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Christian’s Coven 7

 

Ceri

 

He watches his mate from afar, unable to touch, hold, or claim the 
man. Distance is Ceridian's reality, his torment. He exists outside 

the vampire population, living with an unnatural craving that 
seems to grow stronger whenever he is near Virgil—a man who 
haunts his very dreams. Ceri feels more dead than alive as he 

watches life go on all around him, but he is powerless against the 
dark force keeping him chained to the shadows. 

Virgil has never fit in. Not in Dante's coven, and not in Christian's. 
He passes each night longing for the one man who refuses to 

claim him, Ceri. He knows of Ceri's hunger, and he is desperate to 
find a way around the man's flesh cravings. He is even willing to 

sacrifice his own life to be with the vampire. And it may just come 
to that as their bond grows in ways neither had expected. They 
are plunged into danger, deception, and infinite pleasure beyond 

imagining. 

Genre: Alternative (M/M or F/F), Contemporary, Paranormal, 
Vampires/Werewolves 
Length: 40,159 words 

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CERI 

 

Christian’s Coven 7 

 
 
 
 
 

Lynn Hagen 

 
 
 
 
 
 

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CERI 
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CERI 

Christian’s Coven 7 

 

LYNN HAGEN 

Copyright © 2013 

 
 
 
 
 

Prologue 

 
The great kingdom of Neverlight Hall was the most powerful of 

the lands. The Espelimbergos’ dynasty ruled for over three thousand 
years. Although they were human, they had shifter servants to see to 
their safety and warlocks to cast spells, keeping the kingdom safe 
from anyone who wished them harm.  

But not all was well in the kingdom. Queen Serentene 

Espelimbergo wanted children. But she did not want her husband to 
plant his seed in her womb. Serentene scoffed at the idea of having 
sons who were weak with nothing more than human blood. She 
wanted her offspring to be strong like shifters, powerful like 
warlocks, and have the cunning intelligence of a demon.  

After seeking out Nenya, the greatest warlock to ever walk the 

lands, Serentene struck a bargain with him. She agreed to kill the king 
in exchange for a powerful potion that would give the sons she bore 
all the otherworldly qualities she felt was their right to have. Nenya 
agreed to her bargain. But what the queen did not know was that the 
warlock hated humans with every breath that he took.  

He was so hate filled and jaded that he created the spell with a 

dark heart, adding things that were wholly evil. Handing it over, 

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Nenya told Serentene that her end of the bargain was to be met when 
her sons turned of age.  

She agreed.  
After chanting the spell that Nenya had given her, she sought out 

the one man whose reputation spoke of great power and unparalleled 
strength. Serentene used her breathtaking beauty to seduce Panahasi 
into sleeping with her—not once, but twice.  

King Marsian Espelimbergo was filled with joy when his queen 

gave birth to their first son, Christian. He was thrilled once again 
when a few years later she bore him twins—Rhysdan and Ceridian.  

The vampire race was born.  
But what Marsian did not know was that the sons were not of his 

loins. He raised them as his own, teaching them to be great men. On 
the eve of Christian’s eighteenth birthday, Nenya visited Serentene. 
He demanded his payment, but by then, Serentene had softened, her 
sons showing her the greatest gift of all, love. She refused to kill her 
husband. Serentene knew that she had been selfish when using the 
spell so many years ago. Over the years she realized just how much 
Marsian adored her and she had fallen in love with her king.  

Enraged that she had failed to keep her end of the bargain, Nenya 

gathered the other warlocks, starting a war in which the king and 
queen were killed. Before his own death, Nenya cast one last spell. He 
wanted the sons to suffer for their mother’s betrayal. Choosing the 
darkest spell he possessed, Nenya sliced his very own daughter’s 
throat, creating a curse for the sons of Serentene Espelimbergo.  

He began to chant, reciting the spell as the shifters and 

Espelimbergo sons stormed his castle. Nenya had enough time to 
curse just one. He chose the vampire who had slept with his beloved 
daughter, Victoria.  

Ceridian.  
As he was overtaken, Nenya poured Victoria’s blood into the 

cauldron, sealing the vampire’s fate for all eternity. Since the 

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abomination loved blood so much and had soiled his daughter, Nenya 
cursed Ceridian with a craving of the flesh.  

The keeper of the underworld sought out Ceridian, telling him 

what Nenya had done. He also told Ceridian that if he revealed this 
knowledge, the curse would intensify tenfold. The spell forced 
Ceridian to consume flesh, making him the most feared vampire in all 
existence.  

The war lasted three hundred years, decimating the paranormal 

population. In that time, Ceridian’s hunger for the flesh had grown so 
greatly that Christian had to put his brother into a deep sleep. But 
Rhysdan loved Ceridian so deeply that he did not want him to be 
alone. He agreed to be put to sleep next to his twin. Christian swore to 
Rhysdan that he would awaken the twins when he found a solution to 
Ceridian’s adversity.  

But a solution was never found.  
Years turned into decades that turned into centuries. Two 

thousand years had passed, and now in a time of technology where the 
inhabitants of earth were tapping away on their smartphones or busy 
driving in rush hour traffic, the mysteries of days long ago weren’t 
even a fleeting thought.  

No one remembered the battle between the otherworldly creatures 

and warlocks. Most had forgotten the folklore, setting aside the 
legends for a latte or the latest gadget. Those who did remember 
thought the war only a myth to scare their young into behaving. A 
handful remained who were there, witnessing firsthand the evil that 
had plagued the lands. Just a few recalled the carnage left behind.  

Warlocks all but vanished from the lands, killed by vampires and 

shifters to stop them from casting ancient and wicked spells.  

Neverlight Hall still stood, although now in ruins. The years had 

not been kind to the castle that had once been the most majestic place 
to live. But there was still one who walked the lonely halls, living in 
the shadows to stop himself from eating his way through the scourge 
of society.  

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Chained to his curse, Ceridian Giordano Espelimbergo was more 

dead than alive, enduring an existence he wouldn’t wish on his worst 
enemy. 

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Chapter One 

 
It was the hottest night in fall, in Virgil’s opinion. The club was 

packed, bodies pressed against each other like a wall of flesh. He still 
wasn’t used to being here and Virgil didn’t like the constant noise 
pounding in his ears. If one more guy patted his ass, he was going to 
turn this place into a bloodbath.  

Irritated, sweaty, and ready to find a quiet hole to crawl into, 

Virgil pushed his way toward the front exit, cursing the bracelet on 
his wrist. The prince had insisted Virgil wear one so he couldn’t pop 
out of this place, treating him like some prisoner.  

“Yo, Virgil!” August called out from somewhere close by. He’d 

know that voice from anywhere. The vampire had been chosen by 
Christian to pretty much babysit Virgil, be his shadow, and dog his 
every move. “Wait up!” 

He pretended he didn’t hear the guy as his feet carried him closer 

to the door. If he could just make it to the exit, then he could hurry 
outside and hide in the crowd out there, away from the pest. All Virgil 
wanted was some cool air. He didn’t need a chaperone for that. Once 
outside, Harley—the bouncer—would keep a watchful eye on him.  

But being here was better than being at the Manor. There, Virgil 

would have to look at Rhys, Ceri’s twin. That was just too painful of a 
reminder that his mate didn’t want him.  

Not even his brother, Ross, wanted to be bothered with Virgil. But 

could he really blame the guy? Virgil had been in a dark place when 
Ross mated Kenway, which made him take his aggression out on the 
one man who loved him. He was still in that dark place and gave Ross 
the distance the man had wanted, but god how he missed his brother.  

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“Why don’t you stand with me?” Harley asked as Virgil 

approached. The guy’s eyes were flickering behind Virgil, a smirk on 
his face. The bouncer knew that August was looking for him, and he 
knew that Virgil was running. “It’ll give you something to do besides 
hiding from your sitter.” 

He glanced over his shoulder and saw August heading straight for 

him. Jeez, the man took babysitting serious as hell. The guy had a 
determined look etched on his face—like if he didn’t stay glued to 
Virgil’s side, he’d explode. “Only if you make August go away,” he 
said quickly to Harley.  

Harley gave him a cocky smile. “Ah, c’mon. He isn’t that bad.” 
When Virgil gave him an oh yes he is look, Harley lifted his arm 

and snapped his fingers, pointing directly at August. “Christian is 
looking for you.” 

Virgil watched August make a U-turn and head for the hallway 

where Christian’s office was located. August was a nice enough guy. 
He was just too clingy. Virgil felt like the man was suffocating him 
when he was near. He didn’t like that. He wanted his own space to 
breathe, not sit there and listen to the guy chat on and on about 
nothing. “He’ll be back once he finds out Christian isn’t really 
looking for him.” 

Harley waved a pair of humans past him before replacing the 

maroon rope that corralled the ones waiting to get inside. “That won’t 
be for a while considering the prince isn’t here.” 

Virgil took up post on the other side of Harley. That way he was 

outside the building, feeling the breeze on his heated skin—and out of 
August’s line of sight. He gazed down the row of misfits waiting to 
get inside and wondered why they liked to party here. They had no 
idea vampires existed and once they left the club, any memory they 
acquired would be wiped clean by Harley.  

He didn’t understand what made this place so special. 
“That’s my girl you’re hitting on!”  

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Virgil saw one human shoving at another. They looked like they 

were about to go blow for blow. As he took in the odd clothes and 
body piercings, Virgil knew that he would never understand humans’ 
elaborate wardrobe or why they felt the need to hide behind so many 
piercings and makeup. 

On second thought, yes he did. He had hidden behind his own 

mask since he could remember, shutting down, holding the world at 
bay, and refusing to let them in. He had even been mean to his brother 
at times, just to stop him from getting too close.  

“Watch the door, Virgil, while I take care of those two 

numbskulls.” Harley left his side, making his way down the line until 
he reached the disputing pair. The bouncer hauled them both out of 
line, a female shouting to let her boyfriend go. A skirt that clearly 
showed everything she was born with rose up when she lifted her arm 
to punch at Harley’s shoulder.  

The situation looked like it was getting out of control until the 

bouncer pressed a hand over each man’s head and then they fell silent. 
The female shouted some more, her face flushed in anger until Harley 
pressed his hand to her forehead as well. Virgil watched all three 
mutely walk away from the club.  

One thing was for sure. Harley had an interesting job. He never 

had to worry about things becoming too dull around here.  

“I swear,” Harley muttered as he walked back over to where 

Virgil was standing. “If he didn’t want his girl’s ass patted, why did 
he let her come here with a see-through skirt?” 

“He wanted to end things with her.” Virgil could see the man’s 

intentions as clear as day. He was pretty good at reading people and 
the human had purposely started that argument. His tone of voice had 
been off, telling Virgil that he really didn’t care who patted the 
woman’s ass.  

Harley swiped his hand over another pair’s head who exited the 

club, stealing their memories of anything otherworldly as he glanced 
toward Virgil. “You think?” 

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“I saw the way he was looking at her,” Virgil replied as he 

mentally thrust into a male’s head who was leaving the club and then 
quickly pulled out, disgusted at what he found. “He no longer wishes 
to be her boyfriend and is going to use her attire for his departure.” 

Harley erased the exiting male’s memory before shaking his head. 

“I’ll never understand people like that. Why doesn’t he just tell her 
it’s over?” 

“Perhaps she isn’t the type to easily break up with.”  
“Dramatic?” 
Virgil dipped his head in a nod. “How do you so easily retain 

everyone’s memory of what they have seen? Doesn’t your mind 
become too full?” Virgil knew the technique Harley used and he 
couldn’t fathom holding so much in his own mind. Only the strongest 
among them could do this night after night. He just knew he’d go 
insane if he had to man the door like Harley did. Harley not only took 
the memories, but absorbed them until they finally, slowly, dispersed.  

The large vampire shrugged. “It took a lot of practice and a few 

psychotic episodes before I mastered scrubbing so many memories.” 
He winked at Virgil. “Wanna try the next person?” 

Virgil remembered the guy who had just left and shook his head. 

“Humans have bizarre and disgusting things in their minds.” 

Harley gave a deep and rich chuckle. “Yeah, they do, but not all 

of them. C’mon, try the next one.” 

Before Virgil could refuse once more, a guy walked out, Harley 

nodding at him. If he didn’t do anything, the human would leave with 
his memories intact. Virgil plunged into the man’s mind and searched 
for any knowledge he had of vampires. He saw the guy talking with 
the bartender, his eyes sweeping over the crowd of partiers. They 
landed on Isla, one of Christian’s higher-ranking vampires. Virgil saw 
the human witness Isla biting someone and was ready to snatch the 
memory away, when he felt what the man was feeling.  

It wasn’t lust or revulsion, but longing. A longing so deep, so 

painful that Virgil gasped, the emotion vibrating inside of him, 

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resonating down his spine. He knew that feeling all too well. He 
carried it with him everywhere he went, drowning in it most nights. 
Virgil wanted Ceri so badly that sometimes he felt as if he would die 
from the pain of being separated from the vampire.  

“Is he scrubbed?” 
Virgil locked eyes with the human and he felt some sort of bond 

snap into place. He couldn’t understand it, but they had become 
kindred souls in that moment. “Yes,” he lied.  

As painful as it was to carry those emotions, Virgil couldn’t bring 

himself to take those haunting feelings from the man. They were his 
and his alone. He knew he should. Christian would be furious if he 
knew Virgil had let the man go without scrubbing him, but for the 
first time in eons, Virgil had felt like he’d connected with someone. 
There was someone else in this world who felt the pain of being 
denied the person they wanted most.  

“See, it wasn’t so bad,” Harley commented. “Maybe I’ll toss you 

one or two more people tonight.” 

Virgil wasn’t listening. He was watching the man walk solemnly 

to his car before turning to look directly at Virgil. As the man opened 
his car door, Virgil pushed one thought into the human’s mind. 

It feels like dying a thousand deaths, doesn’t it? 
The raven-haired stranger blinked, as if surprised to hear Virgil’s 

thoughts, and then slowly nodded before getting in and driving away.  

 

* * * * 

 
After leaving the Manacle, Virgil spent time strolling through the 

dark forest behind the Manor. He liked being outside, letting the night 
fill him as he walked his lonely path. He could hear someone behind 
him, following him, but not closely. Virgil also knew it wasn’t 
August. The person giving him his distance while keeping an eye on 
him was too well trained, too quiet, too respectful of Virgil’s need to 
be alone.  

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He was also trying to find a way to get the bracelet off. How 

ironic was it that he had locked one on his brother’s wrist, only to 
have one of his own now?  

Ross would never know that Virgil had shoved his brother into the 

demon realm for his very own protection. Virgil had been slipping 
deeper into his own mind, his thoughts hostile, not very pleasant. He 
didn’t want Ross anywhere near him for fear he would do irrevocable 
damage to the man. But the worst part of slipping further and further 
into madness was the pain. Virgil didn’t want to be this way. He 
wanted to be loved, feel happiness, and be able to laugh.  

He wasn’t sure why he had been born broken. He felt. Yes, he’d 

made Ross believe he had no emotions whatsoever, but that wasn’t 
the truth. The problem with Virgil was that he felt too much, too 
deeply.  

“I don’t mean to intrude on your quiet time, but I’d like you to 

stay close to the Manor.”  

Virgil was irritated that Logan was following him in the first 

place. Although the shifter was giving him his space, he wanted to be 
utterly alone. He understood that he was Ceri’s mate and that 
everyone was borderline psychotic about his safety, but all Virgil 
wanted was some stinking fresh air. Seriously, where could he really 
go? He was surrounded by trees, trees, and oh yeah, more trees. With 
the bracelet on, he’d have to hoof it. “I’m not stopping you from 
returning.” 

Logan gave him a humorless chuckle. “Nice try, but I don’t want 

to face Christian if you disappear on me. You are his brother’s mate 
and trust me when I tell you that he will torture me slowly over the 
next one thousand years if I let anything happen to you.” 

Virgil wished Ceri cared as much as Christian seemed to. He had 

heard that love could sometimes be magic, but in Virgil’s opinion, 
magic was nothing more than smoke and mirrors, an illusion for fools. 
Even with that thought, Virgil knew he wanted to give Ceri his broken 
heart.  

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“Everything always seems dismal when it comes to love.” Logan 

turned back toward the Manor. Virgil knew he should do the same, 
but he couldn’t get his feet to move. He didn’t want to go back there 
right now. “Either everything works itself out, or you pull a Romeo 
and Juliet on his ass.” 

“You are a really morbid guy.” Although his heart was bleeding 

for a man who didn’t want him, Virgil had never contemplated 
sending them both to their graves. That was just twisted, even for him.  

Logan laughed bitterly. “You just might change your mind.”  
“Hardly.” Virgil began to walk deeper into the forest, wanting to 

get away from Logan’s strange ass. But the man wasn’t having it. He 
grabbed Virgil by the arm, holding him back. Virgil turned, baring his 
fangs. 

Logan did not look impressed. “I’ve had bigger and badder 

vampires threatening to take a bite out of me, Virgil. But nice try.”  

“Get. Your. Hands. Off. Of. Me.” 
“Then. Get. Your. Ass. Back. To. The. House,” Logan mocked 

him. “Nothing you can do or say will make me let you wander further 
away.” 

Virgil yanked his arm free, glaring daggers at the wolf shifter. 

“You are an asshole.” 

Logan nodded. “Been called worse, but I’m not budging on this.” 
“Problem?” 
They both turned to see Christian standing there, the moonlight 

directly behind him, giving the man an ethereal glow. He was the last 
person Virgil wanted to see. “Yeah, Fido here won’t let go of his 
bone.” 

The prince’s face softened as if Virgil’s statement amused him. 
“He’s all yours.” Logan scowled as he left Virgil with Christian.  
“It isn’t wise to antagonize the man watching your back.”  
“You mean babysitting me so I won’t run away.” Virgil began to 

walk further into the woods, wondering if Christian would stop him. 
The man didn’t. He kept pace with Virgil instead. 

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“You probably do think of this as a prison sentence,” Christian 

said. “But humanity would not be safe if something happened to you, 
Virgil.” 

“Why, because you think Ceri cares?” He scoffed, holding back 

all the things he really wanted to say. He was pretty sure that even 
though his safety was top priority, mouthing off to the prince would 
get his ass handed to him.  

“Yes.” 
“Bullshit.” Virgil stopped in his tracks, turned, and faced the 

prince. “He doesn’t love me.”  

“I didn’t say love,” Christian corrected him as his dark eyes filled 

with something Virgil couldn’t discern. They were dark, tenebrous, 
and seemed to see right through him. “How can a man love anyone 
else when he can’t even love himself?” 

Virgil didn’t want to hear that. He didn’t want to know that he had 

a snowball’s chance in hell of being claimed by Ceri. He didn’t want 
to be here at the Manor. Virgil didn’t want to be at the Manacle. 
There was just one place he’d ever felt safe, and that was at Ceri’s 
home, in that rundown castle that haunted his dreams.  

As the pain of abandonment mounted inside of him, Virgil felt 

like tentacles of madness were wrapping around him. He was 
reaching critical level and all he wanted was for the hole in his chest 
to stop hurting. “I hate you,” he sneered at Christian. “I hate 
everything about you and your family. I wish to fate that I had never 
discovered who Ceri was to me. I curse the fucking ground all of you 
walk on!” 

Christian’s eyes were full of a sympathetic understanding. “I 

know.” 

Before Virgil could blink, he was standing in his bedroom. He 

screamed at the top of his lungs, trashing his bedroom, shouting out 
Ceri’s name and calling him every deplorable thing he could think of. 
It hurt so badly that Virgil thought he would die from the pain. He 

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ended up on his knees, rocking back and forth as he cried bloodred 
tears.  

He parted his lips to revoke Ceri’s claim on him, to severe the tie 

for all eternity, but he couldn’t form the words. No matter how bad 
things were, Virgil couldn’t find it in himself to give up. He had no 
one, not one single person in this world, not even his brother.  

Virgil was all alone and it seemed he was destined to stay that 

way.  

 

* * * * 

 

Virgil opened his eyes, all sense of time lost to him as he glanced 

around. He knew right away that he wasn’t in his bedroom. As his 
eyes began to focus, Virgil realized he was lying on a bed of silk, the 
sheer curtains drawn to one side. His eyes swept the room and he 
knew exactly where he was.  

“Show yourself.”  
A breeze skirted through the crumbling windows as an owl hooted 

outside, yet he still remained alone. There was no answer to his 
demand. He lay back down, curling up and wondering if he was going 
to wake from his dream. Virgil didn’t want to. He wanted to remain 
here forever.  

“Why did you try to evoke the deep sleep on yourself?” 
“Because I would rather sleep for all eternity than spend another 

moment without you,” Virgil whispered. He knew better than to get 
up and look. Ceri wasn’t going to show himself. The man had built a 
fortress between them and there was no getting through it. The 
question was, why had Ceri brought him here? Why had the ancient 
vampire stolen into Virgil’s dreams?  

“I won’t allow you to do this.” Ceri’s deep voice slid through the 

room like a serpent made of smoke. “I have taken the power of deep 
sleep from you.” 

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Virgil slammed his eyes closed, feeling the pain rip him further 

apart. “I hate you,” he whispered. “You refuse to give me the peace I 
want, to allow me to hide from the pain you yourself have given me.”  

Virgil felt a light breeze brush his hair back, a warmth settle over 

his exposed cheek. He didn’t want tricks or illusions. He wanted the 
real thing. “Leave me alone!”  

He was flipped to his back, barely able to take a breath before 

Ceri appeared over him, his knees on either side of Virgil’s hips, his 
hands on either side of Virgil’s head. 

Dark, deadly, and scary, Virgil 

was enveloped by an aura of supreme power.

 The man was massive, 

the points of his fangs touching his chin, his eyes wild, dangerous. 
“We can never be together. You wish for things that cannot be.” 

There was a raw ache in his throat from withheld tears as Virgil 

reached up and slammed his fist into Ceri’s jaw. “You bastard!” 

Ceri pinned his wrists, his eyes filling with such sorrow that Virgil 

thought he would go mad. He shook with the brutality of the man’s 
emotions.  

Lowering his head, Ceri inhaled at Virgil’s neck, placing a light 

kiss just below his ear. “I revoke my claim on you, Virgil Green. You 
are set free from the man you hate.” 

“No!” His loud scream resonated off the walls, echoing in his 

ears, but the room was empty. 

His stomach felt as if it was trying to 

crawl out through his throat

 as he realized that Ceri was gone and he 

knew in his heart that he would never see the man again.  

Virgil jackknifed out of his sleep, his heart racing as he glanced 

around his own bedroom. Sweat soaked every inch of his body as he 
curled into himself. That hadn’t been just a bad dream.  

Ceri really had come to him and rescinded his claim as Virgil’s 

mate.  

 

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“Is it done?” Marino asked the chameleon-wolf shifter when the 

man’s eyes flickered open. Kell lay there looking like a clone of 
Christian’s brother, Ceri. 

Kell nodded, rolling his massive shoulders before sitting up from 

the table he’d been lying on. “It is done.” 

The man was the biggest goddamn thing Marino had ever seen. 

He was even more massive than Maverick in his shifter form. He’d 
come across the half breed while in Romania, and Marino knew he’d 
struck gold. Kell had been hiding out there, running from his own 
demons that screamed out for mercy. He wasn’t sure what the man’s 
tortured misery was, and he didn’t care. Playing on the guy’s 
weaknesses, Marino had talked Kell into returning with him, 
promising the creature wealth if he did Marino’s bidding.  

“Did he have any clue that you weren’t his mate?” 
Kell shook his head. “None. He believed I was his Ceri.” 
Marino’s goal was to destroy each Ultionem leader’s pack, coven, 

whatever. The dissention amongst them was going to be beautiful. He 
couldn’t get to Christian’s mates, but the ancient vampire’s younger 
brother was just as valuable. When Ceri killed his mate and went 
insane from guilt and grief, having to be put back into a deep sleep, 
Marino would move in, destroying the coven.  

They were all going to pay for Constantine’s death.  
“Now,” Marino said a little too cheerfully. “On to the second 

phase.” 

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Chapter Two 

 
Ceri paced the keeper’s chambers, wondering if this was another 

failed attempt or if the creature would finally succeed in lifting his 
curse.  

“You must learn patience, young warrior,” the keeper said as he 

moved to add something else to the brewing concoction. Ceri wasn’t 
too sure about this. The room was filled with a putrid scent, the potion 
bubbly and thick. It looked and smelled disgusting.  

He was more afraid that it would make him grow another head 

rather than remove the eternal craving that festered like poison inside 
of him.  

“The warlock who cast the spell was very powerful indeed. A 

blind person who sees is better than a seeing person who is blind.” 

What in the gods’ creation did that mean? Ceri remembered the 

first time he’d met this strange creature. It had been back before his 
deep sleep. The man had approached him, telling Ceri what the 
warlock had done. He had been leery, but had listened, vowing the 
man’s death if it was a trick. But talking to the keeper kept Ceri’s 
head in constant confusion. So instead, he’d studied from the 
creature’s ancient scrolls and books as much as he could before the 
curse became too much to bear and Christian placed him in the 
ground.  

The knowledge he had gained was priceless, but neither of them 

had come up with a solution to what Nenya had done to him. The 
gods knew Ceri had poured through hundreds of scrolls to no avail 
and had drunk more potions than he cared to remember.  

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“I just want this wretched curse lifted. Do you know what it is like 

to crave flesh?” Ceri’s stomach knotted when he thought of the 
countless people he’d dined on. It wasn’t normal and he detested 
himself every time the curse forced him to eat flesh.  

“Not particularly,” the keeper answered. “He who is not satisfied 

with himself will grow. He who is not sure of his own correctness will 
learn many things.” 

Ceri was becoming increasingly agitated. Not only because of the 

creature’s riddles, but because something was brewing. He wasn’t 
sure what it was, but he could feel the malice in the air like a toxic 
poison.  

It could also be the swill he was inhaling.  
He had an urge to go check on Virgil, to make sure the man was 

safe, but Ceri also wanted to know if this latest concoction would set 
him free, unbind the shackles tying him to a perversion he hated with 
every fiber of his being.  

Worse, if he told anyone the truth, his sickness would intensify. 

Ceri was not willing to go there. Somehow the keeper knew what the 
warlock had done to him, and he’d been looking for a “cure” since. So 
far, neither had found one.  

“You may not want to stick around.” The keeper added what 

looked like figs to the cauldron. “This will take time.” 

Gritting his back molars, Ceri reined in his need to wrap his 

fingers around the man’s neck. The creature could have told him this 
hours ago. “How long?” 

“If you are in a hurry you will never get there.”  
Turning on his heel, Ceri left the chamber before he did 

something that would probably cause another curse to fall on his 
head. He made his way to the human realm, perching himself on a 
ledge as he looked over the city. Before he could even attempt to find 
solace in the night, he saw two guys mugging a woman on the side of 
a red brick building he was standing on. It was one in the morning, 

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late for her to be out here with her purse, advertising herself as a 
damn victim. 

When are humans going to learn?  
In one fluid motion, Ceri stepped off the roof and landed as 

quietly as a cat right behind the action. As Ceri stalked toward them, 
he felt the familiar hunger begin to claw at him. It superseded his 
thirst for blood and his need to breathe. Just like a thousand times 
before, Ceri fought against the sickening curse, but he knew he was 
powerless to curb it. In all this time, he hadn’t won a battle yet.  

He reached out and grabbed one of the assailant’s wrists, bending 

it back until he heard something snap. “Not a good night to be 
prowling the streets, yeah?” 

When the other man came after Ceri, he 

hooked his ankle and 

slammed the human on the ground. “I would advise you to stay down, 
donate de sangre.” 

Waving his fingers in front of the woman’s eyes, Ceri clouded her 

vision, making her see the happiest memory she possessed. The 
woman stood there, her eyes unfocused as he turned his attention to 
the man whose wrist he’d snapped. He had silenced the scream with 
his mind, stopping anyone else from coming to the human’s rescue. 
“Do you have a god?” 

The man ground his teeth together as he looked at Ceri in 

puzzlement. Twisting the guy’s arm between his shoulder blades, he 
leaned in closer, fighting the curse, feeling the sweat building like a 
thick layer of grime over his skin. Knots formed in his stomach as his 
muscles sang with tension. He didn’t want to bite. Ceri didn’t want to 
know what this man tasted like…yet, the need was pushing him to 
devour, to eat until nothing remained.  

“Do. You. Have. A. God?” 
“Yeah, man…yeah.” The guy licked his lips, a glint of hope in 

eyes the color of rotten leaves. Ceri didn’t have to probe the man’s 
mind. He could smell the decay in the stranger’s heart. Nothing was 

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more noxious to him than evil. The stench filled his nostrils and gave 
him a bad taste at the back of his throat.  

“Then give him your last prayer.” Ceri opened his mouth, feeling 

his fangs growing in length.  

“What’s going on over there?” 
Ceri’s head snapped to the side when he saw a black-and-white 

patrol car sitting by the curb, the uniformed police officer standing 
just outside the driver’s door, looking at them from over the hood. 
Ceri’s sensitive eyes were partially blinded when the cop turned the 
spotlight toward him.  

Damn.  
“This is your lucky night.” He released the human, letting him fall 

to the pavement before he took off in the opposite direction. As soon 
as he was out of sight, he faded from the city streets, heading toward 
the Manor where he could be close to the one man he knew he could 
never have, but craved with every breath he took.  

When he arrived in the darkened woods at the Manor, Ceri tipped 

his head back and dragged the essence of Virgil into his lungs. His 
mate had been out here tonight, not long ago.  

“I’m going to assume you aren’t here to send Virgil completely 

over the edge.”  

Ceri hated the fact that Christian could sneak up on him. He was 

one of a very few who had that ability. Vampires were quick, a 
natural talent they possessed. He supposed it was because nature—or 
whoever had created them—made sure they could get away from 
pitchfork-carrying mobs. But that was eons ago. Now the humans 
were equipped with modern gadgets, things he still didn’t 
comprehend.  

What he wouldn’t give to return to simpler times. “I have not 

contacted Virgil for months. I have made sure to cover my scent when 
checking on him.” And that bothered Ceri. He wished the keeper 
would find a cure because he was growing tired of hiding in the 

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shadows, allowing himself small glimpses of the man fate had chosen 
for him.  

Christian moved closer, as if trying to get a better handle on Ceri’s 

reaction. “And you would deny your little impromptu visit this 
evening?” 

Christian’s accusation confused him. “This is the first time since 

nightfall that I’ve come here,” he replied in a tone that was borderline 
insulting.  

Although he wouldn’t say that he and Christian were close 

brothers, he’d stopped trying to push the man away. Lately, they were 
even known to be civil toward one another. Not that Ceri had forgiven 
the man for putting him in a deep sleep. But if the prince were going 
to watch over his mate, the least Ceri could do was counsel his 
tongue.  

His sibling considered him for a moment before his eyes grew as 

black as crow’s wings. “Virgil is not well. He says that you came to 
him and revoked your claim on him, setting him free from the man he 
hates.” 

Ceri’s fangs extended as dark rage blanketed him. Someone was 

going to suffer his wrath for this. Taking off from the forest, Ceri 
headed straight for the Manor.  

Ceri slipped into Virgil’s room, closing the door behind him. He 

had been so furious with what Christian had revealed to him that he 
hadn’t thought about what he would say once he laid eyes on the 
handsome man. His mate possessed a rare beauty. Most would call 
Virgil plain, mediocre at best. But the fools these days put stock in 
thinness and model-gorgeous people who didn’t have an ounce of 
depth to them.  

It was true that Virgil was slim, but he had so many fascinating 

characteristics about him that most nights Ceri found it hard to stay 
away. The man was bold and brave, and Ceri respected those 
qualities. Virgil also had a way about him, a quiet reclusiveness that 

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made Ceri want to peel back the layers and find out who the man truly 
was. 

But not before he found a cure for his curse.  
In a shadowed corner of the room, Ceri saw Virgil curled up in a 

chair, his eyes lost, vacant of any true emotion. He knew that look 
because Ceri wore it many times.  

“You’ve come back to rip out my heart?” Virgil asked, his eyes 

still looking at nothing, his tone indifferent. Where was he in his head, 
what place had he escaped to? If someone had truly impersonated 
Ceri, had deceivingly played a cruel joke on Virgil and revoked the 
claim he had over the man, then Virgil was not mentally with Ceri. He 
was hiding someplace deep and dark, a place where the vampire 
would find comfort and solace.  

Keeping his distance, Ceri moved until he was in Virgil’s line of 

sight. “I’m told you had a visit from me tonight.” 

Cold, dark eyes slid toward him and Ceri wasn’t sure if the man 

even heard him. And if he did, was it registering? Knowing there was 
just one way to communicate with the vampire, Ceri plunged deep 
into Virgil’s mind, sifting through memories and emotions until he 
found his mate huddled in a corner, his arms wrapped tightly around 
him.  

“It was not me,” Ceri said adamantly as his eyes swept over the 

long length of Virgil’s raven-black hair. He hated that he couldn’t tell 
the man the truth, the reason behind the lies, the cold shoulder, his 
very rejection. No one knew what it was like to walk in Ceri’s shoes, 
to feel his pain and loneliness. He couldn’t even take comfort in his 
mate. “You were deceived, innocent one.” 

Virgil turned, his eyes beseeching as he gazed up at Ceri from the 

floor of his dark mind. His soft voice was strained as he asked, “Why 
won’t you claim me? Am I that much of a monster? Do I disgust you 
that much?” 

Ceri felt the breath leave his lungs at the total despair in Virgil’s 

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had used to describe himself. No one knew what it was like to be 
hated, feared, and the all-around bad man—to hold empty dreams in 
the palm of his hand because that was all he had. The road Ceri 
walked was filled with sorrow and madness, cracking under his very 
feet as he tried to leave the desolate existence that he was trapped in. 
No, the true monster stood in this very room and went by the name of 
Ceridian Giordano Espelimbergo.  

He stepped closer, wanting to hold Virgil, to finally feel the man 

in his arms when the curse reared its ugly head, making Ceri’s fangs 
elongate, his throat growing tight as the hunger for Virgil’s flesh 
became all consuming.  

No! Ceri backpedaled, yanking himself free from Virgil’s mind. 

As much as he wanted to stay here and convince his mate that he 
hadn’t been the one who’d revoked the claim, that it had been an 
imposter, Ceri knew he had to go. He had to leave before he did 
something that was irreversible and would send his soul straight into 
the pits of tortured agony for all eternity.  

Taking one last look at the fragile body curled up tightly in the 

wingback chair, Ceri disappeared.  

 

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Virgil wasn’t sure what to believe. Maybe he was losing his mind. 

He knew for a fact that Ceri had come to him and revoked his claim. 
He had stared into those fathomless blue eyes and seen the truth. But 
he had also seen the truth when Ceri had plunged into his mind and 
said it wasn’t him who had visited Virgil.  

Maybe it wasn’t him who was going insane, but Ceri. What if he 

didn’t remember coming to Virgil the first time? It was a possibility.  

“How you feeling?” Harley asked as Virgil stood next to him. He 

gazed out over the sea of humans waiting to get in the club and he had 
an urge to scream at them not to have a good time, not to act like 
Virgil’s heart wasn’t shattered into a thousand pieces.  

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“Fine.” He spotted the same stranger from the night before, 

standing there huddled like he was trying not to be noticed. His raven 
hair hung over his eyes, shadowing his face from everyone.  

Come to me. 
The man’s head lifted slightly as he glanced around, and then his 

blue eyes settled on Virgil. He was standing three quarters of the way 
down, in the midst of a bunch of rowdy college students.  

Come to me. 
The guy took a step forward, glancing at the line in front of him, 

and then stepped out from under the rope and headed Virgil’s way. As 
the man walked closer, Virgil crept inside the man’s head, still seeing 
the longing inside of him. He could feel the anxiousness vibrating in 
the man, a need to get inside the club. He wasn’t sure if it was to see 
Isla again, but Virgil wasn’t going to deny the man what he craved 
most. 

Virgil already knew that feeling, and it left a black hole where his 

heart should be.  

“Hey, back in line,” Harley barked, but Virgil held up his hand.  
“He can go in.” The stranger stopped in front of Virgil, cocking 

his head slightly before the side of his mouth jerked in what was 
supposed to be a smile, but fell miserably short.  

“You know him?” Harley asked as he raised his hand, wiping 

away the three men’s memories as they walked out of the club.  

Virgil had no clue who the man was. But he nodded nonetheless. 

Harley shrugged as if it didn’t matter to him one way or the other. The 
bouncer was starting to grow on Virgil. He liked the guy’s 
personality. Harley wasn’t bothered by much, making the man pretty 
laid back.  

Something caught Virgil’s attention across the parking lot and 

beyond. He turned his head, his eyes scanning. It wasn’t something 
he’d seen so much as a sudden, deep need to look.  

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As his eyes scanned the area, they landed on a dark figure 

squatting low on one of the rooftops a few buildings down. Every 
instinct in him said it was Ceri who was watching him.  

Knowing it was fruitless, Virgil tried to get a lock on the man’s 

mind, to communicate with him in some sort of way.  

What he hadn’t expected was to succeed. He could feel his mate’s 

presence heavily in his mind, almost like he was probing at Virgil’s 
memories so he could get to know him better.  

Why do you watch me from so far away? 
The probing halted, Ceri’s presence growing silent. Virgil thought 

the man had left him entirely until he sensed sorrow and anger that 
was rolling through him like fire. It is best I keep my distance. 

Virgil didn’t understand why. It frustrated him beyond words that 

Ceri was being so tenebrous with him, not explaining a thing. He’d 
sworn to Virgil that he hadn’t been the one who had revoked his 
claim.  

Was this even the real Ceri he was communicating with? 

Slamming the door on his memories, Virgil faced Ceri in his mind. 
When was the first time we met? 

Virgil could actually feel Ceri smiling ruefully in his mind. You 

tricked the alpha of the dogs into bringing you to me.  

Which alpha? 
Instead of answering him, Ceri showed him. But this wasn’t 

Virgil’s memory. He was seeing that night through his mate’s eyes. 
No imposter would have this memory. But what shocked Virgil was 
the way Ceri had been watching him closely before he even revealed 
himself from behind a thick column. His eyes scanned up and down 
Virgil’s body and he felt a shiver vibrate between their minds and that 
feeling hadn’t come from him. 

You are my greatest strength and my ultimate destruction, Virgil. 
What did that mean? And how did the man seem to make his 

name sound so erotic? He pronounced it like va-gel. Virgil had 

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noticed a thick accent the handful of times the man had spoken in the 
past.  

Taking a huge risk, Virgil pushed into the club, running toward 

the second-floor balcony. He spotted Shelby and pulled him aside. 
“Please, for my mate. I need you to take me to him.” 

Shelby looked like he wanted to argue, but Virgil shook the man’s 

arms. He was desperate and cursed the bracelet on his arm. Shelby 
glanced around and then pulled Virgil down the hallway upstairs. 
Once they were in one of the bedrooms, he grabbed Virgil’s hand.  

“Show me where he is.”  
Virgil wasn’t going to allow the man into his mind. Instead, he 

told Shelby exactly where he’d seen his mate. The vampire dispersed 
his molecules and flew through the night at lightning speed, landing 
on the roof where Ceri was squatting. The ancient vampire hissed at 
their presence, backing up so quickly he nearly fell over the edge. 
“Go!” 

“Not until you tell me why we can’t be together!” Virgil leapt, 

nearly grabbing Ceri before the man moved quickly away. He could 
see the blue in the man’s eyes bleeding away, replaced by a deep 
crimson. Fangs that were longer than any vampire he’d known grew 
in length until the tips were touching the man’s chin.  

“Because I want to dine on your flesh!” Ceri took a step forward, 

his moves resembling a lethal predator stalking after a fresh kill, 
inhaling the air deeply.  

For the first time in Virgil’s existence, he knew what true terror 

felt like. Ceri looked demonic as he approached. His nails were long 
and black, his expression hungry.  

“We should go,” Shelby said with true panic in his tone.  
Virgil was immobilized with sheer terror. There was something 

horribly wrong with his mate. No vampire should have a deep need to 
eat another. 

Virgil tried to hold the menacing, predatory gaze that was 

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adrenaline, rage, and absolute, marrow-chilling fear shot through Virgil 
when Ceri kept advancing.  

“No!” Ceri stopped moving, grabbing his temples as if fighting 

some beast inside his head. Some part of Virgil’s mind was screaming 
for him to run, to get away from the creature that resembled his mate, 
but he couldn’t do anything but watch.  

Before Virgil knew what was happening, Ceri slung himself over 

the side of the roof. He raced toward the edge and peered over, but 
there was no sign of Ceri anywhere.  

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Chapter Three 

 

“I say you chain him to a bed and then he can’t eat you,” Shelby 

said as they walked from the upstairs bedroom. “You could claim 
each other, and maybe that will stop him from munching on you.” 

At this point, Virgil was willing to try anything. He just couldn’t 

believe that his mate said he wanted to dine on his flesh. He knew 
Ceri had some strange skin fetish. All the vampires knew about it. But 
Virgil thought he was an exception to that rule.  

Apparently not.  
And people wonder why I’m so messed up in the head.  
“Maybe you could muzzle him. Just give it a thought,” Shelby 

said before he traipsed down the steps from the second-floor balcony 
of the club. Virgil was more determined than ever to have a serious 
one-on-one talk with Ceri. There had to be a solution to this problem.  

He’d never allowed anyone to get close to him, until Ceri. The 

ancient vampire was the only person Virgil craved to be next to. His 
entire life Virgil had felt isolated and alone. It wasn’t something he’d 
chosen for himself, but a feeling he carried with him, nonetheless.  

“You must be very careful.”  
The last person Virgil wanted to see was Christian. He knew 

asking Shelby to take him to Ceri was going against the prince’s order 
for him to go nowhere except with express permission.  

But Ceri was his mate and he wasn’t going to take any flack from 

the prince over this. Turning toward the railing, 

his gaze drifted over 

the  sea  of  bobbing heads  and  swaying bodies. He didn’t know what 
to say to the prince. Christian would know if he was lying, but 
talking about Ceri was just too painful.  

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“He hasn’t learned to control what he is yet.” Christian leaned 

his arm on the gold-trimmed railing, staring out at the people down 
below. Virgil had wondered once or twice what it would have been 
like if he was mated to the prince instead. Christian’s mates 
seemed happy and they had two beautiful sons, Minzhe and 
Matthias.  

What would it be like to belong to someone who loved him as 

much as the prince loved Yasuko and Minsheng? Christian’s head 
slowly turned toward him, and for a hair’s breadth, he swore the 
man knew his thoughts. There was a look in the man’s eyes that 
said he understood Virgil’s pain, but Virgil highly doubted anyone 
understood the chaotic thoughts he dealt with on a nightly basis.  

“And what is he exactly?” Virgil turned fully to Christian, 

feeling dread at what the man might reveal. He didn’t want to think 
that Ceri was a lost cause. Virgil refused to believe that his mate 
was going to be forever out of his grasp. For once he wanted to 
know what happiness was and what it felt like to lie in Ceri’s arms, 
knowing he was truly loved.  

“A vampire who hungers for things unnatural.” Christian spoke 

low, but so matter-of-factly. It was as if the prince just accepted 
that his younger brother was broken. Virgil couldn’t accept it, 
wouldn’t accept that fact. “But things always change, Virgil. There 
is always hope and you shouldn’t give up.” 

He held his wrist up for Christian to see. The ornately 

decorated bracelet clung to his arm like a disease. “How am I going 
to go to him if I am your prisoner?” 

Christian’s eyes bore into Virgil. “You are not my prisoner, 

Virgil. You wear that bracelet to keep you safe. If anything were to 
happen to you, Ceri would be lost to me forever.” 

Harsh, cold truth came from Christian. Virgil could see how 

much the prince meant what he said. He worried about Ceri’s 
mental state, yet no one was doing anything to help the vampire. 
“Send me to him.” 

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With a shake of his head, Christian leaned back from the 

railing, his silky black hair swaying over one shoulder as he 
glanced down at Virgil with stubborn eyes. “I would be handing 
you a death sentence if I sent you to him right now. Patience, 
Virgil. You must learn to have patience.” 

He was all out of patience. Virgil had been waiting years for 

Ceri to claim him, and the longer he waited, the lonelier he 
became. It was like living in a world devoid of warmth. He was 
growing colder and Virgil feared that one day he would be lost to 
the madness that dwelled in the dark part of his mind.  

“I’m going to pair you up with Harley. You seem to get along 

with him better than August.”  

Virgil didn’t want to be paired up with anyone.  

The prince descended the stairs, leaving Virgil standing there 

feeling as if he were going to shatter right there on the balcony. A 
deep, maddening craving set in and all he wanted to do was be with 
Ceri.  

That’s all he wanted.  
Turning back toward the crowd, Virgil spotted the man he had let 

into the club. There was no doubt the man was human, but from the 
way he was staring at Isla, Virgil could tell the guy was attracted in a 
way he didn’t fully understand. What had Virgil morbidly curious was 
why Isla didn’t seem to notice the wallflower.  

A loud whistle carried up to Virgil, making him turn toward the 

source of the noise. Harley was gazing up at him. He pointed up at 
Virgil and then at the space next to him. 

What am I, his fucking dog?  
Virgil ignored the bouncer. He was quite content where he was. If 

he couldn’t be with his mate, standing alone and watching the world 
continue to revolve wasn’t so bad.  

The word now shattered Virgil’s thoughts, making him growl low 

as his head turned back toward Harley. He flipped the man off before 
purposely looking away. Virgil was suddenly seized with an image of 

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Ceri stalking down an alley, heading straight for a human who was 
slamming some woman into a brick wall.  

His fingers curled around the railing, gripping it so tightly that his 

fingers began to throb in pain. His body went rigid as he watched Ceri 
grab the human by the throat, telling the woman to get lost. She wiped 
at her busted lip, her eyes flickering between Ceri and the man who 
had been attacking her.  

Ceri’s tone was frigid as he shouted at the woman to leave them. 

The woman took a step back, clutched her purse to her side, and then 
took off. When his mate turned back around, there was no mistaking 
the hunger he detected in those sapphire eyes.  

“No,” Virgil whispered, his head shaking slightly as he tried to 

reach out to stop Ceri. But it was just an image, like a black-and-white 
movie playing in his head. The lone color he could see was the blue of 
his mate’s eyes. His chest began to feel like a tremendous weight was 
holding him down. Virgil wanted to reach out and comfort the man, to 
let Ceri know that he wasn’t alone. “Please, don’t.” 

Ceri stilled right before he bit into the human’s throat, gazing 

around the alley as if he had actually heard Virgil’s plea. The hunger 
slightly abated from his eyes as he reached into his mind and found 
Virgil standing there watching him.  

A feral growl ripped from Ceri’s lips as he slammed the door on 

the image Virgil had been witnessing. The club came back into view 
and Virgil felt his knees grow weak. The one thing stopping him from 
hitting the floor was his grip on the railing.  

Somehow, he’d gotten into Ceri’s mind. Virgil wasn’t even sure 

how that was possible. Ceri had always guarded his thoughts, only 
letting Virgil in when he chose to. But the image had come to him, 
was shown to him. Virgil had done nothing but long for his mate. As 
he stood there trembling from what he had seen, Virgil knew without 
a doubt that the connection between him and the ancient vampire was 
stronger. He could feel his mate stirring around inside of him and he’d 
never felt that before.  

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Steadying his nerves and legs, Virgil decided to join Harley. He 

needed fresh air and something to preoccupy him. The thought of 
what Ceri had been about to do was both frightening and saddening.  

He hasn’t learned to control what he is yet. Christian’s words 

rang in his head while he walked through the crowd, his mind still 
searching, searching, searching. 

 

 

* * * * 

 
“How?” Ceri demanded as he paced the room in the underworld. 

“How did he connect so easily? I hadn’t let him in, yet there he was, 
watching me.”  

And that was what worried Ceri the most. It was bad enough that 

he was cursed with this sickness. There was no way he was going to 
allow Virgil to witness what the curse did to him, made him crave. 
After what had happened on the roof, Ceri was sure his mate already 
looked at him like a sick psychopath.  

“You have experimented with so many spells and potions that 

there is no telling what has happened to not only your body, but your 
mind.”  

That was the first time Ceri had gotten a complete sentence that 

wasn’t filled with riddles from the keeper. It figured it was very bad 
news the man had spoken clearly about. “So you are telling me that 
Virgil can open the bridge between our minds any time he chooses?”  

“Your mate is more than meets the eye, Ceridian.” 
Ceri really, really wanted to hit something.  
He had been downing potions ever since the keeper had come to 

him, knowing his secret. Now the man wanted to warn him about side 
effects? A fist clenched around his heart as memories cascaded 
through his mind of Virgil’s horrifying expression when they were on 
the roof. Ceri had fought like he’d never fought before in order not to 
taste his mate. The struggle had been so great that he had to throw 

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himself over the side of the concrete building in order not to take a 
bite.  

He couldn’t keep going through this. There had to be a way to lift 

the curse. He had tried searching for the sorcerer who had placed the 
curse on his head, but the man was nowhere to be found. The flames 
of anger spread like acid through his blood when he thought about the 
foul curse.  

“Patience, dear Ceridian.”  
“I’m all out of patience.” Ceri stalked toward the door, his arms 

aching to hold Virgil, to claim him. He was so very weary of being 
alone, of fighting this dark urge inside of him. Emotions were hitting 
him from every angle when he thought of the life he was missing out 
on, the closeness that—despite what he was going through—was 
binding him and Virgil more tightly.  

As Ceri walked down the dark corridor, listening to the screams of 

the damned, he tried to come up with a solution. But none came to 
him. He passed one cell and paused. The man inside looked vaguely 
familiar, but Ceri couldn’t place him. He gazed into the man’s eyes 
and knew there was nothing in them except the promise of a brutal 
death and a pain so profound that those eyes alone would traumatize 
anyone with an ounce of self-preservation. 

Ceri turned his head away and found that he was standing back in 

the keeper’s room. “What am I doing here?” 

There was a scroll lying on the table, the keeper’s long and 

withered fingers holding it open. “A great sacrifice was given for your 
curse, Ceridian.”  

Ceri cocked his head to the side. “Speak more clearly, old man.” 
A wry smile tipped the side of the keeper’s mouth. It wasn’t a 

pleasant look. “The sorcerer who cursed you used his daughter’s 
blood in his sacrifice. The spell is very powerful. In order to reverse 
it, you, my strong warrior, must make an equal sacrifice.” 

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Ceri felt the room tilt sideways. The sorcerer had killed his own 

daughter to place the curse on him? He knew the man was mad, but 
he had no idea just how insane he truly was.  

The one person Ceri cared that much about to sacrifice was—“I 

won’t do it. I refuse to take my own mate’s life.”  

Fragile shoulders shrugged. “So be it.” 
This time when Ceri left, he didn’t hesitate and he didn’t stop to 

gaze at any of the prisoners. He went straight to his home where he 
destroyed the conservatory.  

What the keeper was saying was beyond anything Ceri imagined. 

He had to kill Virgil in order to lift the curse? No, he wouldn’t do it. 
Instead, he did something he never thought to do in this lifetime.  

Ceri reached out for Christian.  
His brother appeared in the archway, his dark brow high in the air 

as he looked around the room. Columns were smashed and lying in 
ruins, equipment was overturned or demolished. The telescope that 
Marsian—the man who everyone thought created the vampire race—
had prized lay in a thousand pieces.  

“You wish to speak with me?” Christian asked, ignoring the 

obvious destruction of the room.  

Ceri braced himself. He wasn’t used to asking for help, and 

especially not from Christian. But he could only see one outcome in 
all of this. If he couldn’t control his urge, killing Virgil, then Ceri 
knew he would follow right after, ending his own life. But before 
then, he wanted to bind Virgil to him, to know what it was like, even 
for a fleeting moment, to be one with someone other than himself.  

“You have to chain me down so that I may bond with my mate.” 

Ceri used to think love and family was for fools, a softening of the 
heart, a chink in one’s armor. Those emotions were a liability he had 
always scoffed at. When his twin, Rhys, had mated Nathaniel, Ceri 
thought him weak and pathetic. He wanted to kill Nathaniel, not 
because of his drug habit, but because he was a threat to Ceri and 
Rhys’s bond. At the time, Ceri didn’t understand love, didn’t 

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understand the intimacy and trust between mates. He still didn’t to 
some degree, but he knew in his heart that he would do whatever it 
took to keep Virgil safe.  

In contradiction to that thought, Ceri wanted to feel Virgil, to bite 

him, to bond, and fates willing, not eat him.  

Christian gave a slight bow. “You know I would do anything for 

you, brother. But can you tell me”—Christian looked as if he were 
grappling for the right words—“how this skin fetish came about?” 

They had never really talked about it. Ceri couldn’t. If he opened 

his mouth and said a word, the craving would intensify tenfold. He let 
everyone believe that he was just a psychotic vampire who liked the 
taste of flesh. 

If they only knew the truth.  
“I ask this one favor of you, brother, without any reason I can 

give.” Ceri moved over to the stone arch window, looking over a 
landscape that was no longer familiar. Everything about this place 
was unreal. The walls were solid, the floor sturdy, but it was no 
longer his childhood home, no longer a place of comfort. It was his 
self-inflicted prison.  

The palace stood in ruins high in the Carpathian Mountains, a 

majestic view that neither stirred his soul nor took his breath away. 
The palace was still, to this day, covered in a mist that fooled the 
hiker or scientist who ventured this way. They had an impulse to turn 
around, to go another route when getting too close.  

“When?” Christian asked.  
“Tomorrow night.” Ceri turned from the window. “Can you bring 

him here?” 

Christian gave a humorless chuckle. “I think he would race across 

the waters to be here with you.”  

Ceri had no doubt. He knew the man was more than eager to be at 

his side.  

If only life had turned out differently.  

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“Thank you.” Ceri gave Christian a slight bow before turning back 

to stare outside, wondering if he wasn’t making the biggest mistake of 
his life.  

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Chapter Four 

 
“He wants you to do what?” Dante stared incredulously at 

Christian as he ran a hand over his short hair. The man stood in 
Christian’s office, wearing one of his expensive suits, looking as 
immaculate as ever. “Is he insane?”  

Christian stared at the coven leader and wondered if maybe the 

man wasn’t right. His younger brother wanted Christian to chain him 
down so he could claim his mate. He’d never heard of such a thing 
but knew he would do it in hopes that it cured Ceri of his need for 
flesh.  

But deep down, Christian’s gut was telling him that something 

darker was at play, that all was not as it seemed. He wanted answers 
before he chained the man down. “I’m going to see the keeper.”  

“You are more likely to come away with a headache than 

answers.” Dante shoved his hands into the pockets of his slacks as he 
headed toward the door. “But let me know if you can decipher 
anything that creature says.” 

He knew Dante was right. Only once or twice did Christian get a 

straight answer from the man in the two thousand years he had been 
going to the underworld. But he had to give this a shot.  

It just seemed strange to him that Ceri hadn’t developed his taste 

for flesh until he was a fully grown man. If this was something that 
was deep inside of him, wouldn’t he have been born with this 
anomaly? Ceridian had an uneventful childhood, nothing out of the 
ordinary.  

Walking the corridors of the underworld, Christian ignored the 

tortured screams. He entered the keeper’s chambers and came up 

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short when he spotted Panahasi standing there, speaking in a subvocal 
tone.  

Every instinct inside of Christian wanted to lash out at the man, to 

curse his very existence for denying him and his younger brothers. He 
thought of how long he’d known the demon leader, how often they 
had interacted, and yet the man had withheld that vital piece of 
information. A kind of cold fury settled in his gut as he turned on his 
heel and walked away. 

As he rounded a corner, the keeper appeared. “Closed eyes are 

now open, I see.”  

“That is not why I came here.” If Panahasi came around that 

corner, Christian was going to light into the man. He didn’t want any 
excuses about why the demon had lied to them all. There was nothing 
he could say that would excuse his deception.  

“No, you seek answers I cannot give.” He moved slowly forward, 

his dark, piercing eyes eerily glowing. “Silence must remain or 
tenfold will be the pain.” 

Christian rolled his eyes. He had hoped he could get a straight 

answer, but it seemed the keeper was not in the mood to indulge him. 
“But you know the truth,” he pointed out.  

“I am the unseen. The knowledge inside of me is bathed in 

darkness. But the answer is clear, if you know where to look.”  

Christian pressed his fingers into his eyes, counting to ten to stop 

himself from screaming in frustration. This was Ceri’s life they were 
talking about, not some random stranger. When he looked up, 
Christian found himself alone in the corridor.  

Feeling a humungous headache coming on, Christian disappeared, 

making his way to Dante’s. It was odd how he had lived his life with 
just Christo at his side, and now he was finding himself confiding in 
the coven leader more and more. Yasuko said he needed to make 
friends. That wasn’t something Christian had plans on doing, but 
Dante seemed easy to talk to and he was a good man to have at one’s 
back.  

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And if the man turned around and betrayed him, Christian would 

just kill him. He relayed what the keeper had told him.  

“He’s talking about memories,” Dante stated like it should have 

been obvious.  

They both stopped talking when a blond walked out of one of the 

rooms, gazed at Dante with pretty brown eyes, and then walked away.  

“Another friend?” Christian said, a knowing smile pulling at his 

lips. The man loved his twinks.  

Dante smirked at Christian and said, “It sounds to me like, 

whatever is happening to Ceri, you can’t talk about it out loud—hence 
the whole ‘silence’ thing.” 

Christian searched his memory for the time period when Ceri had 

started craving flesh. They had been young adults at the time. The 
Great War had just broken out between the nonhumans and the 
warlocks and everything was in chaos. Christian became frustrated 
when he couldn’t grasp the connection.  

“It’ll come to you.” Dante clapped Christian on his shoulder. “But 

until then, maybe you should reconsider chaining your brother up. 
Just how safe could Virgil really be?” 

Christian wasn’t sure. He knew he would do whatever Ceri 

needed him to do. The question was, would Virgil survive? 

 

* * * * 

 
Virgil had never been more terrified in his life. Well, that wasn’t 

entirely true. There was a part of him that was thrilled that he was 
going to be claimed, but he knew the risks involved in getting too 
close to Ceri. The man had already shown Virgil that his hunger for 
flesh was greater than his need for a mate.  

He wasn’t even entirely sure why he stood here in Ceri’s home, 

listening to the sounds of chains rattling as Christian and Rhys 
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the prince told him it was time. So Virgil stood by one of the windows 
that overlooked the beautiful mountain.  

When Christian had come to him and told him of Ceri’s plan, 

Virgil wasn’t sure what to think. Hadn’t Shelby suggested the same 
thing? At the time, Virgil had thought the young vampire crazy. But 
now he saw that his mate had been thinking along the same lines.  

But what had prompted the sudden change of heart? What made 

Ceri decide that he wanted to claim Virgil? The man had been 
running from him for years. Suddenly Ceri wanted to be with him?  

Apprehension filled his gut when he heard Rhys shout something 

unintelligible. It was a hiss and a curse rolled into one. Had Ceri 
bitten Rhys? Reaching up, Virgil rubbed his temple, wondering if he 
wasn’t being sentenced to death instead of being claimed. Why 
couldn’t he be normal, Ceri be normal, the world not such a 
complicated and desolate place?  

Virgil knew in his heart that he wasn’t wanted at the coven. 

Everyone looked at him with either pity or fear. They had heard what 
he’d done to his brother, Ross.  

A small voice in his head whispered that Virgil was jealous that 

Ross had found his mate—that the man was going to leave him. 
Maybe there was a part of him that wanted to punish his brother for 
finding happiness when Virgil was so lost.  

Pressing his shoulder into the cold wall, Virgil watched as thick 

clouds slid past the moon, covering the planet before moving past. It 
was so peaceful here. He wouldn’t mind staying on a permanent basis. 
He didn’t even know what was going to happen if this plan 
succeeded. Virgil wasn’t foolish enough to think everything would be 
fine, that Ceri would suddenly be cured.  

He couldn’t help wishing for another life where he and Ceri didn’t 

have so many obstacles to overcome, where they could actually be a 
happy, blissful couple. He knew he shouldn’t curse fate for what was 
handed to either of them, but at times, Virgil wanted to shout to them 
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trying to find his way in life. And he was especially tired of being 
denied the one man who brought solace to his soul.  

Heavy footfalls sounded behind him. Virgil tensed, unsure if he 

could actually go through with this. What if Ceri lost control and 
killed him? It would end Virgil’s suffering, but he knew his mate 
would be filled with guilt over what he’d done.  

Rhys moved into his line of vision, his jaw tight as his eyes 

dropped down to Virgil. He could see the love the man had for his 
twin in the vampire’s eyes. But there was also a torment in the blue 
depths that Virgil hadn’t seen there before. “I don’t like this plan.” 

“Why?” Virgil crossed his arms over his chest, trying to shield the 

chill from entering him. “It won’t be you who dies if this plan fails.” 

The tendons of Rhys’s neck stretched taut, the muscles in his arms 

bunching. “No, it won’t be. But do you think for one moment that 
Ceri won’t suffer a thousand deaths if he harms you in any way? My 
brother may be a lot of things, but he cares for you, Virgil. He 
wouldn’t be doing this if he didn’t.” 

Slowly shaking his head back and forth, Virgil sat on the floor, 

hanging his head between his knees. “I won’t back out, Rhys. I’m not 
going to refuse him.” 

Virgil knew that if Rhys tried to stop him, he would fight the man 

tooth and nail. The vampire was much larger than him, his body built 
with hard muscles, but Virgil’s will was stronger, more powerful.  

Rhys might be one of the Triad, but Virgil was ready to kill Rhys 

if he had to. No one understood the connection he had with Ceri. 
Virgil couldn’t explain it. It was like he was suffocating under a 
pillow, crying out for one last breath, slowly feeling his life slipping 
away until the pillow was lifted. Ceri was the person lifting that 
pillow, giving Virgil the very breath he needed to live.  

If his mate wanted to be chained down so he could claim Virgil, 

then that was exactly what was going to happen.  

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Rhys’s eyes looked over toward the entryway to Ceri’s bedroom, 

making Virgil look as well. Christian stood there, his hands in his 
front pockets as he studied Virgil. “Are you sure about this?” 

Rising to his feet, Virgil nodded, even though his insides were a 

quivering mess. His stomach muscles were knotted so tightly that 
breathing became uncomfortable. He could feel himself trembling as 
he waited to see what the prince was going to say.  

“This is insane,” Rhys said in a tone of pure objection. “If he kills 

you, Virgil—” 

Christian removed his hand from his pocket and held it up. “This 

is Ceri’s wish. He knows the risks and consequences, Rhys. So does 
Virgil.” 

Rhys growled as he turned, gazing out the window that Virgil had 

been looking out of moments before. Virgil’s breath caught when the 
prince waved him over. He moved with legs that felt weighted down. 
This was what he wanted. Virgil had been desperate, dying for Ceri to 
claim him. He had stayed up most days, curled into a ball as the pain 
of not being with his mate consumed him. But as he approached the 
prince, Virgil felt as though he were going to faint.  

Bending at the waist, Christian cupped Virgil’s chin, his dark eyes 

gazing intently into Virgil’s. He dropped his arms from around his 
waist, fisting his hands at his side as the prince studied him.  

“If at any time you wish to flee, no one will blame you, Virgil. 

What you and Ceri are about to do is very dangerous. His hunger for 
flesh is growing stronger and I can’t guarantee your safety.” 

Virgil was tired of everyone looking at Ceri as a monster. He 

knew the man had unnatural cravings, but he was still a man who 
suffered just as deeply as Virgil did. He was still a man who should be 
able to smile instead of frown. Ceri was still a man, not a monster. 
Steeling his spine, Virgil stood ruler-straight. “My mate wants to 
claim me, Prince. I will not flee or disgrace him in any way.” 

But that doesn’t mean I’m not scared to death.  

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A muscle twitched at Christian’s mouth before he released Virgil. 

He stepped up beside the prince in one smooth movement before both 
entered the room. His heart thudded violently enough to hurt when he 
saw the thick chains wrapped around Ceri’s arms, each chain secured 
to an anchor in the wall on either side of the headboard. He felt rage 
arc through his bloodstream.  

“It angers you to see him this way,” Christian said. “But trust me 

when I tell you how necessary it truly is.”  

Virgil knew this, but seeing his mate chained up like an animal 

made him feel a bone-deep fury. His mate’s head was resting on a 
pillow, his eyes gazing up at the ceiling. The man’s fingers curled into 
fists and Virgil could see the wall of muscle that was his chest, rising 
and falling rapidly.  

Christian moved away, but Virgil could see that he hadn’t left the 

room. His body turned into a shadow as he settled into a dark corner. 
He was acting as security. But was it for Virgil’s safety or Ceri’s 
sanity?  

His eyes roamed over Ceri’s naked form, taking in the thick, 

strong, and muscular legs that were bared to him. They were golden 
tanned with a dusting of dark hair. His heart jerked when Ceri’s thighs 
twitched. His eyes slowly slid to the V on either side of the man’s 
groin and then to an abdomen that was sculpted and firm. His mate’s 
chest, arms, and shoulders—Virgil swallowed. Muscles that were 
golden as well roped his body. Virgil’s fingers were aching to touch. 
It was odd for a vampire to be so tanned, but he had seen a few who 
looked as if they had bathed in the sun. Two of the annihilators had an 
olive complexion.  

The sculpted body flexed and Virgil’s eyes snapped to Ceri’s face. 

He had avoided looking at the man’s cock. Virgil was nervous enough 
as it was. Knowing he was about to lose his virginity was daunting. 
He hadn’t the courage to see what lay between Ceri’s legs, not yet at 
least.  

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Sapphire eyes stared back at him. They were indefinable yet 

somber. The man didn’t say a word as Virgil’s eyes explored. The 
long, black hair that was usually tied back tightly lay lose around the 
man, like a fan of silkiness. Again, Virgil’s fingers ached to touch.  

When getting ready to come here, Christian had given Virgil a 

simple cream colored tunic. He hadn’t understood at the time what he 
would need it for, but now he saw the reasoning behind the prince’s 
request. In one fluid motion, Virgil reached up and released the clasp. 
The soft fabric pooled at his feet, leaving him standing there naked 
and vulnerable.  

“Come to me.” Ceri’s voice was a soft whisper that floated to 

Virgil and caressed his skin like a light breeze. He shivered where he 
stood before taking a step forward. The chains rattled as Ceri’s arms 
tensed. His eyes slid down Virgil’s body in a heated expression that 
had Virgil growing hard.  

“Come to my bed, innocent one.”  
Walking in slow, jerky movements, Virgil stopped at the edge of 

the bed. He crossed and then uncrossed his arms, his eyes glancing 
toward the man’s feet.  

“You will have to come to me, as I am incapable of taking 

control.”  

Virgil cleared his throat and then pushed up onto the high bed, 

crawling until he was at Ceri’s chest before he settled back onto the 
heels of his feet. Ever so slowly, Virgil lifted his eyes until they were 
gazing at one another. He leaned a bit closer, his brows creasing when 
he saw the glassy look in Ceri’s eyes. Turning, he spotted Christian. 
“Did you drug him?” 

“Not drugged,” Christian answered. “The keeper gave him a 

potion that would…tame his craving for a few hours. But do not 
become relaxed, Virgil. He is still a very dangerous man.”  

He turned back around, his soul weeping for someone who was 

fighting so many inner demons. Their first time together shouldn’t be 
like this, but Virgil knew he wouldn’t, couldn’t deny Ceri.  

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“I am well aware of what is going on,” Ceri said, drawing Virgil’s 

attention. “I will not forget what we have done together, innocent one. 
My mind is not clouded. Only my craving muted.” 

“Why?” Virgil asked, unable to stop the question. “Why are you 

willing to chain yourself up to claim me? What has changed?” His 
voice sounded desperate. Virgil’s worst fear was that Ceri was dying 
or something just as horrifying. If that were the case, Virgil knew he 
would join his mate. He refused to live a life without Ceri. Even 
though he had been doing just that, at least Virgil knew Ceri was 
somewhere around. Death was final and Virgil couldn’t live with the 
loss.  

“Come closer.”  
Virgil pressed the palms of his hands on Ceri’s chest, leaning in. 

He was careful of the man’s mouth.  

“Because I want to know, if only for a small measure of time, 

what it feels like to be with you.” Ceri’s voice dropped low, heated, 
stroking over Virgil’s senses with an intimacy he hadn’t expected.  

Virgil reached up and wiped at his cheek, pulling his hand back to 

see that it was wet.  

For the first time in his life, Virgil was crying.  
 

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Ceri yanked his arms, trying to reach his mate, to wipe away the 

pain that was sliding down his cheeks, but he couldn’t. He was 
chained to the wall. “Release me.” He growled the words at Christian 
through clenched teeth. Turbulent clouds of anger were gathering 
over the lightning of his anguish.  

“I cannot.”  
Ceri slammed his arms forward, the chains cutting into his flesh, 

sending blinding strikes of pain through his upper body. “Release 
me!” 

A gentle hand caressed the side of his face, warm fingers 

cascading down his cheek. “It’s okay.” 

Ceri felt the curse trying to break free from its temporary prison. 

He knew his time was running out. His face tightened in torment as he 
stared at his mate. “I did this,” he whispered in sorrow. “I created the 
very prison I live in.”  

Virgil dipped forward, pressing his lips to Ceri’s quickly before 

pulling back, his chest rising and falling rapidly, his pupils dilated. 
Ceri slammed his arms forward again, desperate to touch, to hold, to 
caress. 

“We don’t have much time.” He dropped his head back, blinking 

up at the ceiling as he tried to calm down, to cage the curse for just a 
little while longer.  

Please don’t let me lose my humanity and kill him.  
Without prompting, Virgil slid his leg over Ceri’s waist. He 

straddled Ceri, his hands still resting on Ceri’s chest. Turning his 
head, Ceri looked Christian right in his eyes. “Leave us.”  

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The man didn’t move.  
“Get out!” 
Virgil turned toward Christian, his fingers curling into Ceri’s 

flesh. “I know the risks. Please.” 

Christian hesitated and then bowed his head slightly. “I’ll be right 

outside.”  

As soon as Christian was out of sight, Ceri gazed up at his 

beautiful mate. He at last understood why Rhys was willing to 
sacrifice their bond as twins to be with Nathaniel. It was as if the veil 
over his eyes had been lifted and Ceri saw for the first time in his two 
thousand years someone who mattered more than his very own life. 
His heart threatened to rip through his very skin as it beat faster, 
harder with emotions he’d never experienced before.  

Ceri was starting to rethink this plan. From Virgil’s hesitation and 

skittish eyes, he surmised that the man had never lain with anyone 
before and he didn’t want his mate’s first time to be like this. “I 
cannot show you the ways of lovemaking, Virgil. I am chained to the 
wall. For this, I apologize.”  

“Can I just do what feels right?” Virgil ran his hands over Ceri’s 

chest, leaning forward as he pressed soft kisses over each pec. Ceri 
had to grit his teeth. His cock was so hard, so aching with need that 
his control was quickly slipping away.  

The man moved further down his body, his tongue and lips sliding 

sensually over Ceri’s heated skin. He panted, his fists tightening as he 
watched, his stomach jerking from the feathered touches. It was a 
combination of finally being with Virgil and knowing how innocent 
the man was that had him tensing every muscle in his body. His mate 
was exploring him and Ceri wasn’t going to stop him.  

The man’s touches were torture. His fingers uncurled as he arched 

his back, his legs opening wider to accommodate Virgil’s body that 
was still sliding downward. His cock rubbed along Virgil’s leg, 
making Ceri hiss with heated pleasure. If Virgil stopped now, Ceri 
would know the true meaning of madness.  

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Kissing his navel, Virgil glanced up at him under the fall of his 

dark lashes. Heat shot through Ceri’s body from the look, spreading 
across his sensitive skin, threatening to burn him alive. Ceri groaned 
deep in his throat, a harsh, wordless snarl, when Virgil’s lips grazed 
over the head of his cock.  

“Take me into your mouth.” Ceri’s teeth gnashed together, his 

thighs straining as he lifted his legs, planting his feet firmly on the 
bed as he gave Virgil more room. “Taste what you are doing to me.”  

Lithe fingers wrapped around the base, squeezing his cock tightly 

as Virgil opened his mouth wider, engulfing the head. He watched 
Virgil swallow, his lips sealing around the flesh of his shaft. The 
sweet, sweet scent of Virgil’s arousal flooded the room. He was just 
so damn beautiful.  

His mate’s dusky eyes darkened with desire as he took another 

inch, his tongue licking and exploring. Fighting not to thrust his hips 
seemed worse than fighting the curse in that moment. Ceri summoned 
every ounce of restraint he possessed. Virgil continued to taste him, 
his moves stilted, showing just how little he knew. But Ceri was 
enjoying everything the man was doing to him.  

Virgil coughed and then pulled back, his eyes gleaming with 

unshed tears. He gazed at Ceri’s erection and then wrapped his lips 
once more around his cock.  

The man was out to kill him.  
His arms automatically tried to reach for his mate, but the chains 

rattling in his ear reminded him that this was not a normal coupling, 
that he wasn’t fully in control.  

Virgil slid from the bed and Ceri thought he was going to walk 

out. Could he really blame the man? Who would want to have sex 
with someone chained—“What are you doing?” 

Virgil grabbed the chain on Ceri’s right arm as he said, “I can’t do 

this…not like this, Ceri.” 

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In the blink of any eye, Virgil had his arm unchained. How, he 

wasn’t sure. Christian and Rhys had made sure the steel was wrapped 
so firmly around him that not even Ceri could break it.  

And he had tried.  
Using his free hand, Ceri reached up and worked the chain until 

his left arm was free. He turned, getting to his hands and knees as he 
took in the naked man standing there like frightened prey. The curse 
slammed into the cage it was confined to, making Ceri’s fangs 
lengthen a bit. “That wasn’t a wise move, Virgil.” 

“I’m really starting to think that it wasn’t,” Virgil said with a 

shaky breath, but stood his ground. “Do you want to eat me?” 

“Badly.” Ceri moved off the bed, stalking slowly toward his mate. 

The vein in Virgil’s neck thumped hard against his flesh as he 
watched Ceri approach. “But not in the way that you think.” He 
scooped Virgil off his feet and laid him on the bed. He knew he was 
pressed for time and loath to rush things between them. The one thing 
he had imagined doing was spending hours exploring his mate’s body. 
Even though the keeper came up with a temporary solution, it wasn’t 
foolproof. At this very moment Ceri was fighting not to take a deep 
bite out of the man. 

But—hell, just to experience a moment of pleasure, to be able to 

touch… 

“Are you afraid, precious one?” Ceri moved until he was caging 

Virgil in, keeping him between the bed and Ceri’s muscled body. If 
he had to give a great sacrifice in order to lift the curse, then he knew 
that his time with Virgil was limited. There was no way he was going 
to kill his mate, so his only other option was continuing to live in the 
shadows, watching Virgil from afar.  

And since this was going to be the single time he had with the 

man, Ceri was going to make sure he did it all. The potion was a one-
time deal. The keeper had told him this and Ceri had agreed, knowing 
this would be the first and last time he could be with his mate.  

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“I’m not afraid,” Virgil finally said. “I was, but if you kill me, 

then at least I had the chance to be held by you.”  

Ceri stilled. “You would give your life just to—” He glanced 

away, feeling unworthy to have someone as selfless as Virgil. Ceri’s 
hands were soaked in blood from killing so many. His very soul was 
probably doomed to the underworld. Until Virgil, he hadn’t cared if 
he lived or died. He was on a destructive path, his emotions locked so 
deep inside of his soul that his humanity had started to bleed away.  

He was still self-destructive, but now—Ceri glanced down at 

Virgil. So trusting. Yes, now he cared.  

Virgil reached up, cupping Ceri’s face, his dark eyes filled with 

unfathomable wonder. “Claim me before the potion wears off.”  

Reaching for the lube that he had placed on the table by his bed, 

Ceri uncorked the bottle. His emotions felt raw and near the surface as 
he oiled his fingers before placing them at Virgil’s untried entrance. 
Lowering his head, he pressed his lips to his mate’s neck, inhaling his 
masculine scent as his fingers entered the man’s body.  

Virgil hissed as his fingers curled into Ceri’s shoulders, his nails 

biting hard into his flesh. Ceri breathed in quickly and then let it out 
slowly, fighting—Oh, god how he was fighting not to bite. The urge 
wasn’t as strong as it had been on that rooftop, but it wasn’t as dull as 
it had been before.  

He tensed as his fingers stretched his mate, his other hand 

strangling the sheet, but he didn’t pull away. This was his one shot at 
being with Virgil and he was going to fight tooth and nail to complete 
their mating. Was it selfish on his part to bind the man to him, 
knowing they would never be like this again?  

Yes. But stopping this, them, was now impossible. Only the gates 

of hell opening up and swallowing him whole would take Ceri from 
Virgil at this moment.  

“Ceri.” Virgil whispered his name on a rush of warm breath that 

shed light in a small part of the darkness that Ceri lived in. He slid his 
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his face in thick, black hair. Ceri closed his eyes, wishing…just 
wishing.  

The craving surged, stronger than moments before. His fangs 

lengthened even further as he felt his eyes turning crimson. He took in 
quick, shallow breaths as he pulled his face away from Virgil.  

“Your eyes.” Virgil reached up, but Ceri pulled his head further 

away as he removed his fingers from his mate’s body. “It’s wearing 
off, isn’t it?” 

Ceri could only nod, keeping his lips tightly sealed. Oiling his 

cock, he pulled Virgil’s legs over his arms, scooting the man closer. 
Virgil didn’t protest, didn’t say a word. He didn’t have to. Everything 
the man felt was in his beautiful eyes.  

He was willing to die in order for Ceri to claim him.  
That wasn’t acceptable. Lining his cock up to the tender hole, he 

began to inch his way inside. Slick, snug, hot. He breathed out slowly 
through his nose, his eyes falling on his mate’s face, branding the 
look of pure pleasure streaking over Virgil’s features into his 
memory.  

His mate took every last inch of him, his tight ass gripping him 

like a fist, bathing him in wondrous heat. He hissed sharply as he 
finally bottomed out. Virgil’s head rolled backward, exposing his long 
neck as he let out a lengthy groan. Ceri pulled back, and then delved 
deeper.  

He knew he probably looked demonic at the moment. His blood 

was rushing like hot, molten lava, summoning that part of him that 
was primordial male. He picked up his pace, knowing his control was 
slipping as fast as the hands of time themselves.  

He fucked Virgil hard, fighting the need building inside of him to 

bite. He wasn’t sure at this point if it was the curse or the vampire 
side of him wanting to claim what was his. Ceri couldn’t take that 
chance. His mouth watered feverishly, even as the pressure built in 
the base of his spine, signaling his coming release.  

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Ceri snarled when Virgil pulled him closer, holding his feral gaze 

as his slim fingers stroked his cheek. “Claim me,” he begged. “I don’t 
care if we can’t be together. I want to belong to you.”  

He roared in agony as he denied the one thing he wanted as well. 

He was denying them both, but had no choice. It was already foolish 
of him to ask Virgil here in the first place. He was risking Virgil’s life 
and Ceri’s very sanity.  

He dropped his gaze, refusing to look at the pulse in the man’s 

neck as he drove deep into the man’s body. His cock plunged into the 
heat, every nerve ending he possessed feeling as if it were on fire.  

A shout tore from his lips when Virgil sank his fangs into the flesh 

just above Ceri’s heart. He grabbed the headboard, his nails growing 
thick as he tore a large chunk of iron from the frame. Virgil drank 
deeply, his lips greedy on Ceri’s chest.  

Virgil released him, throwing his head back as he cried out, his 

ass milking Ceri’s cock as he came. He felt like he was lost in time as 
he watched his mate fall apart in his arms. This was it, the only time 
he would ever witness such wonderment, such raw passion.  

Quickening his moves, Ceri found his release as his head swam 

and he shouted, pistoning his hips at lightning speed. His mind went 
dim when a bloody wrist was shoved at him. Ceri threw himself from 
the bed, landing on the floor in a crouching position. His head tilted 
back as he inhaled the metallic scent deep into his lungs.  

Slowly, his head lowered as his gaze targeted the source of blood. 

The craving inside of him came crashing back into his body tenfold. 
Rising to his feet, Ceri stalked toward the bed, his fangs now so long 
that the tips touched his chin. His nails were long and thick, ready to 
shred—a blur whipped past his line of sight before Virgil was 
snatched from the bed, and then Ceri stood alone in his room. He 
threw his head back and roared. The haunting sound not only 
conveyed his raging hunger, but the tormented agony of being without 
his mate, alone once again. 

And this time, it was forever.  

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* * * * 

 
Panahasi grabbed his chest, staggering sideways as he felt red-hot 

rage fill him to overflowing. It was suffocating him to the point he 
couldn’t breathe. Panahasi was Life, yet felt Death creeping into his 
very foundation, taking root as Jaden’s black claws latched on to him 
with an unseeing hand.  

Ceridian. 
In that one tormented cry, his son had just unleashed so much 

pain, so much anguish that he had freed Jaden from the underworld 
where he had been imprisoned.  

Ceri had freed Death.  

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Chapter Six 

 
Virgil lay on the couch in Christian’s office, a thick blanket 

covering him. The prince had come into the room and gotten Virgil 
out of there before Ceri could attack. He kept berating himself for 
such a stupid move. Virgil knew his mate was fighting against the 
urge and yet he had shoved a bloody wrist in the man’s face, 
desperate for Ceri to claim him.  

And now look at him. He lay here feeling as if someone had 

punched a hole in his chest and yanked out his heart.  

“What happened?”  
Virgil glanced up to see a man who was so handsome it stunned 

him. The guy had to be close to seven feet tall, a nice build, and black 
hair to his shoulders that he tied back. “Who are you?” 

His long strides brought him closer to Virgil. “What happened to 

set Ceridian off?” 

Virgil pushed himself up into a sitting position, squaring his 

shoulders. “I don’t even know you. Why should I tell you anything?” 

Suddenly, calmness swept over him, like he was standing under a 

warm shower, his muscles relaxing. The protectiveness and hostility 
hadn’t gone away, just eased to the point he wasn’t ready to fight for 
his mate to the bitter end.  

“I am known as Panahasi. I don’t wish Ceridian any harm, young 

one. I just want to know what set him off.”  

Virgil tucked in his lower lip, his eyes falling to his hands. The 

guilt surfaced once more, eating away at him. He wanted to go to 
Ceri, to comfort him, but he knew showing his face would only set the 
man off further. “It was me.”  

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Pulling his slacks up an inch, Panahasi knelt, resting his arms on 

his knees. Even in a squatting position, the man towered over him. 
“How?” 

“That’s personal.” He wasn’t sharing his intimate moment with 

his mate. Not for this guy. Not for anyone. It might not have lasted as 
long as he had hoped, but the memory was his to cherish, no one 
else’s. He could still feel Ceri’s hands touching him, his lips brushing 
over Virgil’s neck. His skin felt hot where his mate had slid his hands 
over his body.  

Virgil felt a heavy weight in his chest, missing his mate already. 

He wanted to run to Ceri, to beg the man to keep him. The reason for 
their separation was obvious, but that didn’t stop him from hurting so 
badly that he felt like he was withering away to nothing.  

“You have no idea what has just happened, Virgil. You must tell 

me. I can promise you that I wouldn’t ask if it were not of utmost 
importance.” 

Virgil didn’t trust the man. He didn’t even know him. For all he 

knew, the guy could be Ceri’s enemy, wanting information to hurt his 
mate. “Then find Ceri and ask him yourself.”  

Long fingers curled into fists as the man’s brows pulled tightly 

together. Virgil had never really feared anyone before—except his 
mate when Ceri was trying to take a bite out of him—but this man 
screamed danger. His features darkened and Virgil felt like he was 
being pulled into the man’s eyes. No, more like sucked into them.  

“I want to know what set him off.” He heard the fury beneath the 

razor-sharp command. The guy hadn’t raised his voice. As a matter of 
fact, it had dropped to a deadly, deep pitch.  

Virgil shook his head, trying to clear his mind. He mentally 

reached out for Ceri, fearing Panahasi. What Virgil saw through his 
mate’s eyes chilled him to his bones. “No,” he whispered, placing a 
shaky hand over his mouth to stop the scream that threatened to burst 
free.  

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“Where is he?” Panahasi moved closer. “I can’t get a fix on him. 

Tell me where he is so that I can help him.” 

“Promise me.” Virgil could hear the desperation in his voice. It 

had come out strained and low. “Promise me you aren’t out to hurt 
him.”  

“I am the Demon Warrior leader. If I hurt your mate, you may 

have my life.”  

Virgil was stunned to his core by the pledge. Why would Panahasi 

say something like that? Just how well did he know Ceri? He had 
heard of the demon leader. Virgil didn’t know him by name, just by 
reputation. Those who spoke of the leader said he was no one to mess 
around with, that he had powers even greater than the original 
vampires. Virgil wasn’t too sure how much of the gossip to believe, 
but as he stared into Panahasi’s eyes, he could tell the man was 
sincere.  

“He’s in a place filled with many stone cells, eating…” Virgil 

swallowed hard. He couldn’t even finish the sentence. “Please, help 
him.”  

“The underworld,” Panahasi murmured before rising to his feet. 

He turned, heading for the corner of the office. Turning, he glanced at 
Virgil. “If you ever need help, just call my name, young one, and I 
will be there. You have my word.” 

Again, the man threw him for a loop. Virgil didn’t understand 

why the man was willing to help him and Ceri. He just crossed his 
fingers that he hadn’t sent the man to kill his mate.  

 

* * * * 

 
Sitting out on the back picnic table, Maverick gazed at the forest 

beyond. He still had the chills from the dream that had shaken him out 
of his sleep in a cold sweat. It was always a fifty-fifty shot that he 
would understand them. Most of the time his dreams made absolutely 
no sense until what he dreamt came to pass.  

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But this dream… 
Sighing deeply, Maverick tilted his head back, wondering if he 

should say something or not. He couldn’t change the path of the 
dream, no matter how much he intervened. Even if he told Christian 
every little detail, every little scene that had played out, things would 
still unfold as destiny had planned.  

“Why do you keep showing me this shit?” he asked the dark 

clouds slipping past the moon. “Like I don’t already have enough crap 
on my plate.” 

The Ultionem was still trying to capture Kenyon. He and Christian 

were still trying to figure out why Panahasi was letting the man slip 
through the demon realm without killing the bastard. They were also 
still trying to deal with the fact that someone had broken into Dr. 
Sheehan’s office and stolen all the files he had in there. Thankfully he 
was smart enough to back everything up on his computer. Still, those 
were files that Maverick didn’t want anyone to have.  

“One of those nights?” Cecil asked as he moved in close, resting 

his head on Maverick’s shoulder. “Maybe I can help.”  

Turning his head, Maverick pressed a kiss to his mate’s temple. 

“You’re helping just by sitting here with me.”  

“Oh,” Cecil said. “It was one of those dreams where you’re not 

allowed to say anything.” 

Maverick loved that his mate was in tune with him. The guy knew 

to back off when it mattered the most. He knew his mate could be a 
pain in the ass to most people, but Maverick cherished every day he 
had with Cecil.  

“No, I can talk about it.” He slipped his arm around Cecil. “I’m 

just not sure that I should.”  

“Does it have anything to do with what’s going on with the 

vampires?”  

“And then some.” Maverick crossed his ankles, gazed down at his 

feet, and then cocked his head to the side. “Things are about to get 
ugly, Cecil. Real ugly. Promise me you won’t stray far.”  

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Cecil ran his fingers over Maverick’s, giving him a wicked grin. 

“I know when I can fuck up, and I know when to chill. From the way 
you woke up in a cold sweat, my ass is sticking around the house.”  

There had been a niggle in the back of Maverick’s mind for years 

telling him that there was a war coming. He hadn’t fully understood 
why or who it would be between. It was just a feeling deep in the pit 
of his stomach. But after his dream, he now knew why fate had sent 
him to that alley the night Panahasi and Ceri had confronted each 
other.  

But god help him, he didn’t want to know. He didn’t want to get 

involved. The only thing Maverick wanted was peace in his small 
town—for the world to leave him and Brac Village alone. But that 
wasn’t going to happen, not when he’d seen something that impacted 
him directly.  

Pressing his mouth to Cecil’s mahogany hair, Maverick inhaled 

deeply as his eyes closed, whispering, “I love you, Cecil. Always 
remember that.”  

“I love you, too.” Cecil turned his amethyst eyes up at Maverick. 

“It isn’t that bad…is it?” 

If that dream was anything to go by—“Yeah.”  
 

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“I said to scrub his mind, not attack him.” Harley hauled Virgil off 

his feet, pulling him away from the human he was trying to pulverize. 
Christo grabbed the human from the ground, scrubbing his mind 
before pushing him toward the parking lot.  

“That son of a bitch is a sick puppy!” Virgil shouted as he 

struggled to get free. “He needs to be drowned in a vat of acid.”  

Harley set him on his feet but kept his hand on Virgil’s upper arm. 

He wanted to race after the human and finish what he’d started. The 
thoughts he had seen in that man’s head were enough to give even 
him nightmares. “How can you just let him go?” 

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“What did you see?” Christo asked.  
“Take a look for yourself.” Virgil didn’t even want to say out loud 

what he’d seen. It was just downright disturbing. Christo turned, his 
face growing still as he plunged into the man’s head. Within seconds, 
his eyes darkened.  

“See, I told you.” 
Christo began to walk toward the parking lot, going after the 

human. It would serve the guy right if Christo tore him to pieces. 
Virgil just hoped it was a slow and painful death.  

“Okay, the curiosity is eating me alive. What did you see, 

shorty?” Harley asked. Virgil shuddered as he wrapped his slim arms 
around his stomach.  

“He hurts kids,” Virgil whispered before turning to Harley. “Wipe 

that from my mind, please.” 

Harley looked stunned. “You want me to go into your mind?” 
To invite a vampire into one’s mind was not a privilege given 

lightly. Men had died from invading another person without 
invitation. Virgil had never let anyone in—no one except Ceri. “Just 
that memory, Harley, nothing else.”  

The vampire gave a nod before probing on the outskirts of Virgil’s 

mind. Before he could get in, Virgil felt a violent force rear up, a deep 
and resonating snarl filling his mind as Harley flew backward, 
crashing into the humans who were at the front of the crowd.  

Never allow anyone into your mind! 
Virgil swallowed when he heard just how angry Ceri was. “But 

you’re there.”  

A loud hiss.  
Okay, maybe he shouldn’t have pointed that out. He showed Ceri 

the memory he was trying to get rid of, and in seconds, it was gone.  

You are forbidden to ask any other man for help. Do I make 

myself clear, Virgil? 

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Wow, Virgil had never heard him this angry before. He’d heard 

him threaten to eat Virgil, but aside from the strange craving, this was 
the first time Ceri’s anger had been directed toward him.  

He didn’t like his mate being angry at him.  
“A little possessive, aren’t you?” But Virgil couldn’t stop himself 

from smiling at the thought. It was twisted, but he liked that Ceri was 
ready to kill anyone who came near him.  

You have no idea, innocent one. If that vampire touches you 

again, I’ll gut him where he stands.  

He had no idea what his mate was talking about. Virgil had been 

standing next to Harley when the man went flying, and then his mate 
was there in his mind. Virgil remembered Panahasi coming to the 
office, going after Ceri because his mate had been in the underworld, 
eating…Where are you? 

Virgil stumbled a few feet back when Ceri took hold of the 

memory Virgil had of Panahasi. He could feel the man’s rage 
vibrating inside of him, threatening to choke him from the noxious 
taste.  

Ceri, stop. It hurts. 
Instantly, the anger was gone.  
And so was Ceri.  
Christian came outside, his eyes landing on Virgil before dropping 

to Harley who was pushing himself to his feet.  

“What was that?” Harley narrowed his eyes at Virgil. “Were you 

just toying with me so you could throw me into the crowd?” 

“That was Ceri warning you to never touch his mate again, 

physically or mentally.” Christian stepped next to Virgil. “I would 
take his warning seriously, Harley.” 

Harley turned a bit green. It looked strange considering how big 

the man was, but the guy looked like he was ready to pass out. “Shit. 
Then why did Virgil ask me to wipe his mind?” 

“I did?” Virgil asked. He didn’t remember asking the guy to do 

anything like that.  

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“Yeah,” Harley said sarcastically as he stopped some guy from 

leaving the club. “Next time ask Jersey or Buck. I like my throat 
intact.” He ran his hand over the human’s head, allowing him to pass. 
“I don’t want that guy dining on my flesh.” 

“Dude, that sounds so gross,” someone said from the front of the 

line. 

“Shut up,” Harley replied as he stuck his hand out and wiped the 

guy’s mind. “Mind your own business.” 

“What?” the guy asked. “I didn’t say anything.” 
Harley rolled his eyes and turned back toward Virgil. “Stand next 

to me, but don’t even breathe my way, trouble.”  

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Chapter Seven 

 
“You can’t just go sucking on anyone’s blood,” Harley teased as 

they stood in the men’s room at the club. The guy might be kidding 
around, but Virgil could see the worry in the man’s eyes. “That’s 
what probably gave you the stomach ache.”  

Virgil wasn’t sure. He only drank crimson—a cocktail for 

vampires who didn’t have the taste for a vein. Most drank the 
concoction like humans drank wine. But people like Virgil drank it 
because Ceri would more than likely kill whoever Virgil drank from.  

No, not kill. His mate would disembowel them while they were 

still alive. It was a good thing Virgil didn’t want to drink from anyone 
but his mate. “I’m not sure, Harley, but it really does hurt.”  

“I’m going to get Christian.”  
Reaching his hand out, Virgil grabbed Harley’s muscular arm. “I 

don’t want to make a fuss when it is probably nothing more than a 
bad batch of crimson.” 

Harley looked down at the hand trying to wrap around his large 

biceps. “Please stop touching me before Ceri decides to slice my nuts 
from my body. I rather enjoy sex.”  

“Having sex with your hand doesn’t count.” 
Harley looked at Virgil like had just grown two extra heads. “Oh. 

My. God. Virgil Green just made a joke. I think the world is coming 
to an end.” 

Virgil walked over to the sink and turned the tap on, splashing 

some water on his face, gritting his teeth as another wave of nausea 
overtook him. Patting his face with paper towels, he turned back 
toward Harley. The guy was standing there still looking at Virgil 

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strangely. “Oh, come on. It was one witty remark. Stop looking at me 
like you’re waiting for my hair to turn to snakes.” 

A devilish grin spread across Harley’s face. Virgil liked Harley. 

He was the first person in Virgil’s life that made him want to smile. 
The guy didn’t seem to be affected by too much, always having 
something sarcastic to say. The vampire just sort of rolled with the 
punches. There was just something about the man that made Virgil 
want to let down his guard.  

“Feeling any better?” Harley reached out and shoved the door 

closed when someone tried to walk in. Loud curses could be heard on 
the other side. Harley just kept his hand pressed to the wood as he 
looked at Virgil for an answer. 

“My stomach is settling.” Somewhat. But Virgil wasn’t about to 

be sent to the Manor where all he would do was stare at the four 
walls. He didn’t want to be stuck in this bathroom any longer, either. 
Maybe some fresh air would do him some good. The club seemed 
rather stuffy tonight.  

“I still think I should let Christian know just to cover my own ass. 

I’m hanging with Ceri’s mate. Do you have any clue how intimidating 
that is? You get a scratch and there goes my balls.”  

Virgil raised an eyebrow. “You seem awfully focused on your 

testicles. Maybe Buck can man the door for a little while longer while 
you go work off some of your pent-up energy.”  

The man grunted as he opened the bathroom door. The music 

came flooding in as a human glared at Harley, walking past him. 
Virgil assumed he was the same man who had tried to get in just 
moments before. “As long as you’re vertical and have your eyes open, 
I’m all over you like sauce on a noodle.”  

“What does that even mean?” 
“Just get your ass back to the door.” Harley cleared a path as he 

walked. Those who didn’t move were politely shoved aside. Okay, 
there wasn’t anything polite about it. Harley just reached out and 
pushed their shoulders. One guy even landed on his ass. He glared up 

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at Harley but swiftly looked away when he saw just how big the guy 
was.  

A thin sheen of sweat began to form on Virgil’s forehead and 

upper lip. He reached up and wiped it off. Someone needed to crank 
up the air conditioner with this many bodies packed in one place.  

“Thanks,” Harley said to Buck who was wiping a few guys when 

they approached. Harley was the only vampire who Virgil knew could 
man the doors all night without looking a bit frazzled. Not a lot of 
vampires could hold so many memories at once. Buck looked like he 
needed a drink by the time Harley waved him away. Virgil wasn’t 
sure how the man did it. Some of the humans had some really 
degenerate thoughts.  

“Whoa!” Harley said loudly as he grabbed Virgil, stopping him 

from hitting the pavement. Vertigo struck him hard, making his mind 
haze over. His balance was lost when he stepped out the door. “That’s 
it! I’m getting Christian.” 

Virgil didn’t argue with the man. Something was definitely wrong 

with him. He’d never passed out before in his life. It was a frightening 
feeling. His pulse began to beat erratically, his stomach threatening to 
rebel.  

He heard Harley shouting at someone to man the door, and then 

the man was carrying him to Christian’s office. “I swear, I better not 
catch any shit for helping you.” Harley hurried down the hall that led 
to the prince’s office. The lights overhead were a blur, the yellow 
incandescent bulbs hurting Virgil’s eyes.  

“Put him over there.” The prince pointed toward the couch on the 

other side of his office. “I’ve already summoned the physician.” 

The room spun and Virgil reached out, trying to steady himself. 

He grabbed nothing but air. Why couldn’t the room stay in one place? 
Closing his eyes, Virgil took in a deep and steady breath.  

“He’s here.”  

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Virgil opened his eyes when he felt a warm body sit on the edge 

of the couch. He was staring at a complete stranger. This wasn’t the 
man who tended to the vampire race. “Who are you?” 

Warmth filled the hazel eyes that were staring at him. He could 

tell right away that the guy was human. “I’m Doctor Sheehan. Can 
you tell me what’s going on with you?” 

Just as he was about to speak, another round of nausea hit him. He 

swallowed hard, trying to hold back.  

“He’s Ceri’s mate,” Harley said.  
Dr. Sheehan looked at Harley as if he were waiting for the man to 

say more. When Harley kept staring, the doctor released an 
aggravated breath. “I don’t care who he is mated to. My first and only 
concern right now is my patient. Now will someone tell me what is 
going on with him or do I have to do a full body exam along with lab 
work? Trust me, that is going to take too much time when all I need 
are his damn symptoms.”  

Virgil blinked at the man. For a human, he sure had a set of balls 

on him. He groaned. Now Harley had him using that word. He 
watched as the doctor pulled on a pair of exam gloves before he began 
to check Virgil over.  

“Nausea and cramping,” Virgil finally managed to say when he 

was able to talk without feeling as if he were going to vomit. 
“Dizziness, too.”  

“Hmm.”  
What did that mean? He lay there while the doctor examined him 

and then drew some blood. The guy was very thorough. Harley 
stepped out when the doctor got a little more personal with the exam, 
but the prince stayed. The guy was decent enough to turn around, 
though.  

Virgil became increasingly worried as the man checked him over. 

He wasn’t saying a word. The human just kept giving Virgil a warm 
smile.  

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Something inside Virgil began to hum to life and he knew it had 

nothing to do with whatever was wrong with him or what the doctor 
was doing. His chest felt heavy as his mind opened wide.  

“No!” Virgil said loudly just as Christian moved in rapidly, 

pulling the doctor off the couch and hurling him toward his desk.  

Ceri stalked through his mind like a caged beast and Virgil could 

feel the man gearing up to attack. No! 

Who dares come near you with such familiarity? 
“He is the wolf pack’s doctor,” Christian said out loud as if he 

knew exactly what Ceri was going to ask Virgil. “Your mate is feeling 
ill.”  

“No.” Dr. Sheehan removed his gloves, tossing them in the trash 

next to Christian’s desk. “Your mate has a bun in the oven.” The 
doctor turned toward Christian. “Who are we talking to?” 

Virgil lay there in such stunned disbelief that he hadn’t even heard 

Christian’s response. His world came to a skidding halt. Suddenly it 
became harder to breathe, his heart beating too fast.  

What does he mean? Ceri’s questioned whispered through his 

mind. 

“Are you sure?” Christian looked just as stunned as Virgil felt. 

The man stood there staring at Virgil, his eyes slightly larger than 
normal. He’d never seen the prince anything other than calm and in 
control. The shock in his eyes only escalated Virgil’s already fast-
paced heartbeat.  

“I’ve been doing this for a long time.” The doctor walked back 

over to Virgil, pulling the skin under his eyes down. “If he were half-
vampire, I would be able to tell by the changing of his eye color. But 
there is no mistaking my diagnosis. I’ll need to get his blood back to 
my office, but I know I’m right.”  

What is he talking about! 
Virgil curled into a ball, wrapping his arms around his stomach as 

the ramifications of what the doctor said hit home. He said that I am 
going to have your child. 

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Ceri’s presence stilled, as if the man’s muscles had locked up on 

him. Virgil thought it very odd that he knew this, could feel it inside 
of him. Never before had he heard of anyone being able to do what 
Ceri was doing. Vampires could probe the mind, and only the very 
old and strong could talk mentally with another. But he actually felt 
Ceri, as if he were sharing a body with the man.  

A child? 
Giving his back to the men in the room, Virgil tried his best to 

curl into himself so tightly that he would disappear. He heard the door 
open and then close, whispering, and then nothing.  

He reached up and wiped at the tears that were spilling from his 

eyes. Any other time, this would have been strange enough, but what 
if the babe…Virgil’s shoulders began to softly shake.  

Do not cry, innocent one. A warm feeling brushed over Virgil’s 

cheeks. He could hear the pain in Ceri’s voice, but that only made him 
cry harder.  

I will find a way— 
“To do what?” Virgil shouted as he slammed his fist into the back 

of the couch. “You can’t even be here to comfort me! I’m carrying 
another life form inside my body and the father—” Virgil shoved his 
fist into his mouth to stop the scream from escaping.  

What if the child craved flesh like his father? What if…He 

smashed his eyes closed, shoving at Ceri’s presence, pushing the man 
away as he closed the door between them, shutting the man out.  

He couldn’t deal with all of this right now. The last thing Virgil 

needed were promises they both knew Ceri couldn’t keep.  

 

* * * * 

 
Ceri pulled out of Virgil’s mind, his body numb, his thoughts 

scattered. He tipped his head back and dragged in a lungful of air, still 
scenting Virgil’s warm and welcoming aroma. He wasn’t even sure 
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arms. But as he stood there, Ceri felt the longing grip him like a hand 
that was trying to squeeze his very heart from his chest.  

A child.  
Never in over two thousand years had Ceri thought of fathering a 

babe. Especially after the keeper had come to him during the Great 
War between vampires and warlocks, telling Ceri of the curse. He had 
resigned himself to walk the earth alone. But now he ached for what 
Virgil offered, a place of solace, a warm heart, and a family.  

And you called Rhys a fool for wanting such nonsense, calling him 

weak. Ceri scoffed at himself for most of the things he had said to his 
twin regarding love and family. If only he had known that fate would 
place those treasures just outside his reach.  

He had to find a cure now more than ever. It was tearing him in 

two that he couldn’t be there for his mate and that agony began to fuel 
a rage building inside of him.  

Leaving Neverlight Hall, Ceri stormed through the underworld, 

seeking out the only person who had half a chance of curing him. 
“Keeper!” 

The withered creature was standing behind a lectern, gazing at a 

book as Ceri entered the man’s chambers. “I need a cure, now!” He 
felt like he was going raving mad from the need to be with his mate. 
Virgil needed him and Ceri couldn’t go near the guy for fear of dining 
on his flesh.  

“I do not want to hear of great sacrifices,” Ceri stated evenly. “I 

have sacrificed enough for simply laying with a harlot. Nenya had no 
idea what a loose woman his daughter truly was.” His hand came 
crashing down on the desk, sending scrolls and jars flying. “I 
shouldn’t have to pay for that!” 

“Your mother was the catalyst who bargained for what you have 

become.”  

Ceri had no clue what the creature was talking about. For once, 

the man was speaking clearly, yet Ceri was still confused. What did 
his mother have to do with his curse? As far as his memories reached, 

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she was a beautiful and gentle woman who loved her sons more than 
life itself. She was the greatest queen who had ever ruled a kingdom. 
His parents’ death in the war had shattered Ceri.  

But learning who his true father was, the man who had sired him, 

had gutted Ceri. Marsian had been a great man, a true hero in Ceri’s 
eyes. He didn’t want Panahasi to be his father. The man had taken 
advantage of Serentene Espelimbergo and then abandoned her and her 
offspring.  

He still hadn’t found the demon leader. Ceri wanted to have an 

up-close talk with the man about visiting Virgil. He wasn’t sure of the 
demon’s motives, but there was one thing Ceri was quite certain of.  

If Panahasi went near Virgil again, he would unleash his curse on 

the leader. 

Frustrated that the keeper couldn’t help him, Ceri sought out his 

twin. The one thing he never understood—but was forever grateful 
for—was the fact that the craving never seized him when he was with 
his siblings. Rhys and Christian were the only two people in existence 
whose flesh he didn’t want to eat.  

If only Virgil could be counted among the safe.  
Rhys walked out into the backyard of the Manor, meeting Ceri in 

the dark woods. His heart twisted in his chest when he saw the 
contentment on the man’s face, knowing it came from being mated 
and a father—the very same things Ceri had but couldn’t touch.  

“Had I known,” Rhys began, sympathy and pain slipping into his 

eyes. “I’m so sorry, Ceri.” 

“We were once very close,” Ceri said, gazing at the man who had 

known every single thing about him, had been his very breath back 
then.  

“We still are, brother.” Rhys moved closer, laying his hand on 

Ceri’s shoulder. “I loved you more than my very own life, and 
nothing has changed. It matters not to me what you have become. 
What matters to me is who you are in here.” Rhys thumped Ceri’s 
chest. “Nothing can ever tarnish the love I have for you.” 

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Raising his head to meet Rhys’s eyes, eyes that mirrored his very 

own, Ceri spoke in a tone that conveyed the loss of a family he would 
never know the joy of interacting with. “Give me your oath, your 
word of honor as my twin, as an Espelimbergo that you will protect 
my mate as if he were your very own. Protect my child as if he was 
born of your very loins. Enter into the Jurasacro Sagromento with 
me.”  

Without hesitation, Rhys extended a fingernail, sliced the palm of 

his hand, and then scored Ceri’s chest, right above his heart. He 
pressed bleeding flesh to bleeding flesh. “As your twin and a man 
who holds honor above all else, I give you my solemn oath that the 
ancient vampires, the first and second born in a long line of a majestic 
race, will protect your mate and babe with our very last breath.”  

Ceri felt the sacred oath sizzle through his veins, snapping into 

place as it sealed itself. If Virgil died because Rhys broke the oath, his 
twin would perish right along with Ceri’s mate.  

 

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Chapter Eight 

 
“I want you to be his bodyguard,” Christian said to Harley as they 

stood outside the office door. “I don’t want anything  to happen to 
Virgil. Do I make myself clear?” 

Cupping his hands in front of him, Harley gave a slight bow. “Just 

one question.” 

Christian nodded. 
“Am I going to come away from this alive? I mean, if I have to 

touch Virgil, you know, to save him or something, will Ceri 
eviscerate me? ’Cause you know I’d do anything for you, Prince. But 
I’m not sure dying because I accidently poked him in the arm is on 
the top of my list.” 

A smile twitched at the side of Christian’s mouth. “Just try your 

best not to hand him a tissue when he sneezes.”  

Harley grunted as he took up a post just outside the office door. 

Christian was bemused at the vampire. He’d known Harley for many 
centuries, but he’d never seen him like this. Christian could tell that 
the vampire liked Virgil. “No, Harley. I want you at his side, not 
outside his door.”  

Turning, Harley grabbed the handle and then looked over his 

shoulder. “Please don’t tell me that includes going to the bathroom 
with him.” 

“Everywhere,” Christian made perfectly clear. “If something 

happens to Ceri’s mate, this city would become a bloodbath, and that 
is just for starters.” 

Harley gave a solemn nod before entering the office and closing 

the door.  

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Christian pressed his fingers into his eyes, feeling tired. So much 

was happening all at once and he didn’t know how to help his brother. 
This was one truly fucked-up situation.  

A loud thud filled the hallway, making Christian turn. A vampire 

was staggering toward him, blood covering his face and body. 
Christian recognized him as one of Dante’s coven members.  

He moved to the man’s side, easing him down until the vampire 

was resting on the floor. “What happened?” 

The guy’s eyes were wild, unfocused as he clung to Christian. 

“Bloodbath,” he cried out hysterically. “They’re all dead. All of 
them.” 

“Who?” Christian demanded as he grabbed the man’s face, trying 

to make him focus. When the vampire didn’t speak, Christian plunged 
into his mind. What he saw had him praying where he knelt. The 
vampire’s memory was a bit grainy, but Christian could see Dante’s 
coven being slaughtered where they stood by an unseen force. They 
just dropped, their throats torn and ragged. But he didn’t see anyone 
committing the murders. 

“Dante.” Christian’s fingers gripped the man tighter, shaking him 

slightly. “Where is Dante?” His voice was strangled with fear, 
assuming the worst for the coven leader.  

“Prince?” 
Christian glanced up when he heard his third-in-command’s voice. 

Isla stood there, looking confused.  

Everything in Christian went numb as he gazed back down at the 

vampire who was now lying lifeless in his arms.  

Christo appeared in the hallway, and then a few more of his coven 

members, all looking at him worriedly.  

Lowering his eyes, Christian whispered, “Dante’s coven has been 

completely wiped out.” Loud gasps filled the hallway as Christian 
pushed to his feet, anger suddenly alive in the air, turbulent clouds 
gathering over lightning. A bone-deep fury rolled in his gut.  

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Pushing past everyone, Christian walked through the club to the 

back door, walked outside, and then took off through the night. He 
flew fast and hard, his molecules reforming right there on the 
expansive front lawn of Dante’s home. 

The house was engulfed in flames, the fire reaching the sky, a 

massive inferno whose heat was almost too much for Christian, even 
at the distance he was standing. He could hear windows exploding 
and saw red embers blowing free to float toward him.  

Sirens were getting closer and Christian knew he couldn’t stay for 

long. But he couldn’t seem to move. His eyes filled with hot, angry 
tears as he watched the once-magnificent home turn to charred 
remains, the vampires inside turning to nothing more than ash.  

Christo appeared next to him, a swift intake of breath as he 

gasped.  

As Christian stood there watching the night light up from the fire, 

he swore to himself that whoever had done this was going to beg for 
death for centuries to come.  

 

* * * * 

 
News reached Maverick of what had happened to Dante’s coven. 

He was stunned beyond words. He’d dreamt that there was a war 
coming, but never in his wildest imaginings would he have thought 
that the coven would be wiped out in seconds. The only thing that the 
dream had revealed to him was carnage, and not even who the people 
were that had been slaughtered.  

He dropped down into his chair, covering his mouth as he stared 

at Zeus who was sitting across his desk. The man’s expression was 
inscrutable, his eyes studying something on Maverick’s desk as a tic 
began in the side of his jaw.  

“The entire coven,” Maverick said out loud in a low tone that 

revealed just how truly shocked he was. He knew Christian had to be 
devastated and probably bloodthirsty at this point.  

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“We need to gather the leaders.” Zeus stood. “Someone is 

responsible and that someone needs to be found.”  

Maverick might have thought that Christian needed to get the 

stick out of his ass and loosen up a bit, but he respected the man. He 
had to do something. The person responsible couldn’t be allowed to 
get away with this. If they did, then there was no telling who would 
be next. He cared for every single person in his pack and Maverick 
would protect them with his life.  

The two walked out of the Den, Maverick’s eyes sweeping over 

the foyer, wondering just how much things were about to change. He 
heard the babies in the den playing, pool balls cracking, and a video 
game in progress. There was noise coming from the hallway that led 
to the kitchen as well. Everything seemed so normal, yet nothing was 
right now. Their world was changing and there was nothing Maverick 
could do to stop it.  

“Where are you heading?” Cecil asked as he walked out of the 

den, gazing from Zeus to Maverick.  

Cupping Cecil’s jaw, Maverick bent at the waist, whispering in 

his ear, “Remember the dream?” 

Cecil nodded.  
Placing a kiss on the man’s jaw, Maverick stood. “Then you 

remember your promise.”  

“I’m not going anywhere,” Cecil said as Maverick and Zeus left 

the house. They mounted their bikes and headed toward the highway 
that would take them to Christian’s. Maverick couldn’t stop thinking 
about Dante. He didn’t know the man all that well but had had a few 
conversations with the coven leader over the years. From what he 
could see, the man had cared deeply for his members.  

Slaughtered and then set on fire. 
That was such a horrific way to go. The anger at anyone pulling 

something like this with any coven, pack, or anything else began to 
mount inside of him. Maverick was already dealing with Hunters 
invading his village. He wasn’t sure who to trust when it came to his 

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residents. Spies were living amongst them. There was no doubt about 
that.  

He wished he knew who the spies were because Maverick would 

hang them from the town square to serve as an example to anyone 
else who wanted to betray this village.  

They turned onto the highway and Maverick pushed his 

motorcycle past the limits, wanting answers and to find out who they 
were going to kill. Christian was going to get his retribution. 
Maverick was going to make sure of that.  

Zeus kept pace, his bike roaring next to Maverick’s as they 

zigzagged around cars and trucks, eating up the distance. He could 
have just had one of the fey shimmer him to Christian’s, but Maverick 
needed the head time. He needed to work things out and to calm 
down. He knew as well as anyone that decisions were a bad thing to 
make when high on emotions.  

The Bluetooth in his helmet chirped. Reaching up, Maverick 

tapped it on. “What?” 

“Dad!” Melonee screamed hysterically into the phone. He could 

hear chaos in the background, people shouting as Melonee’s voice 
filled with tears.  

“What’s going on?” he asked as he narrowly missed rear-ending a 

box truck. The driver shouted out the window and flipped Maverick 
off, but he ignored him.  

Melonee screamed in a tone that chilled Maverick’s heart. 

“Someone shimmered in here as soon as you left and kidnapped 
Xavier!” 

Maverick lost control, his front tire hitting the back of someone’s 

blue compact car. He flew from his motorcycle, both man and 
machine skidding across the unforgiving highway at a fast rate of 
speed until his body slammed into something solid and knocked him 
into a semiconscious state.  

The sound of his headset crackled in his ear. Blurry visions swam 

in and out of focus. His body went numb. He heard murmuring and 

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then the word Xavier became a little clearer. Maverick was chanting 
his grandson’s name over and over again.  

Kidnapped.  
Maverick let out a soul-piercing scream when the numbness made 

way for the all-consuming pain that wracked his entire body. He had 
to have been going eighty when he laid his bike down. Zeus appeared 
in his line of sight, his jaw tight, his features grim. The alpha held 
Maverick’s neck steady as he removed the helmet.  

“Don’t move.” Zeus set the helmet aside. “Your thigh bone is 

sticking out of your pants and you have a nasty twist to both your 
legs.”  

He just needed to shift. All Maverick had to do was let his wolf 

free. But there were too many humans standing around, speaking 
hastily into their cell phones, looking at him with pity and finality, as 
if he weren’t going to survive.  

“Just get me somewhere so I can heal.” His body was starting to 

go numb again and Maverick knew that wasn’t a good sign. He was 
losing circulation in parts of his limbs, and if he didn’t shift soon, he 
would lose the use of them permanently.  

Zeus shook his big, bald head. “It’s a little more complicated than 

that, friend. You have a large piece of metal running through your 
arm.”  

“My bike?” 
“Totaled.” 
Maverick took in a deep breath, regretting it when his entire chest 

felt like it was on fire. He gritted his teeth, fighting the sweep of 
nausea overtaking him. “Someone kidnapped Xavier. Just get me 
someplace I can heal!” He pulsated with anger and rage, the air around 
him pure darkness churning with endless echoes of pain. 

“Use my van,” someone said from over Zeus’s shoulder. “You 

don’t want to go to a human hospital,” he added under his breath. 

“Don’t move him!” someone else shouted, but Zeus was already 

picking Maverick up, carrying him toward a white van. Red-hot pain 

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exploded inside of him as Maverick’s head swam before everything 
went black.  

 

* * * * 

 
Christian shut down the Manacle, making every single coven 

member return to the Manor. Three of his own coven members had 
been found dead, their throats torn out. Until he could figure out what 
was going on, Christian wanted his coven someplace more secure.  

“That’s everyone,” Christo said as they both returned home. 

Christian paced in the living room, his hands tucked behind his back. 
He felt rage arc through his bloodstream at what was happening. 
Feeling helpless was not something he was accustomed to.  

“I want the annihilators guarding the Manor. If anyone gets in 

here, kill them without hesitation.” Christian was not taking any 
chances. His mates and sons were downstairs, along with his nephew. 
Virgil was in his room, Harley at his side. He wasn’t sure why 
someone was targeting covens, but fuck if he was letting anyone have 
his.  

“Maverick’s here,” Logan said as he entered the living room, 

Maverick walking in behind him. The alpha glanced Christian’s way, 
and then around at the room.  

“I suppose you heard what has happened?” Christian asked as 

Logan closed the doors when he walked out. “Have you contacted the 
other leaders?” 

Pushing his sunglasses to the top of his head, Maverick nodded. “I 

have.”  

Christian took a seat, running his fingers over his jaw. “We have 

to figure out who is doing this. We aren’t even sure it’s covens that 
they are targeting. They could go after packs next.” 

“Maybe we should talk somewhere a little more private,” 

Maverick said. “Someplace more secure. How about we go 
downstairs?” 

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Cocking his head, Christian’s eyes swept over Maverick’s 

towering form. Never in all the time that he had known the alpha had 
the man asked to go downstairs where Christian’s family was housed. 
It was an unspoken rule in any leader’s home that the family living 
area was off limits. Christian had never asked to go into the upstairs at 
the Den, or any other place that Maverick’s pack slept or gathered. 
They had always met in Maverick’s office.  

Christian glanced over at Christo who was staring strangely at the 

alpha. His second-in-command was thinking the very same thing that 
Christian was.  

Who was standing there impersonating Maverick Brac?  
Christo moved to the door, opened it, and whispered low while 

Christian stood, acting casual, making sure not to alert this person that 
he knew he wasn’t the real deal.  

“It’s such a shame that the fey village was wiped out. Don’t you 

think?” He kept his movements subtle, his pacing to a minimum.  

“Yeah, it is,” Maverick answered. “I still think we should talk 

about this in a more private setting, Prince.” 

Now Christian knew something was amiss. One, it had been 

Dante’s coven that had been attacked, not the fey village. And two, 
Maverick would rather have his tongue cut out than refer to Christian 
as Prince.  

“I just have one question,” Christian said, as the doors opened and 

the annihilators walked in, looking fully militant as they stood there 
blocking the only exit this person had to escape. “Who are you?” 

The person impersonating Maverick turned toward Christian, a 

cold and evil smile on his lips before he spun on his heels and 
slammed into the men blocking his way. Christian had never seen 
anyone just bowl through four large vampires before.  

Taking off after the person, Christian reached out to grab him 

when someone shimmered in, grabbed the fake Maverick, and both 
shimmered away. Christian shouted out his anger as he started to 
change into his original form, the anger inside of him boiling over. He 

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was going to find out who was behind all of this, because Christian 
would die before allowing anyone to harm his family.  

 

* * * * 

 
Panahasi pivoted on his foot, spinning away as Jaden tried to 

impale him with the sharp end of his sword. He had to stop the man 
from leaving. Jaden had already destroyed one vampire coven and 
was threatening to wipe them all out.  

“You have no idea how much I’ve enjoyed plotting the death of 

your beloved race,” Jaden sneered as he circled around Panahasi. “I’ll 
see them all dead. You should have never had me caged in the 
underworld. I can feel the pain and agony of your people and it tastes 
so sweet on my tongue.”  

Pulling the two knives free that he had hidden, Panahasi twirled 

them in his hands before scraping the razor-sharp blades together, 
filling the dark field with the sound of grating metal. “You won’t taste 
if for long when I slice that tongue from your mouth.”  

Jaden swirled his sword in front of his body, his feet dancing to a 

rhythm only Death could hear. Panahasi matched him step for deadly 
step. It wasn’t even about winning, but keeping the man here, 
stopping him from killing any more of Panahasi’s people.  

“Your love of those bloodsuckers will be your demise.”  
“And your hatred of me will be yours.” Panahasi and Jaden began 

to battle, blade striking blade, metal clanking and sliding across the 
other’s surface as Panahasi fought fiercely to save an entire race that 
he himself had created.  

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Ceri glanced at the vials in his hands. The keeper had warned him 

that if he kept taking this stuff, he would lose his mind. Like I need to 
worry about that.
 The potion to suppress his cravings was not meant 
to be taken like some cold medicine. It was powerful, potent, and had 
a side effect of insanity.  

He set the glass containers on the table in his bedroom, staring at 

them before walking away. He needed to weigh what he was 
contemplating. Although Ceri wanted to be with his mate badly, did 
he want to risk his very own lucidity? If he went mad from taking the 
potion, what good would he be to his mate and child?  

The thought once again struck him so hard that a fissure felt like it 

was opening up inside of him. He was going to be a father. That 
thought alone scared him. Even if he found a way around this 
wretched curse, what did he know about being a parent? Marsian had 
been a good man, teaching Ceri and his brothers well, but—Ceri 
shook his head, feeling the pit of his stomach tighten.  

He sat in the chair by the large brick window for hours, his chin 

resting in his fingers, staring at the clear liquid that could give him 
stolen moments with his mate and drive him over the very edge. He 
didn’t move a muscle as Rhys walked into his bedroom.  

“Dante’s coven has been completely wiped out and a few 

members of Christian’s were found murdered.”  

“Virgil?” Ceri asked as he sat forward. He knew his mate wasn’t 

dead. The connection was still there and growing stronger.  

Rhys walked to the window and gazed out. “He is at the Manor 

with the rest of the coven, a bodyguard assigned to him. This is just 

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the beginning, brother. I can feel it in my bones.” He turned and 
began to walk away. “I just wanted to make you aware of the danger 
that is mounting.” 

Ceri made a deep grunt in the back of his throat. “Danger has been 

mounting since the day of our births.” 

“Very true. But in this day and age, having our race exposed to the 

human world could be cataclysmic. These are no longer times when 
they would carry torches and rally outside our castle, Ceri. The 
weapons they have are of mass destruction.” Rhys disappeared.  

Humans would know the meaning of mass destruction if one hair 

on Virgil’s head was harmed. Ceri was called a lot of things, but when 
it came to his mate, forgiving was not going to be one of them.  

Pushing from his chair, he walked toward the table, gazing down 

at the temptation. The need to be near his pregnant mate was 
overwhelming. Ceri traced the vial with his fingers, thinking of how 
much Virgil had suffered already and how scared he must be right 
now, with child but without his mate.  

Ceri spun, knocking everything from his dresser as he roared, a 

fine tremor unfurling inside of him. He didn’t need the potion to go 
mad. He was doing just fine getting himself there on his own.  

Grabbing two vials from the table, he uncorked them and downed 

both bottles. Fuck chains. Ceri wanted to hold Virgil in his arms, 
unfettered. Throwing the vials aside, he headed out.  

Ceri appeared just outside Virgil’s bedroom. He opened the door, 

seeing Harley stand to attention. The vampire moved closer to 
Virgil’s bed, his eyes watchful, mistrusting. “Christian didn’t tell me 
you were visiting tonight.” 

Visiting. Ceri despised the fact that being with his mate was 

considered visits. “Get out.”  

The vampire steeled his spine, his shoulders rolling as he shook 

his head. “How do I know you are the real Ceri?” 

Ceri did something he’d never done before. He pulled another into 

his mind, showing him just a minute portion of the things he had seen 

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and done. Harley’s eyes widened, his chest expanding and contracting 
rapidly as sweat began to build on his skin—and that was just from a 
small peek into what Ceri had lived through.  

“Leave us,” he said a little more softy, hating that he had to prove 

himself in such an invasive manner. He never wanted anyone to see 
the horrors that he’d seen or feel the pain that he’d felt. It hadn’t been 
intentional what he did to the vampire, but it was the only way to 
show Harley that he was the real Ceri.  

Harley hurriedly left the room, closing the door behind him. Ceri 

turned, watching his mate as the man slept. His body was covered by 
a sheet, robbing him of a wondrous sight. “Open your eyes, innocent 
one.” 

Virgil turned over, his eyelids fluttering open. Ceri could tell that 

it took a moment for the man to realize that he was standing there. 
The look of utter surprise made the side of Ceri’s mouth twitch in 
what seemed to be a smile. It had been so long since Ceri had one of 
those that he wasn’t quite sure.  

“Are you here to eat me?” Virgil asked as the sheet pooled in his 

lap. Ceri gave a low growl at the man’s state of nakedness.  

“Oh, yes, I am.” He moved closer to the bed, shedding his clothes 

as his eyes drank in the man’s alabaster skin. Pulling the sheet from 
the bed, Ceri stood there gazing at such perfection. His eyes 
immediately dropped to Virgil’s stomach, wondering what the man 
was going to look like swollen with his child.  

Heat simmered in Virgil’s dark eyes as a blush suffused his pale 

cheeks. Ceri was taken completely off guard when a chuckle bubbled 
up from his throat. It was a foreign sound to his ears. He remembered 
laughing when he was younger, the sheer joy in just one smile. But 
those days were so long ago that he had forgotten just how good it felt 
to let a smile spread across his face.  

“You’re even more handsome when you smile.” Virgil gazed at 

Ceri like Ceri was his entire world. “You should do it more often, and 
not because you are about to eat someone.”  

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A burst of laughter tore from Ceri’s chest at Virgil’s attempt at 

humor. What was happening to him? Was it the potion, or the fact that 
he was finally standing by his mate without the curse rearing its ugly 
head? He felt it deep down inside of him, but it was well contained.  

“Much better.” Virgil grinned up at him and Ceri’s heart was 

beating like a drum against his chest. He had a feeling that it had been 
too long since Virgil smiled himself.  

Slipping into the bed, Ceri placed his hands on either side of 

Virgil’s waist, pulling the man close, brushing his fingers over his 
mate’s cheek. Virgil’s hair was obsidian darkness, his skin as pale as 
the moon, and his breath that brushed over Ceri’s neck was like a 
night breeze that blew softly through Ceri’s open bedroom window. 
He lowered his head, ghosting his lips over Virgil’s, coaxing his mate 
to straddle his lap as Ceri knelt there.  

The man’s mouth was pure heat that seared every inch of Ceri’s 

skin as he licked at the unseen flames. Lithe fingers skimmed over 
Ceri’s broad chest before his mate entwined them behind Ceri’s neck.  

Bringing his mate closer, Ceri pressed his hand into the man’s 

slim back, drinking in the feeling of having him so close. This was 
what he was willing to go mad for. This was what Ceri longed for 
every single night. He wanted this closeness so badly that he was 
willing to trade his sanity just for the chance to hold the man, to 
caress his soft skin, and to taste the milk and honey of his mate’s 
body.  

Head rolling back, Ceri groaned when Virgil began to place small 

kisses along his neck and shoulder, exploring him with such an 
innocent touch. He didn’t have to worry about the potion making him 
insane. Virgil was out to kill every brain cell Ceri possessed.  

His lips brushed over one of Ceri’s nipples, the tip of Virgil’s 

tongue flicking out, ripping a moan from his lips. Ceri curled his 
fingers tighter around his mate’s waist, his cock so full and hard that 
he wasn’t sure how long he would be able to hold out.  

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“You taste salty,” Virgil said as his eyes rose to meet Ceri’s. “But 

good. I like the way you taste in my mouth.” 

He shuddered at Virgil’s words, unsure if his mate knew what he 

was doing to Ceri. The slow burn inside of him was growing hotter at 
the little nips and licks. Grazing a hand over Virgil’s head, Ceri 
watched as the vampire licked around his nipple, sucked it into his 
mouth, and then bit down gently. His skin hummed with the 
pleasurable sensations.  

Suddenly Ceri felt Christian just outside the door. That wasn’t 

something he should normally be able to do, but he could feel the 
hesitation stopping Christian from barging in.  

He is safe. Ceri pushed the thought into Christian’s mind. No 

harm will come to him. 

Christian nodded, but assigned Harley to stay right outside the 

door, telling the man that if he heard anything distressful, to get Virgil 
out by any means necessary.  

Ceri sucked in his breath as Virgil reached out to him, the tips of 

his fingers tenderly grazing Ceri’s jaw. Heat spread out from that bare 
contact, flooding Ceri’s neck as he splayed his hand along the 
sensitive skin below Virgil’s ear and around to his nape. 

Virgil twisted against him and Ceri knew the man needed his 

touch, for Ceri to fuck him, to relieve the yearning pit of exquisite 
need throbbing inside his mate. His mate was like a flame of sensual 
teasing that was stealing Ceri’s very breath. 

 

“Patience.” He denied Virgil what he wanted, making his mate 

whimper. “Not yet, innocent one. But soon. Real soon.”

 

Virgil watched with darkened eyes as Ceri moved from him, 

going to his knees then laying his mate down on pillows that were 
beneath his mate’s shoulders and head. The man looked up at him, his 
eyes glittering with arousal, making a low growl rumble in Ceri’s 
chest just to see such a captivating sight.  

“You know what I want,” he told Virgil, his voice rough, his cock 

aiming for his mate’s lips. Virgil trembled, his eyes betraying his 

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eagerness to give Ceri what he wanted. Virgil licked his lips slowly 
then allowed Ceri’s cock to push slowly between them.  

“Beautiful,” he growled, feeling Virgil’s hand going to his own 

cock, his fingers pulling at his erection. God, he wanted to do that for 
Virgil. Wanted to pull at that pretty cock. Watch his flesh darken, 
harden further. 

His mate’s mouth was sucking firmly, his tongue rimming the 

flared head, fingers massaging taut balls with firm strokes. Virgil’s 
mouth was a sucking, licking demon of pleasure as he lapped at the 
pre-cum spilling from Ceri’s cock, suckled his sensitive head and 
caused a deep groan of need to echo in Ceri’s chest. He could feel his 
fangs lengthening as spikes of desire shot higher and higher inside of 
him. It drove him to push a little further, to show Virgil what intimacy 
was all about.  

His mate’s hands gripped Ceri’s cock as he moaned around his 

flesh, licking him, suckling at him as he fucked Virgil’s mouth, his 
cock tightening, throbbing. He pushed his cock to the back of Virgil’s 
throat, waiting for his mate’s reflexive swallow to squeeze the 
sensitive tip before retreating and fucking into him again. His  hands 
clenched around the strands of hair he held captive, holding his 
mate  in  place, watching his glistening mouth take him with each 
stroke. He couldn’t stand it. His body was alive for a change, his 
cock so sensitive, so desperate for release he felt as if he was 
burning  from the inside out. 

His hips arched, his cock pressing to Virgil’s throat as he felt his 

release wash over him. Lightning shot through his scrotum, up his 
spine, arching his body as the first pulse of his seed shot into his 
mate’s mouth. 

“Take it all,” he whispered breathlessly as he felt Virgil swallow, 

felt his tongue dance over the exploding tip as he shot into his 
mouth again.  

And still he was hard.  

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With an animal grunt of lust, he came down on Virgil, 

positioning his pelvis between the man’s thighs and yanking the man 
toward him by his hips.  He moved his hand around Virgil’s bottom 
and slid down to lightly rub at the tightness of his mate’s entrance, 
sending the scent of the man’s desire flaring into the air. Ceri used the 
spittle from his mouth to ease his fingers inside his mate.  

The sounds Virgil made fed the hunger but they also fed the 

protectiveness. He let his mate catch his breath before taking his lips 
in another kiss, but this time he gentled himself. This time, he used his 
tongue to tangle with Virgil’s. 

His mate’s hands gripped frantically at his shoulders, but he had 

no intention of rushing this. He intended for the waves of pleasure to 
lap at the man before consuming him, before  turning his mate into 
passion and heat, surrender and demand. 

Ceri groaned deep in his throat, a harsh, wordless snarl as he 

slid two more fingers into Virgil’s body without warning. Ceri started 
to move in a steady rhythm, making sure to nail Virgil’s gland as 
often as he could. 

“Ceri!” It was a scream. Virgil’s hands fell to the sheets, clutching 

wildly as he rode the pleasure, his eyes rolling to the back of his head 
as his neck muscles strained, showing Ceri that beautiful pulsing vein 
that he didn’t dare go near. His mouth watered for just one small taste, 
but Ceri tore his eyes away. Even though he had taken a double dose 
of the potion, he wasn’t going to tempt fate.  

“Shh,” he gentled, stopping to give his mate a little tenderness. He 

kissed his brow, his eyelids, his cheeks, and finally his lips. Indulgent, 
slow, undemanding. Until his mate’s breathing was calmer and those 
obsidian eyes were no longer wild. Then he started moving his fingers 
again. He pulled all the way back out and then pushed back in, 
fucking Virgil with his fingers for a few more strokes before pulling 
his hand completely free.  

Ceri leaned down, sucking at his mate’s hole, wetting it with 

enough saliva to lubricate the man. It wasn’t as good as the salve he 

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had used the first time they had been together, but it would have to 
do.  

Rearing back, Ceri groaned his mate’s name, his hand touching 

damp hair, the other holding Virgil’s hip as he pushed inside, 
groaning as Virgil’s body enveloped him in its tight, wet heat. Inch by 
inch Virgil’s flesh gave. Inch by inch the coil of heat that had 
exploded through his body just moments before began to mount again. 
Gritting his teeth, Ceri eased back, growling at the incredible pleasure 
from the friction of Virgil’s flesh against his. 

“Ceri.” He saw Virgil’s hips jerk, the muscles of his abdomen 

tightening as his body tensed, his legs moving until they were 
wrapped around Ceri’s waist.

 

Ceri leaned forward, pressing his lips to his mate’s temple as he 

glided a hand over the man’s stomach. He closed his eyes and said a 
prayer, asking the gods to keep his mate and unborn child safe in 
these chaotic times. Ceri was trying his best to crawl out of the 
desolate hole he had lived in for so long, to find happiness once again. 
He didn’t like being so damn miserable. He wanted to laugh, to smile 
like he used to.  

Te quiero,  Va-gel.”  Ceri  felt  something inside of him crack, 

splintering open the darkness that had lived within him for so long, 
allowing some light into his heart and soul. He grinned against 
Virgil’s temple, feeling tears prickling at his eyes as his hand 
continued to smooth up and down Virgil’s stomach. “Our babe.”  

Virgil’s breath hitched as his arms wrapped tightly around Ceri’s 

neck. “I’m scared.” 

Kissing his way down Virgil’s shoulder, Ceri thrust his cock 

deeply. He groaned at the sheer pleasure of being inside his mate, of 
sharing this time with the man. “I know.” 

He wanted to promise that he would be there, that he would hold 

Virgil’s hand through it all, but he had never uttered a promise he 
couldn’t keep, and Ceri wasn’t going to start now.  

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“That I can promise you,” he said as he reared back, grabbing 

Virgil’s hips as he pistoned forward, watching as his mate writhed 
and groaned beneath him. Soon, Ceri was fucking Virgil with passion, 
ramming his cock hard and deep into his mate’s ass. His cock tingled, 
aching for release, his balls drawn and tight. 

Wrapping his arms around Virgil’s thighs, Ceri lifted the man’s 

ass a little higher and jetted into him, his mate shattering as his cock 
exploded and he cried out Ceri’s name.  

Ceri threw back his head, and with a primal bellow of Virgil’s 

name, his seed flooded his mate’s still-shuddering body. His thrusts 
slowed until he was kneeling there with a heavy sheen of sweat 
coating his skin. Ceri hated this part, feeling as if he were abandoning 
his mate when he pulled free and slid from the bed.  

The potion wasn’t as strong as it had been when he first arrived 

and he didn’t want to ruin what they just shared if the craving began 
to claw at him. His mate lay there, his head resting on his arm as he 
watched Ceri dress. Before he left, Virgil gazed up at him, his eyes 
filled with understanding, but regret.  

“I love you, too, Ceridian.”  
It took every ounce of willpower he possessed to walk out, 

leaving his mate behind.  

 

* * * * 

 
Marino sat in a dingy alcove of a restaurant in the human realm. It 

was a low, redbrick building that looked like it had seen better days, a 
battered neon sign proclaiming the restaurant’s name hanging over the 
big window, a few of the letters burnt out.  

Marino soon forgot the dingy interior when the man he’d been 

waiting for walked in, his broad shoulders filling the doorway before 
he walked with confident strides toward the table Marino was seated 
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“Marino Malone?” the guy asked in a tone that said he had sized 

Marino up and deemed him nonthreatening. If the man only knew.  

“Please, have a seat.” He waved his hand at the scarred wooden 

chair across the table from him.  

Twisting the chair around, Sebastian took a seat, the wood 

groaning like it was ready to buckle. Not so much from the shifter’s 
enormous weight, but from the poor shape of this entire 
establishment. “I’m not here to eat. You said you had information for 
me.”  

To the point. Marino liked that. He wasn’t in the mood to 

entertain. Reaching into his jacket, he pulled out a single piece of 
paper with a solitary name and address scribbled on the white sheet. 
“I’m told you never found the person who murdered your best friend. 
Cyrus, wasn’t that his name?” 

Sebastian’s nostril’s flared, his light-grey eyes turning dark like a 

storm brewing on the horizon, ready to unleash its powers. “No, I 
haven’t found the person responsible yet.” 

Oh how Marino wished he could draw this out. Kell was doing a 

poor job at getting his hands on the vampires’ mates. Marino was 
ready to kill the man and be done with him. But this…he wanted to 
chuckle in glee as he tucked the paper between his index and middle 
finger, handing it over.  

“What’s this?” Sebastian asked as he took the paper, unfolding it 

and staring at the name.  

“That, my new friend, is the man who is responsible for Cyrus’s 

death.” Marino grabbed his glass of water, glancing at the lipstick 
stain that was still clinging to the rim. He set the glass back down, 
turning his nose up in disgust. How did this place stay open?  

“You just have a first name.” Sebastian tossed the slip of paper 

back at Marino. “What good is that to me?” 

Marino had to fight not to reach across the table and teach the 

arrogant wolf shifter some manners. But he held back, gritting his 

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teeth as he smiled. “If you go to the address on the paper, you’ll find 
that there is only one Maverick living in that cozy little town.” 

Marino had already taken care of the welcoming sign that stood 

just outside the town limits. He didn’t need Sebastian Brac seeing the 
name of Maverick’s village. That would ruin everything. He wanted 
Sebastian to kill the arrogant alpha wolf before the two found out that 
they were brothers.  

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Chapter Ten 

 
“Very peculiar,” the doctor said as he examined Virgil. “I’ve 

never seen anyone’s gestational period move so rapidly. I mean, even 
though you are a vampire—” Dr. Sheehan shook his head. “It’s like 
you are already in the second trimester and it has only been three 
weeks.”  

Christian moved a little more closely, looking over the doctor’s 

shoulder. Virgil had an urge to cover himself from prying eyes. Didn’t 
the guy believe in privacy? He was wearing his underwear but still 
felt very exposed.  

“What does this mean?” the prince asked the doctor. “Is it 

something we should worry about?” 

Virgil wanted to know the same thing. His first thought was that 

Ceri was different, his unnatural hunger might have been passed on to 
the baby, making him grow in ways that he shouldn’t. Virgil could 
feel his heart beating a little faster as he waited for the doctor to 
answer the prince. 

“I’ll have to take him back to the Den to do an ultrasound. I want 

to make sure that everything is okay. I also want to do some more 
labs.” The doctor stood, turning toward Christian. “Can you bring him 
there?” 

“Now?” Christian asked.  
Closing his exam bag, Dr. Sheehan shook his head. “I heard what 

was happening, but I can assure you that Mr. Green will be safe while 
I run the tests.”  

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“He now goes by the name of Virgil Espelimbergo and his safety 

will be in the hands of his bodyguard and my annihilators. I won’t 
take any chances with him.” 

The doctor snorted, which was a very odd sound coming from 

someone who was supposed to always remain professional. Virgil had 
never heard the vampires’ doctor snort before. “You can call him 
Suzy and assign him one hundred bodyguards for all I care. My only 
concern is for Virgil’s health and the well-being of his unborn child. 
Have him in my office this afternoon.” 

Virgil stared slack jawed at the doctor. He had never heard anyone 

talk to the prince in such a no-nonsense tone before. The doctor had 
handed out the order and then began to walk from Virgil’s bedroom, 
not waiting on an answer. Virgil actually wanted to smile at the man’s 
boldness.  

“He better be glad he is so good,” Christian said as the bedroom 

door closed. His eyes flickered over to Virgil and he could tell the 
prince had something on his mind.  

“What?”  
“You are worried that the child will have Ceri’s cravings.” It was 

a blunt statement. Virgil didn’t want to admit his fear out loud. He felt 
he would be betraying Ceri if he did. But what else could explain why 
the baby was growing so fast?  

“Do not worry, Virgil. I’m sure the doctor will find the reason and 

it will be a very simple one.”  

The words came out of the prince’s mouth, but Virgil could see 

that even Christian was worried. It was in his eyes. He knew the man 
was just trying to comfort him. What was he supposed to think? 
Already his stomach was bulging like he was further along than he 
should be—not that he knew what he was supposed to look like at any 
given stage in this pregnancy.  

“I want to go to the doctor’s office.” He needed to find out what 

was going on. He needed to know. Virgil just wasn’t sure what he was 

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going to do if he found out—he closed his mind on those thoughts, 
stopping himself from worrying before he knew what was happening.  

The prince walked to the bed, pulling a key from his pocket, and 

then reached over, removing Virgil’s bracelet. He should have been 
happy that he finally had the dreaded thing off, but that was secondary 
to his worries about the babe.  

“I trust you won’t try to go anywhere.” 
Where would he go? The only place that interested him was 

Ceri’s, and right now he knew that wasn’t an option. If his mate didn’t 
take the potion, then he would try to eat Virgil. “I’m not going 
anywhere.” 

“Try to get some rest.” Christian headed toward the door. “I’ll 

send Harley in to sit with you.” 

Like that was going to help. At this point, the only thing that 

would calm his nerves was the doctor telling him everything was fine. 
Taking in a deep breath, Virgil turned to his side and closed his eyes, 
waiting until it was time to go take his tests.  

 

* * * * 

 
Ceri grabbed his temples, trying to block out the voices that were 

whispering in his head. He couldn’t make out what they were saying, 
but the constant buzz of voices was getting louder, like a beehive 
where the bees were multiplying by the thousands. He spun around, 
his eyes searching for the shadow he could have sworn he’d just seen, 
but no one was there.  

“Pull yourself together.” He wiped the sweat from his forehead. 

“It’s nothing. No one is here to kill you and no one is in your head.” 
But no matter how much he tried to convince himself that it was the 
potion, not him, Ceri felt as if he were slipping further and further into 
madness. He cocked his head, listening, swearing he heard someone 
walking through the halls of his home. He moved from his bedroom, 
following the sounds that were growing increasingly louder.  

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Ceri came to a stop when he spotted someone standing in the large 

dance hall that used to hold the most extravagant parties. It was 
nothing more than an empty space that had overgrown vines and 
forgotten portraits on the wall. “Who are you and why are you in my 
home?” He growled out the question, ready to kill whoever had 
thought they could just walk in here and glance around.  

When the man turned, Ceri sucked in a deep breath. Standing 

there as regal as ever was Marsian Espelimbergo. His features were 
youthful, before he’d grown old, before he had been slaughtered right 
in front of Ceri’s eyes. “No, it isn’t really you.” 

The buzzing in his head grew stronger, making Ceri pound his 

fists into his temples. None of this was real. None of it. A bitter laugh 
filled the room, chilling Ceri.  

“You are a failure as a brother and mate, Ceridian. You don’t 

deserve to be a father. You took that girl’s virtue and now you’ll pay 
the price for the rest of your life.”  

“I took nothing!” Ceri shouted to the voice. “She came to me, 

seducing me. Victoria wasn’t pure! She knew many men even before 
coming to my bed.” When it came to sex, gender had never been a 
factor with Ceri. He’d known that Victoria wasn’t pure. It didn’t 
matter to him. He had been young and eager to bed such a beautiful 
woman. But he shouldn’t have to pay for one romp for the rest of his 
life.  

Ceri felt his original form emerging as a sinister laugh echoed off 

the walls in the large, empty room. “Lies. Your child will be born just 
as perverse as you.” 

Ceri dropped to his knees, screaming out his tortured worries. 

That was exactly what he was afraid of. He was terrified that his child 
would crave flesh, wanting to devour the ones closest to him. “Please, 
no, not him,” Ceri begged as his shoulders shook. “Not my babe. I 
will give you my life, my very soul if you make sure he doesn’t 
inherit the curse.” 

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“You heard the keeper. A great sacrifice must be made. If you will 

not kill your mate, then your child will do.”  

Shooting to his feet, Ceri threw his head back, roaring as his 

original form emerged fully. He was two feet taller, his skin a 
purplish hue. His fangs rested on his chin, his nails were now black 
claws. He still had his power of reasoning, but the madness was trying 
to steal that away.  

No matter what Ceri was experiencing, he vowed that no one was 

killing his child or mate. He would eat whoever even dared go near 
them.  

“It is all in your head.” 
Pivoting around and dropping into a crouch, Ceri hissed when he 

saw Panahasi standing there before him. He leapt, wanting to tear the 
demon apart. He wanted the man to know the pain that was a living, 
breathing monster inside of him. Ceri wanted Panahasi to pay for 
abandoning him and his brothers.  

The demon moved swiftly away, spinning to move out of Ceri’s 

reach. “Enough, Ceridian! I am not your enemy.” 

Ceri didn’t want to hear that. He didn’t want to listen to all the 

pretty little lies this man had conjured up to excuse what he had done. 
No, he wanted the man dead at his feet. “You seduced my mother, 
planting your seed into her belly, and then walked away as if my 
brothers and I were nothing more than—” 

“Don’t say it,” Panahasi warned in a tone that was little more than 

a whisper. “Please, Ceridian.” 

“I curse the day I found out that you are my father!” 
Ceri felt his entire body lock into place, his heartbeat slowing 

until it barely beat. His eyes grew wide as he gazed at Panahasi who 
was standing there with tears running down his face. “You weren’t 
allowed to know.”  

And then Ceri saw nothing.  
 

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Virgil arched his back and let out a bloodcurdling scream as he 

felt the connection between him and Ceri sever. It felt like someone 
was using a razor, cutting away Virgil’s very heart. Dr. Sheehan 
grabbed him, trying to hold him down as he convulsed, his body 
jerking around so badly that he just knew his bones were going to 
snap.  

“Hold him down!” the doctor shouted at someone as Virgil felt the 

loss so deeply, so profoundly that he shut down, crawling to the 
darkest corner of his mind where he wrapped his arms around his 
body and curled into a ball, crying for a mate who had just died.  

 

* * * * 

 
“You broke your word,” the primal source said as Panahasi 

dropped to his knees, staring at Christian, Rhys, and Ceridian’s 
lifeless bodies that were lying on the floor at his feet inside the void.  

Panahasi’s sobs wracked his body as he grabbed Ceridian, 

cradling the man in his arms as he rocked back and forth, pressing his 
cheek to his son’s face. He loved them all, but it was Ceridian who 
had been the most broken, who had needed the most love and care. 
And he hadn’t been able to do a thing, just sit back and watch as his 
son suffered greatly.  

Lifting his head, Panahasi shouted, “You create me as Life, yet 

you punish me when I father a race of beings! Who holds you 
accountable? Who reins you in when the decisions you make kill my 
fucking children!” 

“Tell me why I shouldn’t wipe them all out.” 
Lowering his son, Panahasi stood, his leathery wings shooting out 

as he shifted into what he was born as. Talons as sharp as the finest 
blades grew until they were twelve inches long. A row of deadly teeth 
emerged, his skin turned crimson as a tail grew four feet in length. 
Horns burst from his scalp, his body contorting into the likes of which 

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no one had ever seen. He was Life, his genetic makeup containing 
every creature ever born. “If I combine forces with Jaden, we can rip 
the very fabric of time, destroying everything that you have created, 
and in turn, killing you.” 

Panahasi was past the point of caring. He was tired of being held 

back from his beloved race. He was sick of having to bow down to the 
primal source’s every command. If he had to wipe everything out of 
existence in order to stop it, then he had no problem rolling up his 
sleeves and kicking ass.  

“What would you sacrifice in order to keep your race, to remove 

the curse on your own son’s head? What would you give in return to 
cage Jaden for all eternity?” 

No, the question should be, what would Panahasi be willing to 

lose. He thought of Casey and Drake, the two men who were the very 
beat to his heart. But he also thought about the lives of the vampires, 
how they had their own mates, their own families. There were 
thousands of them, trying to create a happy home, make a living, and 
wanting nothing more than to be left the hell alone. Was he willing to 
deny them just to be with his mates? Yes, he was, but he knew in his 
heart that he wouldn’t be that selfish. He was Life. How could he 
sentence so many to death?  

He had already lost the fight with Jaden and the man was running 

free somewhere. But Panahasi knew he couldn’t go after the man. The 
primal source wouldn’t let him free until Panahasi made a selfish 
decision.  

But he couldn’t be selfish. Not when so many lives lay in the 

balance.  

Reaching out to his mates, Panahasi filled them with all the love 

he held in his heart for them before lifting his head, bracing his 
shoulders, and steeling his spine. “I give you my life.”  

“Agreed.” 

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Chapter Eleven 

 
“Get off of me,” Maverick said with a deep snarl as he sat on the 

side of the bed. He had shifted and healed, but his right arm still felt 
stiff and it brought him a shooting pain whenever he lifted it too high. 
The metal had shattered bone, making it all the more difficult to heal.  

But he couldn’t stick around. He had Xavier to find. He had 

already called in every favor owed to him and found out that it had 
been Kenyon who sent the elf in to kidnap Xavier. Maverick was 
going to peel skin from bone when he got his hands on that human.  

Ruttford and Adam were already losing their minds. They had 

been out searching for him since he was taken. Xavier’s fathers hadn’t 
given up finding him, neither had Maverick. He was going to get his 
grandson back. His dreams hadn’t revealed that his grandson would 
be taken.  

“How am I going to take you to the demon realm if I don’t touch 

you?” the elf that Zeus had summoned asked in exasperation. “I know 
you are one pissed-off wolf right now, but I do need to at least grab 
the zipper on your jacket.”  

Pushing to his feet, Maverick held back a grunt of pain. He wasn’t 

trying to be a prick to the elf, but he didn’t like to hurt and he sure 
didn’t like someone he loved being taken from him. Keegan grabbed 
his upper arm and shimmered them into the demon realm.  

Maverick stood there, trying to get his bearings as Keegan 

shimmered away. The first place he needed to look for Kenyon was 
the Melting Pot. He had been told that the human liked to frequent the 
place. Maverick still needed to ask the demon leader why he had 

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allowed the bastard to roam free, but that was if he found the guy. No 
one had seen Panahasi in a week. Even his mates were worried.  

“Are you Maverick, alpha of the timber wolves?” 
Why did he have a feeling he was going to regret answering that 

question? Glancing over his shoulder, Maverick saw someone who 
matched him in height, which was a very rare thing for him. He 
turned around, sizing the guy up. He saw two men standing behind 
the guy, watching Maverick closely as the scent of timber wolf 
invaded his lungs. The guy screamed alpha, but so did Maverick’s 
scent. He wasn’t easily intimidated and he wasn’t going to start with 
this guy. “Who wants to know?” 

But he was cautious.  
Maverick had seconds to brace himself before the man standing in 

front of him attacked, his well-muscled body slamming into him. He 
used the backward momentum to roll both of them, giving him a 
chance to get back on his feet. But his reprieve didn’t last long. 
Whoever this guy was seemed to have a hard-on for Maverick. He got 
right back up, his massive form barreling forward once again. 
Grabbing him around the waist, Maverick drove them both into the 
building, slamming the guy’s head against the bricks.  

Maverick took one to the kidney before he slammed one fist into 

the guy’s jaw, and then another. He moved with incredible speed, 
bringing his elbow down between the man’s shoulder blades, ignoring 
the searing pain from his injured arm.  

Maverick got in another shot to his gut, and then the guy pivoted 

on his heel, connecting his fist to the side of Maverick’s head. The 
guy was good, but Maverick hadn’t gotten his ass handed to him in 
over three hundred years, and he wasn’t going to have it handed to 
him now.  

Entwining his fingers together, Maverick created one large fist 

with both his hands and brought it down on the man’s neck. He then 
grabbed the guy by his jacket and threw him out into the street.  

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The guy rolled, and then bounced right back up, charging him. 

Who was this guy and what beef did he have with Maverick? He was 
wasting Maverick’s time—time he needed to find his grandson. 
Running to meet the guy, two large bodies clashed, sending them both 
sprawling.  

The guy began to shift, his timber wolf emerging. Maverick stood 

there, momentarily stunned by the sheer size of the stranger’s wolf. It 
just wasn’t possible that the wolf standing in front of him matched 
Maverick’s timber wolf size. Maverick was the biggest timber wolf 
ever born.  

“Who the hell are you?” Maverick asked, his body aching from 

the numerous blows he’d taken. His slipped his leather off. If the guy 
wanted to attack, then Maverick would dance with the bastard, but he 
didn’t want to ruin his leather. It was a gift from Cecil.  

The wolf just stood there, snapping and growling.  
“You killed his best friend,” one of the men with the stranger said. 

“Now you will pay.” 

Okay, Maverick had killed quite a few foes over the centuries. 

“You’ll have to be a little more specific.” 

He kicked his boots off next. It didn’t matter to him if he had to 

strip naked right here on the streets. He was going to take on the 
monster standing in front of him and tear the son of a bitch to pieces. 
But he wanted answers first.  

“Cyrus Caro, Sebastian Brac’s best friend. Deny it all you want, 

scumbag, but Sebastian knows the truth.” 

Maverick’s head swiveled around as he stared at the large timber 

wolf. His mind was trying to put things together, to make sense of 
what the guy was saying, but…“What did you say his last name is?” 

“Caro.” 
“No, his.” Maverick pointed at the wolf who was slowly 

advancing, his light-grey eyes filled with murder. “What is his last 
name?” 

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“Brac.” The man’s tone was hostile. “What difference does that 

make?” 

He turned toward the wolf again. Cousin? Uncle? Nephew? He 

wasn’t sure. His father only had one brother and Maverick knew who 
Horace was—Sloane’s father. He also knew that Sloane was his only 
cousin. “My name is Maverick Brac. My father’s name is Silas. How 
are you related to me?” he asked the wolf.  

“Silas is your father?” the guy standing on the sidewalk asked, his 

eyes slightly larger as Maverick gazed at him intensely. 

“Was,” Maverick answered as his eyes kept flickering back to the 

beast in front of him. “And I don’t know who lied to you, but I have 
never met anyone named Cyrus Caro.” 

“Marino Malone gave Sebastian your name.” The guy moved 

closer, his menacing steps not impressing Maverick. “Why would he 
lie to us?” 

“What are you, a moron?” Maverick asked, sliding his claws free 

when he saw Sebastian getting closer. Brother or no brother, 
Maverick wasn’t letting anyone attack him. “Ask anyone on these 
streets about Marino Malone. He’s as bad as a bad seed gets. I doubt 
even his own mother wanted to claim him as her son.” Maverick 
grabbed his jacket and boots, turning his back to the advancing wolf. 
“I have a grandson to find and I don’t have time for this bullshit. Go 
see my beta in Brac Village and plead your case with him.” 

A deep chuckle sounded from the man who had been talking to 

Maverick. “The sign outside your little town states that you live in 
Brat Village.” 

He was going to kill whoever had changed the town name on the 

sign.  

“I assumed we were going to meet up with some twink.” The guy 

chuckled even deeper.  

“Do I look like a twink to you?” Maverick walked inside the 

Melting Pot, leaving the men outside. He jammed his feet into his 
boots and then slid his jacket on. Finding out he had a brother was 

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mind blowing, but right now, he didn’t have time to figure all the shit 
out. He had lived this long without the guy.  

“Ah, Maverick Brac.” The owner of the Melting Pot approached. 

“Are you here to dine with us tonight?” 

“I’m looking for Kenyon.” 
Malcor grunted. “Figures. That man is nothing but trouble. He’s in 

the back booth. But do me a favor and take him out back before you 
decide to tear this place apart. I’ve had to do too many repairs lately 
now that Panahasi has gone missing. It’s like the Wild West out 
there.” 

Maverick stilled. He knew that Panahasi hadn’t been seen in a few 

days, but he didn’t know the man was assumed MIA. He figured the 
guy was taking a much-needed break. Pushing that concern aside, he 
walked to the back, laying eyes on the bastard who had orchestrated 
his grandson’s kidnapping. Without saying a word, Maverick grabbed 
the man out of the booth and hauled him by his collar toward the back 
door. Kenyon fought like a madman, but Maverick was done playing 
games.  

He slammed the guy into the building, wrapping his hand around 

the man’s throat, placing a lethal claw at the man’s stomach. “Where 
is my grandson?” 

“Gone,” Kenyon said without an ounce of remorse. His blue eyes 

held nothing but pride and hatefulness as he stared Maverick right in 
his eyes. “I sold him and those files that were stolen from the doctor’s 
office. I don’t think he is even in the country any longer. You savages 
will be exposed. The whole world will soon find out you 
abominations exist and every last creature will be slaughtered!” 

Maverick threw his head back and howled as he pulled Kenyon 

away from the building and then with superhuman force, knocked him 
back into the bricks. The sound was audible as air whooshed out of 
Kenyon’s lungs. “Who did you sell my grandson to? Who?” He 
slammed the man’s head back so hard that Maverick scented blood. 
“Who?” He did it again. 

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“Ask Marino!” 
All evil cowards turned to pussies when faced with death. Kenyon 

was no different. For all the shit he had done and all the smack he had 
talked, the human stood there in front of Maverick, his eyes wild. 
They were filled with a knowledge that he wasn’t going to walk away 
from this alive.  

And he would be right.  
The rage that Maverick had kept contained until now unleashed 

itself as he drove Kenyon into the wall over and over. The man turned 
into a rag doll in Maverick’s grasp, but he continued to use the man as 
a battering ram, as all the fear, all that hate he felt for those who had a 
hand in taking his grandson bled out onto this human.  

When Kenyon slumped to the ground, his open eyes unseeing, 

Maverick turned to see Sebastian and his men standing at the end of 
the alley, watching him. Maverick’s chest was heaving, his claws 
extended as he growled at them before turning on his heel and 
walking away.  

 

* * * * 

 
Someone kidnapped Xavier. Keep your eyes and ears open. Big 

Bad Wolf tells me that M&M had a hand in it.  

 
Cecil waited for the reply when he was finished typing.  
 
Yasuko and Minsheng are going crazy. They swear Christian is 

dead. Virgil in coma-like state. Nathaniel is trying to invoke the deep 
sleep because he says Rhys is dead. They all say that the bonds with 
their mates have been severed. I don’t know what is going on. Dante’s 
coven was burned to the ground, Dante and vampires slaughtered. 
Someone is impersonating other people.  

 

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Cecil turned away from the laptop, tapping his chin. Maverick had 

told him that Marino Malone had something to do with Xavier’s 
kidnapping, and he was determined to use the network to find his 
grandson. He had used the website Nero had set up for all mates to 
login to when they needed help. He kept up with alerts on his cell 
phone. He’d just finished talking with Shelby when a message popped 
up from Drake, Panahasi’s mate.  

 
Top Dog gone missing. Haven’t heard from him in a week. 

Worried sick. Keep me informed of everything going on. Want my Top 
Dog back. Demon realm a zoo right now with Top Dog missing. 
Demon Warriors working around the clock to keep order.  

 
Xavier was missing. Panahasi was missing. Christian and his 

brothers were presumed dead. Dante’s coven had been wiped out. 
Someone was impersonating others. What was going on? Maverick 
had told him that a war was coming, but damn. Whoever was behind 
all of this had hit hard and fast.  

Cecil planned on keeping his word and not leaving the house, but 

that didn’t mean he couldn’t play an active role in finding Xavier and 
Panahasi. All mates were keeping their ear to the ground. All mates 
were also active on the website. Jasper, Zeus’s mate, had reported that 
the Hell Hounds were being spotted left and right. Even Theo, 
Nazaryth’s mate, reported that the Winged Beasts were hitting the 
streets hard, trying to keep the Hell Hounds from taking over Pride 
Pack Valley.  

Cecil just wished the Wood elves had modern technology so he 

could find out if anything was going on over in their village. He knew 
Iam was now the leader and would help if the man asked.  

Maybe he could get the guy a cell phone. They had to see that 

keeping in touch was imperative right now. He’d suggest that to Ahm, 
but until then, he kept his laptop open and prayed things didn’t get 
any worse than they already were. Grabbing his cell, Cecil tried to 

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call Maverick. With all the chaos breaking out everywhere, he wanted 
to make sure his Big Bad Wolf was okay. 

When the call dumped into voice mail, Cecil’s heart began to 

hammer in his chest. If anything had happened to Maverick, he knew 
he wouldn’t survive. The man was every single breath Cecil took. He 
felt the tears prickle his eyes, as he said a silent prayer that Maverick 
was brought back to him, before turning back to his laptop and 
alerting everyone on the website that he couldn’t get in touch with his 
mate.  

 

* * * * 

 
Dr. Nicholas Sheehan walked into Virgil’s bedroom, Melonee on 

his heels. He wasn’t sure what was going on with Ceri’s mate, but the 
man had been unresponsive for over a week. It was almost like the 
vampire was in a coma. He couldn’t even get the man to feed, and 
that wasn’t a good thing considering how quickly the unborn child 
was growing. Virgil now looked like he was in his third trimester.  

He just simply didn’t understand what was going on. How could a 

child grow that fast in the womb, and it had only been weeks, not 
months?  

He had brought Melonee along with him to give her something to 

do. Her mates were out searching for Xavier, along with Maverick. 
They hadn’t wanted Melonee out there searching, putting herself in 
danger, so Nicholas had made her his temporary assistant.  

“Are you sure this is going to work?” she asked as she glanced at 

Virgil. “I’ve never heard of anyone using fey blood to heal a vampire 
before, at least, not like this.” She waved a hand at the banana bag 
Nicholas had set up for Virgil.  

He had taken some of the blood he kept on hand on at the Den and 

a donation from Melonee, infusing her blood into the bag. He hadn’t 
taken much, but he was hoping the enriched fey blood would be like a 

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booster for Virgil, giving him and the babe added nutrients they both 
desperately needed.  

At this point, he was willing to try anything. He was determined 

to save both vampire and child. “I’m not sure, Melonee, but we have 
to try.” 

Her eyes gazed over Virgil’s small form, her jaw set in 

determination. Nicholas couldn’t even begin to imagine the hell she 
was going through but admired the strength she was exhibiting. Her 
head bobbed in a nod. “Whatever it takes, we will save both of them.” 

Nicholas knew about her debt to Ceri. But he had a feeling this 

was about more than just trying to pay the man back for saving her 
brother-in-law, Fire, from the bookies. There were two lives at stake 
here and Nicholas and Melonee were determined to find a way to save 
them both.  

 

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Chapter Twelve 

 
Ceri wasn’t sure what had happened. He had felt like he was 

dying, like a fist had been wrapping its anger around his heart, 
squeezing hard. Never before had he felt such pain. And that was 
saying a lot considering how he lived. Panahasi had been standing in 
front of him, the two arguing, Ceri ready to kill the man.  

And now he was in the room alone, lying flat on his back, staring 

up at the vaulted ceiling.  

He could feel something different about him but couldn’t quite put 

a finger on it. A niggle began to form in the back of his mind, telling 
him to go check on Virgil. But Ceri felt like he was waiting on 
something. He just wasn’t sure what that something was. He was 
almost afraid to move for fear of that pain returning.  

“You are free of your curse. A great sacrifice has been given.” 
Ceri knew that voice, but when he glanced around, he didn’t see 

the keeper anywhere. Fear seized him as the creature’s words sank in. 
What sacrifice? He hadn’t given anything.  

Virgil.  
The baby.  
Ceri rolled to his feet, his head swimming as he staggered a bit. 

What sacrifice had he given?  

Panahasi. The word whispered through his mind, as if the keeper 

were telling him a secret. Had Ceri offered the demon leader up at the 
cost of Panahasi’s life?  

Ceri needed answers and there was only one place to find them. 

He moved swiftly, heading deep into the demon realm. As soon as his 
molecules reformed, he glanced around at the utter chaos. His eyes 

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widened at the large creature moving across the street. The thing had 
to be at least twelve feet tall and the size of twenty men combined.  

“You shouldn’t be out here,” someone said from the doorway of a 

brick building. “Crypt is on the troll for victims. If he gets his hands 
on you, it’s over.”  

Ceri glanced at the decoratively engraved sign that declared this 

place Malcor’s Melting Pot. “Where is Panahasi?” 

The man shrugged. “No one has seen him. It’s like he just 

disappeared into thin air. Now that he isn’t here to protect the city, 
every bad guy who had feared the man is surfacing. You better take 
cover.”  

Ceri watched the stranger slip back into the building, sealing the 

door closed. Turning back around, Ceri took off to the Manor. He 
wasn’t sure what was going on, but he needed to check on his mate. 
The rest of the world was just going to have to fall apart.  

As soon as Ceri appeared, he noticed that Christian’s place, too, 

was in chaos. Just what in the hell was going on? He moved beyond 
the large black door that sealed the downstairs from invaders, moving 
toward Virgil’s room. The glass-and-gold-trim walls were nothing 
more than a blur before he stopped outside his mate’s bedroom door.  

Taking in a deep breath and praying that his curse was actually 

lifted, Ceri pushed the door open and was stunned to see how frail 
Virgil looked. He lay there in bed, wrapped up tight in a sheet, 
looking lifeless. The doctor was there, and so was Melonee.  

“What is going on?” he asked as he moved to the bed, gazing 

down at his mate. “What is wrong with him?” 

“You, Rhys, and Christian couldn’t be contacted. The other mates 

swore the prince and his twin brothers were dead,” the doctor 
answered as he shook his head. “Virgil went into a coma right around 
the time that Yasuko and Minsheng went a little crazy.” 

But Ceri hadn’t died. He couldn’t remember where he’d been after 

Panahasi had shown up, but he hadn’t died.  

Had he? 

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“We’ve been supplying him with blood. I had Melonee add some 

of her fey blood and it seems to help keep him and the baby sustained. 
I’m at a loss of what to do.” 

Sitting on the bed, Ceri took a deep breath, waiting for the craving 

to slam into him. His entire body went rigid, steeling himself for what 
he knew would come.  

But nothing happened. Ceri waited, praying that the keeper was 

right and that his curse was lifted, gone for good. His tongue ran over 
his fangs, but they were at normal length. Although he was worried 
for Virgil and the babe, his heart was beating normally, not raggedly 
like when he was about to feed and devour.  

Reaching out, Ceri brushed aside Virgil’s long raven-black hair, 

his fingers breezing across the man’s cool skin. Instead of wanting to 
eat his mate, Ceri had another strange, foreign urge. He wanted to curl 
around Virgil and pull the man into his arms, holding him close for 
the rest of eternity.  

“Do you know why the babe is growing so rapidly?” the doctor 

asked.  

“The keeper seems to think that since I drank so many potions 

over a long period of time that is why the baby is developing so 
quickly.” 

“Can you get into his head?” the doctor asked. “Can you find him 

and bring him back? If you can’t, I’m afraid he’s going to remain like 
this.”  

Leaning forward, Ceri placed a kiss on his mate’s forehead before 

entering Virgil’s mind.  

 

* * * * 

 
Mi corazon, why are you huddled here in the dark corner of your 

mind?” 

Virgil didn’t trust that voice. He had felt Ceri die. Felt it to his 

core. This was just another trick his mind was playing on him to stop 

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him from going completely insane with grief. “Because you’re not 
really here.” Virgil pulled his legs in tighter. “Go away. Stop torturing 
me.”  

The figment gave a low, soft chuckle, making Virgil’s heart hurt 

for what he no longer had. “I am very real, innocent one.” 

“No,” Virgil said, refusing to believe the lie. “Just leave me in 

peace.” He had already cried until no more tears would come. Virgil 
didn’t think he could cry any more. But he found his cheeks becoming 
wet as his body wracked with pain. He wanted Ceri, his mate, the man 
he hadn’t even gotten a chance to know. And now he was all alone.  

A warm, solid hand touched his face, making him look up into 

sapphire-blue eyes. “You must come back to me, Virgil. You must 
come out of this trance you’ve put your physical body in. The doctor 
said it isn’t healthy for you or our child. It’s killing him.” 

If Virgil was going insane, then he was glad it was with the 

memory of Ceri. He never wanted to be apart from the man again. “I 
don’t want to go back to the real world. I want to stay here with you. 
Please don’t leave me.” Virgil reached out and clung to the man, 
holding on so tightly that he was barely able to breathe.  

A strong hand soothed down his back, making Virgil cry even 

harder. “I am never leaving your side, sweet one. You are now stuck 
with me.” 

“How?” Virgil asked. “The craving.” 
“Is no more.”  
Now Virgil really knew he was dreaming all this up. A curse 

didn’t just magically disappear, did it? Maybe he was just hoping so 
hard that his brain was giving him what he wanted, placating his 
manic mind.  

“Come, Virgil. Leave this place and come back to me.”  
Taking Ceri’s hand, Virgil allowed his mate to lead him to the 

fringes before he paused. “I don’t want to go back there.”  

“Do you trust me?” 

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Virgil nodded as he bit his bottom lip. “With everything in me, 

but this isn’t real.” 

“Then let me prove to you that this is very real.” Ceri tugged on 

his hand once more and this time Virgil stepped back into reality. His 
eyes fluttered open, staring up at the doctor who was flashing a 
penlight at his pupils.  

“Are you with me, Virgil?” the doctor asked. “Do you understand 

what I’m saying to you?” 

The loss of his mate hit Virgil as he came fully back. Why had he 

allowed the figment to trick him? He had been safe from the world in 
his mind. He had been content in the quietness, ready to live out the 
rest of his miserable life there.  

“He’s not responding,” the doctor said. “We have to get him back 

or you’ll lose the baby. The strain is taking a toll on the fetus. Virgil 
has to feed.” 

Virgil started to slip back into his mind, hoping—no, praying that 

Ceri came to him once more.  

“I’m losing him,” the doctor said in a frantic tone. “Virgil!” 
“I said you were stuck with me.”  
Virgil’s eyes snapped open when he heard Ceri’s voice. He turned 

his head, afraid he was just hearing things when he saw his mate’s 
face. Ceri moved closer, placing his hand on Virgil’s belly. “You 
need to feed, mi corazon. Our babe is growing quickly and requires a 
hearty diet.” 

“He would do a little better if you let me put an IV in him,” the 

doctor argued.  

“There is no need,” Ceri answered, his tone telling all that he 

wasn’t going to budge on the matter. “My mate will get all his 
nourishment from me.” 

“But we don’t know if that is safe,” the doctor retorted. “You 

yourself said the keeper isn’t sure what the baby will be since you 
drank all those different concoctions over such a long period of time. 
I’m not even sure your blood is safe for your mate to consume.” 

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Ceri pulled Virgil from the table, enveloping him in a wall of pure 

muscle and warm flesh. He had to fight not to cry again. Only this 
time it would be tears of joy that Ceri wasn’t dead, that he was here, 
holding Virgil. “Do you know what it was like to have to watch my 
mate from a distance, to know he was getting his sustenance from a 
source other than me? I can finally touch him, hold him, and I’ll be 
damned if someone else will feed him!” 

“Oh, get over yourself.” The doctor marched around the table, his 

features set in stone. “I’ve had to deal with men more stubborn and a 
lot scarier than you. Paranormal creatures don’t frighten me. Men 
acting like idiots and endangering their mates is what scares me. Just 
because you have fangs and are one badass vampire doesn’t mean I’ll 
back down. Now put Virgil back on the bed before you force me to 
put my Doc Marten right between your butt cheeks!” 

Virgil glanced up at Ceri and he could tell the man had no idea 

how to take Dr. Sheehan. Virgil sure didn’t. He was scared the man 
would go through with his threat if Ceri tried to leave. Virgil just 
wasn’t sure who he was scared for. “Put me down,” he said as he 
looked over at the doctor. “I think he means business.”  

“Fine,” Ceri spat as he lowered Virgil. “You can place the needle 

in his arm. But I want you to check my blood. If nothing is wrong 
with it, then I never want to have this conversation again.” 

“I swear to god, alpha stubbornness is going to be our downfall 

around here.” Dr. Sheehan pulled a long pole over to Virgil, placed a 
blood bag on the hook, and then turned toward Virgil. He winced 
when the doctor wrapped a band made of rubber around his arm, 
cleaned his skin with a small cleansing towel, and then shoved the 
needle right into his arm.  

Fuck, that hurt! 
Ceri growled at the doctor. The doctor ignored Virgil’s mate. He 

wasn’t sure what to make of the two and he knew Ceri was trying to 
figure the human out. His mate just stood there, watching everything 
the doctor did, but didn’t say another word.  

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“It’s going to take a while for that bag to empty. I’m going to 

leave you two alone. Don’t even think about removing that needle.” 
The doctor gave Ceri the stink eye before leaving the room.  

“He is a very strange human.” Ceri scratched at his chin. “I don’t 

know whether to like him or kill him.” 

Turning toward the man who held his heart, Virgil gazed into 

Ceri’s sapphire-blue eyes. “How is the curse gone?”  

A veil covered Ceri’s eyes as he turned away. Virgil reached out 

and caressed Ceri’s arm, taking pleasure in the simple fact that he 
could touch the man. He wasn’t feeling all that well, his stomach 
cramping a bit, but Virgil needed the closeness, craved it like he 
craved air. “You don’t have to tell me.”  

Ceri rested his hand on the one Virgil had placed on his arm. “I’m 

not used to being this close to anyone. I’ve lived my life in the 
shadows since coming out of my deep sleep, Virgil. It’s a strange 
sensation to be able to touch you without…”  

The man didn’t have to finish the sentence. He knew what Ceri 

had been about to say. The ancient vampire no longer needed potions 
to be with Virgil. He no longer wanted to eat him either. Now that 
they could be together, the moment was awkward. Virgil didn’t really 
know Ceri, not personally. He just knew the man was his mate and 
fucked like a dream. He also knew that Ceri had been battling the 
urge to take a bite out of Virgil.  

So now what? He could no more see Ceri sitting in a recliner in 

front of the television than he could see him on the floor playing 
with a toddler. Ceri was a strong warrior. The man was going to 
want to do warrior things, not get stuck by Virgil’s side, burping a 
baby.  

“And you would be wrong,” Ceri said in a low tone. “I’ve seen 

the ugly side life has to offer. I used to scoff at my twin for 
wanting something as mundane as a family. But now that I have 
that in the palm on my hand, I can see nothing else.”  

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“Stop peeking into my mind,” Virgil said a little testily. He 

wasn’t sure why he was being cranky, but he knew he wished the 
cramps in his belly would subside.  

Ceri shook his head, gazing at Virgil strangely. “I didn’t. Your 

thoughts just floated through my head.” 

“That shouldn’t happen,” Virgil said. “I’ve never heard of 

anything like that happening before.” He started to say something 
else, but a severe cramp doubled him over, making him curl into a 
ball as he cried out. Never in his life had he felt pain like this. 
Virgil was ready to beg the gods, anyone, to relieve the all-
consuming agony racking his body.  

“I think I need the doctor.” 

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Chapter Thirteen 

 
Ceri shot out the door, grabbing the doctor, who was standing 

there talking with Melonee, by his arm before slinging him back 
into the room. “Fix him!” 

Dr. Sheehan began to move toward the bed. “Let me get my 

wrench.” 

“He’s in labor.” Melonee stood there with wide eyes. “The 

baby is coming.”  

Ceri had battled warlocks in the Great War. He’d survived two 

thousand years of deep sleep. He prowled the streets, ridding the 
world of vermin who preyed on the innocent. Ceri had even lived 
with a flesh-eating curse that challenged his humanity and he had 
won.  

But watching his mate scream in pain scared the shit out of 

him.  

“I need to get him back to the operating room at the Den.” The 

doctor turned to Ceri, his face a mask of fear and determination. 
“Something is terribly wrong.”  

“Ahm!” Melonee shouted. Seconds later, the Shadow elf 

appeared, glancing around and taking the scene in. His eyes landed 
on Virgil.  

“What do you need me to do?” he asked without hesitation. 
“Get us back to the Den, preferably my operating room.” The 

doctor grabbed the bag of blood that had been feeding Virgil before 
Ahm shimmered them all into the very room Dr. Sheehan had 
specified. The man began to work quickly as Ceri laid his mate 
down on table.  

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“Out of my way, everyone!” Dr. Sheehan shouted.  
Ceri took a step back, feeling utterly helpless. He watched the 

doctor work at a fast and steady pace. Melonee jumped in, assisting 
the man with whatever order he barked out. Ceri and Ahm just 
stood there, watching.  

It was on the tip of his tongue to threaten the doctor if Virgil or 

the baby died, but he knew it was a foolish move to threaten the 
man working hard to save both lives.  

But he could think it.  
“And Bryce wants to have another child,” Ahm said with a 

snort. “No thanks.”  

Ceri tore his eyes away from his mate as Virgil stopped 

screaming, his eyes fluttering closed. “Have you found the person 
responsible for everything that has been happening?” 

“We have it nailed down to a chameleon-shifter that Marino 

talked into doing all his dirty work. His name is Kell. That’s as 
much as the Ultionem could find out.” 

Chameleon-shifter. That was who had visited Virgil, pretending 

to be Ceri when he revoked the claim. It hadn’t worked since it 
wasn’t Ceri himself who spoke the words. But he wanted to get his 
hands on the creature. “Where is he?” 

“We tracked him as far as the demon realm, but lost him.” 
Ceri turned back around, watching closely as the doctor worked 

diligently. He stood there for what felt like forever, beginning to 
think that things were turning for the worse when he heard a high, 
squealing cry.  

“Even the mightiest of us fall when our children are born.” 

Ahm clapped Ceri on the shoulder. “Congratulations.”  

Ceri clenched his jaw and fought hard against the lump forming 

in his throat. He would cut off his hands before he allowed one 
single tear to fall in front of these people. But even as the words 
formed in his mind, Ceri began to step closer. He wasn’t sure what 
he was going to find. The baby had grown at an alarming rate, 

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being born in weeks instead of months. What if the child was 
malformed, or carried the curse? Even though Ceri was free of the 
cravings, his child had been conceived when it still had him in its 
grip.  

“Oh…my,” the doctor said, his back to Ceri as his arms 

continually moved. Ceri wasn’t sure if that was a good sign or not.  

“What, what is it?” he asked, almost afraid of hearing what the 

doctor had to say.  

Glancing over his shoulder, Dr. Sheehan grinned widely. “You 

have twins. One must have been hiding behind the other when I 
performed the ultrasound on Virgil.” 

Twins. Ceri felt as if he were going to pass out. An 

overwhelming sense of protectiveness and pure pride enveloped 
him as he asked, “Boys or girls?” 

“One of each.” There was delight in the doctor’s tone when he 

spoke, a happy lilt that made Ceri feel a bit better.  

“What about Virgil?” 
The doctor shrugged. “As far as I know, he doesn’t have a 

twin.” 

Ceri was getting really agitated with the doctor’s strange sense 

of humor. “My mate,” he said with a growl. “How is he?” 

The doctor didn’t answer, just kept right on working. Ceri 

stepped next to the man, seeing the gaunt look on Virgil’s face. 
Only vampires who were starving or near death had that boney, 
pallid appearance. He didn’t need to hear the answer.  

Virgil was dying.  
“I’m trying,” the doctor said with grim determination. “But he’s 

bleeding faster than I can stop it.” 

Without thinking, Ceri bit into his wrist, pressing the bloody 

flesh against Virgil’s mouth.  

“But we don’t know—” 

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“He is dying! At this point, I do not care what I have to do to 

save him.” Ceri used his other hand to pull at Virgil’s chin, 
opening his mate’s mouth.  

“You’d be better off dripping that in here.” The doctor was 

clamping some organ, his mate’s belly wide open. Ceri moved his 
wrist to Virgil’s open wound, letting his blood drip directly into his 
mate’s body. This was a vision he could have gone the rest of 
eternity without seeing.  

“Give as much as you can,” the doctor said, “while I work on 

stopping the bleeding on my end.” 

Ceri reached out to his brothers, showing them in his mind 

what was happening, conveying to them with urgency that Virgil 
might not survive. He didn’t like the idea of anyone else feeding 
his mate, but to hell with his pride. Virgil’s life was at stake. 

Rhys and Christian were there in a matter of minutes, both 

opening a vein to feed Virgil as Ceri began to whisper words he 
had seen in one of the keeper’s scrolls. He had never dealt with 
spells or incantations before, but he was willing to try anything.  

“The bleeding is slowing,” Dr. Sheehan informed him. “But 

he’s not out of the woods yet. The babies did some damage with 
their abnormal growth.” 

Licking his wrist closed, the brothers, along with Ahm, 

watched Dr. Sheehan close Virgil. He looked so weak lying there. 
Ceri wanted to pick the man up and hold him. He had even tried 
finding Virgil in his mind, but the medications that the doctor had 
given his mate made everything he saw foggy and distorted.  

Melonee wheeled over a small cart with a clear, plastic bed on 

top. Ceri moved back from the table where the doctor was stitching 
Virgil to see two small babes swaddled and lying close to one 
another. One was wearing a blue blanket, the other pink.  

“Say hi to your son and daughter,” Melonee said. “Maybe 

getting to know them will help you while Virgil heals.” She leaned 

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in closer. “He’ll be fine. Fate wouldn’t put you two through hell 
and then take Virgil from you.” 

Ceri raised his eyes, staring at the fey woman. “Your debt is 

paid.” 

“I didn’t help to repay my debt. I helped because it was the 

right thing to do.” She lifted the blue swaddle from the bed. 
“Here.” 

Ceri stared at the bundle. “What am I supposed to do with 

him?” 

Rhys grinned as he pulled Ceri’s arms up and then said, “Just 

make sure you don’t let his head bobble around.” 

The instant his son touched his arms, Ceri felt the darkness 

inside of him shatter into a thousand pieces. He ran a knuckle down 
the boy’s cherub cheek, vowing to himself that he would protect 
his family at any cost.  

Christian took Ceri’s son as Melonee handed him his daughter. 

His heart tripled in size as he stared into her sapphire-blue eyes. 
She was the most gorgeous vampiress he had ever seen. He was 
terrified he was going to drop her. The only thing this moment 
needed to make it perfect was for Virgil to be awake and sharing it 
with him.  

He glanced over to where the man slept, saying a silent prayer 

that his mate pulled through.  

 

* * * * 

 
Virgil’s eyes slowly opened. It took a moment to get his 

bearings. His head was a bit groggy but he made out that he was in 
his bedroom. The last thing he remembered was the intense pain in 
his abdomen. Virgil reached down to smooth his hand over his 
rounded belly, only to find it flat and bandaged.  

His heart skidded to a halt when he realized that he was no 

longer pregnant. Virgil was terrified to get up and find out what 

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had happened. He remembered the doctor saying there was 
something terribly wrong with him.  

Had he lost the babe?  
It felt as if his heart were being pulled out of his chest until he 

turned his head. Virgil had to blink twice as he stared at Ceri lying 
on his side in the bed with him, fast asleep. 

And he had two bundles tucked close to his body. Virgil could 

feel a hard lump constrict in his throat as he reached over, pulled 
the blue blanket down, and saw a tiny face. He then reached over to 
the pink blanket and did the same.  

Two babies?  
Ceri’s eyes flew open as he bared his fangs until he saw that it 

was Virgil who was touching the infants. The baby in the blue 
blanket turned his head, his lips seeking out Virgil’s finger. He 
gave it to him. Tiny teeth bit into his finger as the baby began to 
suckle.  

A strong, warm hand reached over and cupped Virgil’s face. 

“How do you feel?” 

Virgil moved closer, giving the baby in the pink blanket his 

other finger. “I don’t think I’ll be running a marathon, but I don’t 
feel like death warmed over anymore.” 

Ceri’s thumb brushed over his cheek as Virgil glanced down at 

the infants. “Twins?” 

“It does run in the family,” Ceri said. “We have a son and a 

daughter.” 

“I kind of figured that from the blue and pink blankets.” His 

heart beat a bit faster when he saw that his daughter had Ceri’s 
eyes. His son’s eyes were closed, so Virgil couldn’t see them.  

“What do we call them?” he asked.  
“I’ve been thinking about that,” Ceri admitted. “How does 

Nicolina Luciana Espelimbergo and Nevarez Lucio Espelimbergo 
sound to you?” 

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Virgil glanced down at his son and daughter, mulling the names 

over in his head. “That’s quite a mouthful considering my name is 
simply Virgil Green.” 

His eyes snapped up when Ceri gave a booming laugh. The 

sound was deep and rich, making his mate look like a totally 
different person as the smile transformed his face into something 
majestic. “Your name is Virgil Espelimbergo and we could simply 
call them Jessica and Jim if you’d like.” 

Virgil shook his head. “No, I like Nicolina and Navarez. It kind 

of fits them.” 

Someone knocked and Ceri’s eyelids dropped to slits, the 

sapphire-blue irises slowly moving over to the door. Now that was 
the look Virgil was used to seeing—dark and deadly. His mate 
moved from the bed, his walk predatory. His entire frame filled the 
door when he answered it.  

Virgil scooted even closer to the babies until he saw that it was 

Dr. Sheehan who had been knocking at the door. With all the 
craziness going on, Virgil wasn’t taking any chances.  

“I brought a wrench with me this time,” the doctor said as he 

smiled up at Ceri. Didn’t the guy have any sense of self-
preservation? Virgil couldn’t understand how the doctor seemed 
unfazed by Ceri, when everyone else wet themselves around the 
fierce vampire. “I need to check on my patients.” 

Virgil didn’t get what the man meant by having a wrench. He 

didn’t even bother asking either. It was hard enough for him to 
keep his eyes open, let alone have a conversation with the doctor 
by the time the human was done examining all three of them.  

He watched the doctor talk quietly with Ceri before he left the 

room. Striding back toward the bed, Ceri crawled in, pulling both 
babes toward him as Virgil closed his eyes. He could tell that 
anyone who came near their son and daughter was going to have to 
get through Ceri first. The man might have mellowed just a hair, 
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and ready to be unleashed on anyone who looked the wrong way at 
their children.  

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Chapter Fourteen 

 
Maverick watched as Sebastian talked with his men. He didn’t 

trust the guy. For all he knew, the timber wolf could have been the 
one who orchestrated Xavier’s kidnapping and was sticking close 
by to throw him off his grandson’s trail.  

He trusted no one right now. There were some similarities, but 

not enough to convince Maverick that Sebastian was his brother. 
All he knew was that he was wasting time. He needed to find 
Marino and get some answers. Maverick’s worst fear was that he 
would never see his grandson again, but he was hitting one dead 
end after another.  

Turning away from the three men, Maverick pressed his cell 

phone to his ear when it rang. “What did you find?” 

“A lot,” Nero answered. “According to the DMV, the picture 

they have on file for his driver’s license is the same guy you 
snapped a picture of and sent to me on your phone. He is definitely 
Sebastian Brac. Yes, he is. But that doesn’t tell you if he is a good 
or bad guy. No, it doesn’t. His credit score is good, his finances 
aren’t an issue. The guy is loaded. He’s squeaky clean, Ricky.” 

“No criminal records? What about his personal life?” Maverick 

glanced over his shoulder to see Sebastian staring at him. He didn’t 
give two shits if the guy heard his conversation. He wanted to 
know who this man was that was willing to stick his neck out to 
help Maverick. Not many men did that for a total stranger and he 
wanted to make sure he wasn’t being played.  

“Okay, now that I have the socially acceptable aspects out of 

the way, let’s talk turkey. The guy runs the Cyrus pack out of 

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Virginia. From what I could pull together, he lost his best friend to 
a murder that has yet to be solved. Micah has a buddy there and he 
talked with the guy. His friend says you can’t get anyone more 
fierce or loyal than Sebastian. But that’s just hearsay. Yes, it is.” 

“Thanks, Nero. I owe you one. Call me if you find out anything 

else.” 

“Will do, Ricky. And you can pay me back by finding Xavier. I 

miss the little guy.” 

So did Maverick. “I’m doing everything possible, Nero. How’s 

Cecil doing?”  

“Oh yeah, I almost forgot. He’s going ballistic because he can’t 

get a hold of you. He sent word over the mates’ website that you 
were missing. Yes, he did.” Nero chuckled. “I think you need to 
call him.” 

Shit. Maverick had been so busy with Kenyon, and then 

Sebastian, that he’d totally forgotten to call his mate. “Gotta go.” 
He hung up and dialed Cecil, but his mate didn’t answer. Maverick 
left a quick voice mail that he was fine and still tracking down 
leads.  

“So, how did I check out?” Sebastian asked, letting Maverick 

know that he had heard the entire conversation.  

“A little too clean in my opinion.” He shoved the phone in his 

pocket. “Have a nice life.” Walking away, Maverick told himself 
that he didn’t need any new friends right now—especially a brother 
he hadn’t even known he had. Until Xavier was back under his 
roof, everyone was under scrutiny.  

“Ditto.” Sebastian turned, heading in the opposite direction 

with his men. Maverick made it out of the demon realm, gazing 
around the city and wondering how he was going to find Marino 
Malone. If it took until his last breath, he was going to get Xavier 
back. And Marino Malone was going to die for going anywhere 
near his grandson.  

 

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* * * * 

 
Ceri quietly closed the bedroom door before moving through 

Neverlight Hall, gazing over the repairs that were being made. The 
restoration was going to take some time, but he wanted a place 
suitable for his mate and children.  

There was no other place he wanted to raise Nicolina and 

Nevarez than in the home he had grown up in. Ceri had even 
managed to talk Rhys into moving in with his mate and son. He 
was still getting used to life without the curse. He was also getting 
used to not doling out justice to those who deserved it.  

Right now, he had more important things to occupy his time. 

His children and mate were his number-one priority.  

“A family seems to be just what you needed.” 
Ceri walked toward one of the windows, gazing out over the 

mountain, taking in the full moon. “It would seem.” 

Christian moved over toward him, standing close. “How much 

have you changed?” 

Cocking his head, Ceri looked at his older brother. “For Virgil 

and my children, plenty. For everyone else, I will remove their 
hearts from their chests while they are still breathing. Why do you 
ask this?” 

“Because”—Christian turned fully to face him—“I will not 

have Dante’s death or his coven’s go unavenged.” 

“Do you know who slaughtered them?”  
Moving a few feet away, Christian gazed up at the ceiling, his 

shoulders stiff. “No, but when I find out, nothing will keep that 
person safe. We still have to see to the matter of a chameleon-
shifter named Kell. I’m told he is a half breed. He carries wolf 
inside of him. We can start our search in the demon realm.” 

“Give me a few days,” he replied. Virgil still wasn’t one 

hundred percent better. Ceri wasn’t going to leave his mate with 
the children to go hunting until Virgil could manage without him 

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for a day or two. Even then Ceri wasn’t going to leave his mate 
defenseless. No, he hadn’t changed that much. He would still gut 
anyone who even thought of hurting what was his.  

“I’ll be waiting for you to show,” Christian replied. He had a 

dark gleam in his eyes and Ceri could tell the man wasn’t going to 
rest until Dante’s death was paid in kind. Ceri had no problem 
pursuing those responsible.  

Once Christian was gone, Ceri walked back into the bedroom, 

smiling when he saw that Nicolina was wide awake, staring up at 
him. He wasn’t sure if she knew he was her father, but her quiet 
contentment spoke volumes.  

Carefully picking her up, he held her close, amazed that this 

small person had come from his loins. She stared at him with sharp 
intelligence, even though she was just a few days old. He wasn’t 
sure what those potions might have done to his children, but so far 
the doctor had given them a clean bill of health.  

“You’re going to spoil her.” Virgil opened his eyes, watching 

Ceri from the bed. “I can see already that she is going to have you 
wrapped around her finger.” 

And his mate would be right.  
“We should get them puppies.”  
Ceri cocked his head as he readjusted Nicolina in his arms. He 

was getting better at holding them, after a brief rundown from his 
twin. Ceri knew he had a long way to go as far as parenting skills, 
but he was pretty sure the babes wouldn’t hold his lack of 
knowledge against him. “I don’t understand why.” 

Virgil shrugged. “I’ve seen humans do it and the children look 

quite happy.” 

Neither of them had a clue what they were doing, but Ceri 

knew both of them would fumble through this. For Virgil, he 
would do anything the man asked because he finally had a slice of 
what his twin cherished so much.  

Family.  

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At home, Ceri was going to try and give Virgil and his children 

what his parents had so lovingly given him and his brothers. He 
had once enjoyed life, until the war. Ceri wanted to remember what 
is was like to laugh and love again. He had grown angry and 
violent, but that wasn’t who he was.  

Unless someone was foolish enough to come near his family 

then he had no problem showing them that Ceridian Giordano 
Espelimbergo was the meanest, fiercest vampire to walk the earth.  

“Puppies?” Ceri thought about what his mate wanted. There 

was plenty of room in the castle for two small puppies. He had 
heard that they were great watchdogs if they chose the right breed. 
There was a German shepherd at the Manor named Mango. 
Christian’s children and Rhys’s son seemed to adore the dog and 
the dog seemed just as happy with the children.  

Handing Nicolina off to Virgil, Ceri grabbed Nevarez from the 

crib, gazing at the strong lines of the boy’s jaw. He was going to be 
a ruler one day, Ceri could tell.  

There was just something about being mated and having a 

family that brought out a softer side to Ceri that he wasn’t even 
aware he had. Walking over to the bed once more, Ceri sat down, 
leaning over to give his mate a kiss, conveying to him just how 
much the man meant to Ceri. “I love you, Virgil.” 

The man smiled at him, something he was certain Virgil hadn’t 

had enough of in his life. Ceri planned on changing that. “I love 
you, too, Ceridian.” 

 

* * * * 

 
Placing the babes back in their nursery, Ceri came back to their 

bedroom, taking Virgil’s hand in his, whispering his lips across his 
knuckles. His mate didn’t say a word as he slowly disrobed and 
then settled between Virgil’s legs. Thank goodness Virgil had 

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taken the birth control shot the doctor had offered him because 
there was no way he would be able to deny his mate.  

Ceri lubed his fingers and then moved them underneath Virgil, 

sliding his thick fingers into Virgil’s ass as he kissed his way 
around Virgil’s neck. His skin felt as if it were on fire, his body 
aching to be filled by his mate’s thick cock. He groaned at the 
delicious burn as his mate stretched him wide.  

Just as he thought he would die if his mate didn’t fuck him, 

Ceri rose above Virgil, the head of his cock lodged against Virgil’s 
entrance. “I’m going to fuck you,” he said right before one hard 
plunge buried his steel-hard erection into Virgil’s body to the hilt. 
Virgil shouted and Ceri stilled, staring down at Virgil with tender 
eyes. 

Virgil dug his nails into his mate’s chest, breathing past the pain 

as his mate cupped Virgil’s face. “I’m going to claim you tonight, my 
love.” He looked like he was fighting for control as his body shook 
with apparent tension. 

“Do you know how long I’ve been waiting to hear those words?” 

Virgil asked as the pain tore through his lower half and then eased. 
Virgil’s body was once again on fire for his mate. “Claim me.” 

His mate’s expression turned tender as he leaned forward and 

kissed Virgil slowly, softly. Virgil whimpered into the man’s mouth 
as he arched into him, his nipples brushing against a wall of hard 
flesh. His mate’s hips began to move, Ceri’s thick length stretching 
Virgil wide as he pulled back and then thrust inside of Virgil.  

Ceri broke the kiss and then buried his face in Virgil’s neck. “Son 

of a bitch,” he whispered as he slid his hands under Virgil’s buttocks 
and lifted Virgil a little higher. A rumbled growl vibrated in the 
vampire’s chest as Ceri leaned back onto his legs and stared down at 
Virgil. “Shit, Virgil, shit.” His hands pulled free and he glanced down 
to see his hand smoothing over Virgil’s stomach, and then his fingers 
were at Virgil’s cock.  

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Virgil threw his head back and cried out his mate’s name. That 

seemed to be some sort of trigger because Ceri’s thrusts deepened 
with a wild growl sounding in the room. The pressure was building 
again, only this time it felt volatile. Virgil grabbed for him and Ceri 
fell forward, taking Virgil’s mouth, sending Virgil to the brink of 
madness. Virgil’s legs came up and tried to wrap around Ceri’s waist 
but the man was too damn thick, so all he could do was leave them 
hanging on his hips as his mate rode Virgil hard. 

Mi amor,” Ceri moaned. The heat built higher, hotter. Virgil’s 

body was inflamed as they slid along each other.  

“Ceri,” he cried the man’s name. Ceri glanced down at Virgil, and 

his expression was dark, feral, making Virgil lick his dry lips as his 
fangs slowly elongated. He was in heaven. He shook beneath his 
mate’s hard stare, so aroused now, pushed so far past reality that he 
just didn’t give a damn. “Bite me.” 

Ceri grazed the points of his teeth over Virgil’s shoulder and 

Virgil clutched the back of his head. “Do it.” 

“Hold on to me, baby.”  
Virgil’s hands gripped his mate’s shoulders as he felt the thick 

length of Ceri’s cock press deeper inside of his body. “Ceri, please.” 

“I love hearing you beg.” Ceri’s voice was strained, sounding as if 

he was holding on to one last thread of control.  

Virgil forgot what he was thinking as the delicious burn filled 

him, reminding Virgil that Ceri was deep inside of him. He writhed 
beneath the vampire as Ceri leaned back, his eyes going to where their 
bodies were connecting.  

“Looks good, doesn’t it? Me sliding in and out of you like this?” 

he asked. Virgil looked up to see his mate watching him. They were 
in the throes of sex, yet he could feel his skin blushing with heat. Ceri 
gave a soft chuckle. “So pretty.” 

“My body, I can’t take it. Please, Ceri, please.” He convulsed 

underneath the man, fighting for release. 

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Ceri began to fuck into his ass, hard deep lunges that had Virgil 

crying out his name as he felt each thrust stretching him, caressing 
him. Ceri pushed him headlong into a flight to ecstasy, his cock 
powering into Virgil, filling him, stroking the already blistering heat 
higher. 

Virgil’s stomach tightened, rippled, convulsed, and then his eyes 

widened as his vision blurred. The muscles of Virgil’s ass clamped 
down onto Ceri’s cock as he exploded. He twisted beneath his mate as 
mindless pleasure tore through him. 

“Virgil…god…baby…” Deep, hard, his thrusts quickened as 

Virgil felt spurts of cum deep inside his ass. It triggered another 
explosion that left Virgil gasping, fighting for breath as he writhed 
underneath his mate’s powerful body.  

He whimpered as he closed his eyes.  
“Oh no, innocent one. I’m not done with you yet.” 
Virgil’s eyes snapped open. He couldn’t believe his mate was still 

seated inside of Virgil, still rock hard.  

He pulled his cock from Virgil’s ass, turned Virgil over to his 

stomach, and then slid back inside.  

“This time we take it slow.”  
Slow was good. Virgil wasn’t sure he could take the all-

consuming fire that had just ripped his body apart. Ceri’s hands slid 
over his back, and then he leaned his muscular frame over Virgil to 
lay soft kisses down his spine. Virgil moaned. Feeling Ceri’s hands on 
his body, his cock pushing deep inside of his ass was like heaven.  

He had thought they didn’t have a future together, that Ceri would 

forever be lost to him. Now all he wanted was for his mate to make 
love to him for the rest of Virgil’s life. The thought was insane, but 
true. He was still blown away that he’d given birth to two beautiful 
babies. Virgil felt a protective need hit him hard, knowing he would 
die to protect not only his mate, but his precious babes as well. They 
were his entire life, all he had, and Virgil would hold on to to them 
with a hard grip.  

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All thoughts fled when Ceri eased him onto his hands and knees. 

He trembled in pleasure when Ceri reached under Virgil and gripped 
his erection, stroking Virgil’s cock as he rocked back and forth, his 
shaft grazing over nerve endings.  

“Your body fits me so perfectly,” Ceri said as he nipped Virgil on 

the shoulder.  

Rocking his body back and impaling his ass on Ceri’s shaft, Virgil 

lost himself in the sensual desires heating up inside of his body. He 
wasn’t sure if slow and torturous was any better than fast and 
explosive. 

It seemed no matter how Ceri took him, he made Virgil burn on 

the inside. But this buildup was slow in coming. It felt as though it 
were a slow-burning fire, eating away at Virgil’s sanity as he thrust 
back, groaning at the feel of his mate’s thick cock filling him. 

“That’s it, mi amor. Take from me. Take whatever you need.” 

Ceri’s hand began to move faster on Virgil’s cock as his thrusts 
deepened, becoming quicker.  

Virgil clawed at the sheets, his legs spreading a little wider, his 

hips rotating as Ceri plunged inside of his ass. “Make me come, Ceri.” 

The man gave a low growl as he sped up, his cock pounding into 

Virgil’s body as he released Virgil’s cock and grabbed his hips 
instead. He lowered his shoulders, rocking his head back and forth, 
trying his best to just let go.  

He cried out when Ceri’s fangs sank into his skin. The connection 

had already been there, deeper than either thought possible, but now 
that he was fully claimed, their minds seemed to become one. He 
could  see everything that Ceri had gone through, the pain he had 
suffered, and the longing the man had felt every time he had glanced 
Virgil’s way.  

They were bonded in such a deep way that there was nothing in 

Virgil’s mind that Ceri couldn’t see. He was exposed to the man, all 
his sins and sorrows laid out for his mate to see.  

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Ceri licked the wound, whispering in Virgil’s ear, “Never again 

will you feel alone.” 

Just when he thought he would go insane, Virgil’s body shattered, 

his mind reeled, and his heart sped up so fast that he became dizzy. 

His mate howled from behind Virgil, his movements becoming 

uncoordinated as his seed filled Virgil once more. He gave a few 
more thrusts before slowing, his breathing ragged.  

Ceri pulled Virgil up and into his arms, nuzzling his neck as soft 

purrs rumbled through his chest. Virgil fought to breathe normally as 
his mate slowly pulled his softening cock from Virgil’s swollen ass. 

Something settled inside of Virgil, destroying the darkness he had 

felt for so long, and he knew in that moment that Ceri was the savior 
Virgil had always known the man to be.  

 

* * * * 

 
Kory Kendrick came to a stop when he spotted a man lying 

facedown on the ground. He glanced around the woods but didn’t 
see anyone else. It wasn’t every day that he ran across someone 
taking a dirt nap. He wasn’t even sure if he should bother the guy 
or not. He looked pretty comfortable lying there covered in leaves.  

“Hey, do you need some help?” he asked as he scented the air. 

He couldn’t tell if the guy was human or other. Stepping cautiously 
closer, Kory nudged the guy with his toe. “Hey, are you all right?” 

The guy didn’t move. Oh! What if he was dead? Well, that 

would explain him not answering Kory. He dropped to his knees, 
hoping like hell he wasn’t touching a corpse. That would be too 
gross.  

He grabbed the guy’s shoulder, using his shifter strength to turn 

him over. The napping man was pretty heavy. Kory gasped when 
the stranger fell to his back. His face was covered in burns that 
looked so nasty that he felt a bit queasy just looking at the guy. The 

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man was as white as a sheet and his features gaunt. There was no 
telling how long he had been out here.  

Ew, he had touched a corpse! 
He was about to stand and get away from the thing when 

blackened eyelids flew open. Kory shrieked and tried to run, but 
only managed to fall on his ass. He tried to get his bearings, but the 
corpse flew at him, pinning him down before opening his mouth, 
revealing sharp fangs. “For this, I am truly sorry.” 

Kory screamed as the vampire bit into his neck, his voice 

echoing in the woods as his vision blurred.  

He knew he should have taken a different path.  

 

 

THE END 

 

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Lynn Hagen loves writing about the somewhat flawed, but 

lovable. She also loves a hero who can see past all the rough edges to 
find the shining diamond of a beautiful heart. 

You can find her on any given day curled up with her laptop and a 

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