterthis,buttomorro,thatcuntofyoursismine.Doyouunderstand?”Logandemanded.

“Yes,sir.”Iwasn’tsurewherethesirpartcamefrombutIreaditinoneofmyeroticnovelssoI

knewmenlikedtobecalledsirandmastersometimes.IfIwasbeinghonestthoughthisrivaledanythingI

hadeverread.Nothinggotmehotter,ormyheartbeatingfasterthanthesetwomen.OneofwhichIwas

certainIwasdevelopingacrushon.

“Good,nowgositbackdownonthepatiochairandplayonthattabletofyourswhileyouwatch

uswork.It’llgiveyousomethingtoflickthebeantolatertonightwhenyou’rethinkingaboutus.”Luke

smirked,crinklingthewaterbottleinhishand,thepleasurefilledglintstillinhisdeepbrowneyes.

Reluctantly,IdidasIwastold,takingmyassbacktothechairwhereIwatchedthemremove

everyboardthatwasbadfromthefence.Asafternoonturnedtoeveningandthetimecameforthemto

leave,acoldvoidformedinmychest.Ithadonlybeenonedaywiththem,onedayofpleasureandI

hadn’thadnearlyenough.Ineededmoretimewiththem.

Ineededtheirhandsonmemore,andbothofthemtokissmeandpossessmelikeawomanshould

trulybepossessed.

“Seeyoutomorrowsweetheart,”Loganwhisperedasheleftthehouse.Icouldtellitwashardfor

himtodoso,hisbodyshakingwiththeneedtobeclosetome.Still,heleft,himandhisbrothergetting

intotheirtruckandleaving.

“Fuck….”Imutteredtomyself,shuckingmyyogapantsjustastheypulledfromthecurb.Theonly

wayIknewhowtokeepthefeelingalivewastoevokeitfrommyselfsoIslippedmyhandintomy

pantiesandbroughtmyselftoorgasm,overandoveragain,untilIwastotiredtokeepmyeyesopenand

mymusclesachedandjustasmyeyesdriftedclosed,animageofLoganandLukebothstrokingtheirstiff

cocksappearedbeforeme.AsmilepulledatmylipsbeforeIfellintoadeeprestfulsleep.

ChapterFour

Logan

Ispentthemajorityofthenightheldupinmybedroomwithasix-packofbeertryingtogetthe

dirtylittleIsabellaoutofmymind.Excepteverytimemyeyesclosedevenforasecond,herfacewas

there,andthememoryofhermoansofpleasurefromearlierinthedaywerethereaswell,anditonlygot

worseonceIwenttosleep.Iwaseagerashelltogetovertoherhouseandspankherassforlyingtome

andIwascallingmybrotherinforhelp.WhateverhappenedbetweenIsabellaandhermomyesterday

wasn’tgoodandIhadafeelingithadsomethingtodowithLukeandIbeingthere.

Ishoweredanddressedinrecordtime,mybodyburningtotouchheronceagainandmaybethis

timeLukewouldgettoplayalittlebit.Iwouldn’teveradmititoutloud,butIwaspossessiveofIsabella.

EverybreathshetookIfeltwasmineandeverysingledropofpleasureshereceivedIwantedittobeat

myhand,notatLuke’sorsomeotherasshole’sbutatmine.

“Inthetruckwego…”Lukesnickered,knowingjusthoweagerIwastogetbacktoher.MaybeI

wouldfindawaytogetherbacktothehouse.AsIgazedoutthepassengerwindow,Icontemplatedthe

ideaofactuallyhavingmorethanjustsexwithher.WasthatevensomethingIcoulddo?Iwasbestknown

formybachelorwaysandrefusedtobetieddowntoonewoman,butIsabellastirredsomethinginme.

Shemadethebloodinmyveinsboil,andhertouchalonemeltedawayanycoldnessthattriedtosettle

overmyheart.

“Iknowyousaidyouwanthercherrybro,butI’mspankingthefuckoutofhertoday.Rightacross

thelongsofainherlivingroom.”JusthearingLuketalkaboutspankingIsabellaturnedmeon.Iwaspast

fixingthefenceorthemoneythatwewouldgetfromdoingthejob.Itwasallaboutherandmydesireto

possessherbody,andnotevenIcouldlietomyselfaboutwhatthisreallywasabout.

“I’mwatching.Iwanttoseeherpinkasscheeksandhearhermoansofpleasurewitheverysmack

ofyourhand.”Iclenchedmyfistsinmylapaconflictrisingdeepinsidemychest.IwantedLuketo

possessherbodytoo,butIwantedhertoonlywantmeandasselfishasthatmaybewas,IknewIwould

loseitifIfoundoutshewantedLuketoo.

“Youcanwatchbrother,butyoucan’ttouch.Notthistime.Thistimeshe’sminetodevour.”The

sinisterlookinhiseyesmademyheartthudloudlyinmyears.Ihadn’ttoldhimItouchedherpurepussy

yet,butIwaspositiveheknew.Imean,webothdidcomeoutoftheshedtogetherandheknewIwouldn’t

havejustbeenpussyfootingaround.Iwasaman,andIalwaysdoveheadfirstintoeverything.Iwanted

Isabella,soclaimingherwouldbenothingbutagoal,andIalwaysmetmygoals.Whenwepulledupto

thecurbacrossthestreetfromherhouse,Inoticedshewasstandinginfrontofthebaywindowagain.

Watching.Waiting.And,dareIsay,wanting?DidshefantasizeaboutmelikeIdidher?MaybeI

wouldaskher.

BeforeIevenrealizedit,myfeetwerecarryingmefromthetruckandupthesidewalktothefront

doorofherhouse.Shestoodbeforeuswithalookofsadnessinhereyes.

“What’samattersunshine,don’twanttotakeyourspankingstoday?”Luketaunted,tiltinghishead

ather.Shebitherbottomlipinworry.Didshehavesomethingtosay?

“Youcan’tbeheretoday…I…Ilied.”Shestumbledoverherwordslikeachildthatwasafraid

oftellingthetruth.LukeandIlookedateachothertryingtofigureoutwhatthehellitwasthatshewas

talkingabout.Whatdidshemeanwecouldn’tbehere?Wehadajobtodo,asidefromtryingtogetinto

herpanties.

“Andwhyisthat,Isabella?”Iquestioned,leaningintoherbody.Shetookastepbackasifshe

wasafraidofme.Didn’tsheknowIwouldneverhurther,physically?ThatIwouldonlybringher

pleasurethatborderedonpainandpleasure?

“Ilied.Iwantedtoseeyouguysagain…Iwantedyou….”Shelookedupatme,herinnocentdoe

eyesseeingrightthroughme.

UnderstandingformedonLuke’sfaceandIfollowedshortlyafter.Isabella’sfeaturesreflected

therealemotionsshewasfeeling.Aswecrossedthethresholdintothehouseandclosedthedoor,Luke

startedtospeak.

“Yourmomdidn’treallyneedworkdone,didshe?”Luke’svoicewascalmandcool.Isabella

lookedupatmeandshookherheadno,herteethstillworryingonherbottomlip.

“Welltheworkhasalreadystartedsweetheart,andifshedidn’treallyneedtheworkdonethen

thatmeansshehasnointentionofpayingus…andyouknowwhatthatmeansdon’tyou…?”Icould

practicallyseeIsabella’spulsejumpinherthroat.Iwouldneverlayahandonherperfectoliveskin,butI

wouldshownomercytoherpussyasImadeherfallapartaroundme.

“I’msurewecanworksomethingout…”Hervoicedidn’twobblewithfearatthethoughtof

whatmightoccur,insteadasparkofexcitementshowedinhereyes.Thatsparkthenlitmysexually

frustratedfuse,pushingmeovertheedge.Iwantedhersobadlyitalmosthurt.Theneedtohaveherwas

sooverwhelmingitalmostbroughtmetomyknees.

“Iknowexactlyhowyoucanpayoffalltheworkwe’vedonesofar.”Ileanedintoherbodyher

sweetpurescentfillingmynostrils.Icouldpracticallyseetheneedformycockrollingoffofherand

slammingintomelikewavesbreakingagainsttheocean.

“Whateveryouwant…Justpleasedon’ttellmymom.Iwantedtoseeyouagain,butIalso

wantedtodosomethingniceforher.IpromiseI’lldowhateveryouwantmeto.I’llrepayyou.”Herlong

browneyelashesfannedagainsthercheek,thedisappointmentshehadinherselfreflectedinherfeatures.

Icuppedherchininmyhand,asshelookedupatmelikeIheldtheentireworldinmyfucking

hands.

“Iwantyou,andIwantthatpurepussyofyourssqueezingmycocksotightlyIcome.”Imade

suresheunderstoodexactlywhatitwasthatIwasaskingofher,becauseonceItouchedheragainthere

wouldbenostoppingmeuntilhersweetcuntwasfilledwithmycumandmynamehadfallenfromher

swollenlipshalfamilliontimes.

“AndIwantyourass….”Lukegrinnedfromeartoear.IsabellalookedatmeandthentoLukea

smidgeoffearemerginginhereyes.

“Hewon’thurtyou.Iwon’tlethim.HejustwantsyouasbadlyasIdo,andwhyhaveoneofus

whenyoucanhaveboth?”ItitledmyheadasIspoke.

“Okay…Where…Doyouwantme?”Isabellaaskedbattinghereyesatmecontinuingonwith

hershy,innocentact.Shewassweetaspie,andyeahherpussywaspureasfuck,butwasshe?Ididn’t

thinkso.Iwaspositiveshewasdoingawholelotmorethanplayinggamesonthatlittletabletofhers.

Maybeshewasjottingdownallherfantasies,andhopefully,theyallincludedme.

“Igetyoufirstsweetie,andIwantyoubentoverthecouchrightoverthere.Shimmyoutofyour

thong,andflipthebackofthatbeautifuldressup.Thatplumpassofyoursisgoingtogetspanked.”My

teethgroundtogetherasIwatchedIsabelladoasshewastold.Shestruttedovertothecouch,bentover,

andremovedherblacklacethong.Mycockgrewstiffinmyjeans,andmybellyfilledwithbutterflies.

IwantedtobeenragedwithLuke,butIwastooturnedon.Herpinkpussywasglisteningwith

juices,andmytonguebeggedmetolapthemupasshebentfurtheroverthecouch.

“Doesthisturnyouon,Isabella?”Lukequestionedherhisvoice,deepandraspyasheleaned

overherbody,hishandsskimmingdownherbackandontoherass.Jealousyfloodedmybodyandmy

emotions.Iclenchedmyfiststightly,asIwatchedhimliftahandintotheairandbringitdownontoher

rightasscheek.

“Ahhh…”Shemoanedsoftlyarchingherbackasifshewantedmore.

“You’redripping,sweetheart…Doesthisturnyouon?”Anotherswattotheass,thesoundof

skinhittingskinfilledtheair.Shenoddedherheadyes,herdarkhairgoingineverydirectionasshedid

so.Hereyeswerebarelyopenandherfaceconveyednothingbutblissfulpleasure.

“More…”Shebegged.Iundidthebuttononmyjeansandslippedmyhandintomyboxers,my

handswrappingaroundmystiffcockasiftheyknewexactlywhatIneeded.

“Begforit,”Lukegrowled,andIgrippedmycockharder,mygripalmostbruising.Iwantedto

beangrywithLuke,Iwantedtotellhimtogethishandsoffofher,butIalsowantedtowatchhercum.I

neededtoseeherlipspartandhercheekswarmaspleasurefilledherbody.

“Please,spankmeharder,Luke.Please.”Hervoicewassopureandinnocent,sogentleandso

fuckingperfect.Sheleanedfurtheroverthecouchherassjuttingmoreasiftosayhereitis,comeandget

it.

“Goodgirl.”Hepurredinherear,rewardingherwithanotherhardsmackagainstherass.He

soothedthepainaway,massagingtheareaonlytosmackheragainandagain.Hecontinuedtosootheand

spankherassuntilherasscheekswereredwithhandprints.Iwassureherpussywasclenching,andher

nailswerediggingintothefabricofthecouch.

Ifistedmycockharshly,fuckingmyownhandashesmackedherassharder,eachsmack

pushingmeclosertotheedgeofinsanity.

“I….”Shecriedout.“I’mgoingtocum.”IwishedIcouldseeherfacerightinthatmomentas

shethewavesofpleasurecrestedinherbody.Icontinuedtostrokemycock,notwantingtocumyet,but

notwantingtogiveuptheimageofherglisteningpussy.Lukehaddonewell,makinghercumwithnothing

butthegentlemassage,andhardsmackofhishand.Nowitwasmyturn.

“Comehere,”Igrowled,forgettingaboutLuke,oranyoneelseforthatmatter.Allthatmattered

wasIsabella,andmakingherfeelexactlyhowIdid.Sheslowlystoodpullingherselfuptothesideofthe

couch.Asoftsmileshowedonherface.HereyeswerefilledwithpleasureanddesiresthatonlyIcould

meet.OnceshewasrightinfrontofmeIliftedmyhandcaressingoneofherasscheeks,bringingher

chestflushtomine.

“Doyouwantmyeight-inchcockburieddeepinsidethatvirginalpussyofyours?”Ihadto

know.Ihadtohearhersaythewordoutloud.

“Whydon’tyoucheckforyourself.”?Thewordsslippedfromherlipsrightbeforeshekissed

me,takingmyhandandshovingitbetweenherlegssoIcouldfeelformyselfjusthowreadyformeshe

was.

Mybodywasalreadyonfire,mycockbeggingforsomethingtosinkinto,andshewantedtodo

somethingasriskyasplaywithfire?Ismiledagainstherlipsandslippedafingerdeepinsideherhole.

Shewastight,sofuckingtight.Italmostbroughtmetomykneeshowperfectshewas.

“I’mguessingfromthejuicesdrippingdownmyhandthatyou’remorethanreadyforme.And

youare,aren’tyou?”Wewerepastforeplay.Wewerenowinunchartedterritory.Playingagameofcat

andmousethatneitherofuswouldsurvive.Igazedintohereyes,wantingtoneverleavetheconfinesof

suchatight,warm,space.

“Takeme.”Shegrowled,herteethsinkingintomybottomlip.Ipulledmyfingerfromherpussy

withoutevenathought,wrappingmyarmunderherass,pullingherupintomychest.Icouldseetheentire

worldinthosehazeleyesofhers.Iwantedher,andIwantedhernow,butmorethanthatIrealizedthatI

couldn’tshareherwithmybrother.Icouldn’tsharethismomentwithhim.Shewasmine,andIwanted

herformyself.

“Iwill.Iwantto.ButIcan’t.Nothere.Notwhenmybrotherishere.Iwantyou,andonlyyou.

Formyself,andnooneelse,andheknowsthat.SoasbadlyasIwantedtotakethatsweetpussyofyours

anddeflowerit,Ican’trightthissecondbecauseitwouldn’tfeelrighttotakeyouinfrontofsomeone

else.”Hereyebrowsfurrowedinfrustration.

“ButIwantyou.”Shenippedatmylip,almostpleading.Ishovedmyforeheadagainsthers,

forgettingaboutthemoney,thework,andthefactthatLukewasmerefeetaway.

“AndIwantyoutoo,morethanyoucanevenfuckingimagine,butifI’mgoingtotakeyouI’m

goingtotakeyoutherightway.HowIseefit.Doyouunderstandme,Isabella?”Secondstickedbybefore

shenoddedherheadupanddown.

“Good.NowIhavetogettowork,butIpromiseyoubymidnightyourpussywillbelongto

me.”Ireleasedher,gentlyplacingherbackonthegroundwonderingifIhadmadethebiggestmistakein

thefuckingworldnottakingherrighthereandnow.AsIturnedaround,buttoningmyjeans,Inoticedthe

lingeringofasmileonLuke’sface.Yeah,theneedtopunchhiminthefacehadneverbeenstronger.

“I’llbewaiting…”Isabella’ssweetvoicemetmyearspullingmefromtheviolentthought.

“Youbetterbe.”IsmiledasImademywayouttothetruck.NowallIhadtodowasconvince

myself,andLuke,thatIwasn’tfallingforIsabella.

ChapterFive

Isabella

Watchinghimworkoutintheheatdidnothingbutmakemypulsespike.Everysinglemovementhe

madecaughtmyeye.Whenhismusclesbunchedtogetherfromthestrainofmovingthewoodpiecesor

whenhebentovertogetsomethingmyentirebodywouldclench,includingmypussy,whichIwassure

nowbelongedtohim.Noonehadeverclaimedit,letalonewithtwofingerslikehedid.

“YoustareathimharderthanyoudothatKindleofyours.”Mymom’svoicestartledmeright

outofthelawnchairIwassittingin.MyhandsliftedtomychestasItriedtoshovetheorgancalledmy

heartbackinsideit.

“Jesus,Mary,andJosephyouscaredme.”Ihuffed,outofbreathandmylegswobbly.My

mothersnickeredlikeshehadjusttoldahilariousjokeorsomething.

“See,ifyouweren’tsoengrossedinhimyouwould’venoticedmecomingfromamileaway.”

Hertonewasallmatteroffact.Thetruthwas,Iwaswaymorethanengrossedinthatmanoutthere.Iwas

fallingforhim.Completelysmittenbyhimandneitherhenormyownmotherknewit.

“Nottrue.Iwasmerelysupervising,anywaywhatareyoudoinghomesoearly?”Iliftedan

eyebrowinquestion.IwantedtotakeLoganuponhisofferlaterandhavehimfuckmeinmybed.ButI

couldn’tdothatifmymotherwashere.MyeyesdartedtothecouchwhereLukehadspankedmeuntilI

camethismorning.Myinsidesturnedtomushasrelivedtherushofpleasurethatfilledmyveinswith

everysmackofhishandagainstmyass.

“Ihadtotakeabreakbetweenshifts.TheywantmetoworkthelatenightshiftsoIwon'tbe

homeuntileighttomorrowmorning.”IwantedtojumpupanddownassoonasIrealizedwhatitwasthat

shewassaying.Shewouldn’tbehome.Iwouldbealone.Allnight.Agoodgirllikemeshouldn’tbeso

happyoversomethingsosmallbutIwaselated.

“Thatsucks,theymustbeshortstaffed?”Iplayeddumb,allwhilethinkingaboutthedirtythings

thatLoganwouldbedoingtomelater.

“Iwasn’tbornyesterday,child.Don’tbeplanningnoparties,anddon’tinviteanyoneover.”

Hervoicewasstern,andherwordswerelacedwithawarning.

“IwilldonothingbutsitonmyKindleforhoursreading.”Ismiled,lyingthroughmyteeth.I

wantedtofeelbadforlying,forbreakingtherules,butitwasexhilaratingandintensetobedoingthingsI

knowIshouldn’t.

“Good,nowlet’shavelunchbeforethosetwinsgetdoneworkingonthefence.”Mymother’s

eyesdriftedpastmeandtothem.Icouldn’ttellwhatitwasshewasthinkingasshewatchedthem,butI

wasalmostcertainitmirroredsomethingthatItoofeltwhenIlookedatthem.

Lust.

“Uhh,Mom.You’restaring.Let’sgo.”Iclearedmythroat,grabbingherbythearmandcoaxing

herintothehouse.

“Ohyes,sorry.Iwasjusttryingtoseewhatitwasthattheywereworkingon.That’sall.”I

coughed,coveringalaugh,becauseIknewmorethananyonethat’sthelastthingshewasdoing.Once

insidethehouse,Iallowedmyselfonelastglanceatthem,myeyesglidingupanddownLogan’sbody

takingamentalpictureofhim,savingitforlaterwhenI’msureIwouldneeditmost.

***

“Iputthemoneyonthecounterforpizza.I’llbehomenolaterthaneightAM.”Shescurried

aroundthehousegrabbinghercarkeysandwallet,asifshehadnoideawhereshehadplacedthem.

“Oh,andpleaselockthedoorbeforeyougotobed.”Sheplacedakissonmyforeheadandstared

atmeforalongsecondbeforeblinkingawaywhateveritwasthatshewantedtosay.Instead,sheshook

herheadandmadeherwaytothedoor.

“Iloveyou,Isabella.”Thewordscameoutalmostlikeawhisperassheopenedthedoorand

slippedoutsidewithoutanotherword.IwaiteduntilIheardhercarpulloutofthedrivewaytogetupand

walkovertothebackpatiodoor.IthadonlybeenafewhourssinceIlaststoppedtolookathim,evenif

itfeltlikealifetime.ThesunwassettingoffintheWest,makingtheskyanarrayoforange,pink,and

purplecolors.Myminddriftedtothethoughtofhavingsexbackhereintheyardunderthestars,orthe

settingsun?

WoulditbeasbeautifulasitwasinthebooksIread?Igrippedthehandletoopenthepatiodoor,

feelingeyesonmebeforeIevenlookedup.IknewLoganwaswatchingmebecauseIwasdoingthe

same,allthetime,everysecondofeverydaythathewashere.

“Mymomjustleftifyouwanttostayfordinner?”IextendedtheoffertoLogan,knowingthatLuke

mayalsostaybutIhopedhewoulddecidetogohome.Thepleasurehehadgivenmeearlierwasintense

andsoexhilarating,butthefeelingsthatLogangavemeweresomuchmore.Loganmademyheartrace

andmybodyhum.Yeah,Lukecouldevokepleasurefromme,butLogancouldmakemefeelthings

withoutevenhavingtotouchme.

Icouldseeaconflicthadalreadybeentakingplacebetweentheboys.Loganlookedenragedand

Luke,ofcourse,hadasmugsmileonhisface,showinghedidn’treallygiveaflyingfuckifhisbrother

wasupsetwithhim.TheybothmadetheirwayinmydirectionassoonasIspoke.

“Iwouldlovetostay.Luke,ontheotherhand,willbeleaving…Won'tyou?”Logannudgedhim

withhisshoulder,andLukesneered.

“Surething,bigbro.Anythingforyou…”Icouldfeelthetensionbetweenthemandwonderedifit

wasmyfault.IwantedLogantostay,togivehimmyvirginity,butwouldhereallystaywithmetheentire

nightifLukeleft,orwouldhechangehismind?Anxietyfilledmybelly.

“Iseverythingokay?Idon’twanttocauseproblemsforyoutwo.”Ishiftedfromfoottofoot

staringatbothofthem.Theystoppedmerefeetawayfrommetheirbodiesglisteningwithsweat,asthey

toweredovermysmallform.WoulditbesobadtoletLukealsotakemyvirginity?

Ibitmylip,wantingtoletthefantasiescometolife.

“Ohthere’snoproblemsweetheart,justalittledisagreementbetweenusbrothersisall.”Logan’s

voicestartledme,andIreleasedmylipfrombetweenmyteethmycheeksgrowingredasIrealizedboth

ofthemwerenowlookingatme.

“Okay…Ijustdidn’twanttocauseadisagreement.”Honestydrippedfrommywords.

Lukeleanedforwardandintomyspace,thesmellofsweat,andallmanfilteredintomynostrils.

Agrinformedonhisface,thatgrinmademypantieswetandI’msuretonsofotherwomen’s.Itdidn’t

matterthoughthathimandLoganlookedexactlyalikebecauseIcouldtellwithonesinglelookwhothe

morematureofthetwoofthemwas.

“Iwasjustwonderingifyoucouldpossiblysolvethislittledisagreementthatwewere..”

Darknessshadowedhisfaceandashiverrandownmyspine.Iwasstartingtorealizejusthowdifferent

LoganandLukewerefromeachother.

“Sure.”Ismiledforcingmyselftoremaincalm.HadImadeamistake?Ididn’tknowthesetwo

fromAdamandIhadallowedtheminmyhouse,andtotouchme?TheycouldbeserialkillersandIhad

allbutinvitedthemin.

“Loganhereseemstothinkhehasachancewithyou…”Lukespoketomebuthiseyesstayed

gluedonLogan.“Wouldyoumindtellinghimthatmyspankingsturnedyouonmorethanhisfingering?”

ThesinistersmilethatformedonLuke’sfacemademyheartbeatfuriouslyagainstmyribcage.

HadLukespankingmeturnedmeonmorethanbeingintheshedwithLogan,hisfingersdoing

deliciousthingstomypussy?

“That’senoughLuke.Ifyouwanttoproveapointtosomeoneit’snotgoingtobeIsabella.”Logan

growled.Therewasprotectivenesstohisvoice,andwhenhelookedatmeIcouldseejusthowmuchI

wasstartingtomeantohim.

“Aww,comeonbrother.Youshareanyothertime.”Lukesnickered,takingastepbackawayfrom

us.Hepulledhisworkglovesoff,hiseyesdartingbetweenLukeandI.Confusionsettledintomyfeatures.

Somethingmorewasgoingonhere,somethingthatIhadnointentiongettingtangledin.

“Leave.Now.”Loganordered,hiseyesbrowspinchingtogether,ashisbodygrewrigid.Hisjaw

wasclenchedandanyonecouldtellthatifLukedidn’tleavesoonthattherewouldbefistsflying.

“Whateveryousay….”Lukesneeredbeforedirectinghisattentionbacktome.Hishandreached

outamomentlater,theroughpadsofhisfingersskimmingacrossthesideofmycheek.“Ifmybrother

can’tliveuptoyourstandardsjustletmeknowandI’llbeatyourservice,baby.Anyday.Anytime.”My

tongueslippedfrommymouth,wettingmylips.

DidIwantLukelikeIwantedLogan?IaskedmyselfthatquestionasLukewalkedaway,leaving

Loganandmealoneforthefirsttimesincehetouchedmealoneintheshed.

“IfyouwanthimIunderstand,butjustknowI’minitforthelonghaul.Iwantyourpussy,your

body,yourmind,andyoursoul.Iwantyou.”Icouldn’thelpbutsmileashespoke.HowcouldIeven

questionifLoganwastheoneformeornot?Didmyearsnotjusthearwhathesaid?

“Iwantyou,”Iwhispered,justasheleanedintomybody.Theneedtoreachuponmytiptoesand

kisshimwasoverwhelming.

“Iwantyoutoo.”Hewhisperedbackrightashislipsdescendedonmine.Itwasasifhecould

readmymind.

ChapterSix

Logan

Angerstillpumpedthroughmyveins,warmingmybloodandintensifyingmyfeelingsforIsabella.

IwasprettyfuckingsurethatLukehadadeathwish.HeknewthemomentIlaideyesonIsabellathatshe

wasmine.IclaimedherandevenwarnedhimthatIwouldbetheonlyonetotakeherpussy,buthehadto

pushme.HehadtoseeifIwouldstandmygroundagainsthim.

Ifhewantedafight,Iwouldgivehimone.Icouldn’tbelieve,fortheveryfirsttimeintwenty-four

years,thatIwasgoingtofightmytwinbrotherforagirl.Agirlhedidn’tevenfuckingwant,atleastnot

likeIwantedher.

“Yes,sausageandmushroomonly.”IwatchedfromafarasIsabellacalledandorderedusapizza.

Mypalmsweresweatyandbutterfliesfilledmybellyeverytimeoureyesmet.Ihadneverfeltthisway

forawoman,ever,letaloneoneIhadyettosleepwith.EverysingletimeIlookedather,mycockgrew

stifferandtheairinmycheststirred.

Iforcedmyattentiontoanythingbuther,myeyesroamingoverthefurniture,thecouchwhereLuke

hadspankedherthismorning.Fuckhim.Myteethgroundtogether.Deepbreaths,asshole,Itoldmyself

movingfromthesofatothewallwhereabunchofpictureshung,picturesofIsabellaandhermother.

TherewasveryyoungIsabellainnothingbutanightgown,herhairwasamess,andshehada

sleepysmileonherface.Thentherewasanotherofhermotherandheronasledinthesnow.

“Iseeyou’vefoundthebabypicturesandwehaven’tevenfuckedyet.”Isabella’ssmoothvoice

metmyears,andIwhirledaroundcomingtoastopassoonasIrealizedshewasalmoststandingontop

ofme.Didshejustsaythewordfuck,andevenworse,outfuckingloud?

Yeah,sheneededtosaymorebadwordsbecauseanythingthatnaughtinessspillingfromherlips

turnedmerightthefuckon.Hell,Iwasconstantlyhardwhenevershewasaround,butthatwasn’tthe

point.Thepointwas,hersweetassinmouthhadsaidabadword,andthatmademeharderthanIever

hadbeenbefore.

“Ididn’tknowsomethingassweetasyourmouthcouldsaysuchadirtyword.”Ishiftedonmy

feettheheatbetweenuswassohotIwonderedifIwouldstartmelting.

“Therearealotofthingsthatthissweetmouthdoesandsaysthatyoudon’tknowabout.”Isabella

teased,herlongdarkeyelashesfanningagainsthercheekasshestaredupatme.Ourchestswerealmost

touching,andIcouldfeeltheheatofherbodyagainstmyclothes.God,howthefuckdidIgetsolucky.

“Ohreally…?”Iteasedback,raisinganeyebrow.Mycockwasstiffasaboard,andonlygrowing

harderwitheverypassingsecondthatIwasn’tburieddeepinsideher.AllIwantedwastostripherbare

andimprintmyselfonher.

“Yes,sir.I’vedonevery,verybadthings…”MystomachchurnedandaprotectivenessIdidn’t

quiteunderstandcametothesurface.Ididn’twanttohearaboutwhateveritwasthatshedidwithother

men.IwantedthistobejustherandI.Always.Ididn’twantherthinkingofanyothercockbutmine.

“Proveit,”Isaid,leaningintoherface,myeyeshoninginonherlips,theneedtopossessthem

almostunnerving.OnesecondIwasconsumedwiththeneedtoprotectherandforcethethoughtsofother

menfromhermind,andthenextIwasbeinghitwithwavesofexcitementandpleasure,asshedroppedto

herkneesinfrontofmeandreachedforthebuttonofmyjeans.

“Youwantmycock?”Iswallowedaroundthelumpinmythroat,watchingasshesmiled,the

excitementofunleashingmefrommyjeansshowinginhereyes.

“Yes.Iwanttotasteyouagainstmytongue.”Shehadmemesmerizedinadazefromherbeauty

andhonestyandbeforeIevenrealizeditshepoppedthebuttononmyjeansandstartedtopullthemdown,

unleashingmycock.Iwatchedherbighazeleyesgrowwidewithamixtureoffearandelation.

“Yousureyoucanhandleit?”Mytonewascockyandmaybeasmidgeself-absorbedbutIhada

bigassdickandIknewhowtouseittomyadvantage.IfIwantedtotemptandteaseherbeforeIgaveit

toherthenIwould,becauseIhadthegoodstobackupwhateverIsaid.

Shewrinkledhernoseatme,“I’vehadbigger,soyes.”Shenarrowedhereyesasshegrabbedmy

shaftherotherhandgentlycuppingmyballs.Oh,fuck.Iclenchedmyfistsatmysidesandtippedmyhead

back.

Wasitpossiblethislittlevirginhadhadbiggerthanmeinhermouth?Didsheswallow?Wasshe

reallyasinnocentasIassumed?

Iwatchedherthroughhoodedeyesasshetookmycockintohermouth,atfirstjusttakingthetip

whileswirlinghertonguearoundit.Shewasteasing,temptingmetryingtoseeifIwouldsnapandslam

mycockintothebackofherthroat.

Shestaredupatmeasshetookmorecockintohermouth,hereyesneverleavingmineasshetook

meinchbyinchintoherthroat.Thewarmthofhermouthcombinedwiththemassagingshewasdoingon

myballswasalmosttoomuch.

Theneedtofuckhermouthovertookme,andIslammedthelastremaininginchesinhermouth.

ShegaggedaroundmycockandIsmiledknowingshehadbeenlyingabouthavinghadbiggerinher

mouth.

“Don’tlietomeagain,Isabella,becausenexttimeI’llfuckyourmouthwithoutstopping.Doyou

understandme?”Igrowled.Iwasfrenziedwiththeneedtotakefromher,mypatiencehaddissipateda

whileago,andnowweweregoingonborrowedtime.

Shenodded,hereyeswateringassheinhaledthroughhernose,hertongueswirlingoverthetipof

mycockagain.

“Fuckkkk.”Isighed,placingmyhandagainstthebackofherheadtoguideherintosubmission.I

startedoutslow,allowinghertomoveandtakeasmuchasshewantedofmeandasshebecamemore

comfortable,Iuppedthepace.Mycockhittingthebackofherthroatwithprecision.

Shemoanedaroundmycockandmyhandsfistedintoherhair.AllIcouldfeelwasthewarmthof

heraroundmeandhersweetasfuckmouthtakingmydickintoherthroat.

Mytoescurledinmyboots,andmyballspulledup,ashiverrunningdownmyspine.“I’mgoing

tocum…”Isighed,feelingthedistinctpleasurebuildinginmybelly.Thefireburnedthroughmybodyas

Igrippedherhairpullingiteversoslightly.Lightningshowedbehindmyeyesastheyflickeredclosed,

myhotseedspillingintothebackofherthroat.

Sheswallowedeverylastdrop,hertongueglidingacrossthetipasifshecouldn’tgetenough.

Whenshereleasedmewithapopfromhermouth,Iwantedtopickherupandslamheragainstthewall

andhavemywaywithher,bringinghertothebrinkofpleasureandpain.

Gratitudeandwarmthfilledmychest.Thisgirl,thisamazinglybeautifulgirl,swallowedmycum

likeachamp.Therewasnowayshewasasnaïveasshewasleadingon.

“Fuck,Isabella.I’venevercomethatfastbefore.Wheredidyoulearnthat?”Icouldn’thelpbut

ask.Ihadtoknow.Hercheekswarmedassheletmehelpherupoffherknees.

“I’veonlydoneitafewtimes,andI’vereadaboutitmoretimesthanIcancount.IguessIjust

baseditoffofthereactionfromthecharactersinthebooksIread.Iftheylikeitthen,youprobablywill

too.”

Holyfuckshewasabookwormwhoreaddirtyromancenovels.Thankyou,fuckingJesus.

“Lordhavemercyonmysoul.You’vereadthosedirtybooksthatwereturnedintomoviesdidn’t

you?”Icouldn’twipethesmugsmilefrommyface.Ashit-eatinggrinpulledatherlips.

“Ifyou’rereferringtoFiftyShadesofGrey,thenyes.Mr.Greyisoneofmyfavorites.”AllIcould

hearwasthebloodrushinginmyears.IneededthiswomanlikeIneededairtobreathe.

“Thenyouwanttobepossessed.”Isteppedintoherspace,mychestflushagainsthers.

“Dominated.Owned.Worshipped.”Isnaggedherlipswithmyteeth,pullingherclosertome,crushing

ourmouthstogether.IkissedherwithsomuchpassionandneedthatforasecondInearlybelievedthis

couldworkbetweenus.

Shesighedintomychest,herbodymeltingasIcuppedhercheeks,kissingthelifebackintoher.

“Iwanttobeownedbyyou.”Shewhispered.Shehadnofuckingideawhatshewasaskingfor.

“Idon’twanttoownyou,Isabella.Ijustwantyoutobemine.Allmine.”Ibarelygotthewords

out,myheartbeatingfuriouslyinmyearsasIspoke.Iwasterrified,scaredoutofmyfuckingmindat

fallingforsomeonewhentheymaynotfeelthesamewayaboutme.

“I’myours,Logan.IwantyouandIwanttogiveyouthemostfragilepiecesofmysoulandbody.I

wantyoutotakethemandpossessthemlikeonlyyoucan.”Icradledherfaceinmyhands,herdelicate

featuresshowingnothingbuthonestyandadoration.

“HowdidIgetsofuckinglucky?”ThequestionsettledbetweenusasIhoistedherup,grabbing

herbythehips,andforcingherlegstowraparoundmymidsection.Iwantedtotakeherupstairsand

deflowerher.Toownherpussy,thewaysheownedmyheart.

“AllIcanthankaboutisyou.Yourhands,yourmouth,yourcock,inoronmeinsomeway.”I

squeezedoneofherasscheeks,digestingwhatshehadjustsaid.

“Shhh.Be,agoodgirl.Ineedtohavesometypeofpatienceforyourfirsttime,andwithallthe

dirtytalkingyou’redoingrightnowIwon’tbeabletotakeyougentlyifyoukeepitup.Understand?”I

placedsoftkissesagainstherthroat,herheadtippingbackasIguidedustowardsthestairs.Ihadtobury

myselftothehiltinthattightpussyofhersorIwoulddie.

“WhatifIdon’twantyoutotakemegently?WhatifIwantyoutoownme?Topossessmybody

andmind,thewayyoupossessmyheart?”Anxietytumbledaroundinmybellyasmybodyshookwith

need.

Ding-dong.Ding-dong.Ding-dong.

IcouldhearthedoorbellringingoffinthedistancebutIdidn’tcare.Theycouldleave,hellthe

entiretowncouldburntothegroundandIwouldstillstayputrightwhereIwas.

“I’vegottogetthedoor,Logan.”Isabellapleaded,herfingersthreadingthroughmyhair,forcing

shiverstorundownmyspine,thepleasureofhertouchnearlybringingmetomyknees.

AndeventhoughIdidn’twanttoIreleasedher,allwhilewonderingIfIhadn’teventastedherthe

wayIwantedtoyetandhadaproblemlettinghergo,whatwouldhappenonceIfinallytastedher?

ItwasthenthatIknewshealreadyownedme.

ChapterSeven

Isabella

Ididn’twanttostuffmyfacewithpizzainfrontofLogan,butthetruthwasIwasfuckingstarving

andthistimeitwasformorethanjusthiscock.Islippedthedeliveryguyatwentyandtookthepizzafrom

him,closingthefrontdoorbehindme.Loganwasstillstandinginthesamespothehadbeenamoment

ago,alookofanguishonhisface.Ididn’tunderstandwhatwasgoingoninsidehisheadandIwasn’t

readytoask,becauseifhedidn’tfeelthesamewayasmeitwouldshattermyfuckingheart.

IftherewasanymanIwantedtotakemyvirginityitwasLogan.Nothisbrother.Notanyoneelse.

Him.Onlyhim.Nothingwouldchangeanyofthateither.

“Pizza?”Iquipped,settingtheboxdowninthekitchenasIgrabbedasliceformyself.Logan

watchedme,hiseyeshidinganyemotionsthathewasfeeling.Itookagiantbiteoutofthesliceofpizza,

ignoringanygreasethatdrippedoffofitandontomyfaceintheprocess.

“You…”Loganspoke,butitcameoutasawhisper.Confusionmarredmyface.

“Huh?”Ispokearoundthefoodinmymouth,beingasun-ladylikeasitcame.Hecrossedthe

roominaflash,hislargebodytoweringovermineasheleanedintomyface,hislipsonceagainmere

inchesawayfrommine.Icouldfeelanelectricalchargeformingbetweenourbodiesasheatpulsed

betweenmylegs.

Woulditalwaysbethiswaybetweenus,himwantingmeasbadlyasIwantedhim?Orwouldthe

sensationwearoffafterthedeedhadbeendoneandhehadfinallyclaimedme?

“You.Iwanttoeatyou.I’veneverwantedtoeatawoman’spussyasbadlyasIwanttoeat

yours.”Shit.Holyfuckingshit.Mypussyclenchedatthemereimageofhimonhiskneesbeforeme,

holdingmyhipsinplacewhilehedevouredme,lickingandnibblingmyclitrelentlessly.

AirrushedfrommylungsasIlungedforhim,droppingthepizzaintheprocess.Ididn’tcareabout

anythingmorethanhim.Ourlipssmashedtogether,anditwaslikefireandgasolinetouchingforthefirst

time.AnexplosionoffeelingsfilledmybellyasIlethimpullmeintohisarms.

“Iwantthat.Iwantyou.Allofyou.”IwhisperedgaspingforairasIpepperedhislipsandthroat

withkisses.Mynailsdugintohisshoulderswiththedeepneedtobeclosertohim.Therewastoomuch

fabric,helltherewastoomuchairseparatingourbodies.Icouldn’tgetcloseenoughtohim.

“Yourfuckinginnocenceisgoingtokillme,Isabella,youknowthatright?”Hisvoicewassultry,

smoothandwarm.Mytongueslidagainstthesensitivefleshofhisthroatrightoverhisroaringpulse.

“Whyisthat?”Iteased,pullingatthehemofhisshirt,knowingheneededmytouchasmuchasI

neededhis.Insteadofansweringme,hemovedusfromthekitchen,throughthelivingroom,andinthe

directionofthestairsatamuchfasterpacethanIhadeverseenhimmovebefore.

“Don’ttemptmetoslammycockballsdeepinsideyourpussy,whenIknowyouneedmuchmore

thanthatrightnow.”Theroughnessofhisvoiceturnedmeonthatmuchmore,pushinganyfearand

restraintIhadtothebackburner.Ilethimcarryusupthestairsandintomybedroom,mybodyclingingto

hiswithallmystrength,neverwantingtoletgo.

Ilandedonmymattresswithasoftthud,awarmblushcoveringmyskin.Loganwasonmeina

second,hishandsrippingmyclothingfrommybodyasIdidthesametohim.Wewereafrenziedmessas

helaidmebarebeforehim,oureyesneverleavingoneanother’saswebothswallowedaroundthe

arousalthatfilledtheair.IlickedmylipsasmyeyesdroppeddowntotheheadofLogan’sswollencock.

“WhatifItoldyouIdon’twantgentle,thatIdon’twantanythingmorethanwhatyoucanoffer

me?Wouldyougiveittome?”Mylipstrembledasanxietystartedtotakeroot.IwantedthiswithLogan

morethanIhadwithanyoneelseinmylife.Ijustprayedhecouldn’tseethroughmyinexperienced

exterior,becauseIwantedthistobeasperfectasitwasinthebooksIread.

“Iwantyourfirsttimewithmetobethemostexhilaratingthingintheworld.Iwantyouto

rememberhowtightlyyourcuntsqueezedme.Howyourmoansofpleasurepushedmeovertheedgeand

howeverydamnbeatofyourheartsetmybodyonfire.Iwantthistobethebestdamnthingyou’veever

feltinyourlife.”Emotionsswaminhiseyes,andbeforeIcouldreallytellwhatexactlytheywere,we

werecomingtogetheragain,hishandsgrippingmyhipsroughly.

Iwatchedhischestriseandfallforamoment,eachbreaththatpassedhislipsworryingmethat

muchmore,makingmewonderifhewouldturnmedown.Washetryingtocalmhimself?Afraidthathe

wasgoingtostopandleavemeinemotionaldistress,Ireachedup,placingmyhandagainsthischest.

Icouldfeelthefranticbeatofhisheart,andIwonderedforasecondifhewasasnervousasI

was,andthatmaybethatwastheissuehere,ormaybehedidn’tthinkhewasgoodenoughtohavethis

momentwithme.

“AslongasI’mwithyou,Logan,nothingelsematters.Theentireworldcouldcrumblearoundus

andIwouldn’tcare.Iwantyoutobetheonetoclaimme,sopleasetakefrommewhatisyours.Taintme.

Dirtymeup,becausewithoutyouI’mnothing.”Istaredathimwithsomuchwantandneedthetension

betweenusdissolvedinasecond,andtheworrythathadformedinmybellydissipated,allowingour

mostbasicinstinctstotakeover.

NowordscoulddescribethewaymyheartswelledinmychestasLoganpulledmypantiesdown

eversoslowly,takingamentalpictureofmybodyashedidso.Hisfingertipsagainstmyskincausing

goosebumpstoeruptacrossmybody.

AssoonasmypantieswereoffandonthefloorbehindusIgrippedhiscocktightlyinmyhand,a

hissescapinghislipsashemadealazycircleagainsttheinsideofmythigh.

“YoumakemewantthingsI’veneverwantedbefore.”ThewordscameoutinapantasIstroked

himgentlyandeversoslowly,wantingthepleasuretoencompassusforever.

“Ditto.”Imoanedasheslippedthefingerhehadbeenusingtodrawlazycirclesagainstmythigh

deepintomycuntbeforepullingitoutalltheway.Iarchedagainstthemattressandpantedintotheairas

hepulleditbackoutsoslowlyIwassureIwoulddieonlytoslamitbackintomeasecondlater.

MyeyescollidedwithhisandInoticedthedevilishgrinmarringhisfeatures.Theassholeknew

whathewasdoingtome,teasingmypoorpussy.

“Twocanplaythatgame,”Iwhispered,rakingmynailsagainsthiscock,draggingthemallthe

waydowntothehead.Iwatchedasashiverworkeditswaydownhisspineandhislipsparted,whilethe

irisesofhiseyesgrewdarker.

“Ahhh…”Thewordsslippedfrommylips,asheinvadedmypussywithtwofingers,shoving

completelyintomeallatonce.AirshovedfrommylungsandmymusclescontractedasIadjustedtothe

fullnessIwasfeeling.

“Youlose.”Thewordsechoedinmymindashewhisperedthemintomyear,theheatofhisbreath

fanningagainstmycheek.AllIcouldfeelwashimashethrustdeepinsideofme,hisfingerscurving

upwardswitheverypushintomybody,hittingthedeliciousspotthatmademybodyandminddocrazy

things.

“Logan…”Ipleadedwithhim,tryingtorubmylegstogether.Itwastoomuch,andnotenoughall

atonce.Mypussythrobbed,asIfeltthedistinctbuildingofanorgasminmybelly.Firefilledmyveinsas

Logantookhisthumbandrubbedgentlyagainstmyclit,thefrictionofitallsetmeoff,andIcame.Every

cellinmybodysoared,mymusclestensedandmypussypulsed,squeezinghisfingerssotightlyIwas

sureIwasgoingtopushhimout.

“Ohyes.Cum.Cumallovermyfingers.Squeezemetight,Isabella.Showmehowmuchthat

virgincuntwantsmycock.”Hisdirtywordsonlymademecumharder,myeyessqueezingclosedasI

grippedthebedsheetstightly,wantingsomethingtoholdmetothisrealm.

“Logan.Logan…”Hisnamecameoutinachant,allIcouldfeelwashim,andthepleasurehe

gaveme.Mybodybelongedtohim,andmyentirelifestartedandendedwithhimnow.

“Keepsayingmynamebaby…”Hecontinuedhisassaultonmyclit,histhumbthrummingagainst

itslowlyashemilkedmyorgasmfrommybody.

“I….”TherewasnowayIwasgoingtocumagain.Icouldn’t,notthatfast,right?Wrong.My

bellyfilledwithbutterflies,andmymusclestensedallover.Logansettledbetweenmylegsandoutof

instinctIopenedthemwidergivinghimmoreaccesstomythrobbingpussy.

“Cum.Yes,you’regoingtocumagain,andI’mgoingtolickupeverylastdrop.”BeforeIcould

evenrespond,histonguewasdippinginsideme,thepleasurewasoverwhelming,raw,andconsumingme.

Iwiggledagainsthismouth,wantingmore,butfeelingasifitwasalltoomuch.

Logan’shandsheldmeinplace,forcingmyhipsstillashelickedmefrommyentrancetomyclit,

bitingthelittlenubateverypass.

“Ican’ttake….Fuck…”Ithrewmyheadbackagainstthemattress,heatburningthroughmybody.

Mynippleshardened,andIneededmore,somuchfuckingmore.Ishovedthecupsofmybradown,taking

oneofmynipplesbetweentwofingersandrollingitgently.

“Youcan,andyouwill.Cumforme.Cumallovermyfuckingtongue.”God,hismouthwasso

fuckingfilthy.Withonelastrollofmynippleandonelastflickofhistongueagainstmyclit,Ifellapart

onceagain,forthesecondtimeinlessthanfiveminutes.

“Fuckkkkkkkk!!!!”Iscreamedmyentirebodyconvulsingasmyentireworldshatteredandcame

backtogetheragain.Mymusclesachedandmypussyclenchedlikeitneverhadbefore.Loganwasthe

pussywhisperer;hehadtobe,therewasnowayhecouldmakemefeelthatmuchpleasureallatonce.

“Iloveitwhenyoursweetmouthsaysdirtywords.”Myeyesflutteredopenamomentlater,ashe

stoodbetweenmylegs.Icaughtaglimpseofsomethinginhiseyes,somethingthatItoofelt,somethingI

neverexpectedhimtofeelforme.

Love.Helovedme,andfuckdidIfeelthesamewayabouthim.

 

ChapterEight

Logan

ThesecondmyfingersslippedbackintohertightcuntIknewIwastheluckiestmanintheentire

worldandthatIhadfinallyfoundmyforever.Iwasatakenfuckingmannow,andtherewasnothingthat

wouldeverripIsabellaawayfromme.NowallIneededtodowasputthosefeelingsintowords.

GrabbingacondomfrommywalletoffthefloorIslippediton,eagertosinkdeepintohercunt,to

makeusone.

“Areyouready?”IquestionednervouslylikeIwasthevirginorsomething.Shenoddedherhead

upanddown,alustfullookinhereyesasherteethsankintoherbottomlip.Iwasturnedon,sofucking

ready,butIneededtorestrainmyself,tosinkslowlyintohersothatIdidn’triportearher.

Icenteredmyselfatherentrance,herlegswereopenwide,andherpussyglistenedinthedim

lightingoftheroom.Myheartthuddedloudlyinmyears.Ipushedjustthetipin,hertightpussytryingto

shovemebackout.

“Fuck,Isabella,”Igrowled,leaningdownonmyforearms,restrainingmyselffromslamminginto

her.Tearsprickedathereyes,andslippedfromherlids,slidingdownhercheeksasIpushedinalittle

more.Icouldfeelherhymenandknewithadfinallybeenbroken.

“DearGod.”Shewhisperedagainstmythroat,anguishfillinghervoice.Ifeltsobadforhurting

herbutnexttime,nexttimeitwouldbesomuchbetter.IjusthadtoremindmyselfofthatasImademy

wayinsideher,inchbyinch.Icouldfeelhermusclestensingandhertightcuntsqueezingme.

“I’msorry.I’msofuckingsorry.”MyvoicewaspainedasIslidintothehilt,mybodytrembling

withtheeffortittooktodososlowly.Iplacedafeathersoftkissonherforeheadandstayedinplace

unmoving,givinghertimetoadjusttomycock.HerbreathscameoutinpantsandIcouldtellthepainof

itallwasovertakingthepleasure.FuckIwantedthistobegoodforher,sofuckinggood.

“Don’tbe.IwantthisLogan.I’vewaitedforthisdaysinceIfirstmetyou.”Theyearninginher

eyesscaredme,almostasmuchasthewaymyheartbeateverytimeIsawher.Iknewnowmorethan

ever,asIwasslidingeightinchesdeepintoher,thatthiswasbeyondahookup.

WehadalreadycrossedthelineandintoaterritoryIwasn’tevenawareexisted.Ifeltfeelingsfor

herIhadneverfeltforanyone.

“Thankyou,”Iwhisperedagainstherforehead,wherebeadsofsweathadstartedtoform.Her

sweetmuskyscentfilledtheairaroundus,tauntingmetotakewhatIwantedfromher.Iplacedkisses

againstherthroat,forehead,andchest,remindingherofhowthankfulIwasthatshehadgivenmethis

pieceofherwitheverypressofmylipsagainstherskin.

ThenIlookedupfromherbeautifulskinandpeeredintohereyes,seeinganarrayofemotions

swimminginthem.Fuckme.Icouldseemyselfmarryingthiswoman,havingkidswithher,andgrowing

oldwithher.Allfromonesinglelookinhereyes.

“Youcanmove,Logan.”Shemoaned,herhandreachingupintomyhair.Herfingersranthrough

myhair,hernailsscrapingagainstmyscalp.

“Areyousure?”Iprayedlikehellshewassurebecauseittookeverythinginsideofmetobe

patientandgentle.Iwasn’tthetypeofmanthattookhistimewithfucking.Ifuckedhard,andIwasdamn

proudofit,butforIsabellaIwoulddoanythingtoprotecther.IwouldevenputthepleasurethatIcould

bringusonthebackburnertomakethisperfectforher.

Shenoddedherhead,yes,andIpulledmycockoutasmidgeandpusheditbackintestingthe

waters,myeyeswatchingherfaceforawrinkleofpain.Whennothingmarredherfeatures,Ipulledout

thewayoutandslammedbackin.Herheadtippedback,andhersweetpinklipspartedinadelightful

sigh.

Happinessfilledmychestandsunkintomybonesasaraspymoanslippedfromhermouth.

IplacedmylipsoverherseversogentlyasIpickedupthepace,oneofmyhandsslipping

betweenourbodiesfindingthatsweetbudofhers.Imovedmythumbinacircularmotion,withevery

thrustthepleasureinmybellygrowingwitheveryslipdeeperinsideofher.

“Logan…”Shepantedmyname,andIalmostcame,herbrighteyesstaringupatmelikeImade

theworldturnforher.

“Ineedmorebaby…”Igrowlednippingatherthroat.Iwantedtoslamballsdeepinsideofher

andgrindmycock.Iwantedtoslapherassuntilitwasredandthensuckupallhersweetasfuckjuices.

“Takeitfromme,Logan.Ownme.”TheairleftmylungsasIdigestedthewordsshehadsaid.

TherewerenowordstodescribehowIwasfeelingatthispoint,soIusedmybody,myhands,my

fingers,lips,andcocktoshowherjusthowmuchIadoredher.

Ipulledoutthewayoutofheronlytoslipbackintohertightcuntamomentlater,myballs

slappingagainstherassholeasIslammedinandoutofherwithfarmoreintensitythanexpected.Iwasa

manhungryforawoman’slove.Myhandgrippedherhipharshly,myfingersbitingintoherflesh.

“YoumakemefeelshitIshouldn’t…”Ispokegrindingmyteethtogether,thetensioninmybelly

onthevergeofexploding.

“Metoo…”Shehuffedoutinamoan,myfingersplayingagainstherclitfaster.Ineededher

release,forhertofallapartwithmeasIshotmyloaddeepinsideofher.Ihadtohaveher,toownher,

andpossessherbodylikenooneeverhadbefore.

“Comeforme,”Ibegged,slammingintohersohardherbodyslidupthebed.Myfingersmoved

roughlyagainstherclit,andthenIfeltitthedistinctflutteringofhermuscles,thetightnessofhercunt

growingwitheachpassofmycockinsideofher.That’sright,Isabella,cumalloverthiscock.

“Logan,I’mcumming.”Shepurred,hersweetvoicepushingmeovertheedge.Mytoescurled,

andtheairrushedfrommylungsasaeuphoricfeelingcoveredmybodyinablanketofpleasure.Shivers

ranupanddownmyspine,aseverysinglefiberofmybodytoldmethisiswhereIbelonged.

“Fuckkk…”Igrunted,continuingtoslipinandoutofher,lettinghersweetcuntmilkeverysingle

dropofcumfrommybody.

“Thankyou.”Iheardherwordsandunderstoodthemnow.Iunderstoodwhyshewassothankful

forme.Ihadtakencareofherandgivenherpleasureandlove.Ihaddoneforherwhatnooneelsehad,

andshehadsavedthisforthemostimportantpersoninherlife.

Me.

“Isabella…”Iranmyfingersthroughherdarklocks,thesmellofsexfilledtheairaroundus

makingmewanttotakeheragain.“Ifeelsomethinginmychest,thispitterfuckingpatterthatI’venever

feltbefore.Ittellsmetostay,andtotakecareofyou,butfear-thatdirtybitch-tellsmetowalkawayright

now.”IneededtobehonestwithherandtotellherexactlyhowIfelt.Iwasn’toneofthosepussyass

bitchesthatwalkedaway,runningfromtheloveoftheirlifeortheirfeelingsforsomeone.

IsabellaswallowedandIcouldalmostfeelthefearshewasfeeling.DidshethinkIwasgoingto

fuckherandrunaway?Ipulledoutofher;theproofofherinnocencecoatedmycockandIcouldn’thelp

butsmilelikeasinisterfuckerwhohadjusttakencandyfromababy.

Ididn’tcareabouttheblood,Ihadclaimedher,andtakenherasmyown.Instead,Ishiftedoffof

herbodyandontothemattressrightnexttoher,thewarmthofherbodyencompassingmeinashellof

completehappiness.Ihadneverfeltanythinglikethisaftersex.Itookherinmyarms,wrappingherup

andholdinghertightlyagainstmychest,waitingforhertosayanything,anythingatfuckingall.

“Do…You…Doyouthinkyouloveme?”Shehesitated,stumblingoverherwordsbeforespitting

outthewholesentence.Ididn’tevenhavetostopandthinkaboutwhatitwasthatshewasaskingme

beforeIansweredher.

“Yeah,yeahIdo.I’vefeltitdeepinsideofmychesteverysingledaysinceIfirstsawyou.The

needtoalwaysbenearyou,topossessyourbody,andtokissyouwheneverthefuckIwant.”Ishould’ve

acknowledgedthefeelingsIhadforhersooner,buthowcouldweevenbetogether?Shewasjustbarely

legal,andIwasnearlytwenty-four.

Surelyhermotherwouldprotest,andmybrotherstillhadahardonforherass.Itwouldtake

everythinginmenottokickhisassforlookingatherevenslightly.Fuck.

Isabellasatupasecondlater,pullingoutofmyembrace,oneofherlegsswingingovermyhipsso

thatshewassittingwithherpussyrightagainstmycock.Ilookedatherbetweenhoodedeyes.Herdark

hairwasamess,andtherewasatwinkleinhereyesthatremindedmeofthestarsatnight.Shetwinkled,

andflickeredinthemoonlight,mesmerizingme.Fuck,IwantedtotellherhowmuchIwantedherjust

withmycock.

Wouldsheletmefuckheragainsosoon?Iwantedheragain,andIknewshewantedmebutI

wasn’tsureherfragilepussycouldtakeanotherbeatingfrommejustyet.

“Whatareyoudoing?”IaskedmyvoicehuskywhileIthoughtofallthedifferentthingsIwanted

todowithher.Shewasmorethanjustaconquest,agoal.Yeah,Iwantedtopossessher,butIalsowanted

todoothershitwithherthatdidn’tinvolveabedormycock.

Oneofhernailstraileddownmychestdiggingintomyskinleavinganangryredstreakinitspath.

“Isittoosoontogoagain?”Thesideofhermouthliftedinasexyashellsmile,andalaughcaught

inmythroat.

“Yousureyou'rereadyformore,baby?Ithinkweshouldwaitandletyouhealalittlebit.The

firsttimeandsecondtimeevencanhurt.”Iwantedtostabmyselfforallbutsayingnotoheradvancement

butIwantedittobegoodforher,alwaysandforever.AnytimewesharedsexIwantedittobethemost

amazingthingshewouldeverexperience.

Apoutformedonherface,andhereyesfilledwithsadness.Iliftedahandtoherchin,grippingit

firmlysothatshecouldn’tturnawayfrommeasIspoketoher.

“Iwantto,Isabella.Doyoufeelmycock?Howhardisitalready?That’sbecauseofyou.For

you.”Ithrustupwards,allowinghertofeelthedesirescoursingthroughoutmybodyrightatthisvery

moment.AfterallthatIhaddoneforhertoday,shehadtoknowthatIwantedhermorethanIhadanyone

elseever.

Herwhiteteethsankintoherpinkbottomlip.Wasshetryingtomakemeblowmyloadagain?

“Ibelieveyou,Logan.I’mjustreadyformore.IwantyouagainandIdon’tknowifI’llgetthis

chancewithyouagain.”Thesadnessthatseepedfromherwordsbrokemyfuckingheart.Icouldn’thave

herthinkingthatallIwantedwashervirginityandthatIwouldn’tbebackformore.

Aswitchflippedinsideofme,andsomethingtookholdofmyemotionsandheart.Lookupinto

thosehazeleyesIknewIhadtodosomething.

“I’mgoingtogiveyouwhatyouwantsweetheart,butit’snotgoingtobegentleorkind.It’sgoing

toberough,anddirty.It’sgoingtomakeyouquestioneverysinglethingI’veeversaidtoyou,butyou’re

goingtoknowthatwitheverythrustofmycockinsidethatsweetpussyofyoursthatIloveyou.You’ll

neverquestionthat…Ipromiseyou.”

IsabellanoddedherheadandIcouldn’thelpbutwanttosay,youdon’tknowwhatyou’re

agreeingtojustyetbabe.

Instead,Iignoredtheneedtoexplainmyselftoher,andflippedherovertoherbellyacrossthe

bedinonefluidmotion.ThenIgrabbedbothofherarmsinonehandpushingthemaboveherheadwhileI

centeredmycockatherentrance.Shepushedbackagainstmeasifshewantedtotemptthebeastinsideof

me.

“Notagoodidea,Isabella,”Igrowledintoherearleaningintoherbody,theheadofmycock

slippingthroughherfolds.HerbreathhitchedasIsliditbackandforththemovement’sfeathersoft.

“Iwantyou,Logan.”Sheliftedherhead,archingherback,andbodyintomytouch,mycock

almostslidingintohomebase.Asmilepulledatmylips,shewasalittlevixen,aturnedon,innocentas

fuckwomanwhowantedmetofuckherlikeaslutandIwasworried,worriedthatImightlikeitbuteven

moreworriedthatshemightlikeit.

“Begforit.”MyteethsankintohershoulderasIslammedintohertothehilt,myballsslapping

againstherclitasmycockhitthebackofherwomb.Iwantedhertobegformycocklikeitwastheonly

thingsheneededinherlife.

“Please…”Shepleaded.Icouldfeelherpussyclench,grippingmesotightlyIwasafraidifI

movedImightblowmyload.“FuckmeLogan.Fuckmehard.Please,fuckmehard.”Theairinmychest

settleddeepintomylungs.Ireleasedherhandsfromaboveherheadandplacedahandonherslimwaist

guidinghermovementsasshemovedagainstmycock.

Myotherhandmadeit’swayintoherhair,myfingersthreadingthroughthelocksasIwrapped

themaroundmyhand,pullingonthemeversolightly.

“I’mgoingtofuckyouhard,Isabella.Ifyouwantmetostopyouneedtosaysonow.”Iwas

secondsawayfrommypatiencebeingshredded.Ifshedidn’twanttoseetheanimalinmysheneededto

saysonow.

“Fuckme.”Shegrowledtakingmebycompletesurprise.

“That’smygirl.”Ihissed,slappingherasshardasIpulledallthewayoutofher.Iwasgoingto

imprintmyselfdeepinsideofhersoul.Iwasgoingtofuckhersohardshewouldneverforgetme,orthe

thingsIdidtoherbody.

 

ChapterNine

Isabella

TheairleftmylungsandmyscalpstungasLoganpulledmyheadback,archingmybodytotake

moreofhimintomypussy.Heslammedintomeoverandoveragain,mybellyfillingwithpleasure,as

hisballsslappedagainstmyclit.Ihadneverbeensoturnedoninmylife.

Thismanpossessedmeandownedme.HeknewmybodybetterthanIknewitmyself.Ipushedup

onmyarmstryingtotakeasmuchfromhimasIpossiblycould,everythrustpushingmecloserandcloser

towardsthatinvisiblecliff,theoneIdesperatelywantedtofalloffof.

“HadInottakenyourvirginitymyself,Iwouldquestionhowsweetandpureyoureallyare…”

HisvoicewasferalandunlikeanytoneIhadeverheardcomeoutofhismouthbefore.

“ItoldyouIwasbad…”Ipushedbackagainsthim,meetinghimthrustforthrust,takingevery

singleinchofpainandpleasurethathewasgivingme.Hisgriponmyhairtightened,asdideverymuscle

inmybody,asawaveofpleasurecrestedinsideofme.Thetensionreleasedfromwithin,snappinglikea

rubberbandthathadbeenpulledtoofar.

“Cum,Isabella.Milkmycock.IwanttofeelyourwallsgripmesohardIneverwanttopullout.”

Thedirtinessofhiswords,mixedwiththepleasurethatalreadyburnedthroughmyveinsheightenedmy

orgasm.Ablindinglightflashedbeforemyeyesasshiversrandownmyspine.

WeightlessnessconsumedmybodyasLoganpoundedintome,hishandreleasingmyhairsothat

hecouldholdmyhipsinplace.EverysinglemovementhemadeIfeltdeepinmysoul.Itwasasifhewas

tryingtoshovethelovehehadformeasfarinsidemypussyashecould.

“Fuck.Yourpussyisheaven,Isabella.”Hegrunted,beforepullingoutofme,hotstickysemen

landingagainstmynakedbackamomentlater.Ihadneverexperiencedsomethingsoeroticasaman

cummingonawoman,Ihadonlyreadaboutitinmybooks.

Ifeltlovedandconsumedwithpassionandneedbythisman.Hetookhishandandrubbedit

intomyskinasifitwaslotion.

“Whyareyoudoingthat?”Iquestionedlookingathimovermyshoulder.Thelookinhiseyes

wassoraw,sobreathtakingitwould’veknockedmeoverhadInotbeenlyingdown.

“Iwantyoutosmelllikeme.Iwantmyseedcoveringeverysingleinchofyourbody.Iwant

anyfuckingmanthatcomeswithintwofeetofyoutounderstandthatIownyouandthatyourheartbelongs

tome.That’swhyIdidit.”

Iblinked,becauseasalphaandcrazyasitwas,Itotallyunderstoodhim.Therewasnowayhe

waslettinganyoneelsetakemefromhimandforsomefuckingreason,thatthoughtalonebroughttearsto

myeyes.

Loganevokedfeelingsinmethatscaredme,butalsomademeecstatic.Ihadtriedtowipethe

tearsawaybeforehecouldseethembutitwastoolate.BeforeIrealizedwhatwastakingplace,Logan

waspullingmeupoffthebedandintohislap.Forcingmetofacehimandtheemotionshewasmakingme

feel.

“DidIhurtyou?”Thefearinhiseyeswasalmostcomical.Didhehurtme?Yeah,therehad

beenpain,buttherehadalsobeenpleasure,andlove,andfeelings,somanyfuckingfeelings.

Ishookmyhead,thefeareasingfromhiseyesandinitsplacesadness,andconfusionwas

growing.

“It’sjustallthefeelingsthatI’mfeeling.Iwantmorethanjustsexwithyou,andIdon’tknowif

Icanhaveit,ifyou’llgivethattome.”SomehowIhadfoundmyvoice,myeyesneverleavinghiseven

thoughIwantedtolookaway.

“Youdon’tknowifI’llgiveyouwhat?Achance.Love?”Hisvoiceseemedtorisewithevery

wordsaid.“You’vealreadyfuckingownedme,Isabella.Don’tyouknowthat?I’mwillingtokickmy

ownbrother’sasstohaveyou,tokeepyou,andnotjusttofuckyou.Iwanttogettoknowyouandlearn

thethingsthatmakeyoutick.Iwanttokissyou,andtickleyou,andpossessyouinwaysyou’venever

imagined.Iwanttoownyou,andbeownedbyyou.”

Tearsleakedfrommyeyesanddownmycheek,morecomingevenafterLogansquishedthem

withhisthumb,clearlyupsetthatIwascrying.

Itookinadeepbreathofair,mybodyshudderinginhisarms.“Iwantthat,allofitwithyoubut

Idon’twantmymothertoknow,andIdon’twantLuketohateyoubecauseyouhavemeandhedoesn’t.I

don’twanttodestroyyourbrotherhood.”

Aflirtysmilethatwouldhavemedoinganythingjusttoseeitagainshowedonhisface,

revealingtwoveryadorabledimples.

“I’msorry,IsabellabutI’mnothidingwhatwehavefromyourmother.You’refuckingmineand

I’llbethefirsttotellherhowIfeelaboutyou.”

“That’sgoodbecauseyouhavealotofexplainingtodo,Logan.”Isquealed,mymother'svoice

meetingmyears.ItwistedaroundinLogan’slap,myeyesstoppingatthebedroomdoorwheremymother

stood,ascowlmarringherface.Myheartwasbeatinginmythroat,asLoganwrappedaprotectivearm

aroundmyback.

“Mrs.Sterling.”Logangreetedherlikehewasn’tsittingstarkassnakedwithherdaughterwho

hejustfuckedintonextyear.

“Getdressed.Iexpectbothofyoutomeetmeinthekitcheninafewminutes.”Hereyesstayed

trainedonmebeforesheshutthedoorquietly,asquietlyasshehadopenedit.

Iblinked,andthenIblinkedagain,wonderingifthiswasalladream.Hadmymomreallyfound

menakedwiththemanthatwassupposedtobeworkingonourfence?Morally,IwonderedifIhadmade

therightchoice?

“Don’toverthinkit,Isabella.Wefucked.Itwashot,andI’mnevergoingtogiveyouup.

Nothingyourmomsays,orLukesays,isgoingtochangethat.You’reanadultandyoucanmakeyourown

choices.Iloveyou.Iwantyou.AndIalwayskeepwhatIwant.”Heplacedthesoftestkissknownto

mankindagainstmynoseandscurriedoutfromunderneathme,findinghisshirtandpantsthathadbeen

tossedGodknowswhere.

“I…”WhatdidIwanttosay?Thewordswouldn’tcomeout,nomatterhowhardItriedto

makethem.Istoodfromthebed,feelingadeepachebetweenmylegs.Ishiftedonmylegsaimlessly

beforecrossingtheroomtowherehehadfoundhisshirtontheground.

“Don’tminceyourwords,tellme…”Icouldn’tlethimfinishwhateveritwashewasgoingto

say.Theneedtokisshimwasoverpoweringme.Thismayhavestartedoutasahunger,adeepneedfor

sex,butithadbloomedintosomuchmore,morethaneitherofusexpectedIwassure.

StandingonmytiptoesIpressedmylipsagainsthisashardasIcould.Butwhatwassupposed

tobeahard,all-consuming,rawkissturnedintoasoft,pleading,burningkiss.Thesoftnessofitpiercing

mestraightthroughtotheheart.Thismanownedmeandnomatterwhatmymomsaiddownstairsthat

wouldneverchange.

“Iwantthis,andnomatterwhatshesaysdownstairsIwantyoutoknowthat.Okay?”Ihadto

verifywithhimthatheknewthat,andwhatIgotasIpulledawayfromhimwasjustthat,understanding.

“OhIknowbaby,andI’mnotlettinghertakeyouawayfrommeeither.”Myheartskippeda

beatjustasIfoundapairofyogapantsandshirttothrowon.Iwasreadytofaceher,andtellherhowI

feltaboutLogan.

ChapterTen

Logan

“YoucomeinmyhouseandhavesexwithmydaughterandexpectmenottobepissedwhenI

comehomeandhearmoanscomingfromupstairs?”Mrs.Sterlingwaslividwhenwefinallymadeit

downstairs,youcouldseeshehadbeenneartearsthemomentwewalkedin.

“I’mnotgoingtobullshitwithyou,Mrs.Sterling.Iloveyourdaughter,andthishasnothingto

dowiththesexweshared.IthaseverythingtodowithwhatIfeelforherinsideofhere.”Ipointedtomy

chest,myheart.

Mrs.SterlingsquintedhereyesatmeandthenturnedtoIsabella,whowasmorethanshakenup

overthewholething.Itwasamistaketohavetakenherhereinherbed,especiallywhenhermomwasn’t

home,andcouldshowupatanytime.

“Love?Youthinkhelovesyou?He’sgottobesixyearsolderthanyou,Isabella.”Hermother’s

concernsweregenuineIwouldgiveherthat,butwhatIfeltforherdaughterborderedoninsanity.I

wouldn’thurtherandImostcertainlywouldn’tletanotherfuckingmantouchher.Shewasmine.

“Ilovehim,Momma.ThesecondImethimIknewhewasit.”Isabellasmilednervouslyatme.

Igrippedherhandinmine,squeezingittighter,justsoshewouldrealizeIwasstillherewithher.

Hermothershookherhead,“Thisisn’thowitworks,Isabella.You’remydaughter,myonly

child.You’reallIhaveleft.”Tearsrimmedhereyes,andIknewIneededtoprovetoherjusthowmuch

herdaughtermeanttome.

“Mrs.Sterling.IloveyourdaughterandI’mnotgoingtoletanythinghappentoher.Notnow,

notever.Youwillneverfindherhurtinmypresence,andIwillhurtanyonewhotriestohurther.WhenI

sayIwantherandthatIloveher,Imeanit.”Istaredherstraightintheeyes,andshemetmystare.Icould

seetheloveshehadforherdaughterwasfierce.

Seconds,maybeevenminutes,passed.Whoknows,butwestoodtherewaitingforherto

decide,andIcouldseeit.Allofitweighingheavilyonhermind.ShewaswonderingifIwasworthit.If

Iwasamanofmyword.

“Ifthisiswhatyouwant,Isabella,thenIwillhonorit.Iwillgiveyoumyblessing.”Thelove

shehadforherdaughterwasastoundingandIrespectedthatbecauseshewasIsabella’smom,andifI

lovedIsabella,thenIlovedhermotherbecauseshewasthereasonIhadthisamazingwoman.

“Really?”DisbeliefdrippedfromIsabella’swords.

“Yes,underonecondition.”Mrs.Sterlingliftedherfinger,pointingitatme.“Youwillnothave

sexwithmydaughteragaininthishouse.”Sheraisedaneyebrowatme,andIsnickeredswallowing

aroundthelaughter.

“Iswearitwon’thappenagain.”Anditwouldn’tatleastnotforalongasstime.NexttimeI

tookIsabellaitwouldbeinmybed,intheoneplaceIhadneverbroughtanotherwomanbefore.

“Good.Nowifyoudon’tmindIwouldliketospendtherestoftheeveningwithmydaughter.”

Thatwasmycuetoleave,eventhoughIdidn’twantto.

“I’llshowhimout,Mom,”Isabellagrumbled,clearlyupsetthatIwasleaving.Iwasupsettoo,

butthiswouldgivemeachancetotalkthingsoverwithLuke.ToexplaintohimthatthingswithIsabella

wereseriousandthatIwasn’tgoingtobefuckingaroundanymore.

Hermothershooedusoutofthekitchen,andIsabellawalkedmetothedoor.Ifoundmyphone

inmypocketandmessagedforanUber.

“Ican’tbelieve…”Isabellaletoutasighaswewalkedoutthefrontdoorourhandsstill

interlocked.Ilookeddownatthem,relishinginthefeelingthatburnedthroughmyveinsbecauseIhadher,

becauseIlovedher.

“Believeit,andwhenyourolloverinthemorningandfeelthatsweetsorenessresonating

throughyourmusclesandpussy,rememberwhoitwasthatprovidedyouwiththatfeeling.”EventhoughI

wantedtostayandcuddlethefuckoutofherandmaybeevenslipinanothersessionofsexIknewthis

wasforthebest.HerpussyneededrestandIneededtosquareshitawaywithLukebecauseIsabella

wouldbecomingovertomorrow.

“Oh,I’llremember,howcouldIpossiblyforget?”Thesmilethatlingeredonherfacewasone

thatIwouldstrivetoputthereeverysingleday.IwouldbethebestmanIcouldpossiblybe,andIwould

takecareofhertothebestofmyability.

“Ididn’tthinkyoucould,orwould,Ijustwantedyoutoknowyou’llfeelmeandallthethingsI

didtoyouinthelasttwohours.”Iplacedmylipsoverhers,andshesighedintomytouch,meltingintoa

moltenpileofmush.

Thesoundofacarhornblaringbehindusforcedmetostepawayfromher.Ilookeddownat

her,whisperingwordsIneverexpectedtoo.

“Iloveyou,Isabella.Sleeptight,becauseI’llbeseeingyouagaintomorrow.”Thecoldnessof

leavingherdidn’tseemtobitenearlyasmuchasIexpecteditto,evenasIwalkedawayandgotintothe

car.MyeyesstayedtrainedonhersuntilIhittheendoftheroad,andshewasnolongerinsight.

***

“Yes,Luke.Fuckme.Harder.Harder.”Luke’shookupmoanedasIpushedthroughthefront

door.Therewasshitthrownaroundineverysingledirectionanditlookedasifsomeonehadgottenintoa

fightrighthereinthelivingroom.

Myeyeshonedinonhimandthenthegirlhehadpinnedagainstthekitchencounter,hertits

bouncingintheairashecontinuedtothrustinsideofher.

“You’reabad,badgirl,andyouknowwhatIdotobadgirls?”Lukegrowledbeforetakingone

ofhertitsintohismouth,“Fuckthemharder.”Hiseyesliftedtomine,adeepangerradiatingthroughthem

andintome.Hewaspissedoffatmeandhewastakingitoutoneveryoneelse.

“Youcanstopatanypointandtime,”Imumbled,headingintothekitchentogetabitetoeat.

Assurprisingasitwastofindanakedgirlbeingfuckedacrossmykitchencounter,itwasn’tallthat

surprisingthatLukehaddoneit.

Lukepulledoutofherandmumbledsomethinginherear.Afirmpoutformedonherface,and

herlipsturneddownevenmoreasLukecontinuedtospeak.Sheslippedofftheedgeofthecounterand

justasherfeethittheground,andshetookoffinthedirectionofherclotheswhichweresomewherein

thelivingroomLukelandedahardsmackagainstoneofherasscheeks.

“Justbecauseyou’remadatmedoesn’tmeanyouhavetofucksomeoneonourkitchencounter.

Attheendoftheday,you’restillmybrother.”IlovedIsabella,andIcouldn’thidethatfromhim.Yeah,

wesharedinthepast,butIsabellawasdifferent,sofuckingdifferentandtotallynotworthsharing.

“Mad.Me?”Helaughedbutnotreally;becausenothingonhisfacesaidhewasamused.“I’m

notmad,Logan.Notatall.”Hegotintomyface,completelynakedandIdidn’tevenblinkaneyelashat

him.

“YouareandI’msorry.Idon’twanttohurtyou,butIloveIsabella.Iloveher,Luke,andIcan’t

sharesomethingIlove.Ijustfuckingcan’t.”Icouldn’tbelieveIhadfinallysaiditoutloudtohim.

Hiseyesbuggedoutofhishead,andhisfistsclenchedathisside.Yeah,wewerebrothersbutI

wassureIwasaboutasecondawayfromgettingmyheadknockedoff.

“Love?”HespatthewordatmelikeIwasdumborsomething.“Virginpussydoesn’tequal

love,Logan.Itdoesn’tmeansheistheone.God,you’resofuckedup.”

Hetookastepback,andthenanother,aninvisiblewallformingbetweenus.Hewasgoinginto

hiding,shieldinghimselffrommyreach.TherewasnothingIcouldsaytomakethingsrightbetweenhim

andme.

Theonlythingthatwouldchangehismindwouldbetheloveawoman,andthatwomanwas

someonehewouldhavetofindallonhisown.

“She’smine,Luke,andIloveher.Ifyousayanythingbadaboutherfromthispointonward

there’sgoingtobeaproblembetweenus.Youcanbemadandhatefulbutdon’ttakeitoutonher.”Ileftit

atthat,knowingthatoneday,hopefullysoon,hewouldfindhisforeverthesamewayIhad.

Ijusthopedshewasstrongenoughtoholdontohimanddealwithhistemperandmoodswings.

“Leavemealone,andcongratu-fucking-lationsonyourhappilyeverafter.I’mgladyoufound

theone.”HesneeredandIwonderedforamomentifIwaslosingmybrother,orgivinghimachanceto

findhimself?

ChapterEleven

SixMonthsLater

“Logan.”Imoanedagainsthisthroatashecradledmeagainsthischest,histonguescraping

againstthesensitivefleshofmythroat.Hestillkissedmethesamewayhehadthefirsttime,withlove

andadoration,likeIwashisentireworld.

Thesoundofthefrontdooropeningendedthemomentbetweenus.Logan’sdeepbreath’sfell

againstmyneckandmyeyesstayedgluedtothefrontdoorwhereLukecamestumblingin.Hiseyeswere

glassy,andhisfeatureswereangry.Helookedlikehehadbeenatthebarallnightdrinking.

“Oh,you’rehereagain.”Hesneered,slammingthedoorclosedbehindhim.EversinceLogan

andIhadcomecleanaboutourfeelings,Lukehadbecomemoredistantandangry.ThemanthatIfirstmet

wasburiedundersometypeofrage,aragethatneitherLoganorIunderstood.

“Don’tbeadick,Luke.Shehassomethingimportantthatshewantedtotellmesopullyour

headoutofyourass.”Logansoundedmoreannoyedthanheeverhad,andthiswasn’tthefirsttimeshit

likethishadhappened.

IpulledawayfromLoganeversoslightly,myeyesslippingdowntomystomachwhereour

babywasnowgrowing.Iwasonlynineteenandwehadn’tbeentogetherthatlongbutIdidn’tcare.I

lovedhim,andhelovedmeandwhenyouhadthosetwothings,thatisallthatmattered.

“Idon’tthinkit’sagoodideatotell…”ItriedtospeakbutLogangavemealookthatsaidstop.

“WhatcouldlittleMs.Perfecthavetotellus?Huh?”Luketaunted,andforsomereason,it

mademeangry.ItmademefuriousthataftersixmonthshewasstillpissedthatLoganandIweretogether.

NowIhadababygrowinginsideofme,andIrefusedtoletthattypeofangersurroundus.

“I’mpregnant.”Thewordstumbledfrommymouthwithoutathoughtofwhatmayhappenafter

theyweresaid.

“What?”BothLoganandLukesaidatthesametime,theirfacesmirrorsofoneanother’s.Shock

formingonLuke’ssecondslater,whereLogan’swaspureexcitementandlove.

“I’mpregnant.Ababyisgrowinginsideofme,ourbaby.”Icuppedthesideofhischeek,

staringdeeplyintohiseyes.

“Ohfuck.I’mgoingtobeadad.”Excitementlacedhiswords.“I…”Thenworryseemedtotake

root.“Shit.Idon’tknowifIcanhandlethis.”HiseyesgrewwideandIhadtobringhimbackdownto

Earthandremindhimthatwecoulddothis,wecoulddoanythingthatweputourmindstoo.

“Shhh.Iloveyou.Youloveme.Thisisourbaby,andaslongaswehaveeachotherthenthat’s

allweneed.”Withadeepbreaththeworryandfearfadedfromhiseyes.Thesoundofglassbreaking

piercedmyears,andmyeyesliftedbacktoLuke’s.Icouldseethepaininhiseyes,theanger,andrage.

Hewantedtobeloved,andcaredfor,andwhenLoganandIhadfoundourforeverhelostit.

Heneededhisownforever,hisownlover.BeforeLoganorIcouldevensayanotherwordhe

wasgone,walkingdownthehallandtohisbedroom,leavinguswiththehappynews.

“He’shurting.“Loganwhisperedagainstmychest.Inodded,knowinghewasright,sofucking

rightbutIhadawayoffixingthis.Icouldhelp.IknewIwouldneverbeabletogivemyselftohimnotas

longasLoganwasalive.

“I’llfixthis,baby,wellfixthistogether,”Iwhisperedback,wrappingbothmyarmsaroundhis

head,allowinghimtohearthebeatofmyerraticheart.

“Iloveyou,andourunbornchild.”IcouldfeelhisloveinthewordshespokeandknewIwas

trulyloved.

TheEnd

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DirtyDeeds

(AnOfficeRomance#2)

ChapterOne

“Mr.Jeffersonishereforyourtwothirtymeeting.”Caroline,mytemporaryofficeassistantannouncedasshepoppedherhead

aroundthecornerandintomyofficeherdarkblueeyesmeetingmine.

“Goaheadandsendhimin.”Irequestedlettingoutaraggedbreath.Ileanedbackinmychaircasually.CameronJeffersonhad

beenoneofmylongestpartnersinthebusinessindustrybutnotonlythat;hewasalsomybestfriend.AnytimeIneededalawyer,advice,or

helphewasthere.

“WhendidIhavetostartschedulinganappointmenttoseemybestfriend?”Cameronjokedashesteppedintomyoffice.Ishoved

fromthedeskinahurryandcrossedtheroominafewquicksteps.Weshookhandslikewealwaysdid,andIcouldn’thelpbutsmileatthe

bastardbecauseeverytimeIseenhimsinceSadiecameintohislifehehadbeeninagoodmood.

“Onlywhenyoustoppedcomingaroundasoften,thatanditdoesn’thelpthatI’mliterallyalwaysfuckingbusy.”Isighedintothe

airscrubbingahanddownmyfacewonderingifthatonemovecoulderaseallthestressfrommylife.Iwasdrowninginbusinessdeals,

incomereports,andphonecallsfrommyfatherwhowassupposedtohavegiventhecompanyovertome,nostringsattached.

“WhatcanIsaySadiekeepsmebusy…”Thegrinonhisfaceprovedhisstatementtobetrue.Ihadneverseenthemanhappier

especiallywhenitcametoawoman.Iwasalmostjealous,almost.

“Icantell.I’veneverseenyouthishappyaboutjustbreathing.”MyattitudewasabitpisspoorforseeingsomeoneIhadn’tin

monthsbutIknewifanyonecouldunderstandmyfrustrationitwouldbeCameron.

Agrufflaughescapedhisthroat.Helookedgood,betterthanheeverhadandIhatedtoadmititbutIwasjealous.Goddamnwas

Ijealous.HehadeverythingIcouldeverwantbuthereIwasstillabachelor.TosayIwasdonewiththeone-nightstandswasan

understatementyetIstillhadn’tfoundawomanworthmytime.

“Actually,I’mherebecauseofSadie…”TherewasachangeinCameron’svoicehell;therewasachangeintheairtoo.Thekind

ofchangethattoldmeafavorwasonthetipofhistongue.IwasabusinessmanafterallIknewhowtospotthatshitfromamileaway.

Ipursedmylips,andstaredhimstraightintheeyes,therewasaflickerofsadnesstherethatIhadn’tseenbeforeanditmademe

wonderwhatcouldpossiblybewrongwithhim?

 “Don’tbeataroundthefuckingbushCam.We’rebusinessmen,butmostimportantlyfriends.IfyouneedsomethingyouknowI’llalways

doasmuchasIcantoohelpyouout.”Iassuredhim,butthesadnessinhiseyesonlyseemedtogrow.Frustrationburnedthroughmyveins.It

wasn’tsomethingIenjoyedfeelingtowardsoneofmybestfriendsbutIwasprettyclosetobreakingdownandaskinghimwhatthefuckhis

problemwasandwhyhecouldn’tjustcomeoutwithit?

AsecondlaterCameronexhaledadeepbreath,“Sadiehasafriend,averyclosefriend.”Icouldseehimstrugglingthrough

whateveritwasthathewantedtoaskme.Cameronwasn’tsomeonethathadtroublegettingtothepointsowhateverwasgoingonmustbe

important.WhichiswhyIwastryingtobepatientandwaititout,butpatiencewasn’treallymystrongsuit.

“Spititthefuckout,Jefferson.”Isnappedhittingtheendofmyrope.Thisshouldn’tbethishard.Cameronrolledhiseyesatmein

annoyanceandthenstartedtospeakagain.

“Chloeishername.SadiehadafriendnameChloe,someoneshehasbecomeclosewith.Theybothvolunteeratthelocal

woman’sshelterdowntown.”

Hetrailedoff,hiseyesdroppingtothefloorbeforehetookasteadyingbreathandlookedbackupatme.Thenervousnessthatwas

rollingoffofhimwouldbeamusingifitwasn’ttakingupsomuchofmytime.

“Gettothepoint.”Ifoldedmyarmsovermychest.

“Alright,alright.SadietoldmelastnightthatChloeneedstofindanewjoborshe’sgoingtoloseherapartmentandIknowyouaren’t

ajobagencyoranythinglikethat.”HepausedandIknewthenexactlywhatkindoffavorhewasaskingfor.

“IfIrecallcorrectlyyouweresayingsomethingabouthiringanewassistant…”WhydidthelookonCameron’sfacemakeitseem

likehehadbeentheonetofindananswertoallmyproblems?

“Idon’tmeantobeanassholebutIdon’thirejustanyone…”Wastherereallyanywaytosaythatwithoutcomingoffasaprick?

Cameronsighed,“Iwouldn’thaveaskedifshewasanyoneelse,butshe’sSadie’sfriend,andyouknowhowitgoes,happywife,

happylife.”IclenchedmyfistsatmysidesnotbecauseIwasangrywithCameronbutbecauseIknewtherewasnowayIcouldtelloneof

mybestfriendsno,andthatinafewdaysIwouldhaveanewassistantwhoprobablydidn’tknowhermouthfromherassholeandinthe

businessindustrythatwouldn’tfly.ThatcoupledwiththefactIhadnotimetotrainher,itwaslikeatrainaccidentwaitingtohappen.

“FinebutIsweartoyouCamifshecan’thandlecorporatebusinessIwillhavetofireher.You’remybestfriendsoI’llgivehera

chancebutI’mtryingtorunanempirehereandIneedsomeonethatcanhandlemydemands.”AndfuckdidIhavealotofdemands.

“Awesome…”TheairaroundCameronchangedasheclappedhishandstogether.Thenervousnessthathesteppedintomyoffice

withwasstillthereandonlyseemedtobegrowing.IfmehiringSadie’sfriendwasn’twhatwasmakinghimnervousthenhemusthave

somethingworseheneededtotellme?

“Sonowthat,that’soutofthewaywhythehellareyoustillsonervous…?”Iquestionedcuriouslyleaningagainstmydesk.A

mischievousglintappearedinhiseyes,butitwaswhenhespokethatIunderstoodexactlywhatthefuckerhaddone.

“Comeinandmeetyournewboss,Chloe.”Thistimethenervousgotturnedonme.Howlonghadshebeenstandingtherejustonthe

othersideofthedoor?Myheartslammedagainstmyribsassoonasshepushedthroughthedoubleglassdoors.IwasallbutsalivatingwhenI

finallyfinishedlookingherupanddown.

Istartedatherstrawberryblondehairthatlookedsofterthanhairreallyshould,andmovedoverhersoft,butslightlyyoungfacial

features.Itookinthedresssheworethatclungtoherbodyinalltherightplaces.Hertitswereperkyandonebuttonawayfromexplodingout

ofthetopofherdress.

Shewasshapely,andtheexacttypeofwomanIlikedtofuck.Ididn’tlikethosestickthinwomen.Ilikedfullwomenwithanicesetof

hipstoholdontowhileIpoundedintothemfrombehind.Yeah,thiswasgoingtobeaproblem,abigfuckingproblem.

“Hi,Mr.Nelson.”OhsweetfuckingJesusmycockgrewharderthansteelassoonasshespoke.Thelargebulgenowpressed

uncomfortablyagainstmyslacks.Mr.Nelson?Ohhellno,Mr.Nelsonwasmyfather.IwasRyanNelsonplayboyextraordinaire,andtheman

whocouldmakeyoucumwithinsecondsorsoCosmoMagazinesaid.Iwasacelebrityinsomeways.

Iswallowedaroundthelumpinmythroatandtriedtodiscreetlyadjustmyselfbeforemynewemployeerealizedjusthowturnedon

shemademe.Fuck,IneededtorememberthatIwasafuckingCEOofamulti-billiondollarcompanyandthatIdidn’tgettonguetiedover

sexywomenlikeChloe,butthatIalsocertainlydidn’tpopbonerslikeasixteenyearoldboythatcouldn’tcontrolhimself.

“CallmeRyan.Mr.Nelsonismyfather.”Ihidtheaggressionfrommyvoice,anddesiretostripherbareandtakeherrighthereonmy

desk.Chloetippedherchinupanddowninunderstanding,herbangsmovingagainstherforeheadasshedidso.

LookingoveratCameronthesmirkonhisfacecouldn’tbemissed.Thatfucker.Heknewexactlywhatitwasthathewasdoing

bringingherintomyoffice.Thissexylittledamselindistressasheclaimedhertobe.ThefuckingassholeknewthemomentIsawherI

wouldn’tbeabletochangemymindorgobackonwhatIsaid.Ihadplayedrightintohisfuckinghand.

“Ryan…”Cameroncoughedhidinghislaughterunderit.Iwastotallygoingtokickhisassforleadingthelambrightintothelion’sden.

“Thankyousomuchforthis.Youhavenoideahowmuchitmeanstome.I’mforevergratefulMr…ImeanRyan.”Thewordscame

outallatonce,asshewrungherhandstogethernervously.InarrowedmyeyesatCamerononcemoregivinghimalookthatsaidheowed

me.

“Believemesweetheart,it’smypleasure.”Fuckmesideways.Ineededtonotsaypleasureinherpresence.Thewayhereyeslitup

asIspokebasicallygavemetheindicationshethoughtIwasaGod.Italsomeantthatitwouldn’ttakemuchefforttohavehernakedand

beneathme.

“Alright…”Cameronclearedhisthroattakingastepback.“I’mgoingtogo,andletyoutwogetacquaintedwitheachother.Letme

knowifyouneedanything,Chloe.I’llgetintouchwithyounextweekRyan.Maybewecanmeetupforabeerortwo…?”Hedidn’tlinger

notevenforonesecond.Insteadheslippedfromtheroomasifhewasneverheretobeginwith.Leavingmealonewithaboner,andavery

attractivewoman.

God,savemefrommakinganassofmyselfrightnow.

AllIcoulddowasstandthereagainstmydeskandstareatthesweetlittlelambthatCameronhadallbutshovedatme.Isqueezedmy

eyesclosedinfrustration.IneededtogetmyshittogetherbeforeIdidsomethingstupid.

What,likefuckher?Mysubconsciousknewmewell.

“Are…areyouokay?”Hervoicewassmooth,andsweet,sofuckingsweet.IknewnothingaboutherexceptthatIwantedher.God

didIeverfuckingwanther.

Ipinchedthebridgeofmynose.GetyourfuckingshittogetherNelson!

“I’mfine.”Iinformedherratherharshly,afranticlookformedinthosedeepbluedepthsofhers.Iwasadick.IshouldcallCameronright

nowandmakehimcomeandgetherbeforeitwastoolate.Beforethelionsunkhisteethintoherskinandtastedherblood.

IstaredatherwonderingwhatthehellIwasgoingtodowithhernext.ItwasasIwasstaringatherthatInoticedwhiteteethsinking

intoherrubyredbottomlip.Howwasitevenpossiblethatmycockgrewharderinmyslacks?

“Caroline!”IgrowledasIslammedafingerdownonthephonedirectlynexttome.IcouldfeelthefearrollingoffofChloeinwaves

eachonehittingmeharderthanthenextandIwantedtobesorryforhurtingheralreadybutIcouldn’tbe.NotwhenIwantedtofuckthe

sweetnessrightoutofherafteronlyknowingherforalloffiveminutes.Ineededhergone,atleastforacoupleofhours.

“Yes…Yessir?”Carolinestumbledoverherwordsthroughthereceiver.

“PleasecomeandgetournewesthireChloeandshowheraroundtheoffice.Whenyou’refinishedwiththattakehertoHRandget

herthenewhireformstofillout.”Goodthatshouldkeepherbusyandoutofmywayforawhile.

Icouldn’ttakemyeyesoffofChloe’sredlips;thedesiretonibbleatthemwasnearlyconsumingme.Icouldfeelmybodypullingme

inherdirection,needingtogetclosertoheratanyexpense.

“Ofcoursesir.”Carolinegulpedbeforeherlineofthephonewentdead.Iplacedthephonebackonthereceiverandavertedmyeyes

toanywherebutChloe’s.

WhenCarolinewalkedinamomentlater,afterwhatseemedtobeaneternitybutcouldn’thavebeenlongerthanafewseconds,relief

floodedmyveins.IcouldfeeltheheatofChloe’sstareagainstmyskin,theangershewasradiatingwaspalpableandIwasn’tevenlookingat

her.WhenIfinallydidlookupatherjustasshewasleavingtheofficeIsawasmalltraceofsadnessfillherfeatures.

You’readouchebag.

“Fuck!”IsworeasItippedmyheadbackandtookinadeepbreathofair.WhenIsteppedfootintomyofficetodayIdidn’tthinkit

couldbeanyworsethanabunchofpaperworkandmeetings.LittledidIfuckingknowabeautifultemptressnamedChloewouldcome

walkingintomylife,kickingmeintheballs,andtakingmybreathaway.Icouldn’tfuckmyassistant,butIwantedtoo,hellIalmostneeded

too.

“Deepbreaths,Nelson.You’vegotthis.Youarethebossandyourunthisshit,notyourdick.”IgavemyselfapeptalkasIstepped

backbehindmydeskanddelvedintothestackofpaperworkthatIneededtoreviewallwhileimagesofthealluringChloeplayedintheback

ofmymindonrepeat.

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